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• Some place in the arms of my boyfriend...who doesn't exist...
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• 2004-01-30
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• I'm a trained assasin...muah ha ha ha!
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• Blaise.............................

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• Uh, piano...been playing for like...15 years...and I've never had a boyfriend!!!
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• 1992...I was a lil' innocent kid.
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• Gimme Rurouni Kenshin...and I'll be happy.
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• To be loved (LOL), to make some kind of difference in this world...isn't that why we're here? And..to be a good Christian.
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• Camping, anime/manga collecting (Yu-Gi-Oh cards especially) drawing/watching/reading it, and I collect chopsticks, guitar picks, and credit cards. Actually, I collect anything really from A-Z...
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• Piano...writing/poetry...drawing *I like to think that*...and yah...I'm out-going...and my own person.




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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

  Alone
Once when I was young and naïve,
And until I became aware of what was what,
I thought I loved a wondrous love,
But I didn't know it was unrequited.
I fell a thousand feet under,
And thought I'd been lost to the darkness.
And now I'm breathing heavily,
As I try to climb back towards the light.
I didn't see it right away,
Because you were my idol.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

I dreamed about you day and night.
I let you lead me and show me your way.
But now I'm feeling pushed aside,
Like you don’t care anymore.
You only see the fake me outside,
But you'll never see how you made me cry inside.
I'm trying to get rid of all this pain,
But it's so hard to let go.
I didn't see it right away,
Because you were my idol.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

Different, tortured, consuming memories.
Why I loved you I'll never know.
A broken spirit sleeps within my soul,
Brought back slowly as I reminisce.
The walls are up; I'll never trust you again.
You took my heart and toyed with it.
And now I'm shattered here inside,
Because you can't see what you did to me.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

Alone.

And this one, I wrote after I had had this horrible mess with this one guy. That's the one I took the capo from...muah ha ha ha. *ahem* Now we're like...a lot better friends (oooh bad english there). And, life's still good. I got to get some music set to this stuff.
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