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Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-07-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Some place in the arms of my boyfriend...who doesn't exist...
Member Since
• 2004-01-30
Occupation
• I'm a trained assasin...muah ha ha ha!
Real Name
• Blaise.............................

Personal

Achievements
• Uh, piano...been playing for like...15 years...and I've never had a boyfriend!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1992...I was a lil' innocent kid.
Favorite Anime
• Gimme Rurouni Kenshin...and I'll be happy.
Goals
• To be loved (LOL), to make some kind of difference in this world...isn't that why we're here? And..to be a good Christian.
Hobbies
• Camping, anime/manga collecting (Yu-Gi-Oh cards especially) drawing/watching/reading it, and I collect chopsticks, guitar picks, and credit cards. Actually, I collect anything really from A-Z...
Talents
• Piano...writing/poetry...drawing *I like to think that*...and yah...I'm out-going...and my own person.

myOtaku.com: HeartOfSword

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

No Way Out
Waiting, hoping, looking for a sign,
Wondering what it's like outside these walls.
Groping, feeling, looking for a door,
Thinking I've been locked inside forever.
Suddenly, I think I've found the light outside.
But lately I know it's just another lie.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

Falling, crawling, sinking to the floor,
Believing there's nothing left anymore.
Crying, dying, sinking to the endless abyss,
Getting that there's no more of the lightness.
Honestly, I'm sure there's only despair,
And since I can't find it, there is no exit.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

I'm going down,
I can't get up,
It's pulling me in.
I'm faking it,
I've got no reality,
As this uncertainty consumes me.
It's not worth searching for.
There must be another way,
And someday, I'll find it.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

There's no way.

You write the most depressing things when you don't know what to do in life. I wrote this one night when I was like...peeved at my mom. A lot of times, I just feel like I'm being boxed in. It's not cool.

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