Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I can't stay away

So, before I begin my long post, I hope that you understand that I miss it here very much so. I want to have what I used to have here before but I know that will never happen. However, I would love to have a few friends from here and talk and share feelings like I used too. It would be so amazing. So, If you know me from a long time ago, you would know that the MyOtaku was like my diary, my best friend, my interest and well, kind of my life. But that sounds so lame. It was so great to me because I was home schooled and I never had any "real" friends so I made friends here and spent most of my time here. I don't plan on doing that again but I would love to write here again and talk to new people. I started this account many years ago. I believe I was twelve turning thirteen and I was so new to this HTML thing and well, with the help of many friends here I learned how to make really fun posts and I think I wrote a lot. I also really do love to comment and read other people's posts too. Sometimes it makes me upset when I have friends who don't really want to talk to me on here but it's okay. I wont let it bother me to much. I just hope the new friends I make here or reconnect with, really would like to share their thoughts with me and I would with them. About me now, Well, I am nineteen years old, I graduated from high school and I am now in community college. It's nice now, but I still have problems at home. me and my mother do not work out very well and I am going to move out of my home with my boyfriend. I hope to goodness that works out too..... But life is very good and I love it!!!! I'm probably going to change the theme of my site soon however, I will not change the Chii/Chobits theme. I have had this since I first started and well, I think it's sort of apart of me. I hope to talk to some new friends later. Bye bye!

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Well, I don'tthink I am going to comeback to the MyO anymore. If you wantto keep in contact with me please fine me on myspace. My E-mail is jazzi@animezen.every1.net thank you.

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I have been not feeling well latley.... this morning, me and my mother had a terrible fight. I don't really like my mother. Me and her don't go well. When we fought She destroyed my makeup and we both started throwing things at each other and she started to hit me and I couldn't hit her because I know I will hurt her.... I know I would.... but she threatend to kill me by using this golf club (I didn't know where that thing came from) and I just had to keep my mouth shut cause I wanted to punch her so bad! It was bad. She made me late to school and my teacher gave me crap. Now I'm scared of the weekend. I have no where to go because my mother doesn't allow me to go to friends houses. She says its too dangerous. I cannot wait until I am 18. I'm so gonna be gone. I would rather live under a bridge than to live with that woman! Anyways..... this day has been complete shit. My mother will be comming to pick me up at the library soon so I can't post too long.... I'm gonna visit some friends before I go though..... Soooo if anyone still wants to give me their myspace/e-mail, please do so. So we can always keep in touch. My E-mail is Jazzi@animezen.every1.net and thats how you can find my Myspace.... See you all laterz.

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this place.... where is this place.... it's not the same....

Thank you all who came to visit my site on my last post..... I am sort of releived to know that other people know what is happening here.... I don't want to loose any of my friends here.... and I don't want to sound dramatic but I really don't want to let the MyO go just yet but I guess soon it will be a place where only few will come to say "Hi" and "Bye"... but I think I may have a solution... maybe... does anyone have a myspace? If not then gimme an E-Mail address...... cause I wanna be able to get in touch with my close MyO freinds. I would love to talk like we used too.^_^ Life has been good but time has been killing me with all the memories it's trying to throw away. I feel like I'm getting old. I'm 17 (yeah I know, I'm young but time flies....) and soon I'll be graduating Highschool! Big changes are ahead of me. So anyway, I can't talk to long. I'm leaving the library soon..... but I will visit the people who came to my site.^_^ Thank you for all your love! see you all laterz!!!!!

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....... lets run away..... and leave behind these lies

Time has gone by to fast. Soon we will all reach our end.... but will we be happy when that time comes? I have this feeling inside me that all my friends will one day just dissappear.... not all at the same time but gradually when you don't notice it until they are all gone..... thats almost what has happend here at the MyO.... sometimes I want to go back in time to fix all my problems... to talk to old friends when they were there and available to talk.... when things weren't so different... when life had a differnt picture..... Well, I'm gonna visit some friends on here.... the ones that still come that is... I keep many freinds who never are on here anymore still. Just one last hope to keep them alive when they used to talk to me all the time.... The MyOtaku feels empty sometimes....... See you all another time.....

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Changes......

Whats happend to the MyOtaku? I don't know if I can comment. I'll have to check up on that. But It says I can't even message anyone and TheOtaku is something complety different. I logged onto that and it's something completly dofferent to the MyOtaku.... Could someone please explain to me whats going on? Is the MyOtaku outdated? So today, John (my newest boyfriend and we've been going out since Jan. 24th 2008) wasn't at school today. I hope he isn't sick. I'll have to call him to make sure everything is all right. Anyhow, tell me how you all have been doing? I have been okay but my sinuses really hurt! Lets see, the third quarter of school will be over on Tuesday. And I hope that I pass this quarter with an A or B average. I'm trying to get my GPA to a 4.0 but right now, I'm stuck at a 3.4..... I hope I make it to a 4.0 by the end of my senior year. Right now I'm a junior... Anyways, I'm gonna try to solve the mystery of the MyOtaku/TheOtaku...... See you all laterz!

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No Comment?

Goodness! The ACT was very very very difficult! I thought it was hard but it was way easier than the SAT..... Anyways, I am having a very annoying time! I can't seen to comment on anyones sites I think it has something to do with the Otaku administraters or something... The MyO is under construction I suppose so I am very sorry that I cannot comment just know that I am reading them.^_^ Anyways, Valentines day is comming but I'm not too excited about that. Is anyone excited about Valentines day? I'm glad for anyone who is happy about it though.^_^ Anyways, I gotta get now, See you all laterz!

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the virus of life....... or should I say bacteria?

Has anyone had strep throate yet? I have and so has John and Kikii and my little brother and all my friends. Is something goinmg around the world and getting us all sick? Anyways, I finally got to talk to Heather.... But I really don't know what to do about Ben. I guess he is on his on on this one. So anyways, I gotta take the ACT on Saturday at Brandon High school and I really am thinking about cancelling cause last time I was stuck at that school from 7:00 a.m to 1:00 p.m. That was so boring. I couldn't even get out my seat. I just sat there doing nothing and I don't wanna do that again. But I guess, I have too. -_-' Anyway, John's birthday is Wednesday and I'm gonna make him a Birthday Card! Yay! I'm so sweet.^_^ Also, I'm gonna go visit some of you lovely friends so I can see how your all doing. Oh and thanx for the comments on my new layout on my site. See you all laterz!

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Never too late

Life has been good.^_^ I hope it's been good for you all too. I took my SAT on Saturday and I think I did okay too. I've been trying to uphold a good optimistic veiw point. I got a new boyfriend and I think this time..... we are gonna work. Although we never see eachother at school and I am like 2 years older than him, I think everything is cool. so I changed the layout to my site. I made it Chii again! I feel better with chii as my theme. She has been my theme ever since I began this MyO thing. Have you ever had love at first sight? Do you beleive in it? I do. My best friend Heather lost her boyfriend cause he cheated on her and I've been talking to her friend Ben who absolutly adores her. Hes loved her since day one and I think that is so ROMANTIC! He wants to tell her that he loves her but he is affraid on how she will react since she broke up with someone she has been with for 5 years. The only person she has ever been with. What should he do? Anyways, I'ma visit you all and check out whats up with you all. see you all laterz!

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Happy Birthday to me!

Hey everyone. I am in such a good mood today. I haven't felt bad about really anything! I got Jesse out of my mind and I got to spend some time with my best friend yesterday and My mother is gonna make me my favorite dinner tonight for my B-Day. To everyone who knows me.... please do me a favor if you can... My sis Kikii is feeling somewhat neglected cause no one visits her sight...... So if you can... stop by and say hey. That would mean a lot to her.^^ Anyways... I'm gonna get goin' now. I have some homework today..... Oh and Today is my BIRTHDAY!!! I'm finally 17 years old. To think I first came to the MyO when I was 12 years old. Thats so cool.^^ I've been here for like eva! Anyways love ya all! See you all laterz!

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