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Tuesday, February 12, 2008


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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Love is Troubling


I remind myself constantly that these butterflies in my stomach mean nothing
The only reason why I memorized all your favourite songs is a coincidence
Why my face goes red when is see you is because global warming has got the temperature rising
The reason why I find your smile so appealing is because you have nice teeth
Why I'm on the edge of my seat when you talk to me is because I'm eager to get out of class
And the door is right behind you
Why your eyes sparkle the way they do is because the lighting in this room is awesome
Why I find you so beautiful, I just don't know why.
I believe that everyone else must be hideous

I think your imperfections make you perfect
My head and my heart just can't seem to decide
I'm lost for words when you look at me
I tell myself that this means nothing and I'll get over it

But yet I always find myself seeking you when you aren't near
Hoping that you'll notice me too
And I get terribly frustrated when you don't

I hate the fact that I realized that I get these butterflies
Is because I get nervous when I see you
I memorized your favourite songs to be closer to you
My face goes red because you make my heart go into overdrive
Your smile is so appealing because when you smile, my world seems just right
Your eyes sparkle..I still think its from the lighting
I sit on the edge of my seat because I want to lean towards you

You're beautiful because I am unconditionally in love with you
And I hate it
Now, great, I have more issues
~~

an early valentines day poem-ish written by meee! and sorry everyone that I took a long absence from myO first cuz I was busy and now i'm just plain lazy tired. :)

and when and or if you read this. please don't think that i'm thinking of anyone no not even! I just watched a lot of dramas and romance movies and had inspiration. yeah. :)

i also wrote some more valentines/love poem or anti-valentines day one :)
and i'll visit soon! soon!

Today's Thought: A single day is enough to make us a little larger
- Paul Knee

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Sunday, January 13, 2008


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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011307 Puzzle Piece By EP


Sometimes I sit in my bed at night. Wondering why can't life work out like it does in the movies. Where everything at the end just falls into place. Like a puzzle. The pieces all just fit.

You are working on a puzzle that you just happen to find at the back of your closet. Half way through you realize that most pieces are missing. Frustrated as you are, you can't continue.

Your hard work you poured out in working on the puzzle, you can't finish it. You decide to go looking for the missing pieces. You find some at the back of your closet. In your brothers room. In your hamster's cage.

You gather the pieces you found. Some are random pieces that can fit no where and you try to shove them in, but they don't fit.

The others are just useless.

There you sit, dishearten, your puzzle is only half finished. You leave and a few weeks later some pieces are put together by one of your family members. Days later your friends come over intrigued by your incomplete puzzle help you. Piece by piece the puzzle is coming together.

Some pieces go missing, maybe your dog ate it. While the puzzle whole as it can be will have holes of where the lost pieces once were. You smile at your masterpiece and wonder, maybe it was worth it. To see the end, all the effort you put in..the unfinished puzzle never looked so beautiful.

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Life is like an unfinished puzzle. There will always be holes It never works out just the way you want it.

As you go in life, you work hard to make you life mean something, pieces will always go missing. People leave, memories fade, hearts get broken.

There are the pieces no matter how hard you want to go stay and fit. They don't. You have to leave behind and move on.

Some pieces you will never find. Your unreached dreams. Lost love. Despite how much you want it to reappear. it just won't

Some pieces you find again. Lost friends get found. Hearts heal. You realize that life you can't go one alone.There will be people that will lend a hand. Give a smile. Shine the sun on our grey lives. They make some pieces fit.

Your life is a masterpiece that you make. Despite the flaws, faults and empty holes. Its yours. You made it what it is. All the empty holes, maybe one day will be filled. Life is yours to make. The pain, the heartache and the stress. The end will justify the means - if you make it.

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Monday, December 31, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!


HELLOOOO EVERYONEEEEEEE!!!
HAPPY NEW YEARS! 2008 HERE WE COMEE! >=D

Hehe All I can really say is 'where the hell time go' gosh this year went by so fast! >_< Lots of good memories of 'o7 it would really help if I remembered the things that happened this year..
Lots of bad things in 07 too >< But what matters is that we all got through them!

HEHE This is a new for me I'm making new year resolutions!!!!

1. Be Open: Basically I want to become more willing and more friendly to other people. I don't want to keep having my split personalities and having to conform so much. Relax more and most importantly enjoy life and be myself. =)

2. Healthy Lifestyle: I'm a healthy lil gingerbread! But Being more active and eating more healthy never hurts anyone! =)

4. LESS PROCRASTINATION: GAHHH this one gets me!!! I used to be a good lil gingerbread where I did my hmwk a week before it was due now I do it a week after its due XD Gotta get back on track!

5. Learn to Love: UWAH. My friends think I'm love deprived. I mean I'm not a needy person nor do I really rely on emotional help from others ^_^ I take care of myself..sometimes. INDEPENDENCE !!! But what is true is that I'm unwilling to love.I joke around and have a lot of guy friends. I ain't the greatest fan of love either, too many hardships stress and lots of past pain crud I have been through and seen.. wait not true!! I STILL HAVE MY MATSUMOTO JUN, OGURI SHUN, TOM WELLING, JUSTIN TIMBERSEXY. I JOKE XD OKK I'm like contradicting meself but yes. Love can't all be that bad? Maybe its worth giving it a shot.
*bang bang*

Darn. I think all the shoujo manga I read got to me XD

And lastly this ain't a resolution but more like a lifelong goal: LEARN THE WAYS OF THE KITCHEN!!!
oh and BTW. RIP COOKIES
The cookies I made had a terrible fate. They burnt to death.

Gosh if any of you read through that. HEHE Your New Years Eve more be boring as hell.
But most importantly.

THANK YOU GUYS Ęĺ FOR MAKING 2007 AWESOME! I made lots of new friends and got closer to a bunch of ppl especially I want to have a special mention to RAINA You are the best thing since SLICE BREAD.

Thank you every! For being so retarded I mean amazing. You guys made ohSEVEN fantastic! THANK YOU AGAIN!

hehe anyways have a safe and happy new year! Best wishes to everyone! Two thousand oh-eight HERE WE COME BABY.
and I better not hear about you guys waking up tomorrow beside a toilet or a bucket.

Todays Thought: Today more than yesterday. Tomorrow more than Today. The more you fight the stronger you get. That is what strength is.
-Syoaran. Tsubasa Chronicle.

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Monday, December 24, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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Merry Christmas!



Baby its simple and sweet:
Merry Christmas!
Feliz Navidad!
Happy Holidays!
And A Happy New Year!

Even to those that don't celebrate Christmas, enjoy your break and hope that this holiday and the upcoming year will be a one to remember~

Santa is coming tonight [heart heart] hahah Hope you all get coal >=)
me jokeee
^_^
Its all about the giving not receiving its the feeling it brings .

Christmas Wish
Tucked in so cozy this Christmas Eve
Fire crackin' and my hot chocolate brewing.
In the arms of my beloved, I cannot ask for a perfect Christmas.
But what about those that don't know its christmas?
Those that suffer everyday. And do not know the warmth I feel?
I pray upon the stars.
Lets keep them safe tonight.
Let them find this glowing feeling. Let them experience this Christmas Magic
Lets keep them safe
if not for every night, but tonight on this peaceful evening on Christmas
Please make my prayers come true.
This is my Christmas wish.

-Love: EternalParadise

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Monday, November 26, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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Nov/26/07


*smiles*
New Layout :)
..
Sorry for not being on as much the past few days I really tried to visit ppl but I was just so darn busy.

UPDATE ON LIFE:


I hate school. Nuff said.

Upcoming formal party: Requires me wearing a dress. Pah. When hell freezes over. EP+DRESS=DEATH


And the only things that is getting me through all this stress is:
Edward Cullen + Jacob Black
*drools*
If you don't kno what I mean..Fo shame. GO read the Twlight Series.


Now excuse me I gotta go start my chemistry lab.
AND I"LL TRY TO VISIT YOU GUYS my lovers.

Today's Thought: Fill what is empty. Empty what is full and scratch where it itches :)
-Tallulah Bankhead


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Wednesday, October 24, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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Oct242007 RAWRing!!



I'm taking a break from doing my Bio hmwk =( its so much work =(
Thank you every1 who read my poem and commented you guys get muchlove =D
Again sorry for not visint sites like i should!! >_< FUUUUU I'll get to you all during the weekend which hopefully I won't be swamped with hmwk =)

AND AND I've been getting Pms of ppl wondering how I look like. And if you think about it ITS NOTHING MUCH I"M AVERAGE =)
BUT ITS YOU ARE WONDERING CLICK HERE IF YOU WANT TO RUIN YOUR EYESSS
CLICK HERE OVER HERE BEWARE






=)

Did you go blind yet? Aww there there, you asked for it. Its ok Don't cry.. =)

I joke I jokeeeee =) Thats not me...
THISS IS ME
But yes watch out you might faint of shock. =OOO
ACK WATCH OUT
>_<

Ehehe I was a bit over dramatic noo? Aren't I a fugly piece of mushrooms?
Just out of curiousity what nationality do you think I am? I kno thats pic is at a bad angle but guess =)

Ok I go back to bio now =(

Question: Is there someone that you love/like (romantically) right now?
EP's Answer: Umm... I love chocolate which for now is good enough :)

Today's thought: Happiness can come in different forms and different ways. Even if a couple looks odd on the outside. They can still be happy on the inside. Happiness doesn't just come in one shape. - Hibiya Chitose (Chobits)

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Saturday, October 20, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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Lost
Written By: Yours Truly

I find myself stuck again
Itís getting harder to move
As if Iím sinking in quicksand
With no one to save me
Iím starting to lose myself

My chest hurts its getting harder to breath
These 4 walls trap me in this air tight room
I canít find the fire route to escape
Outside the window the world continues to revolve
Yet some how I cannot join it
Iím losing my way; Iím lost without any direction
Lost without any knowledge where to start
I canít find where to pick up the pieces
Iím sorry Iím only a girl in this unstable world

Canít go back to the past, I wished it didnít exist
I donít want to walk forward to a weary uncertain future
Receiving a present that is not a gift.
I canít find the strength to stand up
Itís breaking me down
Having this life that is not my own
These chains just wonít snap

Iím lost
Can anyone find me?
Iím tired of being alone
Can anyone be my light in this dark?
And lead me away from this hell and guild me to a heaven

I canít see anyone around
Is someone out there for me?
I canít help but lose my will
Can someone come and save me?
Save me from myself?
Cause Iím tired of being lost
I want to be found
~~
Ah teen angst. Well at least my year long writing block is over.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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EUPHORIA!


*waves a little flag* Today's my birthday! YAY!!! Oh gosh I'm sixteen >_< A year older and celebrating the wrinkles under my eyes and the lines on my forehead! YARH! OMG 16 years of living I swear its been like 50 but nooo i'm only 16 >_< God so many things happened good and bad and i just hope that I can grow as a person :)

Hurry up guys! Snacks are at the table, take as much as you want! *hands out ice cream cake to everyone* its dangg good!!! ^_^ Eat all you want but see that yummy guy in the corner?? Justin Timberlake? Yesh yesh he's mine! Hands off ladies :)

And another reason to celebrate is because of the 910+ hits :) I really don't get why I even got up to 900 in the first place I don't even really go on MYO all that much but thank you everyone that gave the time of day to someone like me!!!

So happy birthday to mee LOL its so coincidental b/c me and my best friend have the same bday :) I adore her to death! so we are going to go celebrate this Saturday! Looking forward to it :)

*throws candies and confetti in the air* ^____^

Thank you guys!
With much love<3333
-EP poo poo head

Today's thought: Everyday is a gift, a treasure, a diamond. Priceless because once its gone it can never come back.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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September 16 2007: Bang.


Nothing here ladies and gentlemens just some little advertising for myself.
New Fanart:

Autum Wishes

Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Pose Referenced Used. Check it out :)

And another one that I haven't submitted yet. But I just want some feedback. lol yeah kinda spent like 2 and a half hours just sketching it..
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
And Raina this one is for you ^_~

Oh snarp its getting late school tomorrow. Picture Day ew. Have to look decent at least. *SMILES* **camera lens cracks* tee hee :)

Today's Thought: Its my life. It's now or never. Cuz I ain't gonna live forever. My life is like an open highway, glad to say I've done it my way.
-Song: Its my Life by Bon Jovi. Gotta love it.

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Saturday, September 8, 2007


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WELCOME

Allo everyone! Thank you for stopping by my site *hands you a cup of pudding* I Know you like it ^_~ tee hee! Welcome to my little site ya kno just for me. If you are interested u can read about me. Oh gosh that was funny. Poor fools :)

Lets keep it simple here everyone heres a lil bit boot me:

1) I Love chocolate. And I don't like sharing.

2) I'm a really busy person so don't be sad when I don't comment on site or answers pm that often but yes I really do try :)

3) I like people who comment and are actually 'friends' :3

4) I am a very straight up person so if you don't like my attitdue..Welll I don't really give a shit

5) I'm fairly nice ehehe

6) Occupation: SPACE COWGIRL :)

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September 8 2007: School Blues



LOL Long Time noo see right? Sorry that I haven't been around TheOtaku much. Sometimes Life gets in the way ya know? I'll try to come more often I hope!

So school started, and I am not much enthusiastic about it >_< My Schedule is brutal all three sciences XD Math and Anthropology/Sociology/Psychology and a much of other crap. And on top of my school anxieties my parents are being just ass holes. And on top of that another one of my closest friend that I have known since the 3rd grade just moved away. I mean I know there's facebook/phone/msn and all that stuff but it's just not the same.

I spend most of my time in class either cursing at the teacher in my head and staring at the clock counting down till lunch or till school's over *sigh*

And I also changed my layout! ^-^ Credits go to Magitek Designs, thats where I got the layout from. ^-^ Its still Aisteruze Baby! I tried doing other ones but hahah that didn't work out too well! ^_^;

LOL And Yes Thank you everyone for your concern for me with my cousins! Don't worry! I bullied them :) Well not that much but enough so that they stopped licking my face. I'm A Big Bad Monster!!!!!! Hear me roar! Tee hee!

And yay I was tagged! 8 things about me :)

1) I never get cereal and milk together :)
2) I really don't like my family. But since they are family I'm stuck with them.
3) The longest crush I ever had on a person was 2 years >_<
4) I can't cook. Like never leave me alone in a kitchen.
5) I'm 5'1 >_< I'm tiny ^^
6) I don't like getting close to people or opening up to them. Cuz I have a terrible fear of losing them. So I think why bother ^^'
7) I do martial arts heaaya!
8) I detest, despise, hate, and fear onions. Yes onions.

Anyways I gotta go now I"m going out of the city now ^^ I'll visit ppl soon! Soon.. yes soon..

Today's Thought: If you having fun, enjoy it. If you are angry, then get angry. And when you want to cry, go ahead and cry your heart out. You'll Feel a lot better after a good cry. Then you'll be able to laugh again. I think its a lot better than keeping it inside and forcing yourself to smile.
-Rosette Christopher, Chrono Crusade

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