Saturday, February 9, 2008

Guess who's back. Back again...
I created a monsta, cause nobody wants to see.....I'm sorry.


Anyways I'm happy to be back. I'm sure I'm the only one who cares, but At least I think I got something out of this. It feels like a new start, even though I'm sure my life won't change much.

But, now I'm happy I've gotten some new hardware; a brand new computer, a printer with a scanner, a new mouse, and speakers.... SPEAKERS. I'm just really happy to have speakers now. It kind of sucks that I have to redownload a lot of things, but meh. At least I can finally start a hobby of making art on my computer now.
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Start to a New Year; a Stride for Death of an Old Life
Life....sucks. I lost who I was, and I hate who I am now. I screwed up things with school, things with friends, hopes, dreams, and most of all myself. I let myself down over the past four years, and I'm going to make a big effort this month to actually try to find me. I'm only typing this post here for the off chance that someone wondered where I went.

Starting today, I'm cutting all ties to outside living influences for the entire month of January. I'm taking this month to find as much time as I can to sit and think about my life and improve it, instead of just trying to find quick little fixes for happiness. No forums or anything about real people and issues from the internet. I'm not sure to what extent this applies to TV for me, but I never liked the news or reality shows. This also means I'm staying away from OB and TheO completely for this month. I am not even going to check on it each day, like I usually do. Already off my favorites list. I don't hate or dislike anyone there, and I doubt I'll be missed or anyone would notice, but I need to get away from it also. This applies to other sites I use to see other's opinions.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

I've been away for a while. Some people I still need to get back in contact with, and I should get on that.

I've been too stressed lately, and I've taken a lot of time alone to center myself. Don't worry, I'm taking this well. Besides, I have more time now to do things, since my football season ended last week.
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

   -Halloween time is almost here-







Avatar: Zuko the fire lord by *Go-Devil-Dante on deviantART
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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

and another update
I haven't been on lately. Haven't been caring. Finding myself, but getting nowhere. School is coming and it will be my senior year. That and college, I'm going to be stressed. I need to get a 360 and support my video game hobby. It's too late for a summer job, but maybe I can find some work to do. I need to get a away from it for just a little bit. Maybe I'll start drawing again, I don't know.

While I'm here, I guess I'll tell a dream I've had lately that's been stuck with me. Me and one of my friends were in a grassy field, climbing jagged leafless trees. We dressed in black, kind of looking like ninjas (weird for me since I like to wear red). Very odd it was day-light, all my dreams take place at night. Even more odd, the dream seemed like it was painted in 3D. The sky was water-colored, the grass was cell-shaded, and the trees were oil-painted that I noticed when it rubbed into my glove. Over all a weird dream, but hits me most that my friend was in it. She is a good friend, but I'm not crazy in love with her or think about her every waking moment to have a dream with just her in it. Oh well.
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