Friday, December 30, 2005

Sorry I hav'nt been posting everyone heh I'm still in trouble well I'd better get goin bye byes
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

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Hello everyone I'm just sitting here in school ^-^ fun fun! Kyky-chan is right next to me ::turns to Kyky-chan:: say Hi! Hi!!!!!!! ^-^ that was Kyky lol. Neway's I'm kinda boredededededededededededededededededededed in school right now Winston wants me and Kyky-chan to make out O.O I was like WTF!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? Neway's I'd better get going bye byes everyone ^-^ I love you all!

If curses last forever...then what's my love for you...


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Monday, December 19, 2005

Descendants of Darkness
Whoot you can tell by that titel what I'm going to be talking about...well more or less I'm only going to say one thing TSUZUKI IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOt! ^-^ well I better get reading now I have 4 more minutes to read bye byes now!

If curses last forever...then what's my love for you...
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Friday, December 16, 2005

I have no clue
Hey everyone What's up? i was just wondering if you all could reteach me how to hack into sites if so PM me kay kay? Well neway's i better get going bye byes everyone if you could reteach me remember I will LOVE YOU FOREVERS AND EVERS! Bye ^-^

P.S. the reason i wanna know is cause they blocked Xanga ::Gasp:: I know O.O totally wrong ::nods head::

if curses last forever...then what's my love for you...
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

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Well life is'nt going to swell for me right now Ben won't talk to me AT ALL! And well I think I'm going to stay away from a few people for awhile until THEY call ME or try and get ahold of me somehow. Well for one person I know it's going to be hard but I must do what I must do I guess...well I better get going I will talk to you all sometime soon...maybe...but if you hear from Ben tell me how he's going kay? Well bye bye everyone...

If curses last forever...then what's my love for you...
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

O.o
I'm kinda boredededededededededededededed and I really don't know what to talk about ::GASP::!!! Neway's I hav'nt talked to Ben in quite some time now I'm kinda worried and everything ::sighs:: damn father and taking my fucking AOL away from me -_-. Well here really soons I'll be able to talk to him a lot because my mom's going to get the enternet at the app. so I ish happy ^-^ and I'm not groundeded whenever I'm over there so yeah well I might wanna go right about now lol my brother's are back and stuff so yay? ^-^ well buh bye's everyone ::hugs and kisses::
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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

Edward Lee Meeks VI- I miss you babydoll and I always love you.. xoxo please keep save in heaven Ill never forget you.. Your my angel

Have you ever had 1 of your best friends in the whole world get hit my a drunk driver and die? well if so i'm so sry that happened to me on October 13,2005 a tragic depressing sad thing! It hurt so bad realizing my best friend was gone Edward Lee Meeks VI it was so hard.. I was sitting in the gym waitin to get dismissed from then gym then all of a sudden I heard a voice in the microphone.. everyone please be quite I have something important to say.. my heart started racing as fast as like 150 miles per hour... as you all my know the vice principal proceed one of our class mates got hit and killed by a drunk driver last night... bad thoughts ran threw my head I was thinking who could it be not ever thinking it was one of my best friends..it was i broke done into tears..tears turned into rain drops.. and rain drops turned into ocean waves crashing in.. the chills ran up my spin and a pain rain threw my side... I then sat there and thought I want my mom.. I dont want a councler or anyone else I just want my mom... After a while I was getting better and then I just broke down because I had so many emotions inside feeling me up not wanting to talk to anyone about them it hurt so bad.. after school I went into the van my sister asked me about it and I just broke down again.. that night I went to a football game but the hardest part of the night was telling my cousin that one of her friends had died too and having a good time.. but I tried my hardest pulling threw.. to this day on I'm still shocked depressed alot and very uncomportable.. when thanksgiving day came around I had no fun I was thinking about Edwards family and how they were doing I can tell you now that Christmas is going to be so hard... But I think Ill make it threw with my bf that I have hopefully hell be there for me like always! thank you so much for everything baby love you


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Monday, December 5, 2005

SCHOOL!?!?!?
So as you can tell from the title I'm in school ^-^. Shelby is sitting next to me and being really annoying hahahah funneh! Man I miss Zak ::sniffles:: or should I say Zakkers ^-^! Thats so CUTE! Hehe and he even calls himself that as well ^-^.

Neways I wish I could go to New York right NOW! Forget school for now Zaks more important. ::Sighs:: if i could be i would so be right by him right now that would be way so much fun! Well I better geta going i shall talk to you all later PM me if you wish to talk! Bye bye everyone I LOVE YOU OH SO VERY MUCH ZAK!
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Saturday, December 3, 2005

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Ok well tonight I really didn't do the smartest thing in the world...even though I never do. I drew spikes of FUN under each of my eye's with eyeliner...and well I went to take a shower and tried washing it off...I had to use A LOT of soap...and apparently that soap I used earritated my skin and well...my cheeks and under my eyes are red! So yeah I thought that was pretty STUPID! They hurt really badly ::sniffles:: I thought I would tell you all that way you could have at least one good laugh tonight ::cries:: other then me...well...bye...bye...::sniffles::
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

Hahaha funneh!
Well yesterday Dani called me and stuff lol it was a lot of fun talking to him because i havent in a long time! Anyways I get to call him tonight as well ::jumps up and down:: yay! ^-^ I had to sing for him though and that was a little odd...but he said my singing is good so I feel happy! But of corse I love him singing betterz ^-^! Well I better be going because i have little time here in 2nd hour and I wanna do something else so I shall talk to you all laterz ^-^ bbbyyeeeeeeeeee! I love you Zak, Dani, Ben, and Dakota! ^-^
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