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Wednesday, December 7, 2005


Edward Lee Meeks VI- I miss you babydoll and I always love you.. xoxo please keep save in heaven Ill never forget you.. Your my angel

Have you ever had 1 of your best friends in the whole world get hit my a drunk driver and die? well if so i'm so sry that happened to me on October 13,2005 a tragic depressing sad thing! It hurt so bad realizing my best friend was gone Edward Lee Meeks VI it was so hard.. I was sitting in the gym waitin to get dismissed from then gym then all of a sudden I heard a voice in the microphone.. everyone please be quite I have something important to say.. my heart started racing as fast as like 150 miles per hour... as you all my know the vice principal proceed one of our class mates got hit and killed by a drunk driver last night... bad thoughts ran threw my head I was thinking who could it be not ever thinking it was one of my best friends..it was i broke done into tears..tears turned into rain drops.. and rain drops turned into ocean waves crashing in.. the chills ran up my spin and a pain rain threw my side... I then sat there and thought I want my mom.. I dont want a councler or anyone else I just want my mom... After a while I was getting better and then I just broke down because I had so many emotions inside feeling me up not wanting to talk to anyone about them it hurt so bad.. after school I went into the van my sister asked me about it and I just broke down again.. that night I went to a football game but the hardest part of the night was telling my cousin that one of her friends had died too and having a good time.. but I tried my hardest pulling threw.. to this day on I'm still shocked depressed alot and very uncomportable.. when thanksgiving day came around I had no fun I was thinking about Edwards family and how they were doing I can tell you now that Christmas is going to be so hard... But I think Ill make it threw with my bf that I have hopefully hell be there for me like always! thank you so much for everything baby love you


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