Friday, April 15, 2005

   yeah i was bored...nothing better to say...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Laur
Birthday:	May 26, 1990
Birthplace:	Viriginia
Current Location:	Some where in this God Forsaken planet
Eye Color:	Green?
Hair Color:	Blonde
Height:	like 4'11" or 5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Irish?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	umm nike
Your Weakness:	boyz
Your Fears:	the dark...being alone....spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:	everything on it cept anchovis lol well basiclly
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Heh...Live through it
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Whats today? Crap did i do my HW??
Your Best Physical Feature:	umm eyes i think
Your Bedtime:	when ever
Your Most Missed Memory:	being with my brother Kieth...
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Both are ok.....singal i guess...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yea
Do you Sing:	im in choir..
Do you Shower Daily:	indeed i do!
Have you Been in Love:	umm not quite sure...i guess...
Do you want to go to College:	yea
Do you want to get Married:	yea...
Do you belive in yourself:	once in a great while
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes...i guess
Are you a Health Freak:	not really...no
Do you get along with your Parents:	once in a great while
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yea i guess if im not alone
Do you play an Instrument:	nope...used to play the flute...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope...
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	umm idont think i have...dont remember
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope...yuk!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope wait...i think...choir concert....might have been last month
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	noipe
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	yea
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	heh....no comment
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep or cause of my own....
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Vetrenary maybe...
What country would you most like to Visit:	Egypt
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Light green, light brown or pale blue...
Favourite Hair Color:	black or brown
Short or Long Hair:	i LOVE long hair..shorts ok if i can still play with it lol
Height:	around 5'3" to 5'7"
Weight:	dont care as long as your not fat!
Best Clothing Style:	baggy....*shrugs* i dont really care just not tight!
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none?
Number of CDs I own:	a bunch!
Number of Piercings:	2 maybe 1 lol
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	a few...oh well we all make mistakes!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

hmmm...today was ok i guess...*deep sighz* yeah... well i had to take around a new girl.. she was just visiting thank god but she might be coming next year i was like Ohh grreeaat! but w/e i dont care...

yeah im kinda....yeah... still feelin a bit out there havin issues wit a friend but this time its not guy problems! WHOA thats gotta be a first! dont even get me started wit the whole guy issue right now lol.... but im worried...for someone...yeah i think thats all i will say on that matter lol (didnt give you much to go on)sorry about that...

i dont really have that much to talk about so how was you peoples day?

You have a Dark Soul. You are often misunderstood
by people, and this hurts you, even though you
have no real wish to be accepted. You enjoy
being individual, and have deep dreams and
aspirations. You are a great thinker, but very
secretive, as you hide beneath a false
exterior. You seem to have an overwhelming
desire to do justice for the greater good, and
sometimes are rebellious to do this. You are
intelligent, but you seem to stop yourself
realising certain things, as you are often
depressed and angry. You try to let your
emotion out in words, and spend alot of your
time writing songs, poems and stories. You have
been through a lot in life, but despite this,
you still have a great spirit.

Likely Career: Author, Lawyer or Teacher.
Prized Possesion: Diary
Mythical Creature: Enchantress


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peace out
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   ....ahhhh do i make sence?
Hmmmm....not that much happend toady...kinda boring i guess but i had alotta time to think...lol that can be a good thing and a bad thing lol....ahhh well *sighs* either way didn't get me anywhere...

i was talkin to ones my friend in school today i i relized i wasn't listening to a thing he was saying... ive been doing that alot...spaceing out...or not really careing what people are saying to me i dont really care... i havent cared for a long time...i feel like im just here in a way...or i just cause way to many problems...just causeing problems isn't whats bothering me its the part that i dont care...i try to make myself think i care about the topic*coughs* but i really DONT!...oh wellz its something ive been working on changeing for a really long time....i see no difference though.....*deep sighz and looks around* cant wait til i get home...whoopdy...any place is better than here...school AKA prison...

Indeed IF i was a killer THIS! would be very true!

You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

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But alas i am not a killer...(yet) hahaha...
yeah well as i said today was a boring day but all in all i had a good day how about you?
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Monday, April 11, 2005

   LOVE...really or not?
....It's SoOo funny how people throw around the word "love"....like it really has no meaning anymore it's not as meaningfull as it used to be back when in like what 1945 lol....but Oh well...you just have to try harder to find the real thing....But, how do you know when you've found it?...thats the hardest part...you NEVER know!...i hate it! how do you know if some ones putting on a facade...you may never know....we all go on liveing life in a dream state and never really see reality till its to late....

ok well i donno where that came from but yeah....today was an ok day i went to my BF's track meet...well like 1/2 hour of in anyway it was really unorganized and i didnt know what was goin on i was quite lost inthe whole thing...BUT it was fun cause i got to see him run then i saw ben's parents lol...then walked home whith zach and we tlked about alot of things ....he really makes sooo much sence i mean yeah thats probably where i got the top thing from was from zach he told me like the guys point og a girl....lol....

well ima go SOoo...yeah peace out everyone...
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   Ah I'm SoOo happy!
ok so yeah...yesterday my mom was SoOo kool! gavy called me and was like are you going down town today...mom wasnt gonna let me till i said he could help bring grocerieris! then he came to my house showed me how do do the next section in my math lol(heh whoopy)*sarcastic look* then we walked down town and went to the lbaray and to hearts...he tried to get me to pick something out that i liked...i dodnt know what to look at but twas fun anyway....the we went to music ally (holdin hands...highlight of the day) lol and there was a weird guy there...seemed ok but still... then to A+ lol yeah nothing really exiting there...then walked back to my house and hung out for a bit...was the bestest day of the...well ummm past two months...(wow i sound WAY pathetic!)lol....and today me and mother spent timetogether and walked to kmart and to the dallar general or somethin like thatr anyway lol yeah todays a great day to!.....

I miss jenny...*tear* i ahvent seen her sence the concert...she sick i hope you feel better hun! i miss you! we should all go to her site and say we hope she feels better! (her name) lil angel girl....i think

well how are you all doin today?...
peace out!
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   BWAHA.....grrrrrrrrrrrr.............
hullo people!....didnt have the greatest day today but not cause of school...this morning my mom was bein a bitch....she nagin about the guy in wit i think she really ...gah! yeah...nehow! ... yeah i got like nothin else to say cept me moms driving my crazy! gah!...well then how you guyes day?

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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heh yea i guess....peace out
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   BWAHAHA ask away!
i really have nothing to say so heres something i've been meaning to do for awhile lol....


Ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. However, If I don't feel the pressing need to answer them, and refuse, feel free to ask more questions.


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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

   HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!! PIANO MAN!
HAHAHA one of the people that commented actually guessed the song i was trying to humm lol it was SoOo funni! when i read it i fell outta my chair laughing!yeah well for those who dont know it was in fact Billy Joels Piano man! HAHAHA! well then i'll give you all the lyrics here soon aight?...well today was long and drwn out it felt like it would NEVER end!...we have to write a short story in english its fun i guess...im doing like ap art two of a previous story i wrote with like SoOo many double meaning you cant even count them but they are among friends so they arent THAT bad you know lol...well yeah nehow i got a 100 on a math quiz! YAY two points for me!....oh yeah and North Carolina won last night! MAN! they SUCK! they shouldn't have won! i forgot the score but yeah .... it was an ok game i guess...well ima go so yeah peace out everyone! ttyl!(oh yeah....)



It’s nine o’clock on a saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There’s an old man sitting next to me
Makin’ love to his tonic and gin

He says, son, can you play me a memory?
I’m not really sure how it goes
But it’s sad and it’s sweet and I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man’s clothes

La la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da

Chorus:
Sing us a song, you’re the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we’re all in the mood for a melody
And you’ve got us feelin’ alright

Now john at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he’s quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there’s someplace that he’d rather be
He says, bill, I believe this is killing me.
As the smile ran away from his face
Well I’m sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place

Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da

Now paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he’s talkin’ with davy who’s still in the navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they’re sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it’s better than drinkin’ alone

Chorus

It’s a pretty good crowd for a saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
’cause he knows that it’s me they’ve been comin’ to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, man, what are you doin’ here?

Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da

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Monday, April 4, 2005

   BWAAHAH
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmm hmm la la de de de llaaa LAAAA!

yeah wasn't that just beautiful!?!? lol... yeah im like onn a caffeine high and i have like nothing to do so yeah im reallly bored...OoOO i have a choir concert tomorrow so chances are i might not be able to update tomorrow sorry all! wish me luch though lol!...well then peoples i got like nothing else to say cept to day was good! how about yours??
Peace Out!


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Sunday, April 3, 2005

   Eh,stupid math! lol
Ok SoOo today is really slow...and i don't know how to do my math HW and it's really bothering me! Zach's the only one that i know that's good at math BUT he goes to church and it aint out yet! gah! gav knows how to do it but i don't wanna call him and i don't know anyone else really...well then with that im soo flippin bored! and i dont know what to do...i could walk down town but there isn't anything down there and it's snowing...talk about depressing...well yeah ummmm hmmm OoOo Illinos won last night! can I get a WHOOP WHOOP?!?!lol yeah well now that thats over...how wis you guyses day so far?...ima go now so much love y'all peace out!

BWAHAHAHA....YEAH W/E!

You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.


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