Sunday, March 14, 2010

April is going to be awesome.
I really hope that March passes by because I get to go on a school trip to Spain!!!! HOLYSHITCAKESBATMAN! I saved up all my money from birthdays and Christmases passed to pay for part of the trip. The rest was all hard work and casino winnings XD. I might be able to get my driver's license this month too. I feel weird, I'm 17 and don't have it yet. Then again, apparently most people are waiting now until they are 18-21, according to a national poll. Hm.

Most people I know are just going to wait until they are 18 anyway. I think that it wouldn't be a bad idea to raise the driving age. I for sure wasn't ready at 15/16, I would've crashed XD. Besides, other countries have their driving age at 18 and drinking age 16. I don't think that's a bad idea at all, except for the drunk highschoolers that could come out of this. Well, college professors are complaining about all the drunk college kids on campus and want it lowered as well (if you're wondering where I'm getting this info, I'm not pulling it out from my chair or some random place, I research crap :D) How do you feel about this?

Btw, my grammar does get a bit atrocious when I'm mad. I can't help it =B
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

GD IT! HELLLLL OF A MITTEN STATE!
GAWD I'm sorry if I haven't updated in a while, but I've had it up to here with testing for ACT and other Michigan tests that god knows what they'll use it for. If you guys miss my rants here's one: Fuck the economy. Seriously, I don't know how I'll be able to make a living if it keeps up. Well, our sweet governer decided to take away a certain scholarship that we would've gotten if we weren't so in debt and if they chose to fund our education rather than federal prisons that are full of violent criminals that get free food and health care well enough. Almost sounds better to commit a crime, huh? Well, they lacked funding so I don't know if we'll be able to get it back.. plus cost of living has gone up a little in certain places. I'm fine here, but I don't know about the future. I never was the type to care about money.. I didn't take it for granted and take it frugally but I'm not greedy either and it's not the most important thing in the world. But it'd be nice to have some food and shelter... so how the hell does learning about trigonometry and Akbar the Great will get food on my plate is beyond me. My skills are pretty much limited to art, and I may want to help in the whole crime scene thing, but I can't stand the sight of a dead body or smell or the stress.

So anyway, we've crammed the last few weeks for a test that supposedly will plan out my life. Apparently it is the end of the world if I don't get a good score or something, I don't know what they told us >.> it was very annoying, and even after 4 hours of testing I was annoyed still. All these extra prep classes for this? I felt it has been wasted. That, and my dad might want me to take it over if the score is undesireable. I don't know the expectations of that, but I know I can't stand another 4 grueling hours on a Saturday anymore. I've had test after test, then the exams last week and now 3 more tests to do on a state level. I guess we need more smart people or something. I don't know. I don't know whether to not care or be pissed if a certain college doesn't accept me... I'll end up going to a 2 year art school anyway in a metrocity area will gangbangers or something like that. OH mitten state, why are you such hell?

Well, the snow is melting. We're getting there. Then we'll have nice shortlived spring weather before it gets humid and sticky. I want to move out of here someday. Maybe Canada will do, if Spain or Japan doesn't accept me and the world hasn't ended yet.

When it does, I'll be out on my lawn chair watching it.

I'm full of bitter feelings today.

Now I feel better that I let it out. Until tomorrow... 3 more hours of testing..
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Saturday, February 13, 2010

The Devil went down to Georgia
More like he went up to Michigan, cause it's FREEZING HERE! -.- My allergies are back too, and they're horrible. Oh well.

My friend told me to look up this country band that does a rendition of Charlie Daniels' song.



OMGWTFBBQ THAT FIDDLE PLAYER IS FAAAAST! It's even better than the original.

Um.. nothing much that I can think of. Just want to strangle that groundhog for the 6 weeks of winter.
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I drew Jonnhy Depp

Johnny by ~thementalpatient on deviantART


XD random but whatever. During math class because everyone knows you don't NEED math class for math.
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Sunday, January 3, 2010

2010, at least we haven't started the bombing yet.
Nuclear, that is.

Damn it was kind of scary with that bomb threat in Detroit the last few days.

Now, what else is there educational in the news that has happened during the last few weeks or days of 2009? Well, Britanny Murphy died, one of the few celebrities that I acutally liked and felt bad for. Drugs my ass to those who always scream "Drugs!" whenever a celebrity dies, she was a good actress and a good person. Hmm, well, Charlie Sheen supossedly pulled a knife on his wife, which that doesn't surprise me. MSNBC shows us a timeline of what happened within the decades

China scaring the shit out of us informing us about a new H1N1 outbreak

aaaand... Kathy Griffin insults people... again..

So! Ready for another year of satire, war crime, and president bashing??

I'm actually feelin' OK about the New Year. I'm not going on about a big rant like last year, lol. Well, since I don't make resolutions because human nature inhibits us from making promises we know we don't keep, I'm just hoping that I'll be a better person this year and hope for more happines to come. Got anything exciting to say?

I'm really hoping for this year, though, is that I'm going to get better at art. And start writing again (I haven't written a serious story in years, other than in English class). I used to love to write. There were a few things and people that ruined it for me though, but I'm hoping to rekindle that fevor that I once had for it. And maybe start up martial arts again.

I haven't done that since I was little XD man I'm out of it. A little exercise won't hurt and I'll have to relearn everything again since I forgot a lot XD. I used to be in Taekwondoe, Brazilian Jiu Jistu, and Sanchin Ryu, but my first sensei had gone to Japan to train in the arts more, and the last martial art was boring and creepy XD.

Man I'm gonna go to college in a few years, there's some scary people out there! Better to know some self-defense then. I'm just paranoid person xD.

Hmm... other then that, New Years I really did nothing but watch Twilight Zone, Three Stooges, and Ghost Adventures marathon on a crappy TV. 3 TVs are broken. Our neighbor gave us a new one and that broke. XD oh well.
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Thank you
Thank you guys that commented (especially noirasassin's gift, it made me smile ^^)

There's just been some shit that's been going on. Not all of it is bad, but it can get stressful sometimes. Mainly it's just shitty things with friends, school, relatives, health problems and karma that's keeping me down. Thank God I have a place here to get away from that.

Maybe I do need a hobby. I sleep too much and can't sleep at all on some days. I should probably get that checked lol... I should get out more, I'm a loser. I should stop being so damn selfish. Help somebody less fortunate than me to remind me not to take all of this for granted. That could help restore some of my faith in myself maybe.... I don't know..

Sorry to ramble, thanks again all of you.

Here's a happy picture for all of you



Yay Yoh and Haruna! ^^ *sigh* I wish I had a guy like Yoh -.- he's adorable XD
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Sunday, December 6, 2009

Shitty
I had got the stomach flu last week. Ugh. Horrible I've never had it before and hopefully won't ever get in again.

Lately I've been feeling down, I don't know why. I feel like shit and lonely. Maybe I need a friend, a guy in my life, drugs, toys, shit I don't know. I've been so bored and tired, and I don't want to annoy with my whiney emo-ness so I'll shut it now. I'm starting to lack empathy anyhow :/
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

X Shadowme X made me do it
I kind of answered these half-way in my posts, but I'm bored so I'm going to fully answer these questions or else Belinda will kill me. XD

1. Things that turn me off:

Hmm, let's see: incompentent men, chauvnists, homophobes, racists, obnoxiousness, arrogance, lack of empathy, complete self indulgence, so-insecure-about-anything-and-everything-they're-insane-guys. That's only half of it. I'm a little big ball of hate, huh?

2. My weird habits:

My hands twitch a lot and I tend to play with my fingers, bite them, twiddle, whatever. I itch my head a lot, and I have weird monolouges in my head and whenever I think of something funny, it shows on my face, so people are staring at me wondering why I'm smiling and if I'm insane. Oh yeah, I also talk to myself sometimes. =P

3.Who I am:

I AM WHO I AM - God

No, really, it's hard to say..

4. What my flaws are and how I embrace them:

Sometimes too cold and self-driven. Other times too sensitive and a bleeding-heart that cares too much. Too honest and opinionated. Pretty passive-aggressive too. How I embrace them? I wish I didn't.

5.Things that piss me off:

See #1

6. Things that scare the shit out of me freak me out

Spiders, creepy old men, crowds, heights, the down fall of humanity as a whole, not just our morality

7. Are you crazy obsessed and if not do you know anyone who is crazy obsessed?

Maybe. I'm crazy obsessed with Gaara but that's because I'm a loser. But I've met others that are way worse than me, so I'm OK =) XD

8. What's your worst F.M.L. (Fuck My Life) moment?

Today, when I attempted (for the 60th time) to contact a long distance friend, the only friend that I've ever felt alive and free to talk about anything with, and failed. Her phone number doesn't work and I hung up on her cell phone twice because I was embarrassed and self-conscious that it wasn't her number but someone else's. We haven't talked in months and I'm inclined to think it's my fault.

9.Do you like commercials? And if you don't, do you just skim through them?

Depends. Most are just lame. Some are clever. Others are like, "I could've done better than that!" or "What kind of message are they trying to send me? That screwing vegetables is a stable way of life instead of eating meat? How crazy!"
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Monday, November 16, 2009

BRAAAAW
So I'm really super bored right now. I think failed an Algebra quiz and exams are next week. So I'm going to start my next art project to keep me busy (really, distract myself from school work you didn't read that)

So I wanna draw these guys



I've gotten hooked on the show. One of the few paranormal shows that I'm not skeptical of (besides Ghost Hunters). They can be a bit dramatic and not the most scientific, but totally takes ghost hunting to a new level.



The one in the middle is Zak. He is very extroverted, bold and can be a bit cocky, but that's just 'cause he's not afraid to tell off some ghosts, especially evil ones. The one on the left is Nick, calm and cool-headed with confidence (I just noticed they all began with C's. Forgive me). And Aaron is on the right, a big teddy bear who looks so funny when he's scared lol. He's like Shaggy in a way. Yay Scooby-Doo references!

I had just watched their recent lock-down in the abandoned buildings on Poveglia island, close to Venice, Italy. Man that was messed up, the island was inhabited (or rather exiled; that's the better term) by plague victims that died by either the disease or being burned. Most of the island is made up of human ash mixed with soil. That's how creepy it was. Now I'm probably braver than some, but I wouldn't go anywhere near that place. Maybe the mainland, but you'll never convince me to get into one of the buildings lol.

Anyway, yep, I want to either draw with colored pencils or paint with acrylics (both mediums I don't have much experience in. Which ever I fail less at). So yup. Otherwise, nothing much.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Happy belated Halloween!
Whoo!

So much this weekend. In a nutshell: This friday, I had dressed up as Sasuke for the school, since I didn't get to go to the anime con last summer. lol it was actually fun, I'm not a dress-up kind of person, but it was fun. I got a lot of stares lmao. Only about 8 people recognized me and 3 gasped and hugged me XD. Not many anime fans in my area so..

Then the whole night I watched 7 hours of Ghost Adventures Live at the Trans-Allgheney Lunatic Asylum. I'm a huge fan of things like that lol. The last 3 hours of it was intense! Hope they re-air it sometime again. Then yesterday I went trick-or-treating with my little brothers lol and then went to a party with friends. It was all good this weekend, bt now I have a test tomorrow T_T crap.
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