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Tuesday, May 11, 2004


   Hey how's it going?

Well,I still have that problem with the pop-up blocker *groans*
Well,I dont know what to do with this site anymore.And it seems unfair that I wont comment on your posts.*sighs*
Well anyway,have a great week!!!
Gotta go training for the tournament on May 22.Take care! ^_^

~Blue Hawk(who hopefully wouldn't leave _^;;)

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Thursday, May 6, 2004


   Woah!!!! I can finally post!!!!


Ok,good news I can post.Bad news I can't see and add comments.*sigh*
It's not a glitch,I found it the problem is from my computer which is really bad.I fix the web settings and it DID work awhile ago now it doesn't anymore again.*groans*
So ummm.....if it's not too much trouble,to anyone who knows how to fix it would you give me instructions or even just advice.I would really appreciate it.^_^
E-mail it to me.
This is my e-mail add: Blue_Hawk_411@hotmail.com

Thanks,and well if this problem still goes on,is it ok if I'll just post anyway.I'll visit your sites as usual but sadly I can't comment.=(
Tell me what you think.Ok,take care!

~Blue Hawk

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Wednesday, May 5, 2004


This Site is Temporarily Gone


I can't do anything in myO lately,cant see comments,can't add comments,can't even post.It's a miracle that I got a chance to post this.Awhile ago in the morning I can't.I dont know if this a myO glitch or from my computer.
Well hope I can see ya guys soon.
BYE!

*Packs and Waves*



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Tuesday, May 4, 2004


   Woah!!! is this the myO v2?! Cool!!!!

Ok,well I'm a bit better now and I wont put those serious,sad and angry posts anymore,I feel uncomfortable about and maybe regret that I even posts them Blue Hawk you baka! ^_^;;
Oh yeah,I would like to thank to all of myO friends who supported me in my time of need hehehe,how corny.
I really appreciate your kindness and support *hugs and gives a box of pockies* ~_^


Well as you guys noticed I change my intro cuz my intro gone wacko!
Hope you guys like my intro ^_^


Well I had my karate practice as always and the Chief Instructor told us that the examination will be on May 15 how time flies,aahhh!!! nooo!!!
Well I'll be more serious with karate than usual since the exam is coming soon.Hope I pass and go to the next rank.*prays*


The annoying thing today is that one of the karate students MALE was trying to get close to me LITERALLY.Jeez! He thinks that I didn't notice that and sometimes I caught him staring at me while I wasn't looking BAKA!.Well I'm ignoring him and pretend that I don't know.Too bad I can't kill him though cuz of my principles.*groans*


Oh well,anyway I gotta go now I'll be back in an hour to check all of your posts of today and yesterday.Gonna watch AMERICAN IDOL now *runs in road-runner style*



Anime Bishi of the Day






Aya/Ran Fujimiya



From Weiss Kruez



Aya's real name is Ran, in Weiß Kreuz. He calls himself Aya in memory of his sister, who has been in a coma for two years due to a deliberate hit-and-run by Reiji Takatori, a corrupt politician who wants complete control of Japan. Since that day, Aya's only mission is to hunt down and kill Takatori. He is the leader of the four Weiß assassins, although he has threatened to leave on a few occassions. Aya's weapon is a Japanese sword. He drips angst from every orifice.



Quote:
"I am neither devil nor death. I am just a murderer."



~Blue Hawk



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Monday, May 3, 2004


   Those demons have finally show their true form


Remember my last post?...well I faced the problem and as I expected it wasn't really good,it was HORRIBLE!!!!
What I didn't know that those thoughts that I've been having from the past,have some hidden secrets and unknown truths.
I talked about it with my mom,she told me everything.
I really couldn't tell you the details,it would be so long and very personal but I'll just tell you the one thing that really hurt me the most.


When I was born my dad and his side of the family didn't accept me right away.They were disappointed.





"Love is given,not asked"-guess I never thought that love is NOT given right away,especially from my family.........


Yeah.....and things just got worst today.....well I went to bed at 3 am......I woke up early in the morning cuz I have karate practice on 10:30 am.....


While karate practice....I almost collapsed again.....my heart was aching and I was having a hard time breathing I think I'm capable of having a heart attack.......maybe even sooner


The Chief Instructor told me to take a break.....after lunch I continued my karate practice and it went well.But I was very tired aswell.When I got home,I rushed upstairs to my room to get some sleep but my mom told me that I have to go to the dentist *groans*
Man I'm pissed!!! Well I hurriedly dressed-up while in a VERY BAD MOOD.....the rest of the day I was silent.....having that all very know glare Im wearing from the past when I was still a loner.They know better not to talk to me cuz I wont talk to them or even look at them. I apologize very being rude


Well now I'm finally home,I cool down a bit.....but I'm still pissed! Jeez,I wish I fully collapsed and never wake up! sorry for being immature


Anyway.....I checked all of your sites and read your posts but I didn't reply to all of them cuz I'm not in the mood still and I'm really tired *sigh*


Take Care



Anime Bishi of the Day






Shinji Ikari



From Neon Genesis Evangelion



This Neon Genesis Evangelion hero is the designated "Third Child" and pilot of Eva Unit 01. A loner who keeps to himself, Shinji is at times nearly physically and emotionally crippled by his fear of what others think of him -- he sees little worth in himself. He is the most skilled of the Eva pilots, despite his reluctance to be one.



Quote:
"What's wrong with running away from reality if it sucks?!"
"You're just a child yourself." "



~Blue Hawk


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Sunday, May 2, 2004


   Sorrowful thoughts wont leave me alone..........





*sigh* Well last night I couldn't sleep and Im afraid to close my eyes either cuz sad thoughts from the past has been haunting me.....to prove it,I haven't slept until 4am....*sigh*
Ya I know it sounds weird.It's really disturbing.....I was wondering why these thoughts have crossed my mind....I did things to distract myself so those thoughts won't come out again.
Like: Watching TV,using the internet,texting friends with the cellphone,listening to music,I even watched The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen in DVD awhile ago,and I took another cold shower,and while changing to my clothes I was pacing *groans*


I'm afraid of trying to sleep tonight cuz those thoughts might come out again....resltess days and nights...*sigh*
Sorry if this post disturbs you....just wanna vent for once I dont want to be alone,I need someone to talk to,I'm pathetic


Anyway,I'll just go and visit your sites might be a good distraction aswell


Take care and have a good week





Yu-gi-oh!!! Well sadly I haven't watch all of the episodes cuz Cartoon Network keeps on repeating the show back to the beginning *groans*
Well not really my favorite but I like it,I have so many yu-gi-oh cards that I collected but I gave it to my cousin since I don't use it anymore ^_^;;
My favorite character is Kaiba,hehehe!!!




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Saturday, May 1, 2004


   May is finally here.Mother's Day is coming near!

So watch guys plan for Mother's Day? What are you guys gonna give her? Are you guys gonna give her anything?
Come on,you should.She has done alot of things for you and sure you both have some ups and downs sometimes but your mother loves you and hopefully you love your mother aswell.^_^


Well I'm going to look for a small gift or just a card and I'll make a poem.Then once she recieves it from her room, I'll pretend that I didn't know and who gave it to her ~_^
I've always done that,hehehe!!!


Ok,*cracks knuckles* ^_^;;.....
Well I had karate practice as always,hehehe!,I was sparring a guy as always my partner is a guy ^_^;; I hit him hard on the forehead.It's his fault that he's not focus.That really annoys me that my sparring partner wont focus and try to hit me.*groans*


After practice,I went home and went to sleep.Then later on I woke up cuz my cellphone rang.I answered it and it was my friend who called,talking about just stuff cuz she's bored.Then I realized I have been sleeping for 4 hours!!!! ^_^;; my friend was even shock too,hehehe!!!


Now I'm listening to old classical song,hehehe!!! Gotta love those oldies ^_^


About the Anime Bishi yesterday,ok mostly everyone was confuse about it,yesterday it was the HITOKIRI BATTOUSAI and NOT KENSHIN HIMURA.Kenshin will be coming soon sounds like a movie,hehehe!!!.Just to clear that up ^_^


Anime Bishi of the Day






Li Syaoran



From CardCaptor Sakura



Li Syaoran of Card Captor Sakura comes from Hong Kong as an exchange student in Sakura's school. At first he didn't think Sakura was worthy of being a Cardcaptor, but now he fights by her side. He also posesses extrodinary magical powers, as he is the descendant of Clow Reed himself.



Quote:
"I'm glad I got the Chance to meet you. After I came to Japan, I could only think of myself.My head was filled with clow cards and becoming stronger. But you would do your best and try your hardest for anyone. I couldn't do that."



~Blue Hawk

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Friday, April 30, 2004


   The new myO theme looks cool!!!

Well I had karate practice,I sparred with a guy today and it was fun and challenging.He punch me straight on the nose but it wasn't painful and I punch and kick him on the stomach and ribs.And it goes on and on till the Chief Instructor says stop.It was a free spar and everyone was sparring so there was no winning or losing.
Too bad I didn't get the chance to spar with the Chief Instructor *sniff*.I miss the challenge.^_^;;


After practice I was watching Peter Pan the Movie on DVD.The action was great and it has some romance in it.I find the romance so sappy and mushy YUCK!!! ^_^;;




"Love is given,not asked"
-the quote is from me,I got this quote when I was thinking about family and friends ^_^



Anime Bishi of the Day






Hitokiri Battousai



From Rurouni Kenshin



There arose a warrior called Hitokiri Battousai, The Ultimate Manslayer. All Japan knew of his tale, and all of Japan knew the bloodshed and destruction he embark on during the Bakumatsu Era. Then he mysteriously vanished, and with the flow of years he and his tale became a legend...
Felling men with his blood-stained blade, he closed the turbulent Bakumatsu Era...

The Bakumatsu Revolution has just ended, and the Meiji Era has commenced.
The bloodshed and sacrificed throughout the revolution was mislaid within the depths of the past.
Or so it was thought...
But even now, in the Meiji Era, the name "Hitokiri Battousai" strikes fear...



Quote:
"I'm a killer who makes it rain blood. I don't wish for you to know the smell of blood."



~Blue Hawk

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Thursday, April 29, 2004


   I sparred again,W0ot!!!




Hehehe!!! Well that's the only subject I could think of.Nothing much really happened.Had karate practice and as you already know,was sparring today yay!.


Well after practice we went home but before that we went to Jolibee,first,hehehe!!!.
As I arrived home my sister was watching wrestling as always,hehehe! then I went to my room then locked the door before my other younger sister would come in.I need peace and quiet so I could sleep but because of my sister's pounding on the door,I was having a hard time sleeping but luckily the noise have ceased,aaahh peace!


Later on I woke up,and I realized that it was raining.Then I went downstairs and heard the maid singing....jeez! so loud!


Now I'm online and chatting with one of my friends.I'm annoying her oh what joy! ^_^;;.
And again the maid is singing again -_-;;.How annoying!!!
*gets scotchtape* Now if you will excuse me,I have to do my mission which is called OPERATION: SILENCE THE ANNOYING BANCHEE MAID.
*evil grin*



Anime Bishi of the Day






Otaru Mamiya



From Saber Marionette J



In Saber Marionette J, Otaru is a young, hardworking, and pitifully poor citizen of Japoness. He's the one to finally awaken the marionettes and the one to help them grow to their fullest potential. He's very kind and loves all of them the same, treating them as he would any human beings. No wonder everyone falls for this guy.



Quote:
“No need to apologize.....it's not like they'll be back anyway”



~Blue Hawk

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Wednesday, April 28, 2004


   My posts are getting shorter and shorter everyday

Karate was fun.......I sparred with two guys today,yipee!!! FINALLY!!!




I don't want to be a replacement,I want to be a part of your life


The quote is from me.....just a memory that crossed through my mind.Just wanna let it out.



Anime Bishi of the Day






Hotohori



From Fushigi Yuugi



This Fushigi Yuugi hero is the young, but wise emperor of the Konan Empire in Ancient China. A member of the Suzaku Seven, he is a gentle man who is well loved by his followers, even though he is a bit charmingly narcissitic at times.



Quote:
“Weren’t you the one who taught the ruler of an empire that you can’t command someone to change their mind… or their heart?”

~Blue Hawk

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