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Sunday, July 4, 2004


We have to give up the things we want the most



Ah wise man told me that if you want to be a true follower you must leave everything behind
Follow and dont look back,not even saying goodbye to your friends and family
Yet this wise man also said that one human thing can save your life and that is love
Do you understand what this means?
Do you want to be a true follower aswell?
Do you want to leave everything behind and never look back?
If love can save us.......
Then what did we leave behind?



Enjoy the random pics!!! ^^









~Blue Hawk

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Saturday, July 3, 2004


   Friday was wacky!!! Saturday made me DIZZY!!!

Hey guys! I AM SOOOOOOOO SORRY for not visiting your sites and comment,I was so busy and I just get to post on late nights,sorryy!!!!


Well anyway to explaing my subject starting about what happened on Friday....


Yesterday in school,I forgot that we have an English assignment and my english notebook is still with teacher so I just copied an assignment of Kevin and wrote it down on paper,hehehehe!!!
Well then later on at lunch break,I decided not to eat my lunch cuz I dont feel like eating so I just rested my head on my armchair then I heard Number 5 shouting so I looke up and saw Number 5 being carried and spun around by our classmate Anthony,it was funny!!!
But then later on Number 5 got pissed out so I stopped teasing her,gotta respect the girl you know especially to someone who is sooooo dizzy that she'll do something crazy like turning the school pink! Aaaahhhhhhhh!!!! ^^;;


Anyway after that,some of my classmates didn't make their filipino homework,the homework was to make a poem about the story we read so they asked us for help even kevin,the one who is intelligent in our class,haha!
gah!Oh yeah Kevin is the guy who everybody in our school thought that we like each other so everybody even the teachers teases us about it gah!!! It has been at it for 3 years! T_T
well I first helped kevin since he doesnt understand filipino at all since he's swidish well he's half anyway,he's half filipino aswell,while helping him he was like telling me to hurry up in a playing manner and my classmates especially Number 5 was taking picture of us!
gaaaahhh!!!
how annoying!!!!
teaching kevin was irritating enough!
*groans*
but it was funny when kevin would say something in filipino when I helped him,hehehehehehehe!!!!
then after that I helped another and another! ggaaaahhhh!!!!


Oh yeah the good thing is kevin FINALLY let me overnight his ragnarok comic for two days cuz I helped him with his filipino homework and I MADE HIM say THANK YOU to me for helping out his homework! bwahahahahahahahahha!!!
But then kevin said: someone there wont say thank you for letting her to overnight my comic book *coughs*
So I said thank you aswell now we're even again *sweatdrop*


Today I went to the mall to buy some stuff,first I bought a scientific calculator for science cuz we are going to have a test and we need a scientific calculator for it then after that I bought a pair of pants then I bought a the LAST June K-zone issure,I was looking all over for it for 2 weeks!!! And I bought a Ragnarok manga vol.3,W0ot!!!


While doing those stuff I met some of my classmates and also I felt soooooooooo dizzy from walking around the mall @_@
There you have it! This is a long post! XP



Special Anime Bishi of the Day







Andrew



From Evangelion's myO page



He is snappish, unfriendly and rejecting on the surface, but we soon learn that not only did he have the life from hell and a horrible death but also that he is an empath, and that close contact with others means that their emotions will flood through him. He has a special spiritual power that can END THE WORLD but he can't master it yet and that's why he is very dangerous cuz his powers might uddenly appear and he cant control it well so that's why he's mostly alone but his friends still stand by his side.Andrew is a Death Detective that makes sure that those who are dead remain dead and are where they are supposed to be.
And he is secretly inlove with Marie Tenaka who is a nurse in thesame agency that he's in.



Quote:
"No reason to live but i like it that way."



~Blue Hawk





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Wednesday, June 30, 2004


   SPIDERMAN 2 was awesome!!!!

Well today I woke up early in the morning because of the rain,man it was raining hard as a result I fell asleep again,hehehehehe!!!
Then I woke up around 8 am and watch the news about the Inaugration of our Philippine President,Gloria Macapagal Arroyo.
They showed the whole ceremony of it which finished around 1 pm and I almost forgot that I was going to meet Number 5 in the mall at 1:30 gah!!!
I told my mom to hurry up so I wont be late but obviously I was late ^^;;
When I arrived at the mall,I rushed upstairs,looking at my watch and when I finally reached to the 4rth floor,I saw ALOT OF PEOPLE!!!
Obviously they came here to watch the movie SPIDERMAN 2 too,hehehehehe!!!
I saw Number 5 then I went inline,the line was sooooooooooo looooooooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg!!!
I waited and waited till it was finally my turn to buy the tickets,oh yeah while waiting there were 4 college girls talking about stuff,they were so noisy as if the mall isn't noisy enough >_<


Anyway....after I bought our tickets,me and Number 5 sat down.Then later on I got hungry and I went to by some food,yuummm!!!
The movie starts at 3:10 pm and awhile I checked it was 2:30 pm and the place is still crowded so we decided to fall inline right away and good thing too cuz the line was long ^^


When we finally went in the cinema,me and Number 5 rushed in to find seats.We were seating in the middle which was good ^^
The movie was great!!!! Everything just gives me a chill,full of suspense,weeeeeee!!!
Well I can't tell you guys about it since you guys haven't seen it yet *pouts*


Anyway.....after the movie,me and Number 5 went down the mall and waited for my mom to pick us up.She finally came and we dropped off Number 5 to her house then we went to my mom's friends house,we ate dinner there then we went home and just in time to watch Gundam Seed,yay!!!
My day is complete,well except the homeworks,still have to finish them >_<


That's all for today,here are some random pics,ENJOY! ^^











Nickelback - Hero






~Blue Hawk

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004


   NO CLASSES TO MORROW!!!!

NO classes!!! No classes!!! HAhahahahaha!!! *dances*
*coughs*
Sorry,just a little caught up back there,hehehehehehe!!!
Well as you can see I have no classes tomorrow,its because tomorrow our Philippine President will be coming here in Cebu to have a certain speech forgot what it's about.
So therefore no classes tomorrow,yay!
Oh yeah we had shortened our classes for today,so we left at 3:30 pm,normally we would leave at 4 pm *groans*


Anyway after school I went home,I fell asleep and I missed watching Hunter X Hunter,aaahhh!!! Nooo!!!! ^_^;;
Moving on....I woke up around 6:30 pm which I was relieve cuz I thought I missed watching Gundam Seed,it starts at 7:30 pm.
Anyway since there's no classes tomorrow,I planned on going to the mall and watch the Movie SPIDERMAN 2 which I believe will be a great movie ^^
And Number 5 will come with me too but I'll treat her since she doesn't have money.
I should change my ways I'm too good,hehehehehehe!!! ^^;;
Ok,well that's all for now and I still have to do some homework *groans*
One of my assingments is to choose a quote that is related to your personal life,I thought of one but I wanna check other quotes.So if you guys have in mind of a quote could you please tell me ^^


Oh yeah I'll post anime Bishis on Saturdays only so I wont run out of ideas fast,hehehehehe!!!
So here are just random pics to entertain you guys,enjoy! ^^









~Blue Hawk

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Monday, June 28, 2004


   This is reality




Someday your precious one will point a gun at you....
Do you have the ability to fight back or accept your death?
It's sad to hear or see that your going to die this way,isn't it?
Or maybe it hurts most that you got betrayed by your precious one.....
Would you even call her precious still?
Or dying from the hands of your precious one is what you want?
To die beautifully or tragically....
If that is the case....
Then the next question is....
Is she going to give you time to say your goodbye?
Or the reason she's doing this?
If she shoots you right away,not giving you a chance to speak....
And you lay there loosing your breath while lots of blood coming out....
You looked into her eyes and you ask why...
Well my friend....
This is reality......





~Blue Hawk

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Sunday, June 27, 2004


   Aaarrrggghhh!!! Stupid Brown-out! And I was in a middle of posting too *groans*

Today me and my family went to church this morning then after that we ate in a small restaurant then we bought groceries and now I'm here in the house with my two younger siblings while the other 2 went to the salon to get a hot-oil with my mom.
I hate hot-oils! That's why I didn't come with them,hehehehe!!!
Oh yeah awhile ago me and my old classmate Joseph keeps on texting to each other about stuff the whole day,hehehehe!!!
And I have worry-wart friend on the loose,aaahhh!!!



Anime Bishi of the Day






Trowa Barton



From Gundam Wing



This Gundam Wing hero pilots the Gundam Heavyarms. The most mysterious of the Gundam pilots, he was sent to Earth from an unknown colony to battle Oz. The cool, quiet boy has nerves of steel and excellent reflexes, qualities which serve him well in his cover identity as an acrobatic clown in a traveling circus troupe. He is often referred to as “The Silencer”.



Quote:
"I am not Trowa. I am a nameless soldier who has been on the battlefield for as far back as I can remember..."



Just wanna put music here in this post,hehehe!!! Enjoy!





~Blue Hawk

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Saturday, June 26, 2004


   Lets go to the deep side of Blue Hawk's mind



Have you ever felt that you're not part of a group.That you don't belong there.That you are not wanted or welcomed?
Have you ever feel hurt that they would look and think of you differently because your rich? poor? or just plain weird?
Have you ever thought that you're not really friends with your group of close friends and thought of leaving them and your long time friendship?
Is this insecurity? Or just something that can't be expalined....




I know a girl,who has been walking alone in this world but finally found true friends.But that doesn't stop the haunting words on what people say to her.They all think she is rich cuz she has cars,cellphones and other stuffs that she has.But she wonders why they say that when they have those materials aswell.
She wonders why she was criticize and treated differently....
She even thought her friends thought of her like that aswell sometimes.....
People thought that she transferred to a new school cuz she has lots of money and they confirmed so when she came back to her old school.Even though she has her friends who supported and care for her.....she wonders that she doesn't belong here....but then WHERE?
Where on earth does she have to go....to find that belonging.....maybe its here afterall but she just doesn't see it....or maybe somewhere else.....or maybe she's just meant to be alone.
But does she want to?
To be alone and leave everything....
She has been abused and been assumed alot from society and she hates it.All she ever wanted was a place and people that would accept her....too much to ask for?
She just wants to feel loved but I guess she ain't given any.....
Life isn't fair sometimes and she just have to keep moving and maybe just maybe she'll find what she wanted....



I hope that girl would find it,it's such a shame that alot of people could be so shallow....



Anime Bishi of the Day






Duke Devlin



From Yu-gi-oh



Duke is the teenage owner and proprietor of his own game shop in Yu-Gi-Oh. He also created the game of Dungeon Dice Monsters. When first meeting Yugi and his friends, he was angry because Yugi's defeat of Pegasus prevented him from getting his game marketed. When he outdueled Joey and forced him to wear a dog suit, Yugi challenged and beat Duke at Dungeon Dice Monsters and freed Joey. Soon after, he got the message of his marketing contract. Duke became a good friend of Yugi and his bunch and has been a great ally in the fight against Marik and the Rare Hunters, Noah, and the Big Five.



~Blue Hawk

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Friday, June 25, 2004


   Ahhh.....finally its friday,yipee!!!

Well nothing much to tell about this week,just that this week went fine.We went to our clubs today which is Sports club and obviously there were alot of boys who joined more then girls,only a few girls from 2nd year and only me and Number 5,hahahahahaha!!!
Our sports are basketball,volleyball and badmintton.My favorite there is badmintton cuz I'm mostly good at it and I can't wait to play but I have to wait till next week *groans*


Oh yeah I was the only who cleaned today,my teammates left me T_T,hehehehehe!!! Oh well,atleast I get points,bwahahahahahaha!!!


Have a nice weekend! ^_^



Anime Bishi of the Day






Carrot Glace



From Sorcerror Hunters



Carrot is Marron's oversexed older brother in Sorcerer Hunters. Wherever you find pretty girls, you find him. The simple fact that girls avoid him like the plague doesn't seem to faze him at all. In fact, the only women interested in him are the Misu sisters. Too bad they terrify him. His specialty as a sorcerer hunter is the ability to transform into a huge beast whenever magic is used against him, which is good since he can't do much else.



~Blue Hawk

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Monday, June 21, 2004


   First Day of school was fun!

sneaks in
Classroom Noisy.
Teacher got angry.

Taking Personality Tests.

Boys talk about computer games.

Dont know with the girls.

2 new students.

Have annoying classmate who seats behind me and he failed last year so he's back into 3rd yr. High School,bwahahahahaha!!!

Me and Number 5 are Sargeant of Arms.

Class Adviser was teasing me that I still like my old crush and all of my classmates still thinks so too ^^;; this has been going on for 2 years already

We just had a half day today.

At dismissal I was waiting for my mom to pick me up and I was getting sleepy.

When I was about to went in the car,my sibling were sleeping and it's weird cuz I was planning on doing that aswell ^^;;

Tomorrow whole day *groans*

Hope this school year would be better *prays*

And I'm joining the Sports Club ^^


Anime Bishi of the Day







Eriol Hiragizawa



From CardCaptor Sakura



This Cardcaptor Sakura antagonist first appears as a mysterious British transfer student in Sakura's class. He quickly charms Sakura and the other students with his sophisticated ways and perfect manners, but Shaoran can't stand him. Before long it's revealed that Eriol is actually...! Well, you wouldn't want me to spoil it, would you?



Note:
Found none T_T



~Blue Hawk (sneaks out)


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Sunday, June 20, 2004


   Grrr!!! School again *groans*

Well I'll be going to school tomorrow,see ya guys in the weekends,I think,hehehehehe!!!
Here's a long survey to entertain you guys,I would be surprise if any of you guys get to read all of it or some of it,hehehehehe!!!


What is your name?:Jacklyn
Are you named after anyone?:nope
What's your screename?:Blue Hawk
Would you name a child of yours after you?:we'll discuss that 10 years later
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I dont know,Razz?
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:I like my name just fine,thank you
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:yep
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:no way
Basics
Your gender::Femal
Straight/Gay/Bi::Straight
Single?:Of course
If not, do you want to be?:no way!
Birthdate::October 22,1989
Your age::becoming 15 this year
Age you act::ummm....14? Hehehehehhe!!!
Age you wish you were::1000!!!!
Your height::5'4 I think
Eye color::Dark Brown
Happy with it?:Yep
Hair color::black
Happy with it?:yep
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty
Your living arrangement::specify please
Your family::what?
Have any pets?:nope
Whats your job?:still a student
Piercings?:nope
Tattoos?:nope
Obsessions?:Anime and ummm....Internet!
Addictions?:Internet! hehehehe!!!
Do you speak another language?:yep/hai
Have a favorite quote?:"There's is no barrier between different races"
Do you have a webpage?:yep
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:yep and those are the reason why my classmates loves to tease me alot ^^;;
Do you have any secrets?:yep
Do you hate yourself?:sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?:umm....yeah....I think,hehehehehehe!!!
Do you have any bad habits?:yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?:ummm....I dunno....well my parents says I'm brave ^^
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Complications
What's your biggest fear?:love
Can you sing?:yep but I dont sing alot only when I'm forced to especially my mom ^^;;
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:nope
Are you a loner?:yep
What are your #1 priorities in life?:Learn them
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:sure,why not?
Are you a daredevil?:sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:yep
Are you passive or agressive?:both I think
Do you have a journal?:yep
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:My strenght is my family and friends and my weakness is ME
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:I want to feel more secure
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:yep
Do you think life has been good so far?:hmmm....so-so
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:Learn from your mistakes
What do you like the most about your body?:next question!
And least?:I said next question!
Do you think you are good looking?:I look fine
Are you confident?:sometimes
What is the fictional character you are most like?:dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?:dunno
Do You...
Smoke?:never
Do drugs?:never
Read the newspaper?:sometimes
Pray?:yep
Go to church?:yep
Talk to strangers who IM you?:sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?:nope
Take walks in the rain?:yep
Talk to people even though you hate them?:yep
Drive?:nope but I want to!
Like to drive fast?:you bet!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:its ok
Hurt yourself?:yep
Been out of the country?:just in the boundaries of the Philippines
Eaten something that made other people sick?:hmmm....i dont know
Been in love?:Im not sure if that was even love ^^;;
Done drugs?:no way
Gone skinny dipping?:hmmm....
Had a medical emergency?:yep
Had surgery?:nope
Ran away from home?:nope
Played strip poker?:no way!
Gotten beaten up?:yep
Beaten someone up?:yep
Been picked on?:yep
Been on stage?:alot
Slept outdoors?:yep
Thought about suicide?:yep
Pulled an all nighter?:what?
If yes, what is your record?:what?
Gone one day without food?:cant remember
Talked on the phone all night?:kinda
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yep
Slept all day?:yep
Killed someone?:i want to ^^;;
Made out with a stranger?:no way
Had sex with a stranger?:no way
Thought you're going crazy?:yep
Kissed the same sex?:no way
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no way
Been betrayed?:alot
Had a dream that came true?:yes!!! ^^
Broken the law?:does school rules count? ^^;;
Met a famous person?:alot
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:nope
On purpose?:nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:nope
Stolen anything?:my dad's jacket,hehehehehe!!!
Been on radio/tv?:yep
Been in a mosh-pit?:nope
Had a nervous breakdown?:i dont know
Bungee jumped?:i want to!
Had a dream that kept coming back?:does nightmares count? ^^;;
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:yep
Miracles?:nope
Astrology?:nope
Magic?:nope
God?:this is hard
Satan?:nope
Santa?:nope
Ghosts?:nope
Luck?:yep
Love at first sight?:nope
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yep
Witches?:nope
Easter bunny?:nope
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:i dont know
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:nope
Do you wish on stars?:nope
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:I dont know
Do you think God has a gender?:he aint human
Do you believe in organized religion?:i dont know
Where do you think we go when we die?:well certainly not on earth anymore
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:nope
Who is your best friend?:Chona
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:chona
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:i dont know
Your favourite inside joke?:i dont know
Thing you're picked on most about?:they just call me names for no reason,oh well
Who's your longest known friend?:chona
Newest?:andrew and lance
Shyest?:uhhhh
Funniest?:Joseph and Kevin
Sweetest?:uhhhh
Closest?:chona
Weirdest?:chona,andrew,lance,joseph and kevin
Smartest?:kevin and Jess
Ditziest?:none
Friends you miss being close to the most?:my brother
Last person you talked to online?:i dont know
Who do you talk to most online?:chona,andrew and lance
Who are you on the phone with most?:chona I think
Who do you trust most?:my mother I guess or chona
Who listens to your problems?:uhhhh
Who do you fight most with?:my mother and sister
Who's the nicest?:chona
Who's the most outgoing?:uhhhh
Who's the best singer?:uhhh
Who's on your shit-list?:chalkbox!!!!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:no way!
Who's your second family?:my relatives
Do you always feel understood?:nope
Who's the loudest friend?:Joseph!!!!
Do you trust others easily?:nope
Who's house were you last at?:my aunts
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::none
Do your friends know you?:yep
Friend that lives farthest away::uhhhh
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:of course
What do you find romantic?:in what?
Turn-on?:personality
Turn-off?:boastfull and a total jerk
First kiss?:someone stole my first kiss
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:shock
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:yep
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:i dunno
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:hmm....
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:i dunno,ask them
What is best about the opposite sex?:they are different
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:they are unpredictable
What's the last present someone gave you?:i dunno
Are you in love?:nope
Do you consider your significant other hot?:dont have one you dolt
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:none
You wanted to kill?:chalkbox!
That you laughed at?:uhhhh
That laughed at you?:uhhh
That turned you on?:non
You went shopping with?:my family
That broke your heart?:none
To disappoint you?:uhhh
To ask you out?:none
To make you cry?:uhhh
To brighten up your day?:uhhh
That you thought about?:uhhhh
You saw a movie with?:chona and my lil bro
You talked to on the phone?:uhhhh
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:uhhhhh
You saw?:old familliar faces
You lost?:uhhhh
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:nope
Will it be with your significant other?:nope
Or some random person?:nope
What are you wearing right now?:shut up
Body part you're touching right now::shut up
What are you worried about right now?:school!
What book are you reading?:none
What's on your mousepad?:a mouse you idiot
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::blank blank blank blank blank
Are you bored?:yep
Are you tired?:i dunno
Are you talking to anyone online?:nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nope
Are you lonely or content?:content
Are you listening to music?:nope

Really Long Survey (over 200) brought to you by BZOINK!


Take Care!!!

~Blue Hawk

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