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Tuesday, March 23, 2004


   BOO!!!


Oi! Here I am again! Well I'm not sure if I'm permanently staying yet cuz everything is getting confusing here and it's starting to give me a headache....groans....
Well anyways....School is finally over,YAY!!! Finally,Summer Vacation is here,rest,relax and have fun! WOot! Heheheheehhehehe!!! Well yesterday I was hiking and it was about 20 km.Woah! But I get to finished it and see the Boton Falls,I've been there before alot of times so it wasnt much of a challenge,AHEM!ehehehehehehe!!! Well I cant wait to go back to cebu to continue my Karate sessions and go to the next rank again until I'm a BLACKBELT!!! Dum dum dum! Also I'll be having a summerjob in an internet cafe,and I get paid around 500 bucks! YEAHEY!!!
Ok I'm getting to hyper and anxious about all this (calm yourself),anyway.....evangelion has been gone for a long time now and I really miss him,T_T......well I hope he'll be back soon(prays) Ok I'll talk to you guys later,bye!


fire
You're Element is Flame. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't ley other's puch you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but your a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You're peronality that is
wild and untamable. You're beauty is physically
fit and a little sexy and you have a very
pretty face.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Is this true cuz I really don't know *everyone falls anime style and sweatdrop*
Ehehehehe!!! *scratches head*

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Monday, March 8, 2004


   Worst day so far.....


Awhile ago we were having a game on softball,I was the pitcher,fortunately on the last round all of the batters were striked out and so we won the game but later on I was beginnning to feel dizzy,I couldnt see well and I'm all limpy.But the worst thing is the I COULDN'T BREATH,I was having a hard time moving,one of my classamates took me to the clinic and the nurse put an oxygen mask on me,I could breath normally now but my sides hurts.
*sigh*

~Blue Hawk

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Sunday, March 7, 2004


   Hello Again!

Hi everyone!!! How are you guys? It's been a long time ne?.....well just doing lots of homeworks and projects....I cant wait for the school year ends this march,YIPEE!
Oh yeah,I was thinking of making a story.....hmmm....well it would be an Adventure story with a bit of romance of it,hehehehe!!! Well I have to think the names of the characters first,k....Ja ne!!!

~Blue Hawk was here

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Friday, February 27, 2004


   Do I have to put a subject everyday?????


Hiya Kiddos!!! Blue Hawk here is just stopping by to say "HI!!!"
Good News: TODAY IS SATURDAY!!!! MORE ANIMES TO WATCH!!!!
Bad News: LOTS AND LOTS OF HOMEWOKS WAAAA!!!!

Animes recently watching:
.Hack//Sing
GetBackers
Clamp School
The Legend of Condor Hero
Gene Shaft
Chobits
Gensomaden Sayuki
Saber Marrionnette J

Tv Stations: ANIMAX (the best!!! ^_^)
AXN (the heart of action and ANIME!!!)

Pic of the Day:

Laterz!!!

~Blue Hawk

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004



Just another visit again,Oh yeah today is Ash Wednesday so I'm not allowed to eat meat....*groans*....Anyway...last night I was just resting on my chair in the study room....I dont know if I fell asleep but I think I was having a dream or imagining a scene or something.....and it bothers me a bit on why I was having this kind of scenario...anyway this is how it goes:




Boy:*looking around the meadows then spotted a shadowed figure,running to the figure* There you are!

Girl:"...." *just sitting on the fields looking down*

Boy:Why?

Girl:"...."

Boy:Why....why are you leaving?

Girl:There's no reason for me to stay any longer

Boy:Of course you do!!!

Girl:"...."

Boy:How about your friends here,(ummm he was mentioning some names but I dont remember though well only one)like friend1,friend2,friend3 and Ke-

Girl:Be quiet!!!

Boy:What?

Girl:Leave me alone,I'm not important to you or to anyone

Boy:That's not true

GirL:*Stands up getting her bag and starts to walk away*

Boy:Wait! Don't go!

Girl:*stops walking*

Boy:What about ke-

Girl:He is to no value to me

Boy:wha?

Girl:Not anymore

Boy:Yes he is,you love him but what I cant understand is why you're denying it,you know how he feel for you

Girl:No I dont,I dont know what he thinks of me,it doesnt matter now,I'm leaving now,farewell*walks away*

Boy:Y-you,YOU IDIOT!!!


Do you guys get this part??? It really baffles me alot on why I was thinking or dreaming this thing.....hmmmm....I dont get it

~Blue Hawk


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Sunday, February 22, 2004


   BOO!!!!


Hiya guys! Ya miss me??? Just came by to visit you guys......so whats been going on??? any exciting mischief events going on???*looks around* hehehe!!!.....From my Journey of Life and Death....its really a complex world....new fears...new happiness...old friends...and anguish memories...yeah everything is there.....and it's really a challenge in life..*sigh*.....well anyway.....sorry if I havent posted the BEST ANIME COUPLES contest....I've been so busy so I really dont have time to post it....forgive me....anyway....weird and strange things has been happening around me....and its giving me a hard time on focusing my mission at hand....what can I say mind is always curious about stuff and wants to wonder around....*mumbles:stupid immature brain*
Oh yeah I watched GETBACKERS, WOLFS RAIN, CLAMP SCHOOL, ULTRA MANIAC, LEGEND OF CONDOR HERO, RAVE, GENSOMADEN SAYUKI, and STRATOS 4!!!!!!
LOTS OF ANIMES!!! Im in heaven,ahahahaha!!!!
Oh yeah as I browse in my otaku friends' site.....I notice there seems to be some love problems and love blooming around...to those who are concerned you know who u are *winkz* well I hope you guys all the best with all your problems....well only 1 MONTH until I finish my school year...then SUMMER VACATION!!!! YAY!!! Well I'll be moving back to Cebu.....I'll continue my Martial Arts training on where I left off....hopefull I'll skip another rank when I'll take the exam......*prays*....and also I have planned on taking a summer job in my old classmate's internet cafe wid my best friend,NUMBER 5(she's a myO member too)....good thing I called before someone else would take the job...so no problem *thumbs up* and the salary is 500 bucks!!!! each day!!! talk about a bonus eh *chuckles*.....well that's all for now....I'll try to come by and visit again...bye and take care!!!!!!


~Blue Hawk

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Friday, February 13, 2004


   Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!!!!!


Yes I know from my last post that I'll be gone.....but I couldn't leave without saying Happy Valentines,now can I? *grins*

Happy Valentines my Otaku friends and family!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here's a Valentine Poem for you to my special someone here in myOtaku, yup its true I have one!!! Hahahaha!!!! But in a different way....and NO im not gonna tell ya!!! *winks*.....I've had this poem for a long time already!!!!
Hope you guys will like it!!!! Especially to *ahem*




Dearest Special Someone
I have searched the gardens through and through.
For a flower to tell of my love for you
You are the kindest person I have ever had
You have made my heart so glad
Since there are no blossoms today
This little is meant to say
Dearest love of mine
Happy happy Valentine!!!

~Blue Hawk



Yeah its just a simple poem but its what the thought that counts right? hehehehe!!!! Well if ever *ahem* would read this I hope you like it.....oh wait I didnt tell you who I am,hahahaha!!! guess my love here will always remain as a mystery.Hehehehe!!!!

Here are pics of my favorite anime couples!!!!



Heero Yuy and Relena Peacecraft!!!!



Sakura Kinomoto and Syaoran Li!!!!


Hope you guys LOVE them!!!



HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!



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Thursday, February 12, 2004


   I'm leaving



Thinking.....I'm always thinking.....and yet it leads me to nothing...My heart full of hatred....it can't be healed...Im cursed...I cursed myself....don't know when and don't know why.....No love,no pity,no sadness....only thing of nothing.....I am nothing....I'm not happy anymore....please stab my heart....it's the only cure....the only way to be free....to smile....you judge me...criticize me...throwing me to the darkest pits....blood trickling down from my head...yet I feel nothing.....my eyes are dull....No life.....I'm dead inside....what you have done is not enough.....I'm not yet free....I close my eyes....there you are...looking at me with sad and pleading eyes.....you lend me your hand....I shook my head...You started crying...I wipe your tears....I'm sorry...You want to reach me but I won't let you.....I can't let you feel the coldness inside of me......because it will destroy your life.....I can't let you live the way I did....Your Fragile...Your Precious....Your Important to ME.....I want to hold you like you wanted me to...but I can't..I'm....fading......you knew in the beginning that I would be....and yet you stayed with me......and I'm so gratefull...You don't know how happy I am on what you did......but I wish I pushed you away that time too........because of me......you're hurt now...you're crying...please stop the tears.....I don't want to remember that face......just smile for me...that's the only thing I'm asking from you....I don't want to leave with regrets....I'm not being selfish....I'm leaving...for your Happiness...it's better this way....You gave me your warm smile...and for the first time in my life....I smiled back......Goodbye...





Sad to say that I'll be leaving for awhile...something has come up and I have to do something...so the contest will be postponed for now,hope its ok wid u guys...I'm very sorry...but.....it's a matter of life or death here....I have to go....till then...

Farewell




Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
I think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn.
Doesn't really matter
How the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye...




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Tuesday, February 10, 2004


   Hiya!!!!


Just came from school....yeah....groans....stupid school....*looks at the crowd*ehehehe!!!! Sorry! Anyway....sorry I've been delaying the contest lately....I've been so busy....so many problems flooding in me....*sigh*....but if you want me to start tom. then I'll do it....if I'll be given the time....oh yeah....my friend was having those simple problems....like school,crushes and stuff....she seems to be so ignorant about...and she's my age for crying out loud hehehehe!!!! That silly friend of mine hehehehe!!!! Well,she told me her crush just awhile ago.....and then she hung up on me(we were chatting) I wasn't shock though just amuse....hehehehehe!!! I have expected that she'll like that guy....I just wonder why does it have to be now that she likes him....its almost their summer vacation and he's gonna transfer this coming school year!!!! *sigh* baka girl!!! hehehehe!!! And there's this other friend of mine,he's a guy same as my age....asking for advice on how to greet her crush on Valentines Day,*chuckles* and guess what....that boy was the most annoying boy I've ever met!!! He keeps insulting and teasing me since Grade 6!!!! And now we are friends....how ironic *snickers*....hmmm....Oh yeah I wanna tell you guys about this yesterday but I didn't have the time thought *groans*....so I'll tell it today....


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Homeroom Class

Well in school,we were having our homeroom class,last monday we were given assignments or should I say questions to answer.
Those questions were:

  • Discuss the similarities and differences between male & female and the basis of this differences.
  • Explain how you are coping up w/ the changes happening within you and in your community.
  • Explain your concept between boy-girl relationship



Then our teacher grouped us into 5.I was in the 1st group.We summarized our answers of each question.Mostly my groupmates would rely to me for answers.Which I find amusing.I didn't know I was that smart,hehehe!!! Anyways....I gave them opinions and they wrote some on what I said. Mostly on the 1st question they put about the Physical aspects......and in the 2nd question.....they put that they were treated as young adults by their parents and other changes in their environment.
Now in the 3rd question which I assume they find it more interesting.

They would say that it's ok to have a relationship with the opposite sex.They say that it's normal.

Well I agree but in different views.It's ok to have friendships with the opposite sex but when it comes to matters about a commitment with a guy/girl....well,it depends on the age and if you are mature enough.

As always I was just silent listening to my groupmates about their opinion and what to answer.They said "You should control youself" "Don't be tempted and avoid pregnancy"
Now on the latter answer,they find it disturbing,saying that they don't like to answer it that way and so they ask me on how to say it in different terms.

I said "Keep you sexuality under par",but the don't like it either because they don't like to hear the word "sex", I just shrug meaning it doesn't matter to me. But what disturbs me on how immature they are.Because whenever they heard "sex" they would be dirty-minded.

Sheesh,it really irked me alot,it's their fault anyway.I don't think that they know what I meant on "keep you sexuallity under Par" *sigh* how disappointing.

Also our teacher added 2 questions.


  • Is it ok to have a "more than just friends" relationship with someone from the opposite sex?
  • If there is an opportunity would you like to have a "special someone"?



My groupmates said "YES" and I said "it depends on the age"

Personally,it's ok to have a close relationship with a boy/girl.But it's just until there.Having a commitment at a younger age is not right for me.
But that's just my opinion,what I believe.
So don't take my word for it.

On the next question...
Well I'm not sure with it yet....of course it's nice to have a special someone,you can talk to,cry with,laugh with,share problems,etc.

Personally,I think I'll be single forever *laughs* it's because I don't give enough trust to whoever that boy will be....I just don't trust any guy to have that commitment....you rarely find that guy who is honest,loyal, and loving.It's only a dream.

Well I know that most teenagers have and still have this kind of relationships.And I'm wondering why would they do that? Haven't they given thought of the consequences? Do they think it's just all fun and games? You know that most teenagers gets emotional with this stuff.I've seen so many.

And don't think I'm criticizing to teenagers who has and wants this relationship.I know that some of you guys has a relationship here *winks* I'm just saying about my thoughts about it.

To be honest before I HAD a relationship with someone,*winks* but that's another story *chuckles*

Well that's it...and before I go I want you guys to know that I made a quiz....it's my first too....so I hope you like it!!!
My quiz is at the very bottom....

And please rate my quiz k,THANKS!!!!

Laterz!!!
~Blue Hawk

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Sunday, February 8, 2004


   Crap and more Crap!!!!


Grrr!!! Stupid school!!! Can't give me a break!!!!!!! *looks at the crowd* Ooops,sorry!!!!! *sweatdrop* sorry of my cursing but Im just so frustrated and irritated because of school......To start off,I have 3 projects of Filipino,Christian Living and English. Then I have a Math Report and a Filipino Book Report,grrrr!!! Crap!!!!
I have been staring at my computer for research about for 5 HOURS NOW!!!!
That I think I'm going blind!!! Grrrr!!!! Crap!!!!! Sheesh!!! School is such a burden!!! That it's delaying me from checking on BEST ANIME COUPLES CONTEST,aarrghh!!!!!!! Yes I'm sorry for all the cursing and all the shouting but I just wanna get it off my chest......*slumps down on the chair*....I'm so sleepy......ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz *slaps her-self*...Wake up you BAKA!!!.....Ara???....Oh yeah....ok gotta go now!!! Doing lots of Crap today!!! *sigh*

Ja ne!!!

*Blue Hawk's logg off*




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