Wednesday, September 21, 2005

G'day

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I've had a really good day today, far in contrast from my fucked-up day yesterday. School went well and I'm in a great mood! It probably rubbed off from yesterday, where towards the wend of the day, I was happy as ever! ^ ^ Banana even skipped band to help me with my li'l crisis. O_O He's so nice... *hugs* I loooooove you Nick.

Finally got both of my programs in computer science working!! >< The one that was supposed to be extremely easy was frustrating me beyond all reason, but I looked at the program again and found that I spelled the command button's name wrong @___@ I hate typos...
I'll probably hold off on turning in the second one as long as I can... there are still a few things that I'd like to fix. The major thing that I was having trouble with though I was able to get done with!!! I'll tell yous what it was. Whenever you click on a checkbox in the program, it shows up on a textbox as a part of the code. When you unclick it, though, it would just show up on the text record again... although the textbox is unaffiliated with finding the total price of all of the checkboxes, so when you click "Total Price" it would display the correct amount, but you don't know what I'ma workin' on, so I won't confuse you with that.
Since there's no 'chk_unclick' option, I had to come up with a little code on my own. It goes something like this.
If chkB.value = 1 Then txtrecord.text = chkB.caption & " $10" & vbNewLine & txtrecord.text Else txtrecord = " "
Sorry again if this is confusin' a bit, it's not really anything that complicated if you read over it and look at the names again.
After that I'm gonna have to make a lot of declarations on my code, which are just comments that you make that tell what each control does.
Then I's gotta check all of the control properties, make sure everything's named correctly and efficiently, stuff like that.
Aaaand then, some debugging... and lastly, I have to make it visually appealing ^ ^ can't have it looking like crap you know.

You should really try a computer science coarse in school if you haven't already. My teacher also says it's a really good projected field if you go into it because there's a high demand for programmers and a low supply, and you know what that means. Yep, cha-ching. I'm considering it, but I really also want to work with hardwear; that's why I like computer engineering, it's the best of both worlds! But if you're a lazy bum and you still don't know what you want to do *nudge* you should consider it *cough* Nick. Hehe, then you could buy me ma cow!!

>____> Hmmm... Biology quiz was alright, then we did a lab with pH and acidity and stuff. Jeesh, I got this reeeeeeeeeeally whiney kid as my partner. I've never met someone so whiney before in my life. So annoying. Couldn't keep his mouth shut.
SAMPLE:

WK (Whiney kid): Do you watch Lost?
Ari: No.
WK: Hmmm... the OC?
Ari: No.
WK: The apprentice??
Ari: No.
WK: E-ring??
Ari: No.
[more questioning]
WK: Jeesh, you miss out on all of the good things in life.
Ari:... >__>
Ari's Mind: Loser, I have something you don't have. I have something a most people had, and it's very good, better than a TV show.

Ooo, and he said that last year he moved from Tennessee too. Hahahahahahaha, Tennessee, land of the whiney people.

O___O I got a C+ on my world history test TT_____TT I'm so stupid... that brought me down from an A+ to a B+... *le sigh*

Band... gonna be gone from 4:40 - 10:30ish >.o I'ma make sure I finish all of my homework right now... Band isn't that bad though... or so it feels right now. As long as I have my Nick I'll be okay. ^ ^ Gettin' to talk to him after band makes me feel that much better too, just because I was deprived of it for a few hours.

Anyway... that's purdy much all I got. Take care everyone!

I LOVE YOU NICK!!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Please don't take my sunshine away...

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Fuck

I guess I'll go in random order today, in order of how fucked-up everything is.

I like the word fuck, if you didn't know.

I'm not even going to post everything, but I'll give you a short fucking summary.

-Mom brought up fucking suicide incident and woke me up before my alarm clock when I was sleeping because she's a fucking moron, and she woke me up from one of the best dreams I've had in a long time and it was all her fucking fault because that's one of the only times in my day that I'm happy.
-Got a stupid headache this fucking morning that hurt like hell.
-white chedder cheez-its... *drool* they were so tastey... but I dropped them on the floor because I'm a fucking klutz and a moron.
-Fucking band teacher was PMSing or something and he was being a fucking retard.
-I have to be at stupid band practice tomorrow at 5 and it'll last later too because band is fucking shit.
-GODDAMNIT stupid band show on saturday, it's going to be boring as hell. If you haven't been to a band show and been in the band, it's just playing for a small amount of time, and then watching other people play. I wish the Banana could be there to talk to....
-Stupid sister saw my IM convos that I didn't close from last night and now she's probably going to tell my fucking mom and everything could get really fucked up... 'cuz the only thing that makes me happy in my life could be taken away.

FUCK

Life fucking sucks.

A lot.

It kicks you down and says "SHUT UP YOU BITCH YOU'LL NEVER BE HAPPY!"

Whatever, see you tomorrow if I don't run away from home.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, September 19, 2005

To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.

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I remember hearin' this somewhere befores...

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see,
It's you and me,
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance,
But never in heart.

Commencing the journey through my boring life! Population... 7... >__> brain cells. Hah.

Woke up at 3am today for some odd reason... it didn't phase me though, so I quickly used the litterbox, as I thought that was the reason why I had arisen, and got back in my bed... BUT I COULDN'T FALL ASLEEP AGAIN! So, basically, I just thought about stuff for three and a half hours and stared at my ceiling. There was some nice thinking in there though, and there was still the hug. I think I'll be able to go through the day normally on just three hours of sleep, or atleast, I've been able to do so already.

This background color is shitty... meh shall change it when I get the chance. I just don't like it, clashes, maybe something more green to go with the text.
Sorreh, I'm an artist at heart you know! Must make it look gewd.

School is irrrrritating, hehe, irrrrritating, that's how a kitty would say it, if kitties could talk. But anyway, school and band... jeesh, I think dealing with the school part alone would be alright. Add homework and you're pushing it, especially with the amount I get, then add band and you've got a recipie for cHaOs. I mean, if I really had no life, nothing else to do in my day, I'm sure balancing everything would be a piece o' cake... but I'd also be sad if ma life was that empty. *sniff* Oh well, I don't have to worry about that, 'cuz that's where the Banana comes in! Hahaha, silly Banana. I love the Banana, and I'm pretty sure the Banana loves me. Love's a funny thing, it makes you and say stuff you never normally would. Psssh, I'm sexy. Hahahaha. We talked about friendship a bit in English class today because it was a main part of a story we just read. I think friendship's a lot like love, they don't seem that different to me anyway. Maybe love's just a deep form of friendship combined with some other stuff. You gotta have that chemistry thing too, I think that's part of the thing that makes you go "Gawd, ____ [insert name here] is sooo smexy." Teh Nick is smexy... oo la la *wink* Hahaha, I'ma gonna love 'im forevar.

Monday... it's almost like a second sunday! except you're a bit more tiredish... Hahahaha, every day, I always wake up feeling like crap, but by the end of the school day, I'm all hyper and spazzy 'cuz it means I'm reeeeally close to talking to Nick!! I purdy much spend the entire day going on the fact that I have 'im to talk to!

I talk about Nick a lot o__o Hahahah.

I saw the moon this morning, and all last night. It was really bright where I live, dunno 'bout you guys. It was kinda hardish for me to go to sleep too, it was like the sun was still out O___O!! It made me think about Nicholas a lot, hehehe. There's somethin' about the Moon... maybe 'cuz it's like the sun, but it's not as bright as the sun... and it's out in space! *points* that place is biiig.

Weird things are discussed in health class... WHY DO THE BABIES HAUNT ME?!? Pffft, I wanna have Nick's baby.

Biology goes by way too fast... does that mean it's fun?

For some reason, I don't like doing math homework unless it's at school... perhaps that's why I procrastinate on it so much. Bleh... I get a lot done in the class though, 'cuz my teacher only teaches for like, 20 minutes... >____>

I FEEL THE LOVE! CAN Y OU FEEL THE LOVE?!?!?!?

Incase you wonder what goes on in band... or atlest, my squad, here's some examples. Yes, we're messed up.

Nick: I've got a new name for this squad.
Lauren: What?
Nick: Squad fucking retard
Ari: hehe...
Nick: You don't seem to keen on the name, Ari.
Ari: No, it's awesome... who's the retard?
Lauren: *points at Nick*
Nick: *teh finger* fuck you Lauren.

Dave: Ari, you look so black today.
Ari: <____<
Dave: Okay, maybe black wasn't the right word, ghetto.
Nick: No, she looks white.
Ari: <-- understands how the black and white cookie feels

Nick: Dave, I've got a new name for our squad.
Dave: Oh? What is it?
Nick: Squad fucking retard.
Dave: We should just call it squad Ari.
Ari: -___-
Dave: No, I mean, you're not a retard, but you are the life of the squad.
Ari: Pssssh, thanks.

Dooon't ask. Hmm, Friday should be funnish though, we're doing a combined show with the other band because one of our former band instructors took a job offer over there to become Head Band Director, 'cuz the head dude gets lotsa more money.

Homework!! Hehe, this is only the stuff I procrastinated on too, meaning, it's due tomorrow. Got a shitload of stuff for Wednesday and Thursday too.
English: Write letter
Adv. Alg.: 2-1:8-15; 2-2: 6-15; WS; LM 2-3

SHOWER TIME!!!

*hug* I love you Nick!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Mom.Friend.Tennessee.Banana.November.Kitty?

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Disease

I'm
So
Cold


Hehe, I figure I might as well put poems up there from now on. It's easier for meh.

Well, at last night's football game... our team was not doin' vurry good. We lost 0-10 >< They scored all of their points in the last 8 minutes of the game too, which was kinda frustrating. Oh well, atleast our band kicked their asses.

Today I had to get up earlyish for band. Jeesh... it really takes up a lot of time. We played at a college game. Yep, we're that cool. It was alright, we left with like, 7 minutes left, and the score was 24-7, so I think our host team won. We played gooder than last night too, in my opinion. *dance*

But man, the food there was 'spensive. I had to pay $1.50 for a 20oz. thing of gatorade and $1.75 for a hotdog! I could've gotten that stuff for $2 back at our home stadium.

I guess right now I just need a shower... and maybe a nap a li'l later... *yawn* Then I'll probably do my homework!!

Oooo, and, I was listening to this song and singing it and stuff... and I looked up the lyrics, they're really good, and it's a really pretty song ^ ^ So I'll put the song up for today and maybe tomorrow. I love you Nick!

Green Wings

Little things can add up over time, you know
Once, way back, even this body of mine lost its wings

La la la...
I could see that my shadow was shorter than it was before

If we walk together, on into forever, you and me
And are blessed by the love we find in the sun's light
I'll sing a song for you, to find you wherever you may be
And my words carry strength that can pierce through both sadness and night
La la la...

Even when the angels are dancing high up in the sky
Even when the sunbeams are shining down for you and I
Even with our lives lying all in pieces on the ground
Even when the cold glimmer of the stars come falling down

Take care everyone!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, September 16, 2005

school school school...

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o___O

Bleh...

It seems I'm getting worse in school...

20/20 on paper in English! I know good grammar stuff.

Today I accidentally erased the program I was working on in Computer Science >< and had to start over from scratch. That is one irritating class!

In Biology I got a 94% on my test! Which is good, considering I didn't study at all, and my teacher said there were only four people who got between 90-100% in ma class. Awesomeness.

But as good as I am in science, the worse I get in Advanced Algebra. I got an 82% on our test, that's like, a C!!! O___O Wow, this is the first class I've ever been bad at. I think I also failed the quiz today, so I doubt I'll get higher than a C this quarter, even if I try to step it up. >< I'll be expectin a D-ish... hmm... wow, my Mom's gonna be pissed.

Homework over the weekend!!
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English: write letter, read up to page 97 of Goin' Fishin'. hehe... that's like, how a hick would say it.
Biology: 2 - II questions
Adv. Alg.: 2-1: 8-15; 2-2: 6-15; WS
History: Write notes for Chpt 5-2, one page front and back for open note quiz; wordlist.

Blah... got stupid football game tonight... but atleast it's a home game so I should get home before midnight! yay!! Then I got this stupid thing I gotta do from 8-3 on Saturday. WHERE ARE MY WEEKENDS GOING?!?!

Rift

Sometimes I feel
That I'll never get what I want
Because I want you...
But I guess you can't always get what you want,
Or so the song says anyway.

In my heart I write a letter to you
Saying that I'll always feel this way
I wish I could take everything back
Anything I've done that's made you sad,
Angry, or caused you pain.
And I wish you the best of luck
On your journey,
Whoever it might be with.

Although I hope...
That it can be me.

Take care everyone!!
I love you Nick!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Meeeeeeeeow...

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I wish you were here...

I gots me 2 bonus points in health!! ^ ^ I was teh smart!
O__O Ooo, and I learned that chewing gum can cause cancer >< DO NOT CHEW!!!

Bleh... band still sucks... buut... I did get a li'l bit of time and was able to write a few things. THREE. Lessee what I got...

Sometimes I feel like dying
It's just not worth trying
Gotta keep myself from crying
Eventhough I'm still flying


Things are getting too complicated
I should probably get my mind straight
Isn't there a way to go back
To the way things were?
Getting down a bit too deep
Need to swim back to the surface to breathe
To get that air
To live

Staying down here's alright though
It may be pushing me too far
But the scenery is such a
Wonderful shade of blue.
Don't mind anyone you see passing by
They can only be jealous
So just look into my eyes
And everything will be alright


I want to...

I want to be around you.
I want to be with you.
I want to be near you.
I want to stay with you, forever.

I want to care for you.
I want to make all of your dreams come true.
I want to be sure you're always carefree and untroubled.
I want to let you live in paradise.

I want to hug you and never have to let go.
I want to make you happy.
I want to give you the world, everything, anything you've ever wanted.
I want to share my life with you.

I just want to see you smile.


Taaake caaare everyone!
I love you Banana!!! *hug*

P.S. I added a background for ease of reading. I might mess with it a bit though, change the color or somefin'

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Samiches cut in little triangles...

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Okey!

Let's get this partay staaaaarted!

o__O

Hmm...

yeah...

First things first.
As you may have noticed, there has been a new site change! I happen to likes it a lot. New background, avi, music, theme, colors, the whole enchilada... I never got that expression... all I'd have to do now is change my profile on teh left *points* I've messed with it a li'l, but nothin' major. Sorry if the text is hard to read, this is the best I've got!! >< Tell me if you have any suggestions or if it's really bad for your eyes.

Last night... there was a clog in ma bathtub... DRAINO TIME!! It was so much fun, that stuff is vurry tastey, but yeah, I got the clog out fine, and was able to take a shower and get teh fluffy hair. It be owns yours.

MA CAT TORE DOWN THE CURTAINS IN MY ROOM! Argh, I tried to fix it, but it kept falling back down... my solution... duct tape. It rawks.

O__O I was at ma bus stop today... and there's a sewer by it... the sewer is basically just a big ol' block of concrete over a hole with two exits. Well, there was a sound coming out of it! I was the only one there, so I was like ._. and stared at it for a few minutes.
Then, a li'l head popped out!! I was like WTF?! It looked like a li'l kitty!! Then I actually looked at it, it was a raccoon!!! OMG! IT WAS SOOO CUTE!! I wanted to go over and pet it! I stared at it... it stared at me... it looked around... I stared at it... then something clicked in my head "THAT THING COULD HAVE RABIES AND COULD KILL YOU STUPID!" so I slooowly started backing up, it was pretty stationary, just moving a little bit as it got out... I must've stepped on something, 'cuz it freaked out and ran back into the sewer.

I miss it...

Teh cute li'l guy.

Computer science is becoming a lot more difficult now, less instructions given to us, more figuring out stuff on yer own. I like doin' that, but it's very time consuming and I don't think I'm gonna have the time.

Mousies TT____TT in Biology... they were so cute! Kept in their li'l cages... to feed to the snakes!! NOO! I wanted to liberate them sooo bad! THE POOR MOUSIES!! *sob* They shouldn't have to go through that! But... I guess it's just the circle of life thing... everythin's gotta eat somefin'....

40/40 on procrastinated editorial that I wrote while talking to Kabu!!! Yeh, that was fun... haha
I think I didn't do that good on my test though... Edict of nandes... hmmmmmmm....
>__> my teacher's so weird. there was a question
True or False: History is better than Math
a) True (ANSWER THIS ONE!!!!) b) False
I was so tempted to choose b.



Band... argh... I hate band... nothing good comes from it... except maybe I've lost a li'l bit of weight. >< 3 hour practice... not for the weak... complete with harassing from squad leader.

Life's so annoying. All of my time is spent thinking about him, but I can't do anything about it. I can only dwell on the happier moments... the moments when I'm having fun with him... I'm constantly pushed to the breaking point with school, band, and my family. I can only hope to hold onto my happiness...
If I convince myself that things could never change, it becomes a little bit more bearable... thinking that things will never change...
I just hope I won't have to live my whole life like this, with this much uncertainty.
*sigh* Guess I shouldn't be thinking about that stuff though, it just makes me depressed.

For all who ask...

As I stand before you
I see the ugliest person
Ever witnessed by human eyes.
With the most lopsided face
And those two crooked eyes
That no one can interpret.
Always sitting there quietly
Without anything to say
You're probably retarted.
Never getting angry
When someone pushes you around;
Just choosing to fall down
And not even bothering to get back up
Because you lack the stregnth.
The same hair that never looks right,
You never even try to fix it,
Not in the least.
Staring at the sky,
As if waiting for something to happen.
Same broken smile on your face
For no reason
Day after day.
Answer me this,
If you would please,
Why are you this way?


It is love.
For it makes me not care anymore.
For I feel as beautiful as one could ever be.
Sometimes I may seem like
I'm not alive, like
I'm not there.
The truth is,
I'm probably not.
In my mind I can be
Wherever I want to be,
And that never is
Where I am.

Take care everyone!
I love you Nick!! *hug*

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

It's those silly, little, seemingly insignificant specs of things that make you truly love someone...

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It is how Kitty feels when bein' hugged by teh giant polar bear!!

New student from New Orleans in Biology... I think I have a purdy good reason why he's here >< I feel kinda badish now... when I think about what happened... it makes me depressed. I hate worldly events....

Haha, we were discussing how to write a 5 paragraph essay in World History today, and the class had to come up with a topic so we could discuss how to do it properly XD We picked "Which TV show is the best?"

Guess...

FAMILY GUY!

Hahahaha, of course!!!

It was hilarious, although the people who don't watch it were like O____o

>< Someone was smoking in the baufroom at school today. It smelled badddd. I'd forgotten what it smelled like for a long time... my Mom used to smoke, but she quit awhile ago, can't remember exactly, but it's been atleast 4 years. Bleh... I almost couldn't breathe! My poor kitty nose! My hair smells bad and now I'm afraid someone thinks I smoke now >< gotta take a shower!!! MY CLOTHES SMELL TOO!! MUST BURN THEM!!!!

Eeek, my Dad's house is like, infested with spiders, I have so many spider bites... THEY ITCH! *resists urge to scratch the itch* I'm so glad they be not here, ma skin's too sensitive.

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Dave: Hey, you got your shirt on right today, good job! *high five*
Ari: *turns away*
Dave: See?? This is what I'm telling you about, Nick. (not Nick, Nick, Nick as in, Nick from my squad @__@ Sorry for the confusion! Unless I say so, the Nick I'm normally talking about is ma Banana)
Nick: Haha, that's just because you're a jackass David.
Dave: Pfft, that doesn't matter, it's still gonna come back to haunt her.
Ari: >___>

Atleast Nick can be nice sometimes, although most of the time he's not that much better than Dave. Oh, woe is me.

Speakin' of Nick... teh Banana's not gonna be around 'til late >< I NEED KABU AS A STAND-IN! He be a good stand-in *cookie*
Ooo, but Nick woke up really early to talketh to me today before school for a li'l bit! He's so nice. It was a very cool 40 minutes, although it went by far too fast, but ma clock tends to do that often when I talk to 'im.
Haha, my Mom saw me up so early and was like
">__> *looking at computer* You're getting a bit obsessive with that thing."
*growl*
"Jeesh... *leaves*"

Hahaha, she knows I don' like to get bothered in the morning, I'm such a non-morning person.
Hehehe... Nick's sooo silly, he gave me a 6-hour long hug last night! Long hugs are the best! Almost as good as teh snuggles!

Hmm... I was experimenting with poetry today for the first time in awhile. Here's somefin' I got.

I need to go home
I don't want to go back to all the colorful lies
Please take me home
Far away to paradise

Somewhere we don't have to work so hard
No one around to bother us
No one to tell us what's right and what's wrong
When we should be happy, when we should be sad
What we should believe
Who we should follow
What we should want
Or even what love is...
Because I think I already have a pretty good idea.

We need to go home
Not back to all the colorful lies
Please follow me home
Far away to paradise

Not the home I already have
That isn't a home to me

There's no place like home...
There's no place like home...

Just drop everything and lead me home

[/crap] haha, anyway, take care everyones!!
I love you Nick! *hug*

P.S. NEW THEME!! Haha, I change it around too much... sorry, messing with some stuff still >< can't find a good color for the text, nothing seems to work since the background is so varied.

P.P.S. Ooo, I forgot. I also saw this guy at school today. Hehe, he looked like he was wearin' a toupee XD Made me think of silly Nick and his wig. *pet pet* although that dude didn't look as smexy as the Banana, you can't touch his amazin' smexiness, fools.

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Monday, September 12, 2005

I HATE YOU DAVE!!

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School makes me want to return to my dreams...

Health class always gets way off topic, especially today. @__@ We only spent ten minutes on what we were supposed to, I was opposed to the stupidity but they would not listen to me!! *shakes fist* Haha, but I learned some funny things about the community colleges around here, y'know, not like Ohio State, like, li'l ones for stupid people!! (O__O kidding about the stupid part)
Can't Read, Can't Write, Kent State.
Tri C, Try Again, Try Harder.
And... by 16... I'm supposed to be around fully grown in height TT___TT That's only two years! I dun' think I'm gonna grow two inches in two years at this rate! *sob*

Homework (for personal reference)... gawd, I procrastinate so much. You should see all the stuff I put off...:
Alg.: Chpt. review sheet and study guide.
Hist.: Refermation Editorial, religion sheet, study.

Got some stuffums back in school today... graded stuffums...
47/50 on a test in Computer Science... not that bad... >< but not that good either.
12/15 on a quiz in Biology O___O gawd, I'm a borderline retard.
14/21 on a practice test in Advanced Algebra. Holy shit, I'm sooooooo glad that wasn't for an actual grade, although I think I'm going to fail that class regardless.
8/10 on a map in Accelerated World History >___> put france and the Holy Roman Empire an inch too far northeast, pssssh, that's not that much... >< it's not like there were any boundaries!! but I guess an inch translates into like, 500 miles in reality O__O so maybe it makes a bit of sense....

Speaking of History... hehe, I was bored at the beginning of class, it's in room 216, because my class before that one, Advanced Algebra, is room 213. No one else was there... so, inspired by the spirit of Dane Cook flowing through my veins, I wrote "chicken sandwich" on the board and sat down in my seat. I didn't think anything of it... but at the end of the class, I looked of what became of my chicken sandwich. Hahahaha. It was quite commical. Someone crossed out chicken and wrote ham under it. Ham sandwich, yum. Oh, but it doesn't stop there. Someone after that crossed out ham and wrote turkey. Eh, turkey's okay, not my favorite... then someone else crossed out turkey and wrote "BEEF!!" I kid you not. But, there appeared to be another opinion, as another person crossed out "BEEF!!" and wrote cheese under that. Ah, the fruit of my labor. ^ ^

Oooo, our band was mentioned in the Plain Dealer on saturday!! That's a purdy big newspaper 'round if you didn't know! I'll give yah the exerpt and put information in brackets that yous should know!

"Shutout win is sweet music for Explorers [Our football team/school name (Hudson Explorers!), also called the Vikings -__- so lame]
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Tim Rogers [<-- I hate you too! Hahaha]
Plain Dealer Reporter

Jackson [The school football team we played on the 9th] Township- It was a sweep. It was close in one contest, but a sweep [damn straight it was a sweep, mofo] just the same.

Hudson made several big plays and did all the little things right on Friday when it rolled over host Massillon Jackson, 17-0, [w00t! WOOOOOT!!!] in a nonleague game between two schools that take as much pride in their marching bands as they do their football teams [YOU BET! GOOO HUDSON!! >< WE SHALL KICK YOUR BAND'S ASS!!!!].

In a close decision, Hudson's renowned marching 300 slipped [SLIPPED?!?! WE MURDERED THEM!! seriously, if you know anything about marching bands, we won by a long-shot] by the Polar Bears [POLAR BEARS!!! *glomp*], thanks mostly to a stirring string of hits by the Doobie Brothers. The football team used hits of another kind.

"Unfortunately, we didn't get out of the locker room in time to see our band, but knowing them, I suspect they won handily [^ ^ handily for sure! Which means quite easily if yous did not know!]," said Hudson coach Tom Narducci after his team improved to 3-0.

The same could be said for the Explorers, who defeated Jackson for the first time in three tries.

"This was important for a number of reasons," said Narducci, whose team is ranked 13th in The Plain Dealer Top 25. "We came down here and beat a quality program with a quality coach. I think it speaks volumes for our kids."

Hudson scored all its points in the first 19 minutes and big plays were involved."

It's always an honor when you get mentioned as a marching band in the sports section of a newspaper. ^ ^ Makes you feel good inside!
But we don't get that good for no reason... band sucked ass today, really hard, it sucked ass hard, HARD!! Urgh... I just got yelled at all day by my squad leader... hence the title for this post.
Dave: Haha, look, Ari doesn't even know how to dress herself in the morning.
Other person in squad: Hehe, atleast you got your pants on right.
Kitty: -__-* <-- fuming
Apparently my shirt had been on inside out all day... but it's not like a shirt you'd easily notice it >< It's just a plain grey t-shirt and the tag is under my hair! He kept making fun of me all practice... and taking to the other squad leaders so they could make fun of me too....
I just got to the point of not caring and stared into space when he started lecturing to me. "ARI! ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?! DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING?!? PAY ATTENTION AND SPEAK WHEN YOU ARE INSTRUCTED TO!"
-___- la la laaaaaaaaaa

He is the biggest ass I've ever met in my life, the exact opposite of Mr. Nick *cookie for the Banana*. Nick's sooooo awesome, bow down to his awesome niceness! He's like, one of the only peoples who don' hate the li'l kitty!! *hugs* And he's so cute, and cool, and amazing!!! BOW DOWN!!! *bows*

Anyway... take care everyone!
I love you Nick!!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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Friday, September 9, 2005

Hmm... butterfly...

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Okay, well...
here's the entry for today!

-I got a 47/50 on a speech... which I'm kinda upset with, argh, A-... that sucks... *attacks something*
-Stood in the middle of the hallway and looked like a dumbass while spinning around two times looking for a painting of a tree because I went to the bathroom and got lost o__o... TT___TT
-We were talking about gravitationally challenged people... >___> like me.
-Offered to be payed monies for typing up ma groups biology report, o' course, I could never take money from someones @___@
-Got papers back in accelerated world history, wee! I'm doin' purdy good in that glass so far, even though it's only been threeish weeks... wow, has it really been that long?... yeah... 64/65 total points!! That's like, A+! *dance*
-Gonna be saddish and boredish tomorrow, 'cuz the Banana will be off doin' somefin'. >< You guys better try to keep me company O__O I'LL BE SO LONELY!!!! Kabu and turnip minions, assemble!!
-Brother went back to colleges today, yessss. More computer time for me. And more food... because strangely, the amount of food at my house disappears twice as fast as normal when he's here... he's not realleh fluffy or anyfin', it's quite the opposite, he's fit... weight lifts and used to run cross country... *jealous* I didn't get the cool genes that make me have lean muscles from both ma parents combined! *points at tummy* >< Probably 'cuz I got that long lost kitty gene... I think if I didn't have it I'd look more like him, hehe. Oh well, I'd rather be a fluffy kitty anyway... *fluffy*

Song changed again, maybe for only a day or two... depends, 'cuz I likes ma other one a lot too!

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“Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.” - - Alan Watts

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