So, this is my site....er....welcome? Only you not welcome if you're an ass. I don't like asses. lol ^^
Now, let me tell you a little bit about my self....I love anime, and sadly sometimes can't find the time to watch it, same gose for manga. But just because I don't have time to do anything...(wich, you know, it's odd cause I never have anythng to do) I still love anime, and forever will!^^ I also love music. AFI, My Chemical Romance and THE USED are some of my favs...but I love so many more!!!XD
Well, now you know a little bit about me and if you keep coming back I'll know a little bit abot about you! ^^
Friday, December 14, 2007
God, it's been so long....
Well....where to start?
ummm, well I'm sorry I haven't been on here in sooo fucking long, but....some stuff has happened in my life that I really can't....I don't know...
SO here's what happened:
Life got bad...but not so bad...it just felt bad.
I was fighting a lot with my mom and sister, wich I've never done before...and I was kinna lossing a friend, school was a mess....just a buch of little shit that I could though to the side and look happy and be kinna happy and just, you know be a high schooler...! And then....
Ummm, well, life broke. And I lost, and not only me but the hole world lost it's most beautiful, happy...amazing...Coley. She Died in a car crash...and, I don't know....SHe wasn't drunk or high, she was fine...it didn't happen because of anything anyone else did, it was just bad roads and a phone pole. She had the prettiest smile that anyone will ever EVER see....I miss her so much...I've never hurt so bad in my life. We it happened on a Saturday morning and going to school that monday was...hell.
SO. 11 days later my freind calls to tell me that owr Sam shot himself....So...we went to school the next day...and once again that was hell. But Hell can become a more horible place...see some one had killed them self that same way onle 2 weeks before...so poeple strated saying there was a suicid cult...that I was part of....but that went away soon eough...see the truth is the people that knew him didn't really think e kill him self for vary long...So many of us had to talk to the fucking FBI and what not....plus we already knew some stuff about his life...I mean I was/am his freind...anyway so after a few days I don't think there was a person in the town that didn't think his mom did it. So, you go from thinking your friend kill them self to knowing their mom was the one who fucking shot them in the head...and yet the world still wants you to be okay... School is Hell everyday...I see things that make me think of them....I see my freinds husting...I hurtt....and yet every one think we should be oever it....we still have to do home work....and we have to smile...I just want one day where I can I don't know...just one day where I don't have to smile for some one.
So, that's it.
I know it sounds fake...It really dosen't sound really...some much dosen't happen in a small town....but it did.
So, ummmm.....how have you guys been? ^^'
Saturday, September 8, 2007
...............school is dumb.......
Yeah, so school started for me the othr day....and well, I hate it. Michigan went crazy this year and says we need to be smarter so the school is having to try and make us smarter....it's doing that by giving us 71 fucking minutes long classes...............I'm going to die...I can't sit in one spot for that long! ANd just think of P.E. for 71 minutes!!! And we have like 2 or 3 minutes to get from one class to the next, and Luch is only a half an hour long. And there is only 1 luch. So 500 people have to get through the lines and eat in 30 minutes. It's crazy.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Okay, I think you should all go here:
because I love them. Bacause Davey Haovk (the singer from AFI and this)ia amzing....and all his music a beautiful. Thier CD comes out on the 14th and I can't wait!^^ I think they are amazing, and i looooooooooooooooooooove them!^^ lol Check it out!XD
Saturday, August 4, 2007
So, I am getting an exchange student!^^ I'll still miss mt room, but she sounds like a really cool person!^^
Anyway....Today I went school shopping....
It was fun, we did it today cuase there was this thing going on at Hot Toppic that I wanted to be there for....they played this CD that hasn't come out yet...By Blaqk Audio....wich is two of the guys from AFI...so I love it!^^ lol anyway, it was beautiful!XD
Anyway, gatto go! love! lol
Monday, July 16, 2007
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!
Wow, I hove NOTHING to do today....or tomorrow.....but it's okay...there's anime on tonuight...on SciFi!^^ lol So, I'll be watching that...but that starts at I think 11:00pm, so that really dosen't give me anything to do right now...
I got $50.00 yesterday for watching some cats that were mine, untill they ran away and got a new home at these peoples house...lol It's really cool that they gave me so much JUST for feeding the cats once a day, plus I love going and seeing the cats, cause I miss them! So....yeah I was happy!XD lol
So, I might be have an exchange student staying with me and my family... wich will be kinna weird, but fun I guess....only they'd be staying in my room, and my sister is the one who really wants an exchange student to stay with us, cause she just got home last month from being one....So, I'm think if she's the one who wants one to come, then she should let them have HER room NOT MINE. And it was weird cause every one thought they'd stay in mine room right away...with out asking me if that'd be okay....I guess it's cause I have the nicest room or something...but that's because I really care about having some place I can go to be alone and be have it be a place that the way I want it to be, so I can play my music without it pissing anyone off, so I can take a nap or what ever else I wanna do. And so having to go in my sisters room for the 3 months they'd be at our house would be hell for me. 1, my sister it ALWAYS in her room, 2, most of the time she has her own music playing, 3, she didn't have HER music on she'd be reading or writting or doing something that she didn't want any music playing while she did it. And 4, me and my sister are really good friends, but some times she gets all bitchy and yells the fuck out of me to get the hell out of HER room, and when she dose this I go in MY room. I really feel this isn't going to work vary well....for me at lest....casue I'll be the one with no room. Every one else will have a room...even the exchange student will....and my sister will still think of her room as her room, even if we're both sleeping in it. It's not the I don't want an exchange student to come I think it'd be really cool...but it'd be a lot cooler if we could ALL have rooms, or if the person who really want's an exchange student *coughmy sistercogh* would let them have thier room, and not make me give up the only place in this house that I like to be. Not only would I have to laeve my romm I have to leave all my stuff in ther, cause there is NOWHERE else to put it....so I guess I'll have to sleep on the floor in my sisters room the whole time they're here....yeah, if they do come, it''ll be hell for me.
Bye-bye! I really hope I get over this....