Monday, February 28, 2005

   im wasted...


last Saturday,my bf appeared on a t.v show called "Maynila"..its a teen-oriented t.v show where lame teen stars were cast.my bf played as a bad influence-punk-like-something..i didnt see it coz i woke up late,,and also he didnt tell me about it..i would of watch it then..

oh well,,im still trying to convince my mom..about the concert.my dad has no problem with it except that he's worried about the venue,,manila,where terrorists just like to attack and throw bombs..

i saw Constantine yesterday..it was friggin' awesome..the special effects were remarkable..i love the black-winged Gabriel..

i would like to thank all of you who leave a comment last time..y'all so sweet..dnt worry im not gonna do anything..im so ashamed of Sephistrife 15..your story about your friend really hit me there,so..


Blessed be..
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Friday, February 25, 2005

i forgot to say have a nice weekend..well i hope i will..i wont be here again,,see you on monday!
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   double fuck!!!
no classes today..
but thats not what im sad about..
last night i tried talking to my mom about simple plan's concert..
but my charms didnt work out..i told her that i started saving money for it but she said..im just gonna waste my money for it..
i almost cried,i felt like its really impossible for me to get there..im losing hope..im thinking of doing something,,,i used to cut myself and i know im over it but im thinking of doing it again..



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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   ...............
nothing much today..we got what we want,,to RELAX..yay!..the aftermath of our thesis..is well,were like dumbfounded..dont know what else to do..were just hanging around the campus,and oh,i didnt see my bf,and ididnt care,im not like craving for him right now..^_-


this pic is soo cute..i wish i could see Shigure naked too..


my dog(almost)..Shigura,remember the dog that my dad gave away?..i missed her..

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   we survived!!!


this calls for a celebration!

yay!..we survived the crucial interrogation of the panellists!..after the defense..i cant help but laugh because jayron was so funny then,,the panellists didnt even realize that he was just making up all he was saying..what kind of panellusts are they??..so it was a peace of cake,i didnt even feel nervous at that moment..were like teachers telling them how our system works..
thank God its OVER!..

i wanna thank all of you guys who wished me luck..y'all so sweet..you made me cry,,ok not really but almost!






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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   goodbye...
..well i'll be gone for 2 days..be back on wednesday.

as if thats really unusual of me to be gone for like a few days..but this time,,i told all of you so.

wednesday is a big day..its the day of our defense..the presentation of our thesis..god,,im so nervous..but after that..my groupmates and i can finally relax!..ahh!!!but what if we fail on the defense..that would mean a major revision of our documentation..NOOOOOOO!!!wish us the best luck..

if our panellists decided to give us a failing grade..im gonna have to do this


Blessed be...

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Friday, February 18, 2005

damn thesis!
i hate our SDI class..i would never forget it for the rest of my life*rolled eyes*..our teacher who is not even a real computer programmer made stupid comments on our documentation.this whole thesis thing is breaking everybody's friendship.my other classmates who have their own group are falling apart..for us..well there's a tension happening between my friend Ahvic and me..but all i can say is im being immature and really dont wanna talk about it anymore..this thesis is really getting in my nerves but i wont let this thing break us apart,,NO WAY..i would like this whole thing to be OVER.

i took one quiz and got different results..

this one looks like a slut..

Your Inner Mage (Girls Only, TONS of anime pics!) by Keera
Username
Age
Current mood	happyangrysadtireddepressedhyperconfusedscaredcontentother
Element	water/iceair/windearthfirelightdarkness
What you look like
Your power	You create potions
Quiz created with MemeGen!

i dont like this one,but i posted it anyway..

Your Inner Mage (Girls Only, TONS of anime pics!) by Keera
Username
Age
Current mood	happyangrysadtireddepressedhyperconfusedscaredcontentother
Element	water/iceair/windearthfirelightdarkness
What you look like
Your power	You can heal people
Quiz created with MemeGen!

this year im gonna be 19 so..and i control the wind is so true.

Your Inner Mage (Girls Only, TONS of anime pics!) by Keera
Username
Age
Current mood	happyangrysadtireddepressedhyperconfusedscaredcontentother
Element	water/iceair/windearthfirelightdarkness
What you look like
Your power	You control the wind
Quiz created with MemeGen!

hope y'all have a nice weekend..as always im not gonna be here..coz i babysit on those days so..

Blessed be..
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

   RETREAT:..an event to remember
the retreat was supah dupah fun!..we just got back..and it is 12:30 pm now.

the moment we arrived in the location,all i wanna do was to goof around..make fun of my friends and my stupid classmates,i tried not to be naughty but i cant help it!..though i know where in the purgatory..oopps!..seminary i mean..it was a very peaceful place..the right place for soul searching.the first activity we did was to roam around in the woods barefooted..alone!we were ask to draw our life map..illustrate the good and bad moments in our lives..we had chosen different spots and i ended up sitting under a tree..after a long walk and cutting my feet..!i drew um..under the bad moments..were my heartaches(pfft..)my highschool graduation(it sucks!) and under good moments,i drew m cousin Ryan playing guitar while im singing..and then the times when im playing pool with ma friends..and stuff.after that,lunch time and then the second activity was..again to roam aroud but this time with a partner and he/she should be blindfolded..you cant touch him/her..just tell them where to go.my partner was my gayfriend Jayron.the goal was to find out if your partner is trustworthy or not!..but what we did was play around..search for hot guys and blah!..but the best part was the last activity..we were kept in a room and seated in a circle.there was a cross and a candle in the middle.the deal was..give the cross to the person who really makes you happy or has done good things to you,,,and then give the candle to the person who had hurt you in the past.well..i didnt mean to cry,and didnt even intend to..but when it was my turn..i started crying before i even speak!..stupid me!i gave the cross to ma hommie Ahvic..she was there for me listening to my boring stories..always..yet she lives!..i have no one to give the candle so...

so it was fun..but there are not so fun stuff too..we stayed in a dormitory and i have the worst roommates!..there's this fat girl Jackie..who's really really loud..singing and talking nonsense!..she have her evil sisters too making noise and not letting evryone sleep!..my friend Ahvic and Mira was keeping their cool coz i told them to..im not a warfreak,but they are..anyways..i like to say that by far they are the best pals i ever had and i would never forget them ever if i cross the country..i love them soo much!..


i forgot to tell you about what we did last night.we went out in the woods,it was so dark then,we decided to invoke the spirits of the four elements..were witches you know,Jayron represents fire,Ahvic-earth,Mira-water and im the Air..actually i am truly an air-borne..we stand in circle,held our hands in the air..(if someone was watching they'll think were crazy!)we did some incantations..and then we felt shivers down to our spine..we thought the spell was working and were starting to receive our powers but nah...were just scaring ourselves!..but we really wished it had work..like in the movie "The Craft".
all in all..it was fun esp. at night,Jayron told me about what's going on in the guy's room.He said,he'd seen many naked guys and trying to make a move on him(eeeww!)..but he didnt let anything happen,afterall he was protected with a spell i cast on him.

about my friend Ahvic,i felt sorry for her coz her crush is alreay taken..she's really sad right now..you might give her some consoling words,visit her site..she really needs you!


and im sorry too Ahvic cos i post this axething you sent me before you ever did..

"THIS IS KINKY"
click here(kinky)


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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   XCITED!
..well..tomorrow is our retreat..and its gonna be overnight,yay!its gonna be great..i get to sleep with my friends and maybe..we'll sneak out to the guy's room and then ...

but the sad part is..Marco couldn't make it..oh he's not coming..how funked up is that!he has some issues with his mom..damn it!
but im sure i'll have fun..ill try..

well..thats it for today..laziness is taking over..

just random pics of witches..




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Monday, February 14, 2005

my valentines day sucks!!!

well..it was last year..but this year..it was great!!!ooppss..first of all i want to greet all my fellow MyOtaku-ers a Happy Valentine's Day!!

im just so happy..my bf and i went out like we used to do(yeah..nothing really important)..but really..its like everyday..aahh!!!im obsessed,u think?i just love him so much!!!i cant believe im saying this..oh hell..Marco doesnt know about otaku so i'll say whatever i want here even if im embarassing myself(havent i?)..ok guys..prepare..i'll start being cheesy now..
he just makes me happy everyday..and seeing other girls drooling and going gaga over him makes me feel really lucky..i dunno what came up to me when there's this moment when i was thinking of breaking up with him(dya remember that?)..i was being immature then and not thinking about his feelings..but that was a long time ago..i do love him now..

hmm..im thinking of having his jersey number tattoed at the top of my ass(ring a bell?)..thats so one tree hill!..yeah..remember when nathan saw that..?he just freaked out!but dont worry..im not crazy enough to do such things..*still having second thoughts..*..ok NOT!

ok..gotta go..we still have the night to spend..hhmm!*giggles*
what are you all thinking??!!

Blessed be.......


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