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Thursday, September 11, 2008


Never Forget 9/11!
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008


   gffx
I still don't like it here. I know how to get to both campuses, and my cousin and aunt are buying me a GPS, but it's not really about the getting lost or even the night driving. I just don't like it.

I get along pretty good with my four roommates. I haven't really talked to them or hung out. We're all on different scheduals. My internal schedual is different still too. So, at 19:00, 20:00, or 21:00, they're ready to go clubbing. My boby says that those times are really 22:00, 23:00, and 0:00. I'm tired. And I don't go clubbing anyway. I don't like dancing or club music. I don't drink, smoke, do any sort of drugs, or any sort of risque behavior. Yes, I sound boring. I know.

My problem is, and always has been, that I'm too rational. Equations in my head are always adding up and in these cases the bad always outweigh the good. Therefore, it can't possibly be worth it.

That's another reasn why I hate it here. Clubbing is the big thing. By the time I find people who don't like clubbing, they'll have gotten into the habit if clubbing.

I don't understand it. I mean, seriously, I'm just here for school. People actually come here to go to school and never leave. They like it. I hate it. But it's like I said, they're all off the same exact way that I'm just not off in.

Eek!

Well, I'm starving. My internal clock says it's lunch time.


Painted Desert path way by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

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Monday, September 8, 2008


   djytrkdfr
I hate it here. I really do hate California. Everything is backwards. Driving, thinking, just everything seems off.

My roommates seem nice enough. I haven't really hung out with them. It still doesn't change how much I hate California.

I want it perfectly clear to even the dumbest person, I hate this. I hate the driving, traffic, just everything.

I left for my first class, one I shouldn't even be taking I believe, and I left an hour early. I got so lost I was almost an hour late.

I'm frusterated to the point I have a headache, or that could be the florescent lights. I hate those things. I have homework and no book. Tomorrow I have another class, I will get homework, and I will, again, have no book.

This just completely sucks. No other way to put it. I have no phone, nothing.

I'm going to sleep soon. It might not have hit double digits here, but normal time is 0:30.

Click this now!

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Thursday, September 4, 2008


   kdtk
Well, I'm in California. I got here late the first. California thinks it's not part of the U.S. so we had to go through customs at the Arizona boarder. That was so very...communist of them. Se la ve, things will start getting less weird...hopefully.

I got my apartment the second. It's a descent place. Three bedrooms, two baths. One is in one of the bedrooms so I dont go there. I have four roomates who I have never met before now. Um, let's see...I'm sure I remember all their names now but I'm not posting them. J,V,V,E. And there's a guy here everytime I'm here. I'm sure I got his name down too.
I had a freak out. I felt so old. Everyone was talking about graduating high school and then coming here. And they talked about living 2-4 hours from home. But then I met a couple people from outside the state and some who were older than me. For crying out loud, I'm only twenty so I'm not really that old. I have some advantages because I'm older.
This is an elite school. The work is insane and one of the big problems is these kids want to go party. I don't do that because I'm here to get my work done and get out. Right now, for example, two of my roomates and the guy went off to a party further in the city. Classes start back up Monday and I've already got a lot to do. Banking, shopping, visiting a relative who doesn't know I exsist. So, of course I said I wasn't going. And these are my younger roomates too. All of my roomates but one are eighteen. I don't like parties because they seem completely pointless, so I don't want to go to one were I'm going to be one of the oldest people.

At orientation the third, I was talking to people studying the same program I am, all guys. There are only about five girls. So, I'm talking to these guys and one was almost thirty. That made me feel better about my age. One was twenty and from England, that made me feel better about being so far from everything normal. And the other was younger but from Texas, so that was cool. But the two Americans started talking about times they got drunk. And the British looked like he felt awkward. So, somehow, I think I got us talking about movies. And they were talkng about this one director. Great director and a real jerk. He makes people cry. And they Texan asked if I could do that, because I'm a girl of slight build. I laughed and told them I was a retired ice hockey player. The looks on their faces was great. Completely stunned, some stuttering from the Americans, silence from the other guy, then the Americans started talking about hockey, and I talked writing a little with the other guy. Then I argued with the older guy about football. I won, because I don't lose arguements about football. I think it's more that people are surprised that I know about American football so they forget facts.

But overal it was a long day. I had to wake up early so I stayed in my mom's hotel. She takes the car while I'm at to school so she would've had to pick me up really early, or I would've had to pick her up really early. Since I didn't stay in my apartment then or the night I got it, this will be my first night here. I'm here alone right now, which I kind of like since it's 0:35 over in the east and I'm still on EST. I don't really want to go to sleep without the roomates here. I just don't want to fall asleep and then have them come in and wake me up. I'll never get back to sleep. I'm already going to wake up earlier than them. I keep getting up at six or four in the morning. It'll be nice to get on this time zone.

Oh yeah, my apartment is surrounded by other apartments and parking lots, so all I here is shouting and car engines. That's going to be really annoying. And we have an ant infestation. Thy're all over my room, my bed, just everywhere. Other than that, I'm fine with the place. It's a nice place.

I'm still not finished putting things away. I don't want to though because it's late and I think I'm out of room.

I'll keep this updated as much as I can. And someday I'll get up more pictures of the trip and the ones of my room.

http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/epic_awareness/view/37899/un-named_country_%231/

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Monday, September 1, 2008


   fkghf
0:37 EST
21:37 my time

I'm not seeing Nevada. I'm in Arizona, about an hour south of the southern entrance to the Grand Canyon. I just got back from it and dinner. I only managed five pictures before the camera died.

I saw the Painted Desert and the Petrified Forest today too. Used up the camera battery there. No wolves or ice caves. Got lost trying to find the wolves and the cave was pricey.


Arch by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART
St. Louis Arch in Missouri.


Wind Power by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART
Windmills in Oklahoma.


Sunset by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART
Sunset in New Mexico (I think this was part of the Southern Rockies but I could be wrong since I saw even bigger mountains today)


Metal Thing by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART
Weird metal thing we passed in New Mexico.

Well, I'm about to fall off the bed I'm so tired. I'll try getting some other pictures up later.

Dranz:
I get along descently with her. We actally haven't spoken much on this trip. I tried telling her about the TV show I used to fill this site with but only confused her.

Bobby:
SHERMAN! Oh, and I got all of you Ghost Beads.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008


   kdk
I'm a little tired.

I flew from New York to Indiana the 26th. Then I had to pack all my stuff and somehow fit it into my little old Honda. I didn't realise how much fragile stuff I owned.

I left Indiana the 29th and drove through Illinois and Missouri. I stopped in Oklahoma for food and sleep.

The 30th I finished driving through Oklahoma. I drove through Texas. And I stopped in New Mexico, which is where I am now. I'm still at the hotel so that's why I can post and see people.

I'm leaving here soon though. I think we (my mom came with me) might stop to see a cavern or some wolves. We are going to stop in Arizona to see the Grand Canyon. That's going to be cool.

I saw the Souther Rockies yesterday. The sun was setting so it looked awesome. The pictures came out funky though. I'll get up a couple pictures later.

I also saw the St. Louis Arch. That was pretty cool.

Well, I should get off so I can leave. I'm either stopping in Arizona or Nevada tonight. Either way, I should be hitting California tomorrow.

School, work, adulthood, independance, and Epic.

Hope everyone's having fun of some sort.

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008


   just a hi
I said in my last post I'd be back here in September. It's still August. I have a couple days before I leave to go to school. I'm driving there so it'll take a few days. I'll be hanging around until Friday but then I'm off until I move into my new apartment. I don't know if my apartment is wireless, but I'm assuming all of southern California is, so I can steal it from the building next door or something.

Well, you all know what is going on as much as I do concerning my future in the next few days. You don't know one thing about my future that I do know. I'm generous and just slept for eleven hours, so I'll tell you. My cousin, practically a sister, is getting married in May 2010. But they're not engaged. Oh no, there is no ring invovled in this. She and her boyfriend of who knows how many years just had a long talk about it and set a year and possible month. Now, I see this as an engagement that's cheap, but I guess it doesn't count unless a ring in involved. I don't know, weddings and such aren't my strong suit. My aunt is very upset by this. My dad's got mixed feelings. My mom's happy. I just say, finally. They're practically married as it is.

Now that the future is taken care of, I can share about my past. This is sort of important because I never remember it. It fades after a few days...hours. So, I'll bring up my summer, write it down, then I can forget about it all I want.

I'll remind you that I was living at The Unsaid Works' HQ for the passed two months. HQ right now is the basement of four of the five members because we're broke right now and that was the spot Epic was made up on.

See, my summer has already mostly left me so this is proving difficult. I'm a very move forward person.

Let's see, we (The Unsaid Works) did lots of stuff. We hung out at an internet cafe. We worked on Epic a little. We worked on a business idea a little. We drew pictures. We went to the Outer Banks. We went shopping. We went to the movies. We drove a lot. We walked a lot. We went to a wedding reception. We witnessed a fatal car accident. We went to an awesome rock concert. We watched TV.

And since I don't feel like going into detail as I just got back from shopping all day (I left for it in the middle of the first sentance of the second paragraph).

I got some awesome shoes. Like thirties high-heeled shoes. I spent almost three hundred dollars today. How's that for binge shopping? Nah, I really needed clothes.

So, I'm tired, bored, and want to wash my hair since I just got my bangs back to normal. Yay bangs!

I'll be around randomly until Friday, but this probably my last post for a while.

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008


   dead air
Wow, I've been off for well ovr a month. I have to say, not worying about internet stuff is so relaxing. I have a little time before my laptop dies so I'll try to say what I've been up to.

I put my dog to sleep the 21st of June if you read the last post. The 22nd I jumped in the car and drove across four/five states to New York, to The Unsaid Works HQ.

I'm still in New York. I'm actually seeping in headquarters. I wake up, go to the house, breakfast, back down to HQ. That's my day for the most part.

I barely watch television. I've only gotten on the computer to check my progress as far as school goes. If I'm not playing Fable: The Lost Chapters, re-typing Shattered, or fooling around with my horse, I'm working on Epic. I go to lunch with Jess, we talk about Epic. Or about her and Bobby breaking into voice acting. Yep, that's right, The Unsaid Works may have some voice actors among the founders. We find out Saturday.

Something that is slightly related to Epic and The Unsaid Works is the shop. We went to a meeting to get some advising. We're working on a business plan to pitch. Guess what our shop sells? Anime. Some other things, but yes, anime.

Oh, and I've practiced with Spore Creature Creator to get better at CG manipulation. I've got three monsters, Fane, Ruyan, and Reet.

School news, I'm almost done with housing. I need it noterized. We just had a 5.1 earthquake where I'm moving. Fun stuff.

So, that's basically it. It probably doesn't sound like a lot, but oh yes it is. Right now my big thing is getting the bussiness plan written. Then I'm off to California. I'm in California because I want Epic. If I didn't then this summer I'd have an associates of science. Then in two years I'd be a Biologist. But, Epic. Epic. Epic.

See you in September.

Sinny Regnavi

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Friday, June 20, 2008


   Milleficent
Tomorrow we're putting my dog to sleep.


Millie by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

It was a good eleven years.

See you guys in a few days. I'm leaving for the east after this and there's no wireless.

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008


   leaving
Fingers are still...eh. Just letting you guys know the next time I visit I'll be back east^^. Finally. We leave Friday. So, because there is no way I can type nice comments on anything (or type even a page of backstory) I'm updating on the goslings. I just got all the pictures uploaded.


Abercrombie by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Both families, picture named after the street I live on. 5.29.08


Flame the Spaz by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Tabasco goslings; 6.5.08


Blaze of the Fire by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Blaze; 6.5.08


The Gosling by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

This is why I have so many pictures of Arson. 6.13.08


Blaze by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

Still has those chubby cheeks. 6.13.08


Goodbye by ~Bella-Dean on deviantART

The Fire Group leaving Probably the last time I'll see any of these things. Two years of research at an end.

I noticed they weren't showing up that well so I'm hoping less pictures will do the trick.

I'll see you guys in a few days.

See you guys in a few days.

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