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Friday, March 19, 2004


   hey guys
Hey guys! ok, uhm..well today was ok, the bad thing was that we still had work to do. but i guess it was ok cuz it wasn't that much, and we didn't have to do anything in my math class. after i made a deal to not bug mr. perkins if he let me play hangman with the class, he let me....yea and after he said "hey...how bout let's play hang dany?" yea..i mean..how corney is that? haha..oh well..i wrote a poem up on the chalk board later on, and then this guy jus erases it on purpose cuz he wanted to...and i even told him not to mess with it cuz it was really good...but he jus went on and did it! he didn't even know how mad i was....jus cuz he doesn't take me seriuosly...he's the kind of guy who licks his lunch box even if it has been on the dirty ground, and he'll fart on pplz...and now he's a person who spots a good farewell poem on the chalkboard of math class and erases it for fun and laughs about it. see..i try to be nice to him, and try to respect him...but this is what i get in return! oh well...his lost...i'm not his freind anymore.

well...okie doke...uhm...today, three of my best buddies left me for the field trip thing. and it wasn't fair. when i left them on wednesday for mine...i was only one..and they're three...and that's a big number! so i was able to spend time with my other friends today, and they jus had to bring up what happened on thursday.

see...during 2nd period there was a fire drill, and it was weird cuz it went off for 5 seconds, and then stopped for about 10..and when it stopped everyone stopped also..and then it went back on, and everyone started moving..and then the same thing happens 4 times. when we got outside there was a ladybug on my friend Abdiel's back, and my friend Isabel (A.K.A. Izzy at my school) took it off his back and held it. i told her to keep it away from me cuz i have a thing NOT for butterflies, and ladybugs, and several other bugs, and she was holding it and playing wtih it....then...i get a bit of bravery to come up to me...and i told her i'd TRY to hold it. so it was ok...for half a second! then i started freaking out and squealing and saying in a high pitched voice to get it off of me. haha..and they were jus laughing their asses off. then when the drill was over, Izzy still had the ladybug and i, once agin, wanted to see if i can hold it b4 it was good bye and b4 i had to get to class. so another one of my friends held the ladybug and closed their hands so it wouldn't fly away...and i wanted to see if i can do that....and yea..once again i did the same thing. but this time they didn't bother to take it away rite when i panicked...but they jus left me to go crazy. it was funny, but the lil bug was walking on my hands which gave me a tickle feeling, and that kinda scared me cuz i didn't know what it was doing in tehre. and also...i was jumping up and down yelling at them to take it away...and today they jus reminded me of that...and it was so embarrassing. to me...butterflies and ladybugs are...insects...bugs...and even though they are beautiful...as long as they're in that group, i can't stand em much ^_^;

well they kept me happy today, but by 8th period, wanda and chieu are in that class with me, and they didn't get there till about 15/20 mintues after class started..and then i couldn't wait any longer for them to come so i got mad taht they had more time there than i did.

i have work to do over the weekend and that sux big time, and i have an essay to write for my spanish class for extra credit cuz my grade went down to a B and i need to raise that up. i have a C in my language arts class, and luckily she let the class finish the week's homework during class...or else my grade woulda gone down to a D.

ok..so Spring Break has started...i haven't gotten anything planned, but now i'm up for a few parties. i jus hope the youth group doesn't get cancelled again, cuz after the meeting, there's gonna be a lot of things to talk about to all the pplz. also the cambodian new year is rite around the corner and we've onli gotten one dance over with so far...gosh...damn high schoolers! well....i'll be happy when the time comes, but if there's gonna be a lot of craziness there like always...and there...i have plans for hte new year ^_~. myabe i'll jus spend my time cleaning up my room to get ready for anything. write a poem or two...and probably go somewhere fun. i can feel it already..there's something that tells me i'm gonna be bored over the break...and i better not be cuz i can't wait another 7 weeks after that for my next break.

today seems boring already..i'm trying to get my new s/n...and it keeps saying that there's an error. so when i finally get it..i'll try to remember to put it up on the AIM contact thing...later for now pplz..and don't forget to check out the poem underneath ^_^

and someone took my plan for XxSw33TxDreamZxX so now i have to do more thinking..i wanted that one really bad..but no...i guess htis is part of being slow when i'm not in school...oh well...but now i'm mad cuz of that...grrr! buh bye pplz


too many tears,
left hidden behind jokes.
all of these sighs,
covering chokes.

doors left closed and locked,
will always stay this way.
no light-onli shadows...
nothing's ok.

things have changed,
with those final words from you.
they hurt so bad,
but at least they were true.

my face-left stainded,
with the unstopable tears-
that once were kept back,
now came out cuz of fears.

you've left a mark,
deep in my heart.
it's a permanant scar
that keeps us apart.

this freindship isn't new,
but it jus isn't enough.
i no longer know anything now,
is my whole life a bluff?

it's like my life is speeding,
then specks of light appear,
giggles fill my heart...and now...
now i know love is near.

i'll jus have to live,
breathe...and walk through.
cuz even though you're still whith me,
i'll be greatly missing you.

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Thursday, March 18, 2004


   hello again ^_^
Hey pplz! By now, u guys should be use to long posts, so get ready for another. But as I type this, I will promise u that I’ll try to make it as short as I can for the summary of what happened at SPIFFS.

OK, one of the main things is that I was able to wake up at my old regular time at 7:15 in the morning without going back to sleep or pressing the "snooze" button. I had to catch my mom b4 she left to go ask her if I could borrow her watch, and then I got scared cuz I had something to be responsible of other than my belongings. Well anywayz...I’ll jus get to what happened there. When I first arrive, I and a friend started looking for two other pplz in our Spanish class that we planned to walk around with. (none of my really close buddies went on that day, and these pplz I had Spanish class with and we're good friends) but while searching for the two, someone comes up from behind me and grabs my ass, and I’m thinking its some perverted guy who is doing it on a dare, and I turn around...I’m about ready to knock the guy out and I see it's one of my friends, Allen, and he's got his arms in defense mode and he started backing up really fast cuz he knows how much I can hurt him. I stop myself, and he starts to catch his breath and says his apologies and then starts turning it into a joke. He jus wanted to know where some of his friends were and if we saw them...then he left. Finally, we meet up with the other two, Mara and Emma, about 10/15 minutes since we arrived. But when we did, it was plain craziness.

I would say that a few of the main things that happened there was that when I saw this one guy with his group of friends and I was with mine...I decided that I wanted to talk to him a bit. Then everything went good till the next minute. Ok...when he left his group to go get something and passed me, I got his attention as soon as I can, and I asked him to open my bottle of Sierra Mist. Ok...it was kinda gay for the fact I was wearing a disposable, plastic glove on my right hand and of course I couldn't open it. But this is what I can remember happened:

ME: hey! Hey, uhm...'scuse me, can u open this bottle for me cuz it’s slippery kinda and I jus can't seem to open it.
* He puts his stuff down and I hand him the bottle and he attempts to open it*
MARA: uhm...Dany? Are u THAT weak?
ME: gosh Mara!! Yes!! I mean...no it was jus too slippery for me!
BOI: ok here
ME: oh...yay! Thanx!!!
BOI: it's ok
*boi walks away to his friends*

Yea...I didn't say bye...I know >_
Well other than that, when we heard about this thing where pplz can get "married", we wanted to do that. But the guy wouldn't let best friends who are of the same gender get married! So we were off to find some strangers and ask them if they wanted to marry us. Yea...i told u we were crazy...and guess what? Yea...my idea! haha, we asked a few guys, but we were a bit shy to ask some others, but the ones that we asked had already gotten married, had a girlfriend with them, or said that it was a stupid thing to do. we spent about 50 minutes asking pplz and got turned down. then at the end, about 25 minutes before we had to leave...we gave up and were pooped! the place was about to close and the pplz were packing their stuff. we're jus sitting at this one table and talking about how it was a waste of our time. then this one guy jus walks by and I shout to him to get him to come over. he comes over, and I ask him if he wanted to get married. he says...uhm...not sure. and I tell him never mind bye. and he walks away. then about 2 minutes later...he comes back and he says...what was that u asked me b4? and I said 'if u wanted to marry any of my friends here' and he said...uhm...ur friends? uhm...sorry...naw...bye. and then he comes again a few minutes later and asks me 'uhm...do u like me or something?' and then I answered the second he finished with it and said 'oh...uhm...it's jus me and my friends have been walking around asking some strangers if they wanted to get married with us and we didn't find anyone yet' and he finally says..' well I already got married, and u DO know that if u do that u have to write an essay about it?' so the convo goes on and Christine comes over and tells him that when she got married, that she didn't have to do that. so yea...I told him to leave and that it was ok. then...more shopping...yea...with less than 20 minutes left...we spend our time...single, and spend some more money...going over our budget.

out of the whole thing, I spent over $50 on things, I mostly bought things from China, and Korea. and all four of us decided to get henna tattoos , this was about and hour after we got there, and we all got the same symbols. we were planning to get the Chinese sign for 'one love' I think it was...well it said something-love...well and then the lady who did it for us says that she couldn't do that. and we jus got the biggest $5 tattoo. it'll be on for 2 weeks so that'll be good enough, but Mara's got messed up while it was still wet. someone bumped into her and smeared a bit of the bottom part of it. last year I was bale to handle myself and onli spent around $15, and that time I was with my whole 6th grade clique...so it was the 6 lil ladies, and now...it was 4 pplz....and I didn't hang out with them as the whole four unless it's in Spanish. I have Mara in 7/8 of my classes, but Christine is onli in 3/8 of my classes and Emma onli in my Spanish. I was able to last the day without borrowing money...and that was the bad thing.

I ended up spending too much of my money and talking to way too many strangers, and giving compliments to all the guys I saw with coconut boobs...and..*sighs*..it was hilarious! I also ended up smacking myself and asking why I left that one guy and why I let what they said get to me, cuz I thought I got over the whole speechless and shy thing around guys. ok...he was about my height...short, black, spiky hair...and glasses...and no...he was not nerd looking. and...I ruined everything!!! that day was great, but one of the bad days I’ve experienced being single. haha...oh well.

man...I typed a bit too much, but here are a few more things. I don't know if it was jus a thing from it being St. Patrick's Day, and the luck thing, but the soda bottle opened for me had the code for the thing that they're doing with the ipod and the free song. but I wasn't surprised when I saw it...I was more like...'hey...I got the code thing...wow...uhm...what am I suppose to do with it?' and also...I've been missing the episodes of WHR on Monday and Tuesday night, and I finally got to see it last night! and yay! hopefully that guy was rite, cuz then Amon is alive!! yay!!


compared to yesterday...it was jus so boring today. I put my alarm clock at 7:15, but I turned it off and woke up again around 7:50...I was tired, and by the time the bus got to the 2nd stop, I was already whining in my head that I wanted to go home. then...the day passes by as usual, I had a math quiz to take, and I know I got all of the answers rite cuz I checked them all b4 I turned it in, but the bonus I got messed up on cuz of too many numbers, but oh well...it was good enough. today was the last day for buying a year book, I was gonna get one, but then my Chieu said that she wasn't gonna get one cuz she's gone spend her money at SPIFFS when she goes on Friday, so yea...and I’m happy that she had to drag me away from the booth and wouldn't let me buy it. cuz thanx to her I have more money to spend at Sea World. hmm...see...if I didn't have to tell u about SPIFFS...and I got that over with last night...this post woulda been the first short post in a while, but no...haha..oh well. also...when I got home today, there was message left, and it was onli a blank 3 seconds, and when I checked on who called on the list...it was Barbizon. this lady came to my 8th period class, and she was telling us about etiquette and all that stuff cuz it's a school of modeling. and at the end she passed out this thing for everyone to fill out for a drawing for a $100,000 scholarship...so...I hope that they're gonna call back again. and hopefully it's jus a scholarship thing and I don't have to start doing all that modeling stuff...I mean...I CAN'T EVEN WALK STRAIT FOR 5 SECONDS WITHOUT BUMPING INTO SOMEONE OR SOMETHING!

one more question....
What is with Amon??? Is he in a relationship with Toko? or does he have a thing for Robin??? Come to me my dear reruns!!!!

well...thanx for reading pplz, and I can't promise tomorrow will be a short post. it'll be the last day of school till spring break is over, and who knows what will happen. well...not much since three of my best buddies will be gone...and I and igoturric3 don't have any classes together...and...GRRR!!! so...till then, and I better be able to see WHR tonight in order to not be in gloom of missing it and having to wait4 days to see it again. I don't have any plans for my break so far, but maybe a sleep over or two...or maybe a party...I don’t know...I do know I’ll be over at the youth group, and I’ll probably talk about some plans with An1m3 x An93L there. well, once again thank you for reading, and sorry about it being so long. but it's becoming a habit. so...I'll talk to u guys later. buh bye^_^

also, St. Patrick's Day is over..so no more green..sorry pplz...and my brother got me mad yesterday, and he has always been telling me not to make my page a FFX or FFX-2 theme...so this is jus for now, jus to get him mad. i told him i'd do it, and he said a plain so...so i'll see how he's gonna react..hehe...well i hope u like it, i'm gonna keep my blog up, but i was planning to put up a different song, but the site is moving, so i couldn't do that...like i said a few times earlier..buh bye and ttyl, and sorry for the post being so long.

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Wednesday, March 17, 2004


   Another long post...
hey pplz! well a lot happened since i last post, so i'm gonna have to see if i can make it not so long...well...forget that...prepare for another long post!! haha...O_o..anywayz...

ok..uhm..the weekend seemed to be so boring, and my plan of installing my scanner...couldn't happen..nope. i woulda done it if i was able to find the installation disc-mabbober...but i'm not very organize with most of my stuff...but oh well... so yea..i couldn't find that so i'm gonna have to go on a hunt. great...another thing to add on my list, jus what i wanted!

THINGS TO GO LOOK FOR:

SPANISH BOOK
MATH HOMEWORK
ONE GREEN STONE FROM MANCALA
WEAPONS FOR CLUE
BROTHER
SCANNER INSTALLATION DISC

oh wait..damn! my brother's rite here...*kicks ground*...*kicks brother*....no fair...

well...i had a lot to do other than that over the weekend so i guess it was ok. on saturday, we spent the whole day cleaning the house. and we were told that pplz were coming over our house for a lil party and that was made our motivation. but later on in the afternoon, i find out no one's coming tonight, but they had plans for later. i was mad cuz they actually got me to clean my room...which never happens unless i got a good reason. but yea..we went out shopping a lot for all these plastic cups and utensiles...and..you know..plates..and all the above stuff. then me and my mom came home from doing that..she doesn't want me or my brother to take in any of the stuff, but to leave it in the car, and we get some other stuff that would be used for a "party" and yea..we had to peel my brother away from his computer, and we left to go to my mom's friend's house. it was a small party, like one that we had last sunday, the one i didn't know of. but yea...it was ok there, but i got mad cuz the adults were doing karaoke and the bois were using the tv in this other room to play video games. i didn't know where the other tv's were, but i didn't bother looking. i ended up missing rurouni kenhsin that night and luckily thanx to my begging techniques for going home..we were able to go home and i was able to catch .hack//sign.

the next day, sunday...khmer youth group day. i woke up around 9am and i jus laid in my bed thinking....and forgetting what day and time it was. well..anywayz...that lasted for a while and i then i took a look at the time (it was around 10 am) and i rush to get ready. the problem was it was gonna be my third week, but my first week with my cuzzin takin me to the place. she's in it too, but i wasn't sure of what time she was gonna come. i wait till 10:30..and i started to panick. i'm on my computer and i'm jus listening to music quietly trying not to wake up my dad, and my cuzzin isn't here yet. i finally get common sense and i call her cell phone and i leave her a message. i was afraid she was still sleeping and that she forgot about what day it was. then she calls back and says that she'll be over soon. but the thing is she got here around 11:15, and we're already 15 minutes late. when we get there...we were kinda mad..they canceled the dance lessons cuz half of the pplz are already on their break and left town. so there wasn't many pplz and they jus canceled the whole thing for that day. but they told my cuzzin to go to thier restaraunt, and i went with her. there was a meeting, and i respected my elders by staying quiet and onli bug An1m3 x An93L. yea..she was there too, and her sister and me and my cuzzin. but the rest were the two teacher's (who are the owner of the restaruant) and then about...i would say...7/10 adults in a meeting talking about the youth group and about the cambodian new year party that is comeing up soon. well...it was kinda boring there since it was jus us...and then it started getting exciting...but the lady owner was really nice and she made a couple dishes and the her and the four of us got to eat it for free. An1m3 kept bggin me to go eaet a shrimp..but i don't really like them..actually i don't like em at all, and she was like "come on! try it!!!" and a lot of other things. but...there's gonna be a few things announced on this comeign sunday..and since i went to the meeting...i know about part of it^_^.

remember the thing about the party and the cleanign up? well..after the meeting was over...which was around 1:30pm..i think...me and my cuzzin went to the gas station to-ofcourse-get gas for her car...and also she thought of giving her car a wash. it was funny cuz we were wating in a line of cars for like i think 45 minutes...but it seemed like hours! and the heat really got to our heads...a 13 year old and a 24 stuck..in a hot, dirty car...haha..yea..we went crazy.

but finally when we finished it and went home, we saw a few cars in the front of my driveway...and then...things jus started goin crazy. there was a party once again, and this time there were more pplz. there woulda been more...IF ONLI AN1M3 CAME!!! and a few other pplz. but yea..i guess my mom didn't want too many pplz over. but the thign was An1m3's sister came over-the dance teacher, but she didn't teach my cuzzin and i and dances, but jus did karaoke. but yea..main thing..party, lots of beer bottles to throw away..and lots o' cleaning.

monday and tuesday, i'm gonna end up getting mixed..i dunno why..but my memory jus kinda went blank on those days. but this one morning i was hanging around my locker area, and haveing chieu's locker on the rite of mine, she was with me too. then a few of my other friends came to us and i started intertaining them. pplz that i wouldn't know would walk by and i would call out a random name and make it seem like i mistaken them for someone else. this is what i'd do.

ME: hey! hey!..micheal? uhm..hey micheal?
*stranger looks at me with curious face* uhm..sorry i'm not micheal.
ME: oops! i'm sooo sorry!!! i thought u were micheal..ewll sorry bye^_^!

and i jus kept choosing random names..and random victams...haha...my friends didn't know what i was doing when i first started, but then they finally got the idea after the 3rd person. they kept saying..."omg dany..ur so stupid...did u know that person?" and here's my lil answer "no..but that's the good thing"

so yea...they thought i was crazy, but then they tried it out..and..*scoffs* they're such babies! haha they jus can't do it like me...*sighs*..u know i'm good. haha..but anyways..there was also another day that it was raining, i think it was tuesday..or monday..ah! well i was able to run in the rain with my friends, and my one friend jumped into a puddle and got me and chieu wet but onli from our knees down. but still..that made my day.

but then on tuesday..i remember this..but at dinner time i hated everything that was happening at home cuz it was jus so broing, and i jus wanted to go to bed..and going bed to early is a big thing for me!!! so i was really..tired..and pooped..and everything in life for those 5 hours were awfull..but the onli thing that kept me happy was the fact i was going to SPIFFS the next day!!!

but hey i think i gtg soon, and it took me a while to type up this post and i'm planning to do some other things..so i hate beign late on things..unless it's a library book..but anywayz..i'm gonna have to tell u guys about SPIFFS later on..maybe tomorrow. it was about 4 hours..or was it 3..well around that..and a lot happened!!! the group of pplz i was with were my friends, but not my reawlly close ones like chieu, and igoturric3, and some other. but they were good freinds, but anywayz..they had to ask me a question..they asked me if i was drunk...haha. but i dunno what made them do that...oh well. i'll tell u guys the rest tomorrow.

but anywayz..yea i'm happy to say i'm back, but i did go online the other days, but not that much..jus a couple hours or a few. but i didn't stay on as long as i usually would..so that to me, was good wnough....*sobs*...i'm so proud of myself.

well too many pplz on AIM..and i'm getting destracted and i can't seem to remember what to put. so when i get my memory back, i'll let u guys know about it. later for now and i'll elave u with a poem...buh bye pplz.


why can't things be as easy as they seem?
nothing would be harder than a dream.
the world can keep on spinning,
but this pain has got to stop bringing-
all of this torture that comes with tears,
memories to look back on...all throughout the years.

why can't peace be brought to this?
why can't we settle it with a kiss?
love can cure many things,
it can come back to you as familiar rings.
when hate finally gives in,
there will be no more bad, not even a sin.

every heart will see its day.
even if it's in a long time...it'll have its way.
love comes in all shapes and sizes,
it'll come with comfort and lots of surprises.
even if things don't seem to turn out right,
jus keep on moving and never give up without a fight.

life will teach things that can't be learned in school.
no matter how hard u try, u have to keep ur cool.
life has this way of sneaking up on you with tears and sadness,
even fill the purest of all hearts with madness.
but always believe that there is always hope and a light.
there is love and it's always in sight.

live your life as if each day is ur last.
don't let your day fly plainly and don't let it jus past.
don't give up on life no matter what,
there is gonna be a pain free day...and u'll have ur cut.
jus laugh it off, don't even cry.
it won't do u any good if u jus sit there and cry.

after u read this...write ur own thoughts.
tell your feelings and what cha gots^_~
express ur heart and mind,
everything that u hold...even if it's not kind.
life is too short for things to be kept inside.
you gotta open up and not jus hide.

i should know cuz this is my life.
i don't do things that'll cause pain more than a knife.
i hold a few things in, but they soon come out.
if i need something to get off my shoulder, i'm jus gonna shout.
i dunno care much of what pplz think of me,
but as long as its the truth that they see.

there's nothing worse than jus living with believing in lies,
what will u be left to know when eveyone jus dies.
there will be know knowledge of what has gone wrong.
you'll onli be left crazy living this life thinking you WERE crazy all along.
so let out what u need to say.
it's better than keeping in your own secrets and things WILL be ok.

everyone's pressured by the pplz of these days.
following their attitudes and all their other ways.
you think that if u help jus a bit that the world is at its best?
well it won't be if u don't start thinking about the rest.
jus think about those close to you and that they'll always be there,
they are the ones who'll cry and laugh with u-they're the ones who care.

i can start to believe that it's hard not to trust me,
i don't force u to make you tell me anything, and that u can see.
but if u need my shoulder, help or tears,
i can't promise i'll always be there with u and near,
but jus think of my words, and all of my love.
i'll be like this for always and if u need me, jus look above.

i dunno why i write all this poetry...that's from something someone asked.
i gotta let my feelings and this is the way...instead of keeping them masked.
poetry is the reason why i can write what i write,
i keep the truth as tight as tight,
and i keep my imagination where it should be.
but i wonder if they'll ever mix...i'll jus have to see.

remember each event and mark it in a file.
don't forget the puncuation and then the smiles.
don't say hallow "i love you"s and say them when u mean it.
say it in times where u knw they'll fit.
say what u gotta say and let it be exactly how u feel.
keep the jokes to a minimum and keep it all real.


sorry this was so long pplz, but a lot happened since i posted, so yea...i know now never to do taht again! haha...Thank u much for reading this loooong post pplz. and sorry if it was too long. well i'm gonna go and do a few things...Language Arts homeowrk i don't understand, and my Science drawing i left in my locker..yea..lemme go laugh at myself in the mirror..later^_^

(plz excuse any spelling errors..too much to type..and not that much time...thank u much)


HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY PPLZ!!!


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Friday, March 12, 2004


   T.G.I.F...uhm..woot woot?
hey guys! well sad to say this, but i have decided to not go online for a while. Over the weekend i'm jus gonna try to install my scanner and learn how to use it. i should be spending more time doing other stuff, and i jus need to get back to my offline life. hmmm...it's gonna be hard to resisit this...but i'll have to try, and my grades are starting to slip so i have to be able to spend less time online and be use to be going on every other day. and mybe if i can do this, every other 3 days. i tried to do this b4, but it could never happen since i never really had a good reason to be off. and now, for sure...i have no reason at all...that is...no reason to be online. i might be on tomorrow if i plan to change the colors for St. Patrick's Day...but i'm not sure if i have enough motivation to do that...i'll see. or i might jus finish it all by tonight.

i have a craving for pizza now...and my mommy's not home yet. WHR won't be coming on tonight...and not any other good shows that i know of rite now. so this is jus gonna be some kind of boring Friday night. see...why can't my weekdays be like this? i would ACTUALLY do my homeowrk on time if i wasn't too busy doing fun stuff.

and speaking of homework...i was in the media center at my school this morning b4 class started and i was copying my friend's homework..i did half of it already..so u can't call me a lazy bum...haha...anywayz ...and then, here comes my math teacher and i hear my friend saying "mr. perkins!! hi! Dany's...uhm..." and i look up and i see her covering her mouth and looking at me with big eyes. i turn around and i see him coming to us, and i do the same ol "duck and cover" thing to cover my math folder and i tried to avoid looking at him. it was stupid, but it was funny.

but mainly, my whole day at school was plain awful and torture. i was so tired and i didn't want to go to school at all...(like that's surprising). i had a sick feeling and i woulda fell asleep in any of my classes if onli we didn't have to do so much work and take some stupid notes. but during my office assistant period...for once i didn't have to run any errands and i jus sat on my chair and jus zoned out. i got really mad when i found out i left my 'Chicken Soup' on my computer desk at home...and i had nothing to read, i wanted to leave it home in the first place so i wouldn't be tempted to read it...but i didn't think my day would be so boring.

gosh..it didn't say anything about this for my horoscope when i read it this morning...damn astrology-pplz! well...i'll be staying as long as i can tonight, and i'll try to do some other things i had planned. usually when i plan to do something...it never turns out rite, or jus happens differently...oh well.

also since i won't be able to send everyone this one ting, i'll jus ask u here...but i think i might forget a word or two-i'll jus list what i can remember...

Question) what word do u think is better if i were to use it as the second part of a new s/n for AIM?

a) dreamz
b) chaos
c) serenity
d) ressurection
e) love

well i guess i'll have to come back soon to check this. and if i am able to have an offline weekend, and things go as i "plan", i am thinking of coming back on Wednesday to fill u guys in on SPIFFS and also to do some other stuff. watch...i'm gonna feel bad if i happen to post something up tomorrow...if i go on AIM...maybe it'll be for a short while...but i wouldn't be doing anything to my page. hopefully i can avoid both. well ttyl pplz, and don't forget to vote...thanx and buh bye^_^

ALSO, CAN YOU GUYS GO VISIT deathbro's PAGE? WELL THANX IN ADVANCE PPLZ!!!

[Jus incase u guys get bored]
Tomboy...
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~VIOLET OR PURPLE~
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~SAMURI GIRL~ Your nice and wise and bueatiful.Your
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~TRUNKS~ Your Trunks from Dragonball Z/GT.
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Thursday, March 11, 2004


   counting 2 months!!!
ok..yea i'm in a crappy mood..but hey..today marks the 2nd month i've been on myOtaku!!! yay! well later pplz...it's times like these i'm ahppy i got a CD of sade to help me out...buh bye and nighty nightz pplz
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   hey pplz
ok..guys..what's with last night's episode of WHR??? i'm so lost, and it was so sad i almost cried! but the thing was..i wasn't for sure of what happened! well..i know what happened..but i don't know what's happening...as in..missing 4 episodes of this show can get u really lost buddy..O_O. anywayz...yea..it was so sad, and jus horible. i guess i'll be happy when re-runs come, for once.

ok..yup..another fight against mr. perkins..and it was jus plain hilarious cuz we were yelling at each other and then i laid my head on my desk and covered it as if i was doing my "duck n' cover" routine, and i shouted out "y r u picking on me?!?!? and i made it seem like i was crying. too bad he didn't take it though..he jus simply said "SHUT UP DANY!" i was onli happy he called me by my name instead of "GIRL!" oh well...i got the class happy..yay me!

sad to say this, but my day was not as good as usual...from playing around yesterday after school in the hallway of my 8th period class, my foot is kinda injured..i dunno if it's jus bruised or anything, but it jus hurts really badly..and then u see me run around the school..crazy..and with this pain...yes, i did learn my lesson though-but it was after school was over :D (better late than never..hehe) but now i wish i jus realized that it was hurt...and jus walked and not have ignored it so much today.


I'll jus keep on walking..i dunno where to, but i'll find out soon. so don't worry..i can never hate u..and i never will...i'll be mad..and depressed for a while..but...it's nothing i can't get over..so i hope u understand this. i hope u know u've set me free...and that can never hurt.


~EDIT~ it's weird cuz there seemed to be a BIG coinkie-dink today. i'm re-reading my book 'Chicken soup for the Teenage Soul on Love & Friendship'...and i get to the second chapter and everything there is so sad, and i guess i can relate...the first chapter is touching becuz of all this love..now this comes over...and pushes it aside..funny fact..but not funny stories. it's jus such a coincident that they both happened today...well ttyl pplz...nighty night

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004


   hey pplz
okie doke..i'm gonna tyr to make this fast...i had an ok day. it was good, but the NRT was today (Norm Reference Test) but it was hard since this time it was 50 minutes to get it over with, and the reading one had about 56 questions i think it was..well around there..and another 50 minutes to do 50 math questions. i thought it would be ok, cuz on the regular sunshine state standards test, b4 time was up i would finish and have about 10-20 extra minutes. this time..i finshed both of them with jus a few seconds to spare. i rushed on some and guessed on a few also. but i think that as long as i tried ansering them..that's better than nothing.

well...now that the FCATs and big state tests are over with for this school year..there will be less stress and still more work. and once again...mr. perkins is the one to assign us math homeowork when no other teacher did. i swear..it's like he has no feeling..or heart...he doesn't care for the lil pplz! what a big meanie though...

also if anyone saw last nite's episode of WHR..plz fill me in! i'm really lost since i missed all of last week's shows, and i was jus watching it last nite..and i jus got sooo lost! well, if u can give me jus a bit of detail, that'd be good..but u don't really have to.

anywayz..i can't think of much on what else to put, but the 5 periods with mr. perkins..it was good for me THIS time...hehe i was the one bothering him..muahaha! it was jus plain me being a smart mouth..and i got everyone permission to go outside after the testing was done, but i stayed inside and read a book with this other girl, the starburst one..haha...anywyaz..it was jus us two and him, and i was playing hangman...and doing other stuff to bother him..and it worked! haha..i gotta leave a mark on the last testing day^_~.

hmmm...i think i'll go my homeowrk now...*shivers*...*did i jus type that...oh my...* anywayz..later pplz!


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Tuesday, March 9, 2004


   it's weird...
it's so strange when u think of it. u can find urself daydreamin of wonders and think about a great plan for ur future...or u can jus dream. but, on the next day, u can throw every bit of hope u ever had away. and jus give up on everything. and onli think of negative thoughts. that's how it seems for me sometimes. it could be becuz i jump to conclusions a lot...or it might be jus the way i am. it's become a habbit almost.

i can cry one minute..and look back and laugh it off. but on the other hand...i can put up an act as an entertainer, but then...put on a mood that'll make pplz think i am one of the kind of pplz who r depressed 24/7. there are also many times i find my feelings so fragile and weak. even the littlest things can get me to cry. then..i can become the strongest person u have ever known with my feelings, never letting doubt and hate get to me, but still..either way i'd have a weekness.

but..it's hard to figure out what kind of person i am, unless u r some of my really close friends. there is no problem i have with expressing myself to most pplz, but it's hard to describe it all. i can be so sensative about my feelings at one point, but then become the person u ask for a shoulder when u need to get over something. there are so many things that i can feel and u wouldn't even know...or u won't even be one step close to it. if i was sad, and worried about getting anyone involved..i would try to hide it..or jus tell pplz that i'm fine. they never notice anywayz.

i can never seem to be able to stay with one mood throughout a 5 minute period. so many things start to go through my head, so i jus keep changin my feelings. but one will alwayz be the same. i can never stop caring for those around me, the pplz i care for and love. so that's why it's best..when i don't tell them too much. i would like a few pplz to cry with me and comfort me, but i don't need anyone crying for me. it will onli make me feel guilty for the tears and bad that i put them through it.

i don't know for sure what i said, but that's jus how i am...and i felt like getting that point across. i'm crazy..and pplz love that part of me..but i have other characteristics that pplz envy and wish they had....then..there are pplz who can't stand me. but i believe they have their reasons...and i can't do anything..well..not much..i can't do much to change that. so i'll stay the same, i'll stay the way i am, and be proud of it. there's no reason to hate or do anything to mess things up for urself and others. life is too short, and u onli have one. so u have to live ever day as if it were ur last...cherish it, and keep it in the bottom of ur heart. u'll never lose it, unless u give up on everything.

hmm...i jus needed to get a few things off my back. sorry if i made u guys think i'm crazy..but as one person would say.."haha u ARE crazy" so...hehe oh well. i guess i'll ttyl pplz... nighty nightz.

"The truth is difficult. But if u don't face it, you might as well stop living."
-Amon



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   hey pplz
uhm..well i jus wanted to post somethin to let u guys know i had an ok day. i kinda got mad when it was time to go to my math class becuz of Mr. Perkins, but he was jus playin around too much and the way i viewed it, he kept usin me as an "example". he asked me yesterday if i had this one sheet of homeowrk that i did so i can give someone the page number and jus the whole assignment since that person was absent, and i didn't have it..and he asked no one else. then today he did the same thing, but of course with a different assignment...i woulda had it..but i left my other math folder in my locker. and he jus uses me as an every-day-example becuz of my good grades..wait..i mean...extounding..grades..amazing..out of..ok..u get it..hehe...*wispers "better-than-ur-grades-will-ever-be grades...." :D*

Last night, me and my friend Janna decided to have a lil bit of fun. well i started it, but she joined in. on AIM, we kept warning each other, and i got her past..uhm...i remember it was higher than 70% and she got me to around 65% . so yea..i won!!! but this morning b4 class, b4 and after lunch, and after school on the way to my locker, we kept meeting each other and saying stuff like "you betta b ready for tonight!" "BRING IT ON!!!" "READY...SET...GRRRRR!!!!"..and other stuff. haha jus to make sure u guys get the rite thing, we're not mad or in a fight with each other. we're jus playin around and getting ready for another "warning game on AIM" tonight.

Tan A.K.A lilaznanimeboi, finally told me a few things that he wanted on his page, but the lil ass-wipe didn't tell me everything since he didn't read the back of this one sheet i gave him. so i guess the rest of the day i'll be online i'll be workin on his page. gosh...he's so picky :P..haha..anywayz..it's ok..i got nothing better to do. either that or listen to sad love songs and cry over it..haha..NOT!

well, i guess i'll get to workin on the page now, and doin some other stuff. i'll ttyl and oh yea..remember when i said my mom told me i wouldn't be on for a while? hehe...see..i was rite after all! well...i'm gonna get some stuff done. also..i have the final FCAT of this school year tomorrow..the NRT, the reading and math...and..that means..5 whole periods with Mr. Perkins!!! *looks around for bridge to jump off*..DAMN! >_< ! oh well...ttyl.

i wanted to say something else...but i guess i'll jus post later....if it EVER comes back to me.

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Monday, March 8, 2004


it's better in a dream than reality...
purpleeyes
Your eyes should be purple. Your a dreamer and a
fantasy lover, a true believer in your thoughts
and dreams. Your intuitive and love to write,
read, and have deep thoughts. Just make sure
you don't wind up dreaming your life away..


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