I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Sunday, January 17, 2010
So much for moving out again....
It seems like whenever I try to get my life together, things start fixing themselves then completely crash around me.
I haven't posted due to the holiday crazyness and the stress and drama that comes with parents getting divorced.
Yes, my moronic parents are finally ending 23 years of bullshit.
I don't care. I REALLY don't care. However, everyone seems to think I should. I get more degrading pity talk and "comforting" gestures than I care to have exist.
They can't make me care and I am not obligated to care so I've spent weeks as a pent up ball of nerves who really wants to punch someone in the mouth.
So, yeah, I wont be posting for awhile. Sorry. =/
Saturday, December 19, 2009
So, I just got banned from this stuck up excuse for a human's forum. Lol
They were attacking this girl for absolutely everything she did wrong, I stuck up for her and they banned me. How pathetic is that?
They couldn't even be bothered to actually talk to me about it. It was just scream and bitch, scream and bitch till "they got tired of my attitude".
Fucking pathetic, drama filled, controlling morons, I swear.
So, if the forum has "wing" in its name, run away. Trust me, you don't want to be there.
I am so tired of forums and roleplayers in general. I used to love to roleplay but everywhere I go now it's newbies that need more teaching than playing or stuck up elitists. Le sigh.
ANYWAY, I've been sick and busy this whole week. We're having Christmas on Wednesday so I have a whopping four days to get the house clean. Ugh.
I can't even remember what else I was going to post. My brain has been so frazzled and everything's just.. sasfsdfs.
I need chocolate.
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