Birthday 1991-07-11 Gender
Female Location somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England Member Since 2003-10-10 Occupation Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator Real Name Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
Achievements Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH) Anime Fan Since I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD Favorite Anime Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition! Goals to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression. Hobbies reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world Talents
myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
My name is Amaris, nice to meet you. I'll admit that I love English and hope to do something with my aptitude for it.
As you can guess, I love anime, and I borrow most of the manga from my library.
I'm a stroppy girl with a big mouth, but I'm alright, just lazy.
I have to say that I love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' and I got the complete boxset for £70, and the silver tin has a dent in it from when I dropped it *strokes box* I'm also a fan of Cowboy Bebop and Gunslinger girl, I'm more a psychological drama lover, but I won't say no to a bit of yaoi. lol
I happily introduce you to my world! ^_^
I'm crazy about Shiina Ringo at the moment, so I hope you also enjoy her music!
Friday, February 13, 2009
I can't do a thing to stop the heartbreak!
My friend likes this boy who gets on the school bus for going to different schools to have lessons, and he comes from a different school, but I also get on the bus.
She actually asked him out, but he made up some lie. Another friend has a friend in her lesson who also takes the bus and goes to the same sckool as the boy in question.
Last week on the school bus, he absolutely sussed out her personality! He accurately addressed her as a dreamer, also saying 'what does she want? Us to fall in love? Well, she just looks like that kind of person.' Direct quote that is! He sounded so mean, but I know if I were in the same situation, those words would spurt out of my mouth.
Now, my friend who likes the boy, she's all hung oup on him. She asked him out December, and he still hasn't replied. On Wednesday, she went with the girl on the school bus and asked him if he'd like to go out with her on Saturday. PLEASE REMEMBER WHAT DAY THAT IS! WHAT IS IT? VALENTINES' DAY! Does that not perfectly help him draw the conclusion that she's a dreamer and totally hooked on him? He said he'd text her back, but from the attitude, it's not likely. I mean when the girl from the same school gave him my friends' number, it was reluctantly, and she made her seem so pathetic talking about how she looks out for him, and tries to get a look of him. He really isn't interested, but he won't let it on.
Now, don't go 'just tell your friend he's not interested!' but here's the thing, my friend never listens to my sage advice! XD She doesn't ever listen to me, and that totally means that I can't say anything, and if I do, that'll mean some bug argument! We're weird also because we can't talk to each other about boys or anything personal, and while she doesn't like to think, I'm the philosopher; she thinks I'm a psychopath because I spend so much time talking of ark stuff and being depressed. Meh- it's in my physiology!
So, what should I ulitimately do? Just shut up while she waits for him to text? I don't think it's likely though. I've got a week's holiday, so I won't be seeing her sour face, but that also means I won't hear the gossip on the bus on Mond because the school I go to is closed! NOOOOOOOOO! XD Comments
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Well, I'm a bit of a fool...
I get to wear my own clothes, but I made a fashion faux pas! >.< I wore shorts, and that's alright, but I didn't want my tights to bunch, so I wore knee-high socks, but when it was windy, my skin was freezing! I had black and red stripey socks, and the lower years in my school (11 year-olds) were all in good humour, but I was not. I hate them so much!
Oh, here are the pictures of the snow from last week, but there are not any from me being outside because it was too cold. :(
You'll have to copy the URLs because I've tried, but they won't fit. :(
I feel like it, so here is an obscured picture of me! I was messing with the slow shutter speed of the camera.
I swear to God that my library system has so many mangas at the moment! It's phenomenal! My favourite mangaka at the mo is Hyouta Fujiyama 'Freefall Romance' the artwork is just so intense! Comments