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Sunday, October 17, 2004


   The Poetry Guild is now formed!

Alright! For those of you who like poetry, or write it yourself, the guild is now in action! I have a multitude of banners for those of you who wish to join... they'll be below!

I'm trying to create this group so that those who prefer to write poetry rather than draw can get more visits to their site! Poetry needs to be recognized as well. So, if you want to be a member... just ask and then you'll get a banner! Viola...

One thing though... if you're a member, try to visit the ones who write poetry often and comment on it. That is the point... to get some recognition for those who like to write, and for those who love to read!

Banners for the Guild!:










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Tuesday, October 12, 2004


Ok... something was brought to my attention...

A member by the name of fuboo, has decided to create an account on Otaku though she despises anime, and is taking it upon herself to trash it and the people who like it. As the Founder of the Dragons, I would like all members who are reading this to visit her site and leave a stern, but nice entry in her guestbook. Also, it would be great if you could send an e-mail to Adam or any of the other moderators of Otaku: James, Jblessing, etc.

Thank you!

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   A song I'm working on, comments please! (and NO stealing)

Running in circles
To escape the pain
Round and round
It seems so vain
I never knew
What I put you through
Can't you see
There's NO LIFE LEFT INSIDE ME?

Pre-chorus:
Bracing my soul for this torment deep within
I've torn out my heart to stay free from sin
Locked in a nightmare from which I feel I'll never be free
I'm broken down now, can't you hear me SCREAM!?
Never again, will I let you drag me down
I won't be the one with my face in the ground
Shattered chains, nothing holding me back
Get your ass ready!
It's an ALL OUT ATTACK!

Chorus:
I've pushed you away for hurting me this way
It all makes sense now, so I'm going to say
That all I want is for you to understand
That all this shit is from your own hands
I'm letting go cause my heart has been freed
Now that you're gone, you will never see it bleed

END (this is as far as I have gotten so far, I ran out of time the first try)

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Friday, October 8, 2004


   I just got a great idea!!!

Ok... we, the members of Otaku should form a poetry guild on this site... either like a coalition of poets and poetry lovers, or maybe bug the hell out of the people running this site to creat some kind of poetry corner for us to post them up, like how we do pics... or maybe have a poetry page, like how you can click on quiz results blah, blah, blah...

I got this idea from just seeing so many poets on this site. This is all I'll be posting on for awhile, so please comment, and if you want to pursue this idea of mine, just IM or e-mail me.

IM's:
MSN = domar2099@hotmail.com
AIM = jyuyushisanada

E-mail:
MSN = same as above
alternate = hanij@SBCglobal.net

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Tuesday, October 5, 2004


   Subject goes here... (........) And a story!!!

Tonight will most likely be my most lengthy post ever... just... cause...



For some wierd ass reason, I can't seem to get a new avatar for my site, which is really annoying me to the extremes!!! I have this one of Hakkai, that I would really like to load, but it won't work!!! It changes my text caption, but not the picture...

Tomorrow I get to go get "checked up in the head"! That's how a co-worker about as messed up as I am, put it today. I wonder what I need to say to start things off.

Me: "Hello, my name is Ryan, and I am here to see if I am crazy!"

Doc: "Nice to meet you Ryan. Please take a seat." *Doc motions Ryan to sit down*

Me: "You mean I can take it home with me? Doc, you're so nice!"

Doc: *shakes his head* "No, just sit down."

Me: *sits down and leans forward in chair with hands clasped together under chin* So?... *shrugs*

Doc: "Well, let's start by you telling me about yourself and why you are here."

*long silence*

Doc: *scratches head* "I can't help you if you don't talk to me."

Me: "I can't really waste your time if I talk to you now can I?"

Doc: *a little agitated* "It's your money! Do you even want help?"

Me: "Yes... but I have to like the person who is trying to help me. You're off to a ggrrrreeeaaatt start doc!"

Doc: *sighs* "Why are you here?"

Me: "That depends! I can't answer the meaning of life! What do you believe?"

Doc: "YOU, we're here to talk about YOU!"

Me: "What made you think that?"

Doc: "Listen! You came here to see me! Do you need help or not?"

Me: "Yep."

Doc: "Then talk to me about what you need help with!"

Me: "I was wondering if you knew how to purchase airplane tickets online?"

Doc: *buries his face in his hands* "Ryan... if there is something you need to discuss, tell me... or quit waisting my time!"

Me: "C'mon, you're getting paid! Entertain me a little! What kind of meds can you give me?"

Doc: "I can't give you any meds... not without a diagnosis. And I am not here for entertainment!"

Me: "Sure, I bet that the real reason anyone gets into psychology! To get some really great bar stories to tell! Right?"

Doc: *slams fist on desk* "Dammit! Get out of my office!"

Me: "Hey! You haven't even given me your name!"

Doc: "OUT!"

Me: "I'm here for a reason Doc... let me explain."

Doc: *gives me a angry look* "Alright! No more goofing around! What... is the problem?"

Me: *gets all serious* "You see..."

THE END, LALALALA!!! ;)



As for everything else... hmmmmm...

Here's another poem...:

Free Will

Why do you shun me, forsake me
Left with nothing but my own thoughts?
Why do you tease me, tempt me
With promises so grand and delightful?

Can't you see I will never follow?

You always warn me, scare me
So that I will choose the better path
Yet you say you love me, want me
In hopes that I will follow your demands

Why be such a hipocrit? A liar?

You say you trust me, believe me
But yet there is nothing but emptiness
Why can't you feel me, understand me?
Because you're the only one that's not a sinner?

Now I feel so dead...

Can you carry me, bury me
With everything you say is real?
Or will you rape me, kill me
For everything that I am?

You gave this to me...

Now I shun you, hate you
For everything I've gone through
Someday I will fight you, smite you
Due to this thing called free-will!

I can make it on my own...

Morbid Thought of the Day:

What is left of a guy after you've shoved a 12 gauge double-barreled shotgun, loaded with firefly rounds, up his ass and pulled the triggers...

Nice...

My Quote:

"Religion is only something based of of your own personal beliefs, never allow anyone to tell you what YOU believe"

Random Marquee:

Getting late now............................must go to bed..............................Later everyone, and don't forget to check out my anime reviews!!!!

Then it's time for all the other stuff!!! Whoo hoo!!

1st: I want to thank all of the ppl who have helped me get this site the way it is now. Especially OneWingedAngel, Demonboy and Petie!!!

2nd: I may have to put my purchase of a scanner on hold for awhile, due to a favor I chose to do for someone. I'm doing it out of the kindness of my heart, and I am glad I am able to help them. You're welcome Sennin!

3rd: So... that means, I will have lots of free time to do any requests of art anyone feels like asking for! C'MON EVERYONE!!! I THOUGHT REQUESTS WERE A BIG THING ON OTAKU!!! Don't hesitate to ask, I would be happy to draw something...

4th: Not sure if there is a fourth item... just felt like typing more gibberish here!

5th: I am now posting EPISODE 3 of my story! For those of you who haven't read the first two... I suggest you go back to my first few pages of my ARCHIVES and READ THEM!!! Kee p in mind that this episode is also INCOMPLETE!!! I will finish it when I get my ass in gear! ALSO, the title of the story is still in question, and THIS IS COPYWRIGHTED MATERIAL, don't try anything!

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Visionaries Episode 3 : Oaths

A clocked ticked loudly in a darkened room as a mass rustled around on a bed. Outside lightning struck violently everywhere as a massive lightning storm hovered over a historic looking European city nightscape. The mass continued to rustle.

“Dammit! Go away!” a man hollered in his sleep as if he was having a nightmare.

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“I’m growing tired of waiting for you to complete your task Mr. Vichna. You know just as well as everyone else in this city that I’m not a person to be pressed to my limits, and you’re doing a very fine job at that right now.” said a man in a dark trench coat with a slicked-back hairdo and a cigar. He leaned over a large, expensive looking hardwood conference table to set the cigar in an ashtray. The two men sat in a room with a window overlooking a view of Bucharest, Romania. “So, I’m giving you two more days to rid my life of this person I have asked you to assassinate, or I’m simply going to have to ask that the bloodline of the Graemirken be eliminated. You are the last? Are you not? I believe that you live the life of a heavy-machinery operator as your alter-ego, and accidents happen in that line of work all the time. Who would miss a man who has nothing to show for his life that becomes another statistic, let alone the successor to a millennium-long line of extraordinary, and merciless bounty-hunters for hire. You’re not living up to your creed.” the man picked up an envelope full of papers and handed it to a rough looking, tattoo covered man who looked to be in his mid-twenties with long, bright red hair pulled into a braided ponytail. “Two days, that’s all I’m giving you. Mess this up, and the Graemirken end here with you, understand?”

The man with red hair simply shrugged. “Sorry, I just don’t think your little ‘task’ has enough in it for me. I don’t respond to threats on my life in any way, cause I’ve had countless times that I have been threatened, and countless times that those threats have been backed up by action, and guess what? I’m still standing here before you. Don’t give me that shit, you can’t phase me. I’ll do the mission on my own time. The Graemirken may be assassins for hire, but we can be hired by anyone we choose. I think maybe, my best option is to just let this one slide. I have nothing against this girl. So, you wanna try and stop me from turning down your offer?” he finished saying as he stood up.

The man in the trench coat also stood up. “An idiot like you can’t be a descendant of the Graemirken. You turn this down, you won’t leave here alive. We’ve confiscated all your firearms.” he said as he motioned to the rest of the room. Four men in business suits with MP5’s and handguns got into a position to fire at the man across the table.

“Ha... you think that my family has gotten it’s reputation through just skill with guns? Believe me, you don’t want to continue your train of thought. Screw your little assassination request, I don’t kill women.” the man with the red hair stated as he pointed to the man in the trench coat as he smiled and scratched his face next to his right-eye, which happened to look as though it were blind.

“Enough, you die now.” the man in the trench coat said as he waved his hand and the men surrounding him began to open fire at the man with the red hair.

The man known as Komisz Vichna, simply arched his back as he kicked the conference table off of the floor to help block the spray of bullets as two knives shot out of the bottom of his boots which he caught with his hands as he finished his somersault. As the table still continued to careen from the force of his kick and block bullets for him, he turned and ran through the room to the door and exited it via a stairwell. As the door slammed shut, the table came crashing down riddled with bullet holes.

“How’d he do that?” one of the henchmen of the man in the trench coat asked as a stunned look crept across his face.

“A long, long story!” was the reply, “Now after him!”

The four men took off toward the stairwell as the man in the trench coat picked up his cigar off of the floor and walked casually behind them. Right when the first man opened the stairwell door, a glint of metal was seen as the man began to scream. Blood splattered on the open door as Komisz followed through with a stab in the man’s back after he finished disemboweling him, paralyzing his victim. Grabbing the large handgun from the man whose life he just ended, Komisz took a couple of shots at the other henchmen behind his first victim, using the body as a shield as it took five bullets. Two shots, two dead opponents. He then dropped the dead man he had gutted with the knife, turned and jumped over the guardrail of the stairs and disappeared. The last of the group of four men hesitantly walked towards the stairwell. This whole process took only a few seconds.

*********************************

The clock continued to tick as the man rolled over in his sleep again. He was now facing a coat rack with a large trench coat soaked in blood hanging from it. The man stirred once again.

*********************************

“Call for help. I know you’re not going to be able to stop him.” The man in the trench coat stated to his henchman.

As his flunkie pulled a cell-phone out of his suit pocket, the man walked over the bodies of the two men that were shot by Komisz to take a closer look at Komisz first victim. A clean cut across the bottom of the belly spilled the entrails of his subordinate, and Komisz had followed with a clean stab to the base of the victim’s spinal cord, paralyzing him as he died. However, the five bullets from his own men were what sealed the man’s fate. The man looked at the other two, a bullet in the forehead of each. He shot both my men, between the eyes while using the body of another as a shield which restricted his view completely. I’m beginning to think that he has more skill than he let’s on. The man thought to himself. He smirked, too bad he has a conscience though.

More men filed into the room from the main door. They all grouped around the man in the trench coat.

“Alright!” the man spoke up. “I want him dead. All of you, I’m sorry, are expendable as long as you kill him as well. When you have had the privilege of witnessing his last breath, bring him back to me. He has something I would like to have.”

“Yes, sir.” the group of armed men responded and filed one-by-one into the stairwell.

*********************************

“Hmmm... sounds like they’re sending....... about 50 after me. Could be entertaining.” Komisz said to himself as he loaded an assault rifle and added a grenade launcher to it. Komisz then crawled up the wall into a corner of the roof in a striking position. Any man who came out of the stairwell on his floor wouldn’t know what hit him. Komisz chuckled silently.

*********************************

The large group of men reached a landing that had access to a floor on it.

“Alright, by the book. Just like we were trained guys. Let’s bag this asshole.” one of them said as he motioned the first six through the door as others set up above and below the landing on the stairs. “We’ve got 50 men versus one guy. He’s toast.”

The first six men tossed open the door as they ran into the hallway and set up a formation. One turned around to motion the all-clear signal to the others and instead ran into Komisz, who stood a whole head taller than him. The light of the halogen bulbs reflected the metal as it flashed by the man’s face and then Komisz was gone. As the bodies of the other five fell around him, the henchman noticed an icy pain in the back of his neck. His body fell limp and collapsed to the floor.

Komisz then whipped out the pistol he took from the man he killed five floors up and his new assault rifle and ran out into the stairwell once again as the body of the man who bumped into him fell over with a knife sticking out of his neck. Komisz calmly leapt from the landing of the stairs yet again after disposing himself of all ammo in the pistol, making each one count and emptying half the clip of the rifle in the other direction. As he fell, he turned in midair and fired the grenade into the mass of men shooting at him. Komisz let himself fall as the grenade sounded the final cry of 34 of his pursuers. The explosion rocked the stairwell as Komisz stuck out his hand, caught a handrail and stopped his descent with his feet against the concrete structure the stairs were built into. He then wrapped his free hand in some electrical wire that hung from the ceiling of the stairs below him and used them to swing out of the path of the chunks of concrete, metal, and smoldering body parts that rained down from the blast he created only seconds earlier. As those objects passed his position, Komisz reset the collar on his jacket and walked down half a flight of stairs to the door. Right outside the door he calmly pressed the down button on the elevator that was next to the stairwell. He took a close look at the sign that read: “Don’t use elevator in the case of fire” and he smirked as the elevator doors opened.

“Ground floor please...” he stated to no one.

*********************************

The windows rattled as a train began to pass the apartment as the man having the nightmare balled his fists.

*********************************

“Komisz, you’re late. That’s not like you. You have a rough night?”

“You could say that. But, I’m not going into details, alright?” Komisz said as he clocked in for work and gave his co-worker a look that could kill.

“Alright, alright! Spare me, just let me know if she was good lookin’.” the man replied.

“Shut up...” was the reply.

Komisz walked over to his station in the warehouse and grabbed the keys to the crane outside. As he headed for the door to the construction site, he was stopped by his supervisor.

“Hey, Komisz. There is someone looking for you. They’re out back. They say it’s important. You may want to speak to them, it might be family related.”

Komisz simply gave him the cold-shoulder as he turned around and headed out back without saying anything to his supervisor. I don’t have family asshole, something’s wrong. He thought to himself.

Komisz walked out the door to see three men standing around an expensive looking car.

“I already know what you are here for. This isn’t the best place for you to try anything.”

One of them responded. “Who said we were here to do anything except talk?”
“That’s all we want to do. You killed our boss and paraded out of the parking lot in his trench coat last night. We won’t stand for that. Your days are numbered and are coming to an end shortly. Just cause you’re the last Graemirken doesn’t make you immortal you know.”

“Leave. Or I’ll be forced to do something I don’t want to do here.”

“To be honest, your abilities don’t scare us in the least. The strength of one can’t be absolute. You play your cards right and the smallest mouse can take out the most powerful lion.”

“Blowing smoke, cause you can’t figure out how to kill me yet?”

“Oh, we already know.” whispered a familiar voice in his ear.

Komisz turned around as a knife was thrust into his stomach. He saw the face of the man he talked to as he came into work only moments ago, but something was different. His eyes were pitch black and acted as if he were possessed as he stabbed Komisz five more times as the other three men in the alley rushed him with knives of their own. All four men seemed to have the same eyes, and as Komisz fell to the ground with more than 30 stab wounds, black wings seemed to emanate from their backs and four panther-like creatures emerged from their bodies. One of the creatures then pounced on him and the world went blood-red.

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Komisz saw a clean cut man standing in front of him. The man had obviously been talking for a few minutes, but Komisz had been paying no attention until he said something that caught his ear.

“My name is Beelzebub, Mr. Komisz Vichna. I’m offering you a second chance at life. Maybe, if you do the best you can and repent for the things you have done, you can turn your life around and won’t have to live in Purgatory, destined for Hell when you break free. Wouldn’t it be nice to know that you went through all the suffering in your life for something more worthwhile than pain and torment for the rest of eternity? You endured all that for more than the reason to just piss it all away and end up there, right? There’s supposed to be a bright future for you after you die. Not more suffering, c’mon.”

“You’re Beelzebub, the ‘Lord of Chaos and Sadness’. Why would you give a rats ass where I was headed after I die?”

“Oh, believe me that I wouldn’t mind you joining me in Hell, but the thing is... Heaven is just SO desirable isn’t it? I mean, peace, love, and happiness for all eternity? Who wouldn’t want it. I’m offering you a chance that could get you there when you finally help end this crisis that the realms of existence are in. We could use your help to be honest. You’re a very skilled fighter already. You could train others like you, the Hastat. I’d just need to bring you up to date on what you were capable of.”

“Capable of? You’re saying that I get special abilities?”

“Yes, Heaven and Hell both reward those who help them. There are many like you, around 200 or so, but the powers you receive will be unique as your soul. So... yea or nea?”

“Heh, I think I’d like another chance to kick ass.”

“Hmmm... a respectable answer, but you better think of a better one later.”

“Well, since I wasn’t listening the first time, wanna refresh me on what the hell you’re talking about?”

Beelzebub sighed, paced a little bit and snapped his fingers. “I wish telling you the stuff the first time was that easy, but no, free will is such a bitch!” Komisz thought to himself as the entire conversation Beelzebub had with him earlier played through his mind.

***************FOUR DAYS LATER***************

“Doctor! You need to get over here quickly!” a nurse hollered.

A middle-aged, nerdy-looking doctor came running to the side of the bed of the patient that the nurse was overseeing. “What? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is wrong, but...” the nurse pulled back Komisz’s sheets revealing a heavily tattooed body ,to show his stab wounds, which were now almost fully healed. She looked at the doctor in shock. The doctor returned her stare as he was also confounded to see the wounds as healed as they were.

“That’s not possible. This guy is one miracle after another. He barely makes it through the ER and now this! It’s only been four days since he came in here with 34 stab wounds. Someone really likes him.” the doctor stated expectantly. “Is he concious right now?”

“Just sleeping doctor. He said that the pain was gone this morning, but I thought he just increased his dose of morphine. This is... incredible.”

Komisz woke up then. “Yeah, and I don’t plan on being anyone’s freak show either. You don’t need to know why my body healed as fast as it did, cause I don’t know it myself.” he said as he sat up. “I think I’ll be going though. I hate hospitals.”

“We can’t let you leave Mr. Vichna.”

“Hahaha... right. I’m the patient, and I say that I’m going. Obviously, I’m fine, so...” Komisz gestured to his side as he moved to get out of the hospital bed.

“This is incredible though. There has to be a reason why your body heals so quickly. Studying you could---”

Komisz cut him off, “Save a lot of people, right?” the doctor nodded. “Screw you, I don’t care. If you don’t mind, I have things to take care of.”

“But...”

Komisz cracked his knuckles as if explaining to the doctor that if he didn’t drop the subject, he’d receive a fist sandwich. The doctor then, calmed down and backed off. The nurse stood up as well and Komisz looked in her direction. “Where are my clothes?”

“Over in the corner of the room there.” she said shyly.

“Appreciate it.” Komisz said as he walked over and grabbed a handfull of clothes and went into the adjacent bathroom to change. Slamming the door behind him.

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The door to a bar burst open violently as Komisz walked in calmly as the man guarding it slid across the floor into a pool table. Three men standing around the pool table suddenly became defensive as one let out a loud “What the fuck?” The other two pulled their handguns and pointed them at the red-haired behemoth who leisurely walked in their direction.

“I want to see Vladimir.” Komisz said calmly.

“Who are you?”

“Are you going to co-operate with me, or are you going to be stubborn like that guy?” Komisz said as he pointed to the mad he tossed through the door.

One of the other men sighed, “Why should we let you?”

“Because I want to… and he’s my friend.”

“YOU! A friend of Vladimir? No one is his friend, we’re all just his flunkies according to him.”

“Well, trust me… I am his friend. Now go get him.” Komisz stated quickly giving the man a serious look.

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A young attractive man stepped through the door into the public area of the bar. He had short black hair, but seemed to have two long hair extensions that came up out of his head like devil horns. He, like Komisz, was covered in tattoos, but he was wearing a black fish-net tank top with a large, heavy chain wrapped around his right arm. Komisz then got up from the bar stool he had torn from the floor and set near the door the man came out from, and returned it to it’s rightful place.

“Well, I don’t think I like the welcome I receive here my friend…” Komisz stated.

“Sorry about that KV, they just don’t like strangers.”

“Don’t call me KV, Vladimir. You know I don’t like it. It makes me sound cute. And cute, I am not.”

Vladimir shrugged, “What brings you here today?”

“Well, I just want you to know that I’m going to be taking care of someone that you may have a problem with. A man by the name of Kerig Monslaudt.”

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Monday, October 4, 2004


   Typing this at lunch...

I a haven't posted any poems for awhile, so I thought I'd do that:

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Gargoyle:

Breaking down from lack of feeling
Tortured within by spines of reality
Negativity is all that is left again
Borrowing time, day after day to survive

These simple things haunt my soul
Floating my humanity beyond my grasp
These wings of mine are too tattered to fly
And I feel my feet begin to form into stone

A young girl approaches me with hands held out
Holding a ball of light within her palms
As my legs take the form of the earth
A see my own ball of light escape my heart

The orb in the girls hand now larger
She skips away as if nothing was wrong
Angry now, I try to chase her, but my feet don't move
Frozen in time now, I am only a statue...

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Sunday, October 3, 2004


   Added another anime review, and the one I submitted earlier is available to read now!

Ok, I just submitted a review for my favorite anime Saiyuki and I'm hoping it will be up in awhile. The one I did for Samurai Deeper Kyo is now available to check out, so if you're interested... read it.

That's it for now I guess...

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Well... anime review #1 submitted...

Hopefully in a few days, my anime review of Samurai Deeper Kyo will be accepted. I'm not gonna tell anything about it... if interested, read it when it's available.

Other than that, I had an interesting day, boring, but interesting...

The main thing is not worth discussing on here, but the others, sure... why not?

  1. I cleaned my apartment

  2. Watched the rest of my Get Backers DVD, and the 2nd DVD of Gungrave



That's it... boring huh?

Another pic from the site I got the Akira pic from the other day, only this one is Ban Midou from Get Backers:


Morbid Thought of the Day:

VX Nerve Gas injection... think! *knocks on head*

My Quote:

I posted this one in my survey earlier, but now it'll be out here for all to see.

"Never is one bold enough to honestly look at themselves and admit they are only human"

Random Marquee:

To lazy to do this today...

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Saturday, October 2, 2004


Well, the Ghost in the Shell 2: Innocence movie held up to it's hype... I guess. I don't know how much hype it had, but I thought it was an excellent movie. It was a little hard to follow at times, due to the fact that I had only seen about 20 minutes of the first one, but at least I knew the basis of the story. So, now that I watched the second movie, I decided to buy the original. Going to watch it as soon as I post this...



Morbid Thought of the Day:

A Vampire's dream: being able to be MOSES and turn all the water in the world to blood... hehehe...

My Quote:

Sorry... don't have one today!

Random Marquee:

I really don't feel like typing anything here today.....................................honestly, I don't..................................but here I am.....typing.............................waisting your time yet again.........................................for nothing....................................and it just keeps going doesn't it?.......................................on and on and on...................................till you get so sick of it that you don't finish reading the marquee...................................almost wanting to shoot yourself.................................go ahead.....I don't blame you........................................I seem to have that effect on people(grim humor ppl) hahahaha.............................(repeat)

And here's some trivial stuff:

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)

Created by illusen and taken 2682 times on bzoink!

time started3:14 PM
full nameRyan Edward Parker
nickname(s)Kigeki Urei, spiderman, Psycho Parker
birthdayMay 2, 1983
where were you bornKansas City, Missouri
zodiac signTaurus, (Chinese) Boar
height6' 5 1/2"
weight257 lbs.
hair colornaturally Dark Blonde
eye colorthis one is wierd: During Spring and Fall: Hazel, During Winter: Blue, During Summer: Green
shoe size14
ring size13
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.)Farmers tan... lalala
blood typedunno
gradeout of school
GPAdue to not doing homework, not gonna tell
siblingsand older Half-brother, Mike, he's 32
tattoostrying to afford some
piercingsno
hobbiesthey're mentioned on here you know
favorite
colorblack, but it's not a color technically
foodsteamed dumplings
candylicorice
type of cheeseMuenster
pizza toppingChicken ranch... minus onions(local favorite)
salad dressingdon't eat salad *pukes*
sandwichA REALLY BIG HOMEMADE HAMBURGER, YUM!!!
cerealReese's Puffs
fruitPassion fruit
vegetabledon't have a fave, but I like a few
berryStrawberry
cakeCHEESECAKE... ALL HAIL CHEESECAKE!!! MWAHAHA
booktough one........................DAMMIT I CAN'T CHOOSE
movieThe Last Samurai
magazineNewtype USA
newspaper*scofs* NEWS, bunch of BS
tv showSaiyuki(anime), Angel(live action)
websiteMyOtaku(that be the reason I here all time, hehehe)
radio station98.9 the Rock in Kansas City
fontpapyrus, 12 point, normal
cartoon characteroverall: Cho Hakkai(Saiyuki), classic: Garfield
artist (painter)my half-brother, Mike
actorRobin Williams, Tom Hanks, or Mel Gibson
actressAmy Smart, and Halle Berry
cdFlaw: "Through the Eyes"
song2 of them: Flaw: "Recognize", and Avenged Sevenfold: "I Wont See You Tonight: Part 1"
music groupMetallica
music typeHeavy Metal
day of the weekSaturday
monthJanuary
seasonWinter
holidaydon't have one
shampoowhat the hell is this for?
conditionersame as above...
number13
phrase"Never is one bold enough to honestly look at themselves and admit they are only human"
storeBorders, book store for your info
weatherStorms, without rain (don't ask)
restaurantApplebee's
channeldon't have one, I don't watch TV, but if I had it, Anime Network
teacherDean Scherman, my Physics teacher from High School
weekend activityvaries
hangoutmy apartment
house colordark grey stucco... I bet you're all like... WTF?
sport to watchFootball, the American style
sport to playBasketball when I get the chance
animalPeregin Falcon
flowerSnapdragon
guy's nameVictor
girl's namePriscilla
board gameBalderdash
party gameummm... don't go to parties
story from childhoodI lost those memories
body partI can't type that here!!! ; )
have you ever
been on a trainYes
been on a planeYes
been in a car accidentYes
caused a car accidentNope
run into a wallYes
burned a potato chipNo
almost burned the house downMaybe... WANT ME TO *pulls out flamethrower*
smokedYes
been drunkYes
been highYes
broken the lawYes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes)Yes
kissed someone of the opposite sexYes
kissed someone of the same sexIf my dad counts, then yes
frenched an animalYes, last night... it was a RAT
made outYes
had cyber sexYes
gotten engagedNo
had an online relationshipYes, *angst*
been rejected by a crushYes
lovedYes
made yourself cry to get out of troubleNo
cried in publicNo
cried over a movieYes, but I stuffed it down
fallen asleep in a movie theaterMaybe when I was younger
given someone a bathNo
been to a boarding schoolNo
been home-schooledNo
lost a valuable itemYes
bungee jumpedNo
skiedNo
met the presidentNo, and if I did... OOOOOOHHHHH!!!
met a celebrityYes
gotten a cavityNo
shopped at abercrombie & fitchNEVER WILL
made a prank callYes
skipped schoolYes
faked sick to get out of schoolNo
purchased something that you knew didn't fitYes
climbed a treeYes
fallen from a treeYes
broken a boneYes
sprained anythingYes
passed outNo, but due to answer to next question... I guess
made yourself pass outYes
been to disney worldNo
been to a theme park (not disney)Yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative)Yes
made a model volcano (working model)No
made a clover leaf with your tounge*sticks tongue out* SEE!
past
what did you do yesterdayWatched an awesome movie
memory you miss the mostMost of my childhood
memory you want to forgetLots of things...
something you regretted after it was doneAlso, lots of things...
the last
song you hearddunno for sure
cd you boughtChevelle, "This Type of Thinking (Could Do Us In)"
thing you saidWHAT THE FUCK?
time you criedabout a year ago
movie seen in a theaterGhost in the Shell 2: Innocence
thing you ate3-day old pizza
person who calledMy friend Scott(a.k.a. Wulf on Otaku)
nail polish shade worndon't wear nail polish
time you showeredYesterday morning
person who complimented youMy friend Tye(a.k.a. Lady Kumori on Otaku)
at this moment
what are you listening toNothing
what are you wearingBoxers... nothing else, hehehe
what are you thinkingWhat ppl will think of previous comment
what are you scared of mostLosing everything I have, friends, family, etc.
how many people are on your buddy listOver 40... I think
future
occupationHopefully a Game Designer or Anime Writer
marriage siteSomewhere beautiful and expensive
honeymoonJapan
place to liveanywhere other than here
kids2 or 3, maybe a few more if wife wants them
carDodge Viper, no doubt about it
what are you doing tomorrowSomething... dunno what right now
do you think george bush will be reelectedUnfortunately...
will there be a wwIIIMost likely... it's human nature to cause war
will politics ever be truthfulDepends on the style of Government, and if humans will ever learn
will humanity snuff itself outEventually...
can the gov. be changedYES, definitely
friends
best friendI have two
funniestWardski (Ichiro)
silliestScott (Kitsune)
loudestWardski (Ichiro)
quietestCharlie (Tenchi), or Shannon (Sennin)
craziestTies between Eric and Wardski
calmestTye (Hitoshirenu)
skinniestScott or Charlie, not sure
best secret keeperNot gonna tell
worst secret keeperAlso not gonna tell
the one you have but don't wantdoesn't apply to me
smartestThey all are in their own ways
preppiestNone of them
peppiestWe all our slackers most of the time
most hyperScott (Kitsune)
hottestNot gonna tell
weirdestAll of them
biggest pervertEric (Ru)
most annyoingWe all have our moments
shyestShannon (Sennin)
most religiousUhhh... doesn't apply to anyone in my group, sorry...
do you believe in
heavenIn my own way
hellIn my own way
angelsWould be nice to have them around
devilHe's in all of us... it's part of humanity
godSame as the Devil, but there is something out there
buddhaHe was a man at one time
aliensYES
ghostsYES
spirit (soul)YES
soulmatesYES
reincarnationYES
love at first sightuhhh... can happen
karmaYES
love in generalYES
luckNOPE
yourselfHell no... what do you take me for? A saint? Don't make me laugh...
crush
who and when was your first crushDon't remember
any nowNot gonna tell
a celebrity crushOTEP .... I would like to see what goes on in her mind...
who do you want to be with right nowUhhhh... no one
whos number do you wantI could get it if I wanted it, so...
who do you want to kissMany girls... too many to list
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sexWhy they seem to think all guys are despicable perverts
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it beSomeone who is down to earth, no specific person
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you7 or 8 maybe
first thing noticed about the opposite sexTheir eyes... you can see into their soul with them
what do you look for personality-wiseThe ones who are distant, and cold, and are hard to crack into... I want to share their pain someday, but right now... not looking for anyone
biggest turn onA caring embrace...
biggest turn offBeing ordered around
something thay weat that turns you onLace, or silk
something they wear that turns you offAbercrombie and Fitch clothing
the most romantic thing you want to happen to youNever thought about MY wants before... *thinks*
the most romantic thing that has happened to youabsolutely nothing in romantic terms...
what do you wear on a coffee datenever done that
is it right to flirt if you're takena little, just don't go overboard
is cyber cheatingdepends on how involved you are with the person themselves
are eyes the passegeway to the soulI STATED THAT EARLIER, SO YES!!!
who would you like to take to the promno more proms for me thank you... too old
do you want to hug somebody right nowit would be nice
do you know what an aphrodisiac isYes... a sex enhancer, mwahaha!!! WAIT, was that appropriate?
describe
mellowwhy?
melancholywhy?
the perfect dateSomeone who honestly wants to get to know you
the perfect mateSomeone who honestly understands and cares
how m&m's are madewhat point is there to do that?
why manhole covers are roundsaves steel, if they were square, it would use more metal
one or the other
coke/pepsiPepsi
sprite/7-upeither
boxers/briefsboth
gold/silverSilver
vanilla/chocolateChocolate
flowers/candyboth
book/magazineBook
tv/radioRadio
glass half empty/half fullHalf empty
democrat/republicanNEITHER
colored pencils/markersColored pencils
coffee/teaTea
sun/moonMoon
day/nightNight
hot/coldCold
dog/catCat
button/zipperButton
cotton/feather pillowFeather
blue/purpleBlue
plumber/trashmanDON'T GIVE A FUCK
jeans/shortsJeans, due to my job I have to wear them every fucking day
long distance relationship/nonelong distance
mechanical/regular pencilmechanical
matt/benMatt, but why ask this?
that 70's show/simpsonsSimpsons, cause I don't watch the other
kelso/ericEric, cause he's my friend, and I've never heard of a Kelso
donna/jackieJackie
bart/lisaBart, but I like that Lisa is smart
romeo/julietThe play itself, thank you
romantic comedy/thrillerThriller, unless it is a good RC
nsync/bsbdeath to both!!!
peanut butter/jellyboth are good together
waffles/pancakeseither
letter/emaile-mail is easy, a letter is more personal, so letter
florida/californianever been to either, so how can I judge?
pizza/burgerseither
hat/visorneither
football/rugbyboth are fun
iceskating/bladingice skating, I used to play hockey a lot
movie at home/in theaterTheatre
first thing you think of when you hear
yellowspontaneous
red lipstickwomen
socksfeet
cowtippingfun
moulin rougemovie
greenlandvery big island
icelandanother island
harry pottera book series
redpassion
blackberrysomething to eat
rosesmells okay
rooster*BANG* what rooster?
taxes*BANG* pay what?
bill clintonHe did a lot of good for the country, wish others could see that
whipped creamVarsity Blues, a movie everyone
george w. bushdon't get me started
lollipopscandy
dreamswould like to remember mine
lovehahaha
guysI am one, *shudders*
south parkI KILLED KENNY!!! YOU BASTARDS!!! (yes, YOU bastards)
boy bandsburn in hell
pengiunsthey steal my sanity one at a time
girlsinteresting sort
thongskimpy clothing
deathend of suffering
spoonsThe Matrix
junk mailwhat of it?, it happens
dairymilk, yum!
pantiesgirls wear them, so what? sometimes guys too! (perverts)
your fatherhe never cared for me, fucker
pizzafood
britney spearsmany, many, many not friendly thoughts... she should be shot
vitamin*eats a crayon* deficiencies are not a good thing
are you
happyNo
sadSomewhat
religiousHAHAHA... NEVER WILL BE
bitchyAt times
crazyI've been told that, yes
messyNo doubt about it
madYes
slackerYes
nerdYes
bookwormYes
jockNo
preppyNo
selfishNo, and yes
givingYes
obsessiveWith anime, yes, other things, depends
violentNo, but don't push me
calmMost of the time
peacefulNo
mellowYes
eccentricAt times
caringYes
untrustworthyOnly if you break my trust first
loyalYES, until previous statement happens
patrioticYES, for the country itself, not the Government that runs it
pervertedAt times, but almost 100% less than most men
colorfulI wear black, precious black...
artisticYes
miscellanoues
what color is your jacketjacket?
do you shaveYes
where0.0, I'm a guy... on my chin pervert!
what color is your razorGrey and black
what size is your bedFull, extra long (because I'm a tall guy)
what color crayon would you beMaroon, like blood
what are the last four digits of you phone numberwhy would I put that on here?
feelings on abortionIt should be a choice, given the circumstances of how the pregnancy happened
how lond does it take you to showerabout 10 minutes
what does your screenname meanfigure it out
thoughts on blonde pop stars in generalseem to be less sane than most others, and they compete for popularity, even if they have to be a slut to do so
who so you trust the mostMyself
is cussing a necessity in lifeto express certain emotions, yes
how about coffeeno
is the world screwedYES YES YES, unless we all learn
what something you cant live withouta past
what time did you fall asleep2:40 in the morning
know what 69 meansYES, I'm no idiot
how about 143FUCK YOU TOO!!!
can you live without a microwaveYes
what do think about deathMany things... too much to list here
where and when do you want to be marriedYou asked this already
do you want to drop out of schoolI graduated... so fuck off
why is the sky blueNot enough time to tell you why, but I know
what is a good trait about yourselfI'm honest
what do you always think aboutMy life
what is wrong with your school...
what is right with your school...
how do you react to changeIf it is necessary, then I accept it
do you talk to yourselfA lot
what is your opinion on loveIt would be nice to have, but it is a fleeting emotion unless it is true
can you afford to lose weightI could... but I'm in no danger of health issues
what color would you dye your hairDone many colors
best thing anyones told youYou have to be yourself, no matter the circumstances
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hotDisbelief
does being psycho appeal to youI am, so it doesn't appeal to me, but it applies to me...
if you wrote a book, what would it be aboutGovernment controlling your thoughts through society and how it ultimately wastes your life till you die
what would you change your name toKigeki Urei - "The destruction of all sorrow"
longest crush lasted how longa week
tme finished4:10 PM

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Friday, October 1, 2004


   SHAWN OF THE DEAD!!! and some anime...

Well, due to lack of interest around home, I decided to go to Kansas City and see a movie. The movie I saw was in my subject, so don't make me repeat myself. All I can say is that it was absolutely HILARIOUS!!! It had all of the major things in a good movie: violence, gore(notice how those two rank first), comedy, drama, and cussing. It lacked sex, but hey, you don't need that to make a good movie. I like all the references to the original Dawn of the Dead movie as well, including the scene where a guy gets torn open while still alive and the zombies just grab handfuls of his guts and chow down... hehehe, priceless...



Now on to the anime I bought. Of course I purchased the new issue of Newtype magazine. And I also, bought the newest volume of Gungrave, volume 2 and the 1st volume of the show Getbackers!!!



As for that... my day was totally boring, and should not be mentioned for it would be a waste of your precious Otaku time...

Morbid Thought of the Day:

Need poster of scene where guy got eaten alive from SHAWN OF THE DEAD movie... hang on wall for viewing when enter apartment... (just so everyone who visits knows I'm a psychopath, hehehe)

My Quote:

"At times life is fragile, take care not to break the merchandise"

Random Marquee:

It's really late right now, don't know if I wanna put anything here right now.............................SCREW IT!!!.............................IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT MAKING INTELLIGENT USE OF YOUR TIME!!!............................there are many other things you could be doing you know.............................like cleaning my apartment for me..............................WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO?!!!...............................FUCK!!!.............................WHERE WILL I FIND SOMEONE TO DO IT NOW?.............................*starts chainsaw*.............................I'll go ask the neighbors! *grins evily*

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