Sunday, March 4, 2007

Time: 12:22 AM
Music: Give it to Me
By: Timbaland ft. Nelly Furtado, Justin Timberlake


Heyy everyone :) soo as always i cant think of what to say

hah

uhhh, i was meant to go to a competition thing tomorrow, not participate in it but to cheer on and stuff but i have no ride so i cant go, lmao

and ive gotta write a sonnet poem thing today for english, which totally sucks since i have no writing talent what-so-ever...seriously...i cant even think of what im going to write, so im basically screwed for that

the rough draft is due tomorrow and then the final is due tuesday. gosh it sucks :(

lmao i spent like hours today since i was so bored making my myspace, its pretty awesome, ive changed like EVERYTHING...and i made a myspace for a friend :D lol

dunno why im talking about myspace....lol

annd..uh...im really tired

ill visit people when i wake up today..lmao

have a good day! byee :)

oh and glad that people like my new theme and song :D
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Time: 4:40 PM
Music: White Houses
By: Vanessa Carlton


Heyy!! AMANDA GOTS A NEW THEME, if you hadnt already noticed :D

lmao so, i have music on my site for the first time in my entire life haha. its one of those new...imeem thingys that like EVERYONE seems to suddenly have now. seriously i used to be like WTF why does everyone have one, and it sorta annoys me how ill go to someones site and this music will start and interupt my own music so i get half annoyed and like race to the music player to pause it as soon as possible, hoping to get to it before it starts playing. half the time i get there, but since it always annoyed me, i always thought to myself that i will NEVER put music on my site since i dont want people to be annoyed by my site the same way i have been with others...but then as i was cruising random sites, somehow i ended up doing a whole semi lurking thing just like on myspace and got to like some persons site that i didnt even know...although it wasnt really lurking since i wasnt reading comments...i was just clicking random member names i saw, lol, and i got to this one site and it had this song and i was like HOLY CRAP THIS SONG IS GOOD

and i just absolutely had to join imeem and get this song and put it on here...for some reason it just seemed to go with the layout. BUT!! to be nice since with the way my layout is, people may not know where the music is so i put that...like...notice thing at the top of my box so that people can find my music if they want it to shut up :)

AH YES, the layout, lol since its sasuke, my absolute FAVORITE character of like all time, my bad luck of pics has arrived again. whenever its a character i love, the layouts just never seem to work, but i was really determined this time since i just got those new pics, and i love him, and the pics were cool and of older sasuke, and i love himm =3

i was very determined to actually make it work this time, sooo yea...it aint the best theme...but...heck its my first sasuke theme that ive ever actually been able to complete without getting so mad that i went back to my old theme and totally got into some annoyed evil fit...ok i got extremely frustrated with this one, but i finished for the first time ever so WOO! :D

wellll...crap i think this is too long..lmao my bad

but, tell me if the music sort of annoys you, not like i need it on, but if the majority of people dont like automatically changing music then ill take it off for you^-^ and tell me what you think of the theme! especially about the font, evil sasuke just has to take both white and black, those colours are never good together on a pic for reading font cause then you need to normally choose some colour in between or something...gosh

ok well, sorry if this was long, i dont mind if you like skipped half of it..or all of it...haha...but yea...have a good day!
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Time: 11:48 PM

YAY! i have 66 friends!!!

ive gone down soooo much!!!! =D and i still have more to delete! yayyy a lot of people are still people who havent visited me since like...december...or are people who are too new for me to let go of but still havent visited yet...so yay! 67 is still too many for me since when the people update i still get too over whelmed by it...so yea....still working on the friends thing but im finally getting there

woohoo :]

so its 9 mins away from sunday, which will probably end up being a pretty boring day as always...lol oh well, its better then school at least =]

im so excited for summer! ive already started shopping for summer clothes, ive got all my money for the next like month planned out for clothing, hah.

well, i dont have much more to say....at least not that i can remember

oooo! forest gump was on tv, just ended an hour ago. ive never been able to see that entire movie before..it was good :)

lol well yea, i think thats it :) so ill end this now...well in 4 mins when it becomes midnight but yea...lol

k well have a good sunday! byeee =)



12:00!!
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Time: 12:21 PM

Heyyyy :] sooo..uh...hmm..i dunno lol, ive got nothing

well then...so i kinda forgot to write anything for a whole half hour or more...since its now 1:00..haha..i kinda just forgot about this window..and everything..lol my bad

so..uh...hmm what to say

my friend list is getting quit small...haha but i still havent deleted that many people...a lot of the people are people that im just not sure if theyre gonna visit me or not..like some are newer people and some are people that i might have not had a chance to visit or they havent had a chance to visit me...gosh...my list is gonna be like some puny thing by the time im done, but im honestly fine with that since i suck at visiting people..i cant have some huge list cause then it overwhelmes me when i start trying to visit them and i give up half way through and then the next day i feel bad for not doing it and dont feel like visiting anyone at all and so then the next day i dont even update since i dont want people visiting me if i wont visit them and so then i end up just stopping updating completely...so ive really gotta shorten the list down a lot...lol...only people who visit me

anyone else is a gonner..lol

so yea, im starting to figure out what people arent going to visit me though since ive been back for like...2 weeks now?..3?...i dont know..lol but ill figure it out soon enough^^ i think its been 4 weeks actually...cause i started at the beginning of feb..ish..i think..i dont know

lol

well have a good rest of the weekend =] hope you enjoyed another pointless rambling post brought to you by...ME! =) ttyl!
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Friday, February 23, 2007

Time: 9:48 AM

like YAY! today is a P.A. Day =] so no school! woot

i woke up at like 6:30 this morning and it felt like summer sooo much. cause in the summer, on random days ill just wake up early like that and itll be all nice and bright and the cars outside wont be that loud since its not so busy and i can hear the birds and i just lie in bed for like 2 hours..lol and then i get up and go downstairs and wander and then go outside cause its SO NICE out and i swing on my swing for like hours...and when i woke up it felt just like one of those days...except for the snow...so the wandering and going outside didnt happen...but its a really nice day out :] and im still in a really good mood...the mood that ive been in since yesterday and i have no clue why but its awesome :D:D

lol my uncle, is planning on locking me out of my house sometime today, hes always trying to sneak attack me but i always get him instead and he came up with a plan to lock me out of the house when i dont expect it and he told my mom what he was gonna do and then i made her tell me...yea shes a terrible liar XD

and he just tried like 5 mins ago to get me to go outside to shovel the steps and i was like NO

yupp >: ) he doesnt know that i know what hes planning..bwa haha


annnd..this song has turned into a pointless rambling once again...hah...yea...uh..ill just like..go now i guess..since once again this has been a pointless pointless post...

lol i got rid of the thing that i had just ever so newly added to the bottom of this post..i didnt like it so yea..lol well bye everyone :]
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Sunday, February 18, 2007

Time: 12:34 AM
Music: Dressed for Friend Requests
By: Drop Dead, Gorgeous

HEY =]

sooo...uh..once again i have no clue what to say...hah..i always forget anything i wanted to say by the time i actually get to writing it...

hmm well..i finally deleted some of my friends =]. i got rid of the ones that havent even updated in like...2007...hah....

annnd...for some reason while i was bored earlier, i added this part that is underneath the very end of my posts, and put my...3...friends..lmao and...otaku ninjas club

lol..dont know why...it was really quite a random thing i did...

and i realized while i was looking at clubs that i had joined on here in the past, that i think that clubs have gone out of style..seriously..you never see anyone with them anymore...lol they used to be that awesome thing, and like..it was SO cool to be in a club..lmao..now i dont think anyone really cares that much...that or im blind..and im blind a lot so i wouldnt be surprised

i wanna know why people like my site so much...i still get comments even now, after ive had if for more than a month, saying how the layout and the bg and all that are SO COOL...i mean..yea i like it

but why does everyone else like it so much

please..do tell =]

hmm..i cant think of anything else to say..and i dont want to start rambling about nothing and make this freakishly long..so ill go now

bye =]...but seriously..i wanna know why people like my site...lol...
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Time: 12:06 AM
Music: Son Do Braza
By: Braza

Heyyyyyy :] soooo what to say....uhh

IM AN ALIEN

and i love it

lmao thats what my friends call me since im not like most people...cause ive never really been the type to have those insecurity issues about my looks or weight or stuff like that...those typical teen issues...lol then again some would say i probably dont worry about it since i dont need to worry about it...actually when ppl tell me how they think im pretty, i get more insecure then if someone would me mean to me and said i was ugly or something i actually get more insecure when people tell me im pretty or i have such SKINNY legs or arms or how im so lucky to be able to eat anything and not gain a pound..then i feel like if i slack off and dont do something that i normally do..then im not meeting up to what they think i am or something like that..i dunno..lately ive been half human though since minor issues with friends have been actually making me sad lately, like they never do..im normally the alien who doesnt let anything get me down..and starting yesterday i went back to my old alien self and am now a happy camper again =) i love it

lmao apparently it annoys people though, they dont like how i can be so happy and er...and i quote:

"meredith. says:
...........
meredith. says:
well not everyone is HAPPY AND NON CARING AND OH LOOK ITS A FLOWER I'LL LOVE IT FOREVER LIKEYOU ARE
manda says:
...........................................................LMFAO
manda says:
ILL LOVE IT
manda says:
HAHAHAHA
manda says:
.............................
manda says:
exactly
manda says:
thats my point
manda says:
the world is gay
manda says:
all those issues are really dumb ones
meredith. says:
...no maybe its just yu
manda says:
that why i hate being normal
manda says:
normal sucks
meredith. says:"

UNQUOTE

lmao yea..not everyone likes how i can be so happy with life, but ive been through enough in my past to learn that those things are really dumb things to worry about and only hold you back.

i wonder why im talking about this...hmm..i dunno..but its my site, my post, my life

so i can say what i want

lmao =)

i got 9 comments for my last post, my record of comments since i returned from my like...4th hiatus...haha.....yea...ive really gone down

but it doesnt matter, at least 9 people love me =3

lol

im still having issues about the whole friends list thing too...cant decide on how im gonna figure out what ones to delete......not like most people on my list would notice if i even deleted them..i guess thats why i am deleting them..cause they just have me on their list because..i dont know..they want the whole 1000000000 FRIENDS thing...gosh...thats lame too...life is lame

but ya gotta love it anyway =]...i guess....well the good points at least, the bad points can go die :]

well...i guess ive said enough =) lol

TGIF :D wait..no its saturday now..nvm...hah...


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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Time: 1:30 PM
Music: Don't Cry Out
By: Shiny Toy Guns

ITS A SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D

im sooooooooooo happy :D

im also UBER bored....

lol i wanna do something but in this weather..there isnt much that yu can do....hah..that one day we get off school, and yu cant even do anything....lol i think thats what yu would call irony..=]

sooo..i guess ill have plenty of time to visit ppl today..haha

guess ill get started on that now :D
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Sunday, February 11, 2007

Time: 3:08 PM
I'm starting to wonder if i should delete those people who havent updated since like november or june even and those people who never visit me or talk to me.........but then i think about how some of them visit me when they actually do update..or the ones that used to regularaly update and used to visit me. and also, whats the point of keeping someone who never visits you at all, from day 1 when yu first added them...is there a point in keeping them as friends? but then i think about how, is the point of having friends really to see how many people will visit and comment you? but then i finally think that, whats the point of having someone as a friend if you dont talk at all...theyre not your real friend or anything so why call them a friend and keep them on the "Friend's List"..its not like theyre atually a friend of yours really...if they were..they would visit no matter what, and visit even after i take random hiatus' and visit me even on those days when i visit like no one...whats the point of keeping those people who you have never even actaully talked to, or barely even recognize their name when you see it...is there really a point? i dont think so anymore...i think i just keep them cause im too hopeful and worry that one day we may become "friends" if i do keep them and what might have happened if i dont delete them....gosh..talk about confusing :S

SOO...In other news...im feeling very sad today..i get sad about the dumbest things...no seriously..the reason im sad is just cause im not talking to this one guy who i used to be friends with and then i talked to him yesterday and it was TOTALLY awkward and then my friend like totally added him out of no where even though she lives like....quite far away..and he talks to her more then he talks to me!! and he doesnt even know her T_T....yea....

and im REALLY not looking forward to school tomorrow...this new semester sucks completely except for gym...gym is the only thing that keeps me going now...gosh...i wish school would die

everything has seemed to seriously suck since the new semester started last monday...gosh...everything should go die....

YES i am having one of my very rare sad days :( :( :( :( and it SUCKS...it SERIOUSLY SUCKS T-T

dont worry...ill be back to my happy self in no time...not sure how soon the time will be since my new classes keep on bringing me back down...lower and lower and LOWER

GOSH

lmao..sorry about my ranting and complaining..this is a lame post...gosh...ill end it now and put yu guys out of your misery....



:(
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Time: 12:47 PM
Music: Are You the One
By: the Presets

Heyyy! how is everyone today^-^

sooo im feeling better now =) luckily...lol yesterday i still felt pretty bad but today im feeling better then...well yea..yesterday..not like..fantastic but ya know..still good...=)

lol sooo...uhh...yesterday rocked! :D lol yupyup, i was in such a GOOD mood yesterday..lmao even though i was feeling absolutely terrible when i got in school, i ended up cheering up so much that i forgot i was sick, lol.

annnd...i got new headphones for my ipod! =D lol my other ones broke like last week or something and i wasnt able to get any till now. and i can now use this really cute ipod case my friend gave me! the old headphones didnt fit into the..space thingy..lol

annnd...hmm...SO i didnt mention in my last post but a few days ago..i got REALLY bored and uploaded random wallpapers

a few i made..others i just thought were cool..............lmao ill do anything when im bored..yes even randomly upload wallpapers on myo...lol sooo go look at them if yu want..though i dont now why yu would want to sooo whatever! =)

oh and ive been loving this new feature for wallpapers where yu can fave them..lmao i have like 164 faves now or something...XD

lol k i think i made this long enough..and most of it is just poinless rambling anyways..soo..ill just go now...lol
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