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Saturday, November 3, 2007


WHAT THE FLIP!!

ive been here for OVER two years. and im STILL a measily otakuite!HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?! my friend who got her site just 2 days before mine, and was WAYYY less active than me, has less gb signings, less post comments, less everything. and shes a senior otaku. and im an otakuite.

it doesnt really bug me. it just baffles me. its like im forgotten or something. like my otaku site is insignificant. lmfao. seriously like, how? ive been here for two years and im still an otakuite. people who have only had their site for one year are passing me!

i want to know how the system of this otakuite to senor otaku to otaku legend works! im baffled by my low level. just baffled!

i really would like to know....lmfao. sorry for my rant hahaha. i just became baffled by it when i commented someone and it still said that.

Well, in other more interesting news (not really). Life is okay. I lost a friend a while ago, people were saying he liked me, i got bugged by it thinking he didnt and hoping he didnt since i dont like him. i acted awkward around him cause of it so that wierded him out majorly. so after a discussion we decided to stop talking for a while since we really didnt seem to get along good right now. i dont like to blame people, but seriously, this is the second time that people have gotten into our friendship and messed it up because they assumed good or bad things about us. i dont know why. i really dont like blaming others. i should really blame myself for letting their words get to me.

Also, im doing bad in school. haha. well im getting my grades back up again right now. Ive missed a lot of school, my chem teacher was so mad when i missed some school last week that shes not talking to me right now. lmao.

My mom wants to go on vacation in two weeks to visit our aunt. me and her are REALLY disagreeing on that because i want to stay to get my grades back up since i only have till the end of january when final exams come. but she really wants to go because we havent seen our aunt where she lives in about 4 years. shes visited us here, but we havent gone to see her.

so we're arguing about that a lot right now. i told her that she can be the one to tell my teachers about it and get an earfull when they get mad at her for trying to take me out of school when my grades are so critical.

Hmm, nothing much else to say other then that now. I can't think of anything. This weekend wasn't bad. We were off school friday, i slept over at a friends on thursday night. then came home friday, did a photography progect. Today i had swimming lessons and just came on here and wasted time. Tomorrow im gonna be packed with a lot of homework. I'll be exausted. haha.

well only 3 people have updated, man its nice having such a small friends list :) hahaha. ok well, comment if you want. I dont care really if you skipped everything i said. It was mainly just me doing a mini ranting since all my close friends who i can talk to about my troubles arent online right now so i just wanted to complain. haha. sorry ^^;

well, hope everyone had a good weekend.

darn. my mom just asked me to look up westjet. i seriously hate doing that for her when she knows i dont want to go at all. its annoying, i dont know why.

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Saturday, October 13, 2007


Hi my name is Amanda.
I'm not really into otaku a lot. So dont expect me to be on here 24/7 or comment you everyday or anything like that. I HAVE decided to stay here but i wont be too active. I'm only staying on for the people who have kept in touch with me ever since i met them and have been truly good friends to me.

If you want to get in contact with me, add me to msn or myspace. I love meeting new people and chatting with anyone. So add me if you wish :)

msn: xo_amandaa_xo@hotmail.com
myspace: my myspace


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Hey there! :) How was everyones week?

Im so glad its the weekend!! :D haha ive been anticipating it allllll week lmao. Well, my week was good :) Nothing too interesting happened that i can remember. Ive been doing my homework lately though, im quite proud. All my teachers have been going on about my lower marks, my math teacher has come to the conclusion that im an idiot. I was half insulted by that. He seriously like, makes me out to be an idiot who is going no where. Oh well, ill prove him wrong, its my own fault hes assumed that anyways so yea. lol.

Uhhhh yesterday we had an assembly, it was good :) I signed out early to miss last period class cause of a "doctors appt"

(i didnt finish my essay....) haha.

After school, i walked down to a restaurant near my house to meet up with some friends to eat there :) i LOVE their food, its sooooo good. Its like...our usual place, haha. Well i had a good time there :) I took some nice pictures of the scenery while i was waiting for them to arrive and then we took some pics together in the restaurant haha :) Other then that...nothing really happened haha.

This weekend im probably going to try and focus on homework since i have some to catch up on...problem is that i lost the question sheets i think.....soooo...yea thats not good at all.... And i might go to the mall today, i want to buy "The Perks of Being a Wallflower." im dying to read that book. Ive heard its really good. I also want to read "Sleeping Freshman Never Lie." haha so maybe ill buy them today if i can.

Well thats it! Hope everyone has a good day! ttyl :)

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Sunday, October 7, 2007


Hi my name is Amanda.
I'm not really into otaku a lot. So dont expect me to be on here 24/7 or comment you everyday or anything like that. I HAVE decided to stay here but i wont be too active. I'm only staying on for the people who have kept in touch with me ever since i met them and have been truly good friends to me.

If you want to get in contact with me, add me to msn or myspace. I love meeting new people and chatting with anyone. So add me if you wish :)

msn: xo_amandaa_xo@hotmail.com
myspace: my myspace


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HI! :)

lol, welllll uhm. How is everyones thanksgiving weekends going? Mine is pretty good. I havent done much today. On Thursday I went to a school dance. it was awesome awesome awesomeeeeee. i love it :D i might be going to another with a couple of friends at another school at the end of this month lol.

On Friday i went shopping at this huge mall to celebrate my friends birthday! :) I LOVE the stuff i got. I got one abercrombie hoodie, one hollister hoodie, a tank from ae, a tee and two necklaces from the jean machine. the two necklace are a leaf and a starfish :) i though they were pretty different so i liked them a lot. lol.

Hmm...well other then that, i got a haircut yesterday! :) i havent had it straight yet since after i got it cut i went straight to my swimming lessons and i havent done anything since then but i think that im really going to like how itll look when i straighten it :D. Once i get enough money saved up, since i have nothing right now, im going to go back and get it died two tone so that on top im dying it a darker shade of brown so it doesnt look messed when my natural summer highlights start to grow out, and then underneath im getting it died blonde. im excited, ive had my hair planned for that for like 2 months now, lol. i just havent had time to get it done. haha

Well i dont think ill be doing much today or tomorrow. My family isnt that into celebrating thanksgiving so yea. lol, well i hope everyone has a good weekend! :) ttyl.

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007


Hi my name is Amanda.
I'm not really into otaku a lot. So dont expect me to be on here 24/7 or comment you everyday or anything like that. I HAVE decided to stay here but i wont be too active. I'm only staying on for the people who have kept in touch with me ever since i met them and have been truly good friends to me.

If you want to get in contact with me, add me to msn or myspace. I love meeting new people and chatting with anyone. So add me if you wish :)

msn: xo_amandaa_xo@hotmail.com
myspace: my myspace


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So...today was good! I haven't been at school since thursday cause on friday...i actually didnt feel like going haha. And yesterday i was sick so i didnt go aha. I surprisingly didnt have much work to catch up at all. Just a test to write, thats it.

Other then that, after school was really fun :) I usually stay after school everyday for HOURS. haha just hanging out with people and everything. Today i was with my one friend and spontaneously we decided that she should move into a locker with me! hahaha it was hilarious, she just grabbed her stuff from her locker and moved into mine lol.

Hmm..other then that, the only thing there really is to talk about is that i went to a party last friday! It was for my friends birthday. It was awesome :D I met a bunch of new people and everything. It was a drinking party but I dont drink and everyone was going on about how im their hero and idle cause im so strong willed to not drink and everything, since i only know like....2 people who dont drink. It was an awesome party though, i really enjoyed it a lot :) The friend who hosted the party, i might be going out somewhere with him next week to celebrate it again just me and him since i didnt get him a present or anything and felt bad haha. So yea.

Other then that my only plans for this week are going shopping on Friday with my really good friend to celebrate her birthday that just passed. Ahh! so many birthdays! really! tomorrows is my moms even! and i dont have a present yet!!! :'( I'll have to get one before i come home from school tomorrow, hahaha. This is gonna be tough, i have NO MONEY. I'll figure something out though! :)

Ok, well. Sorry this was so long. Its mainly just cause this is my first real update since...March. haha its been so long!!! Dont worry the other wont be as long. And i dont really expect people to comment me. BUT i will ONLY comment the people who comment me. Im not going out of my way to comment people who dont keep in touch. thats not why im here at all so dont be expecting that from me.

Ok, well have a great day! :)

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Monday, October 1, 2007


Hi, my name is Amanda.
Dont bother signing my guestbook or adding me as a friend or messaging me or anything like that. I never come on here anymore so it would be quite pointless. I deleted everyone that has deleted me.

My life is pretty good. I cant complain really. It has its ups and downs just like anyone elses. Im pleased by the simple things in life. I dont judge people, not even after i get to know them. I get along with pretty much anyone. I appreciate simple tiny gestures. I dont cause any drama. ever. Its almost impossible to get me angry, seriously, go ahead and try. I laugh at just about everything. I live by yin and yang. I believe that everything in life needs balance. You cant just be one sided in anything at all.

I wont really be coming on here ever again i dont think. I have lost interest in it completely. I might just come on to see what people have said. Or to respost this post for other to notice in case someone actually does want to add me or something. Feel free to add me to myspace or msn. I love meeting new people and can usually keep a good conversation going.

msn: xo_amandaa_xo@hotmail.com
myspace: my myspace

Well, thats about it. Maybe ill talk to you all again someday sooner or later.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007


Hi, my name is Amanda.
Dont bother signing my guestbook or adding me as a friend or messaging me or anything like that. I never come on here anymore so it would be quite pointless. I deleted everyone that has deleted me.

My life is pretty good. I cant complain really. It has its ups and downs just like anyone elses. Im pleased by the simple things in life. I dont judge people, not even after i get to know them. I get along with pretty much anyone. I appreciate simple tiny gestures. I dont cause any drama. ever. Its almost impossible to get me angry, seriously, go ahead and try. I laugh at just about everything. I live by yin and yang. I believe that everything in life needs balance. You cant just be one sided in anything at all.

I wont really be coming on here ever again i dont think. I have lost interest in it completely. I might just come on to see what people have said. Or to respost this post for other to notice in case someone actually does want to add me or something. Feel free to add me to myspace or msn. I love meeting new people and can usually keep a good conversation going.

msn: xo_amandaa_xo@hotmail.com
myspace: my myspace

Well, thats about it. Maybe ill talk to you all again someday sooner or later.

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Sunday, March 25, 2007


EWWWWWWWWW

im sick T-T i had a sore throat yesterday and was hoping that a good nights rest would get rid of it but nooo i got like no sleep last night at all. i think i have a headcold or sinus congestion or something like that...maybe both...im wearing this eye mask thing thats meant to help relieve headaches and headcolds and all that stuff and it helped the headache but my throat, eyes, teeth and nose are all killing me...wah...and of course it has to happen the weekend that we start rowing..so i am going to have to do all this screaming today and ill probably end up losing my voice half way through or something

they said they wanted me with a certain boat because i have a high voice and will be able to talk over the loud people and get them to listen...not today...T-T

my eyes are burning so im not gonna write anymore..heh...i was just on here cause i was looking up home remedies that could help..i found two but i dotn have the ingredients..yes im that desperate...evil tylenol and aspirin dont work at all...

well..i dont know if i will visit anyone at all today but i promise that when im feeling better this week ill catch up and visit everyone :)

so just comment and let me know how much you love me and want me to get better k? :D aha, k well hope that everyone has had a better weekend than me^^;

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Sunday, March 18, 2007


Time: 3:41 PM
Music: none, im watching Maggie and the Ferocious Beast :)

Heyy

soo....i dont know what to write....hmm....wow im totally speachless..or..thoughtless..something...uh....

i go back to school tomorrow T-T

and omg! whats with everyone becoming senior otakus and otaku legends lately?!?! like holy crap everyone is becoming one....whats up with that. and im still a measily otakuite. someone sugested that it was gb signings or site visits but i know people who have way less than me and are legends or seniors....and theres ppl who dont update often, dont get many comments so im totally lost on what makes people change

and its not how long you have been a member either cause ive been a member longer than some people who have changed

its confusing me.....lol yea wierd things bug me. i just like knowing how things work really so it bugs me...heh ^^;

well...i really dont know what else to write....i guess ill just finish up visiting the rest of the people...and..uh..yea lol

im reeeeeally bored right now but people say that i have a really short attention span and get bored way too easily...maybe thats half the reason im wondering about the otakuite stuff..cause ive got nothing better to do

heh ok well..have a good day :)

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Saturday, March 17, 2007


Time: 11:47 PM
Music: Transatlanticism
By: Death Cab for Cutie

Lol, yes that is the song i have on my site here. im listening to it on my ipod too XD. that name is SO hard to spell. i had to look at the name to know how to spell it when i looked it up, and when i wrote it there..and like..gosh its confusing..sorta confusing to say even, lol.

SOOO....it's only been a week since i last updated but it feels like its been so much longer! >_< dunno why really, i guess cause of being off school for march break maybe...?

so um yea what to say...ill start with last friday i guess and go through my march break but not much happened so dont worry, it wont be too long =)
OK so on friday, i stayed after school for a bit with a friend, and then went to a small restaurant with some other friends later, thats it....theeen on saturday i went to see the movie Music & Lyrics with a couple of friends, it was good :) funny and everything but not exactly my kind of movie but thats just me

and then..for the rest of the week...NOTHING..lmao, i just did..sleeping stuff...and computerness..and ipodness and yea, caught up on my very missed sleep time mainly, then thursday i went shopping with some friends, the mall we went to was HUGE which made it confusing, but totally fun :D i loved it, while i was there we found a comic store and it had manga in it so i bought DNAngel vol. 3 and Fruits Basket vol. 14 and 15, they didnt have 16 :( wah...ive been wanting those books for a while though so i was happy :) and the rest i bought was just some awesome clothes. yay clothes. :)

annnd...now...its saturday..ill probably do nothing, hah. maybe something amazing will happen, but i can bet any money it wont. but be happy, that means plenty of visiting time. OH, and i updated my friends list AGAIN, now im down to like 47, its definitely smaller, i dont think i would ever want to go any bigger than this, its a lot easier visiting friends now that its so small, there was like what...20 to visit..not even..aha i just counted, 18 lol i was close XD

so i think that 47 is okay..for now at least, i would like to get it even smaller though, and get down to the people who visit me more regularly, some of them are still people who havent visited me since december so i havent really decided what exactly im going to do yet.

sorry, i think this got a little long..lol..took me 5 mins to write it :D lol i know that cause my song is 7 mins long....haha so you will still be listening to this song by the time you finish reading this probably...lol :D so you better like it

OH

i changed my theme :) and song...already mentioned the song but yea... lol tell me what you think. the bg kinda bugs me since you can see sasuke's face, and hes my FAVE character, it is a MUST that you see his face >:O goshhhhhhh obviously.... so tell me if the bg is ok, cause I LIKE sasuke's face, but maybe to the rest of you, you dont really care..aha...and the post box bg thing is something i took from an old wallpaper that i had saved, i just cut it out from the wallpaper..but then it didnt fit..so i like moved around the team 7 and shrunk the pic of naruto, sasuke and sakura and moved it over and stuff

awe crap, this is getting long >.< ok ill stop now..lol so yea..just..comment saying whatever..or something like that, i already visited everyone today..well...yesterday now..but yea..lol

ok have a good day!

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Saturday, March 10, 2007


Heyy! :)

sorry i havent updated, been busy. its march break now so i have this whole week off. so this past week was pretty busy lol no time to update >.<

soo umm...hmm...oh well uh i have been nominated in a contest for my layout...lol :D i was nominated by arlihama soo...thnx! annnd...uh...i really dont know what to say...or...do...uh...yea lol. i never thought my layouts were nomination worthy really...lol

if ppl actually vote for me ill be pretty suprised lol

umm hmm...uh....i dont know what to say..there isnt much to say at all really, lol uhh yea there really isnt...so i guess ill go

catch up on my visiting now :D

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