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Wednesday, March 9, 2005


One strange night
Post Date: Thursday 10th March

Well It's hard to define but last night I was either tired or depressed or both. I can't be sure. At first I thought I was tired, but when I had a show I thought I might be depressed. This is because I spent 20 minutes just sitting in the shower.

What was I doing in there? Well either thinking or staring at the opposite wall. When I was thinking I was thinking of Mai(Animeblue_girl). I'm not sure why but whenever I talk to her or recieve a letter from her I'm happy as can be. Nothing can change me from that. But a few days later I'm usually quite down. Now I talked to her two weeks ago on MSN and already had one of these episodes so I'm thinking this one might come back to my last poem.

I was thinking about my last poem(see below) and I came to the conclusion that while writing it I was unconciously thinking of Mai and the way she makes me feel. I did come up for a name for it - "for my only one".

Well my train of thought didn't die down while I was lying in bed. An my chest began to hurt. Right about where my heart is.

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