Birthday • 1990-08-26 Gender •
Female Location • Mushroom Kingdom Member Since • 2006-04-12 Occupation • Crew Manager at burger place, yai! Real Name • Justine... but people call me Steen
Personal
Achievements • Being a loyal Nintendo fan. I've never played anything but Nintendo consoles. If I touched a PS2 controller, my hand skin would probably melt. Sad? Perhaps. Anime Fan Since • I don't care anymore... but for as long as I can remember. My brother was a big influence. He got me into it Favorite Anime • I haven't seen an anime that I don't like. Current Favorite: Women at Work (HENTAI!) Goals • Make my comic into an anime series and eventually a video game... FOR NINTENDO!!! Hobbies • Drawing, video gaming, loving Roy and other red-haired, sword bearing guys, writing stories, creating stuff, and sleeping... doing nothing at times is good too. Talents • I am the ultimate Roy master and I know how to work a computer... *whispers to monitor* "Yeah... yeah, you like that don't you?"
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What's this, you ask
Why, it's my mask
I put it on everyday
for my feelings to hide away
so when you ask me what's wrong
I smile and tell you "nothing, I'm strong"
so you nod and then go
and I watch as I know
that I will go home alone
and revel in this weakness that I've shown
I don't know when I'll realize that this task
is too much pressure for me and my mask
I don't know how much longer I can take it
but maybe I could make it
if tomorrow you see through my ruse
and ask me to tell you the truth
I didn't do it
Point that finger at someone else
before I break it
Assume if you might
but it just wasn't me
and you, my friend, were never right.
A Kiss
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A kiss from you, to me
is more than what you think
It's not just to taste you
or feel what out toungues do
It wasn't meant to get you hot
and it doesn't mean I love you alot
A kiss from you, to me
is the truth you seek
Rose Penitentary
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A flower to defile
take advantage any time
Please love me awhile
I'd do anything to make you mine
Even if it won't last forever
At least I won't have to say I never
So, use me and abuse me
for you see, I will never be free
True Love
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As I lay alone
I pleasure my dirty mind
Quietly I moan
the fantasy I designed
His black hair, blue eyes
his firm toungue between my legs
Who cares if they're lies
to have a strong man that begs
He has his turn too
Your mind I will try to free
What you do is you
just have to imagine me
your dirty little fantasy
Little Girl
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A smile I'd kill to see and eyes of blue
Ample breasts, wide hips, soft to touch
It drives me insane all the things I can do
Kiss me, taste me, move me
to return the favor is my greatest pleasure
Open up, no need to hide because with me you're free
I'll make you feel better than you could ever measure
To hear you moan and scream my name
is ammunition for my heart
so I can fire it back to you
making you ultimately feel the same
but...
Just know as I hold your head to my pounding chest
Hoping is worse than knowing you can
Just know as you lay on the bed you just messed
That, little girl, getting you was only half my plan
Little Girl (Part 2)
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I know what you think, too good to be true
Sweaty nights AND a hand to hold
How I feel, Oh god, if only you knew
Suck me harder, I'll make it last longer
I love it when you try and resist it
my heat and efforts to make you stronger
You have to learn that I will never quit
To know, without you, I'm not the same
Crazed, needy, and a little sick
You gave me an emotion explosion
and it was you who started this wonderful game
but...
Just know as you look into my eye
True feelings are hard to beleive
Just know as we lay together to die
That, little girl, you can never leave
-Apanda's back!!!! I was so freaking lonely when she was gone!!! AND, my phone died and I couldn't ring it to find out where it was so, I got a few messages from her and I was so sad while listening. And also, it's cute how she sneaks in "I love you" quickly before she hangs up. I saved two of my favorites on my phone.... I'll let her hear them when I see her. ON MONDAY.
Some pics for her return:
Awww! I wanna ride!
Another version of the 'Panda Sneeze'
-I got my computer back but.... not. Like, I got the modem but I have no keyboard.... so it's useless to me at the moment. I'm at daddies house so this computer is what I'm using now. I alert you when I get my personal PC running again.
I am.... I seriously need one to... like survive.
Heheh... well, not for this.... well, damnit. -_-
-Um.... I've been sick over the weekend.... projectile vommiting ^_^
Hrm....... I think what I miss the most is making AMV's.... i was really getting into that, you know? MY best one is prolly the Sukisho one.... with the french song. I know you've all seen it but let's revisit ^_^
Eh... a few people like it on youtube. Cool.
More JapaCrap:
Japanese Game Show which contestants will watch a video of someone learning English. Those who laugh will be punished
Human Tetris
Trained Goldfish:
Cute Dancing Robots:
I want one ^_^
Bah..... I'm bored and ran outta things.... so long.
Um, I don'thave really anything to post about but I'm gonna anyway cuz I'm actually on a CP! Woo.
Um let's see......
I was locked out of my room today. My sister locked it and shut the door... only she was... outside the door -_- But the upside was to get it open... I had to dropkick the door. I've never done that before and I always wanted to... but I did hit my head on the linen shelf o_o
(policeman dropkick)
(animoo dropkick)
(stickman dropkick)
Ah...... yeah and for those who don't know, I got a little critter to call my own. It's a Suger Glider. Kinda like a flying squirell only... it'n not a rodent... it's a marsupial.
Got mine as a baby ^_^ like this.
Hazzzzah!
Her name is Momo.
She's cute but she doesn't like me too much -_- She likes my mum more......
And there was a... nasty thing that happened to me. So there was this abandoned garbage bag in our recycle bin (we... don't recycle) and my mum told me to get it outta there and so I picked it up... and a crap load of maggots fell out. I dropped the bag and like... screamed. It was..... uhg. Eventually I got enough nerve to go back.... they were everywhere. It was horrible and they were everywhere. Eh.......
No pics for that... gross.
Anyways........ my birfday is coming up.... um. Yeah. I want to get my haircut...that's about it.... Oh! nd I want my damn computer back..... damnit. *sigh*
I leave these up for you guys. They're pretty funny ^_^
I’m normally not the one to bitch here on the otaku but I’ve received so much fuckin crap that I can’t take it any more.
Why I’m unhappy with Michelle?
Mostly the things that she’s said to me…. And here I thought I was the world’s worst communicator:
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1) I can't remember what it feels like to love you.
...
I really can't.
2)And yeah, Apanda called Justine to come over and...stuff. And yeah...it took her like 15 minutes or so, but she came. And...I just seemed like a huge emo.
Like...when we were walking around...I just didn't talk at all.
Justine needs to learn to talk louder, becasue I CANNOT understand what she's saying unless I'm right next to her. I mean, I guess since she's not actually talking to me...she shouldn't have to worry bout it...but whatever.
I seriously don't have a problem with her...I just loose all my "being fun" properties around her I guess.
Whatever....
Amanda was EXTREMLY excited that she was gonna call her after school...so yeah...I didn't really get it but...hah.
3)Justine...I can;t say i miss her being my girlfriend too much
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And amongst other shit in written notes and stuff. Like when she cheated she was like “you should be angry at me.” And at first I wasn’t but when I was angry she turned the tables like she so often does and then said that she was pissed at me. She said shit like “Aimee’s a person too” ….. I fucking know! I never said anything negative about Aimee ever. Even when things got bad. Never dissed her in any way.
She always makes me feel like it’s my job to apologize for anything. And you know what? I usually do even when I didn’t even fucking do anything.
Not talking to each other is a two sided problem. It’s not ALL my fucking fault.
She turns everything I say into shit pretty much. Anything. It’s like she always has to be the last word. I wrote this whole paper about how I felt and sure enough it was replied to in the most fucked up way making me feel twice worse than when I started.
And, yeah, I’m expecting a huge comment or PM that’s going to do what I expect. I’ll be waiting for it. Or ignore it. I don’t give a damn.
She said I never complemented her enough. …… That’s like…. All that I did. The only one’s from her I recall was a list she made only because she said I complemented her a lot…… WHAT?!?!? That makes no sense at all.
She says she has an emotional problem. Ok, wow. The whole world has an emotional psychological problem. And so do I! I don’t recall her ever regarding my problem but she doesn‘t stop taking about hers. It’s kind of selfish, really. Demands attention but won’t give any unless it will benefit her.
She says she feels left out. That it’s like it’s me and Amanda AND THEN her. You’re not left out. Once you make the effort to actually talk to me correctly, maybe you won’t feel like that. You said that you can’t talk with me or you don’t feel comfortable talking with me? Well, I feel confident when I talk to Amanda. I don’t feel scared or nervous about what she’s going to say back to me. She’s never made me feel like shit. And that’s probably why you feel that way. That’s how I feel when you and Amanda are hanging out. I just don’t dwell on it. I don’t care that you guys hang out without me. I know it’s going to happen once and awhile so it doesn’t bug me that much.
Jesus christ……
I apologize (damnit) to everyone. This is normally what happens to me when I keep my feeling inside for too long. It explodes out. I'll prolly regret this but my brian is fried at the moment. There for, I do not care.
Ah….. Sorry.
DAMNIT! I’ll leave with a few pictures.
Left to right is Me, Aimee(in the back) Apanda and michelle on the end
This reminds me of my story sooooo much
Ah…. While I’m at it…. I want to apologize to zinke….. You know what for.
Uhn Tiss 
Shit...... that you don't need to read. 
