Thursday, July 27, 2006

Nothing has ever made me feel this way....

I just finished reading one of the best books I have ever read! Its called Go Ask Alice and is the actual dieary of an anonomous 15-17 year old girl. She battles with social ranking, grades, drugs, sex, money and the general insanity of being a teenager. At the end of the book she dies and I don't say this to spoil it for anybody because even when you read the back cover they tell you. I say it because the whole point of the book is to relay all her very real and lots of times shocking experiances and then emphasize that she is just one of the MANY who go through the same exact thing. I can honestly say I have never connected with anything so purely and on so many levels. I could identify and completly understand this girl and why she did the things she did. I understood why she hated herself and why she felt so trapt and confused. Even though its a book for "young adults" and therefor an extremly easy read I really and trully think everyone, no matter there age should read it. Go buy it or check it out at a library, seriously, when you finsh the book down to the last word of the Epiloge you'll understand what I mean and why this book has sold over 5 million copies!

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Bruises and cuts this is the way its supposed to be!

The warped tour was friggen awesome! When I get pics I'l post em so right now I'll explain. I think the casulties show was the most fun! I ripped my new jeans and scraped my knee in the pit so that was fun! I also got socked in the face by someone so my nose is a little swolloen to go along with my sunburn. It was just so much fun, I'm super sore today though but I'm definintly going next year! Anti Flag was really good too. Rise against was fun. NOFX sucked but I don't really like them, bouncing souls was good, Less Than Jake sucked they just kinda talked the entire time. Some guy came up to leandra and I and told us: "Damn, you girls can hit hard!" It was pretty cool. I was completly exahsted by the end of the night. I just can't even tell you guys how much fun I had, indicribable, really. -Laterz

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

mohawks make me tingle with pleasure!

So I'm going to the Warped Tour tomorrow! I'm so friggen excited! I've never been! Plus Vanessa likes to go in the pits to so I wont be the only one! OOOOOOOHH! I can't wait! I'm gonna have trouble sleeping tonight! I'll tell ya'll how it goes! Oh, Thats why my sites changed, to honor the tour. -Laterz

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Monday, July 17, 2006

This is Me!

I've been intendin to do thhis for a while and I finally got around to it. I decided to post a tiny little picture of me so ya'll can see what I look like! Granted it's not the best picture but it'll do! Anyway, My friend Draton came over last night and we had such a blast just cachin up! I hadn't seen him since before graduation so it was REALLY cool to see him! Oh! DemonKiss asked what had become with Tallon, well, I still really like him and it hurts but then at the same I just want to make himm happy and if just being his friend is what it takes then I guess thats what I'll do. I don't know, currently we can't even hang out or talk on the phone because he got promoted and is now my boss which super sux! Before he got promoted we hung out and almost slept together and he also asked me if when I move out I wanted to move in with him and get an apartment together. Then he said once again how we could never be together because my life revolves anime not music! Talk about mixed signals! I do know though that I'm not the only one who thinks he likes me seeing as the store managers first question for him was if we were together! I just don't know what to do about it all so i'm just trying to concentrate on getting a new job and spending time with my other friends. Actually, I'm gonna visit a couple sites and then go and play a video game!

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

New sights, new sounds, I'm free!

hey guys! Sure has been a long time since I last posted. Ah well, i'm gonna start being better about it so hopefully people will read. Lets see, I'm gonna apply for a new job. It sounds friggen awesome since it pays 13.50 an hour which is totally awesome! i'll definintly be able to move out on that! the other good thing about getting a new job is that I will no longer have to be a SEARS slave! I'm just ready to move on, well to tell you the truth I've BEEN ready, but becuase I have bills to pay I can't just leave. Yes boys and girls its fantastic being a grownup! Oh! I'm also super excited because I'm going with a bunch of friends to the warped tour! I've never been so it'll be a new experiance! Oh and Tool is coming back to play at redrocks in august and my step dad and I are gonna go to that show! He doesn't know it yet though because its a suprise for his birthday! A little bit of a downer in this happy fest is that some, well one person in my past decided to make yet again another attempt to talk to me or whatever. It's always an unpleasnt thing and has put me in a bit of a bad mood to everyone in genral for the past couple of days. nothing huge, I've just had a little less patience thats all. On a bit of a happier note I have tommorow off and I'm gonna hang out with my cousin who loves video games as much as I do and the evening with my mom just the two of us! I'm excited I don't get much family time so this'll be fun! Thats about it for now. -Later

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

"Picture yourself in a boat on a river with tangerine trees and marmalade skys"

Hey guys! Sorry its been four trillion years, I know! Well I'm super happy because I just spent $50! Why does that make me so happy? Well, I bought two things I've been searching everywhere for! THe yellow Submarine soundtrack and the Beatles anthology 3! Super Cool! I went and bought KH2 a little bit ago and I have to tell you I really like it! Its way different but I think all the changes are for the better. I'm gonna cut this short and visit some sites. -Later

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Friday, June 23, 2006

We are the champions my friend!

Hiya everybody! So I have awesome news! I beat Kingdom Hearts! FINALLY! I got everything you could find in the game as well! The last boss was sooooo friggen easy after beating sephiroth! I'm so excited! Now I can go and buy the new one! I feel so acoplished! Granted I know lots of you have already beaten it but still I'm proud! Oh! I'm also excited because I'm gonna go to another of Tallon's concerts Sunday! Fun Fun! Thats it for now. I have to get started on laundry.

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Monday, June 12, 2006

Just a quiz to help cure my boredom

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

And the rain comes down, Clense me, make me new...

Ello everyone, so the latest on Tallon and I is we talked more and he told me that he's only sexually attracted to me. The reason, because my life doesn't revolve around music. It hurt a lot and I wont lie and say that I understand because I don't. I don't think its fair of him to base it on that. He told me otherwise I was awesome. What do you say to something like that? I don't know, well, were still friends which I guess is a good thing. I've noticed he still seems to get jelouse if I show interest in another guy. He can't have both, ya know. Whatever, he doesn't know what he wants and he's gonna end up with a girl thats gonna really hurt him cause she'll want him just because he's in a band and not because of who he is. I don't want him to get hurt. Hopefully things work out for the both of us even if we aren't ever together. I don't really hurt as much as I thought I would. I think its because I'm releaved to have something concrete with him, even just a friendship. So, something really crazy happend! I went in one of my best friends works. * Her name is Lelia * While walking out with her I looked at one of the guys that worked there and he was really pretty! He's asian and has shoulder length brown wavy hair! I said Oh wow, you have REALLY pretty hair and he blushed. I Later found out ( when he randomly walked into my work and we started talking ) that we went to the same elementary school which was in a completly different city! Isn't that crazy? I couldn't belive it! I didn't remember him but he rememberd me. It was so weird, I'm really happy I commented on his hair or else I would have never known. Talk about small world! As for what was on this mag's DVD. It was: This Ugly Yet Beautiful World Elemental Gelade Genshiken This first one was REALLY good but its title is disturbingly close to the title of the novel I'm writing which is called: When all is beautiful, Can I be ugly? Anyway the story is really good and the art definintly doesn't dissapoint! I also have a sneaking suspicion that there is gonna be an awful lot of fan service in this series! This was another one that I was really impressed with. The story in this was really interesting although it felt short. Thats good though because it left me wanting more because it didn't even wrap up what happend in the episode! Also, for some reason I kept being reminded of Trigun while watching this. The last one was something I still can't decide on. It was cool because it was about the life of an Otaku but I think I'll have to watch more to decide if its something I really want.

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Thursday, June 8, 2006

Completly exposed, how else could I be?

Hey everyone! I would just like to once again thank you all for your wonderful comments. Its nice to have people comment with such insightful things to say! The picture above I thought was very fitting. I feel stripped and vulnerable and its all the way I want it. Why do I feel this way? Well yesterday I ignored Tallon all day then when it was time for him to get off I told him we needed to talk. I layed everything out, how I felt, why I felt that way, and I told him that he needed to spend at least some time with me and that he needed to stop being such an asshole. He must've appologized a hundred times and in the end things were smoothed out. Just by some of the things he said I know the way he's been acting is because he doesn't want to get hurt again. I told him I wouldn't ever hurt him but I don't think he belived me very much. I know he has feelings for me and I do think he actually does want a relationship. He's just scared. You know, I'm willing to take as much time as he needs to trust me, because I really do like him and I haven't felt these kind of feelings in a long time. I'm probably the most likely to get hurt in this because for some reason I've completly let my guard down with him, I just have to show him that its okay to do the same. I have to work the rest of the week which is kinda a drag but hey its money right? I work at one today and then tommorow I open. Bleg! A late night and then I have to open! That always sux! Oh! I got June's edition of Newtype. The episodes on the dvd, two out of the three were really good! If you haven't baught it I would if I were you! Oh yeah! Do you guys like my new background and icon? I thought it was pretty cool! -Later

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