Saturday, April 1, 2006

COOL! THIS GITS ME SO WELL!!!!!

My, my aren't we a cynic? You are incredibly pessimistic. That's okay though, so am I! You have a wicked sarcastic tongue, which means you are incredibly smart--maybe not an academic genius persay, but you have a whole hell of a lot of common sense which is what really matters. You may be incredibly sarcastic but you are actually nice and have a good heart and will do the right thing, however grudgingly. You also like to read, but it's usually books like sci-fi, fantasy, or mystery. You are also probably a gamer as well. Congrats-you got the only result which I didn't brutalize and insult! Message me to tell what ya thought! (The second pic is because I thought it was really cool... lol)

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Friday, March 31, 2006

Hey guys! Works been going really well. I'm still in training though. I don't get paid till a week after next but oh well! I'm On Sring Break wich is totally awesome!!!!!! Anyway thats about it for now. I gotta get my but to work. I'll visit you guys sites tommarow. I'm going out with Curtis and Dez later tonight. ^_^

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Hey guys! Well I got the job at SEARS! I started training yesterday. I was on the computer for five hours doing training! It was murder! My eyes hurt so bad afterword from all the reading. I'm gonna be in training for a couple more days so might as well accept the fact that my eyes are going to be so overstrained they're just gonna fall out of my head! Sorry this post was so short but I have to get to class! By the way I passed my math class with a C! Anyway, I'll try to get to your sites later. If I can't its because I didn't have time.

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Friday, March 24, 2006

Once you hit rock bottom, the only place left to go is up...

Hello everyone. How are you all? For those who read my last post, things are getting better. I'm realizing more and more that our relationship was not a healthy one. I've learned from it and I've grown a bit as well. I'm not mopeing around anymore, and I stopped crying too. i'm able to sleep without sleeping pills, and the fear that I might dream of her. I've been talking and hanging out with friends more than I have in a long time which makes me happy. My grades have also gone up because i have more time and space to focus on myself. I've felt more pain than I ever had before but I'm learning that the old saying; what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger is unbelievably true. I feel like myself again, I think I kinda got lost for a little bit. I also ( even though I'm not ready for one yet ) know more of what kind of relationship I want now. Felisha and I did everything backwards and i don't want that to happen again. It still hurts from time to time, but i'm letting go and on the whole happy. maybe happier than I've been in a long time... In other news, I'm So Mad At My Math Teacher! She decided to miss a review and midterm test day to be in a bike race! I really needed her help. Thats why I'm in here. If i can take the test at a later date say Tuesday The Monday before I can come in for help. i would ask the sub but she isn't a math sub and to tell you the truth she's kind of an idiot. ah! What is this world coming to? I got a job at Sears! Yeah I'm pretty excited! $6.50 an hour! Wooo Hooo! Before i start work I have to go get a drug test though. We have to drive all the way into another city just to go to their specified clinic and i have to do it in 48 hours. We were gonna go saterday but no the clinic isn't open saterdays! How stupid! Ah Well! At least i got a job! ^_^ -Later

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Going downhill and picking up speed...

So...lets see. My life at the moment is complete shit! Everything That I've done and invested all my feelings in for the last year have completly come undone. My now ex girlfriend of a year has decided to show her true colors. It seems as soon as she moved out of my house she became a completly different person. So, once again some one I care for has completly screwed me over. She's been sleeping around with some guy she recently met after telling me she wanted to go on a break because she couldn't handle a relationship right now. I'm learning more and more that almost everything she's ever said to me has been a lie. I guess she got what she needed out of me and when I was no longer useful decided to cast me aside for someone better. I'm soo hurt, I've never experianced this kind of pain before. I feel so betrayed. I did everything for this girl. I gave her a place to stay, my parents bought her clothes, food, and gave her a T.V. I gave her my plastation. I sacrificed my carrer choice, beleifs about having children, and my relationship with my parents for her! I gave her everything I could, and this is how I'm repayed? She also is now saying that I was the one sleeping around. No, unlike her, my love was real. Well, from this I've learned who's really willing to stick by me, I know who my real friends are. Thank you Lilia, Vanessa, Ashley, Dez, and Curtis. I don't think I would be able to make it through this without you all.

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Friday, March 10, 2006

The affection in your eyes is Sadness!!! You tend to mope around with your head down! You usually seem to have a worried look on your face, meaning you are waiting for something dreadful to happen, or it has already happened! Sometimes you wonder why you are like the way you are, and you mostly want to change how you are, but it is to difficult to erase the past! You usually like to look at out a window, and imagine yourself as those happy kids playing! ~What type of affection do your eyes hold?(Gorgeous ANIME pictures!!!)~ brought to you by Quizilla Envey. stop freaken out and like yourslef damn it!.. What Seven Deadly Sin are you? brought to you by Quizilla Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of empathy, as it seems to only work for people outside you. Your friends always turn to you when they need advice or comforting, and in some way you need to give that helpit makes you feel better in return to know that youve helped out your friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside you are really a great, intelligent person, full of compassion and love, if only people would dare take a chance and try to get through your tough shell. Never let others get you down, or change you. You are very special the way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand friends, you are just as, if not more extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of them. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt you, and will love you for ever. The kind of person who believes in true love, and soul mates. Your stone: Blue Topaz Your power: Healing. Emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you heal people with your words, your actions and presence. Youre the one that the little children are always drawn to, because they know youll never let anything hurt them. Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the normal five senses.) A quote that applies to you: "True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity." What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) brought to you by Quizilla

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

Tomarrow Felisha moves out...I'm really upset. I'm gonna be sooo sad. It's just so unfair... My parents are being all nice too like thats gonna do anything! I just...I'm so depressed.

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Hey guys! I have a lot of crazy stuff thats happend! First my parents are kicking Felisha out because I brout her, her homework when it was to late at night. She's moving out in a couple of weeks or so. I'm really sad, I'm having a really hard time dealing with this and so is she. It seems like I'm always on the brink of tears. This is why I need to hurry up and graduate and turn 18 so I can just get away from my parents! On another note Felisha paid her friend Eric to download the whole series of Wolf's Rain for me but I can't watch it because I don't have a DVD-ROM! I'm just a giant ball of sad right now and I don't think I'll be happy for a long time... -Later

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Saturday, February 18, 2006

What Inuyasha Villain Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. Me girlfriend got this one... ^-^ What Inuyasha Villain Are You? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. What's Your Cowboy Bebop Song? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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Friday, February 17, 2006

Hey guys! How are ya? I'm in psychology supposed to be looking for optical illusions. I've been mucho busy but I finally got a second to come and update! Yeah! I'll visit some sights too and maybe take some quizzes. Was everybody Valentines day good? Mine was! Felisha gave me a little tiger stuffed animal and I gave her a lion. ^_^ I'm gonna go visit some of your sites now! -Later

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