Wednesday, May 2, 2007

  

Hey everyone how's it going? I'm okay in my last period class doing nothing and watching my bf go crazy cuz ur lover came in and gave her a kiss lol *so sweet* Anyhoo sry i didn't get a chance to put the pic's up i didn't have time to do it so i'm going to try to do it tommorow if i can and sry about the u guys not seeing the post i didn't mean to put that pic up for the bg so sry again. It's so pretty! Um... yesterday i had a blast in my 3rd period class lol it wuz so funny... there wuz a writing on the desk and it said "SPNG" and we didn't know what it meant so this guy sitting at my table makes something up and it wuz nasty but funny... u can try to make something up if u can... Anyhoo my friend darkanddepressed had some beads and my friend and i were trowing it in his shirt then he wanted to throw it in my shirt and i wuz wearing a tank top so i didnt have to do anything but move my hair but he miss yay and then when i wuzn't looking he made it in. It wuz so not funny but i had fun. And we had to make paper babies. My friend had a girl and i had a boy and they where awesome cuz i put a whole bunch of eyes on them and then my other friends where making fun of there babies and OMG it wuz funny... well that's all i guess... Well there isn't really anything elas i have to remember the Gettysburg Address and i'm half way done so ya. Um... i'm going to try to get to all of ur sites or make a late comment k. Any ways that all that happened to me today i'll cya all l8terz and i hope u all have a great day today and thxz for coming byez! meghan

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Hey everyone!

Time:9:03am Hey everyone how's it going? I'm okay, i'm just in 2nd period class listening to the teacher and on the comp. um... i really don't have anything to talk about, nothing really happened lately... um... i might put some of my drawings up today... not on a scanner cuz i don't have one suxz but i'm going to put it up somehow... well i hope u all are having a nice day and sry for all the late comments, i didn't mean to but that's going to happen for awhile k so just lettin u know! And sry for not posting awhile just nothing really to say i guess... but i am looking for a new bleach pic for my bg or for my post bg but i don't know what to do so if any of u knows, just PM me k thxz! well if anything elas happens i'll be sure to write it with the pic's well that's it i'll cya all l8ter byez!

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Friday, April 27, 2007

hey everyone!

Time:8:28am Mood:happy/sad Hey everyone how's it going? I'm okay just really bored, tried, and in pain. Sry about the poem it just came up when i wuz sitting in class... this whole week has been horrible... My dad is making my life like a living hell and he wants to cuz he told me face to face. Yesterday i got yelled at & hit, then he yelled "I'M GOING TO MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING HELL"!!! ya it hurst alot... then i cryed so i could feel better by letting my pain out... i feel like crying everyday in skool at home everywhere, but i can't. But lets forget about the depressing mood... how r all of u guys? i hope ur friday is fun and exciting... um... o ya something really werid happened to me i wuz walking to art class, well look for my teacher but i wuz going back to class and one the of guys in my class wuz walking behind me and i looked back and his pants fell off(turned away quickly) i wuz like OMG what just happened. i think he wuz playing around with his boys cuz they were infront of me and the class room door laughing, so ya it wuz crazy. lol! i don't know what eles to say so i'm going to go now... i'm going to put another poem up l8terz k so if u want to read u may... i'll cya all l8terz byez! ~meghan~

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

I don't have a name yet!

Saddness is what i bring, to everyone who loves me. I bring them hate, that could kill. I don't know what to do, I try to help but it won't go through. They care & love, that's what i hear. But do they? I don't have a clue. My parents think wrong & they believe what they think. They think i cut class to do drugs, they think i'm worthless and can never change. They believe i lie about everything. They believe alot of things.... but is it true? Yes i lied, Yes i drank, Yes i bruned myself, Yes i admit i did alot of things that was wrong and dum, but they don't know why, why i did it, i just can't tell. If i do there going to be hurt and that's not right. But me, it really dosen't matter if i'm hurt. Some of the things they believe, aren't true but they believe it anyways. I don't care, is what i say. But really... i do. I space out and think of the great times i had in the past, and how much i have improved. Then i make one mistake and BOOM! it's a disaster again. Maybe there right, and i'm wrong. I don't know what to believe anymore. Everytime i believe, everything seems to go wrong. I want to die is what i scream out, but really somewhere inside me i want to live and have someone to love me and mean it. When i hear those three words, {i love you} I feel clam and happy, but then all my hate and pain that i'm holding inside me, comes out and detroys my happyness i just had. Maybe i would be better if i wasn't here at all, everyone then would be happy and woundn't be hurt. {then i'll be happy} I don't belong anywhere, not here, not heaven, & maybe not even hell. Is there a place in between? I don't know, we'll find out once i die. Will i be happy? *looks down* I don't know. I hear once you die, your happy and in peace. Is it true i'll find out soon.... P.S. sry for the depressing poem... ~meghan~

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

hey everyone!

Hey everyone how's it going? Today's my sisters B-Day! Awesome right?! ya! I'm okay i guess i just feel so heart broken like something crashed it and it's breaking more and more! but other then that i'm okay... i did read Mars which wuz really awesome! It's so romantic and i love it so much... i read 1,2,&3 i have to go to the libary and c if they have the 4th i hope they do... well yesterday wuz really nice and hot out and i went driving and went to sleep for like 3hrs. then ate and then went to sleep again... idk there's something i want but i just don't know what exactly... do u know what i mean? But other then that, that's all that has happened, i just really wish i knew what wrong with me, i HATE being this WAY! It suxz and hurts! um... well i changed my theme again i hope u like it & and the song it's awesome i think it's called cooljoke or something like that. it's FMA yay! *looks down* i'm sry i hope i'm not making u all sad... i'm trying... well i'm going now i have to get my report card booo! i think i did okay but it's whatever! well cya all and have a great day byez!!! Heres a pic lol! Hosted By theOtaku.com. ~meghan~

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

   yay O so happy!

yay everyone great news my teacher did something and unblocked the site... i'm so happy so now i can come on everyday... thxs for the ppls that helped with the proxy site thing... i thank u all... i have to give my teach a big hug lol! so how r u guys? i hope good. well i'm doing reseach right now so i can't chat but i'll make another post l8ter k byes! meghan /* www.myotaku.com/users/shishou */ iframe{display:none} Comments (3) | Permalink Friday, April 20, 2007 Stuck!!! I'm stuck in this world, in this world, that i hate. I can't seem to understand, i'm lost! I'm hopeless & weak, with no hope. I'm not good at anything, which makes me worthless to everyone. I wish for many things, that don't seem to come true. My heart is tearing into two. I feel like crying, like a hopeless child and everything then will be better, be okay. But no, nothing will change unless i change it myself. But how? What? I have no clue! I call out for help but noone can hear, hear the pain i cry... Will my life ever change? I don't know unless i live and wait.... ~meghan~ Comments (4) | Permalink Thursday, April 19, 2007 hey everyone i'm in a better mood today... alot better and thxs to all of u for caring... um... there isn't really anything to talk about, right now i'm in my frist period class learning about Quadrilateral Relationships... it's alittle boring but not hard at all and that's goood. and i want to say sry for that mood i wuz in yesterday i'm try to be in a better mood but it's hard with all the stuff that's going on in my life. but i want to thx Robert and all my other friends that commented on my site yesterday ur all very helpful. so how r u all, i hope good. um... *thinking* um... i guess that's it i have nutting elas to say so i'm going to go now so i'll cya all l8ters and i hope u all have a great day! meghan Comments (3) | Permalink Wednesday, April 18, 2007 i can't take it anymore i don't want to be here! i'm trying so hard to be happy really but i can't all the past memories are coming back and i just can't take it anymore... *cries* i'm sry... i thx u all for helping me and being there when i needed u guys. u all are awesome buddies! i thx u so much... Comments (4) | Permalink Monday, April 16, 2007 hey every one it's monday back to skool! so far i'm doing okay just alittle bored but hey what do u expect at skool... well in my classes we barely did anything but read or book work (boring). Anyhoo i'm gald i don't have to stay up with my parents anymore... i had to stay up and help my mom and dad with my sisters and it suxed! i'm hoping that my days will get better and i'll be happier. i'm really gald my spring break is over cuz it wuz horrible... but i'm trying to forget it and it hard... but that's it, i have notthing eles to talk about so i guess i go now cya! i hope u all r having the greatest day or spring break for who ever still has it... well i don't have time to check everyones site but i'll try to check them all k! and forgive me if i don't get to ur site! well bye! ~meghan~ Comments (6) | Permalink Pages (10): [ First ][ Previous ] 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 [ Next ] [ Last ]

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