Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Floating spirits

Spirits fly through the sky, full of hatered and lomesum. As they float through the air they try to find ther purpose there destiny. (O so lost they are) They wounder around, searching, waiting, ending-lessly. Until they can find what they were looking for. which they never found. ~Meghan~ They song i'm playing gose with the quiz i took today.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Why are you with him?

As i sit here, i watch someone that i love dearly get hurt in front of me. I wish that i could do something. She was hit and yelled at so many times. As i sit there, i see the tears full of blood run down her face. I cry hopelessly, cause i know i can do something but i'm weak and afraid. Afraid of the consequences that i would have to face, which are greater then hers. What can i do i ask myself so many times. Why dose this hav eto happen? Why can't everything have a happy begining and ending? Why? Why not? I hate that this is happening, happening to her, happening to us. I sit ther watch him beat her ove rand over again. As i cry hopelessly, I wonder why she dosen't leave him, he did it so many times before that i lost count. She says she loves him, but how could you love someone that dosen't care, that dosen't love, someone that hurts you physically and emotionaly. How can you? You say you'll leave him, but the next day you stay! You left him once but called him back. He lied to you and said he wouldn't do it again but i knew it was just a lie. But u fell for it anyways. I love you so, i don't want to lose you. I'm scared, I'm scared of what's going to happen to her in the future, when i'm gone, when she's alone. I hope and pray to god, that onday she'll be happy and won't have to suffer this again. It happened to her in the past and it's happening to her now. As i sit here, in the dark, i just wait.... wait until i'm stronger, wait until this nightmares ends, when it finally ends. When it's finally over and it will never return. Meghan

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Friday, June 8, 2007

summer break school over

Hey everyone today was my last day of school yay i guess i'm not really looking forward on summer break ya i'm glad that i don't have to do homework and classwork and stuff but i'm going to miss everyone u know. Anyhoo my firend karlee and i went to main street again today but it wuz boring so we went back to school and i had to do more writing for english i thought i was done but i was wrong man it suxed. O and my fav teacher she got me something today and OMG it was so nice of her to do so.... she got me an ipod yay i'm so lucky finally i get one.... but i'm not really happy about getting it cause i didn't get her anything... well over the summer i'm going to save up and buy her something and anyways i have to wait until school starts again to see her... but it was really nice of her... um... i guess that's it for now. I thank you for visiting my site and thanks for all the comments. Have a great day byez!

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Thursday, June 7, 2007

exams/fun & friends/almost done

Hey everyone it's thursday and just one more day until summer vacation yay i guess! I'm not that excited because of my dad he just being alittle NO a big A** jerk lately i've been doing alot of stuff and he just dosen't appreciate it.... but i don't want to get a depressed again so i'm just going to try to move on and so on. Anyhoo i had to take one exam today and that was English man there were alot of writing my hand still hurts. Then when that exam was done i went with my friend karlee and hanged out in main street which was alittle fun doing stuff lolz! And then it got really boring but we met up with some of my other firends and got candy and stuff to eat so it was better then notthing. Tommorow will probably be the same way but i'm going to make sure that my friends and i have a blast together until we meet again which will be when school starts again so ya. um... i guess that's it for now. Thank you for visiting and have a great day and i hope u like my new theme well g2g cya! P.S. Just to let all of you know i probably won't be on as much during summer cuz of work and stuff but i think i'm going to be on, on saturdays so i'll be checking sites then and on weekdays i'll be just checking my PM if i can. Just letting u all know... Well byez and i hope u who are out of school are having fun or somewhat of fun... well ya and i'll catch all of you guys l8ter!

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

   week/exams r over yay!

Hey every one how's it going? Well i'm just fine i'm done my final exams and i'm O so happy! Just two more days until school is finally over man it suxz and it kinda rocks at the same time i'm going to miss everyone! O and i'm sry for not checking ur sites i'm going to check them tommorow since i don't have any exams on that date and maybe early in the moring friday too... Okay lets see did i do anything fun over the week.... nope nothing at all but study and worked on my art project all nite long and that's it. O i saw Sreke the third it was awesomely funny i watched it with the whole family so it wuz fun. And sry for the spelling mistakes if i made any my head is just killing me right now, well i'm going to leave now i hope u are all having a wonderful summer break and have a great weekend. Catch ya l8terz! Thank you for visiting!!!

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Friday, June 1, 2007

Another boring day

Hey everyone how's it going? I'm doing alot better for the past 3days i've been feeling really sick getting headaches and stuff it suxed. But that's hopefuly over now. Anyhoo in like all my classes were doing absultly nothing but watching movies and it's so boring.... My God i wish i could do something better. But this is probably going to be my last post i'm really not sure cause all next week are exam week and then on the 8th say goodbye to school,teachers, and friends. *tear* I'm going to miss all my friends and some of the good times we had together, i will miss them all. But i'm going to be busy with my summer job hopefuly i'll find the one i like and with training for volleyball, ya hopefuly i'll be very busy. Um... lets see what did i do, i don't remeber what i did so i guess that's it for today. Ya the guy that i wuz talking about in my other 3 post didn't reply to my message so i can't say if he forgived me or not so that's, that. One side of me still loves him but after what he sent me i hate him but it's not my fault, o well i might as well give up cause he dosen't want anything to do with me so ya... Well thank you all for visiting and have a great day byez! P.S. There is a quiz on the bottom check it out and do it if u want.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Another boring day

Hey everyone hows it going? Nothing happened today so i'm just going to go and try to check out some site if i can i only got 10mins. if i don't get to u all today i'll come tommorow k! Well tell me about ur day and what should my new theme be? And sorry for the late post. Well thxz for stopping by and reading this boring post have a nice day byez! meghan

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Hate him/Weekend!

You know what i give up on that guy... he dosen't care nor dose he understand i hate him... he's a fucking jerk... Sry i just had to let that out! I didn't mean to start off that way i'm sry! *bows head* Hey everyone how was ur weekend and hoilday? Mine well as usual bored but my hoilday wuz awesome!!! I felt like alittle kid playing tag with my sis and bro it wuz fun then we BBQ with my dads friends at our house and they made some beer chicken i think that's what it's called, i know sound werid or gross but it's not it wuz really good. it's when u put a beer can in this metal holder and then up inside the chicken and let it cook on the grill it wuz awesome! And we had other food too it wuz all delicious. But i guess that's it and i watched a whole bunch of movies and stuff... Well that's it! Well i'm going to check out some sites and i'll talk to all of u guys l8ter byez!!! Thank you for visiting and have an awesome day!!! meghan

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

   I WISH I WASN'T BORN JUST KILL ME NOW!

Hey everyone it's saturday and it's turning out terrible... Um... he didn't forgive, he hates me and wished he never meet me. But i had no choice but i guess he dosen't care. *cries* my heart is broken into little pieces and hurts so much... After i read what he sent to me today. i don't know what to do now..... well i have to go i just might leave the O it's just so heart breaking and i can't take it... meghan

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