Saturday, October 15, 2005

   Here...i dont need this anymore...

Wh0oT Wh0oT!! Have good and bad news today! Bad news :: I need to go to my cousins...they bother me. espesically Robert. hes werid...in a bad way. hes a poser. he bothers me. Mike is really cool (sometimes) hes only a poser when my cousin jeff is around. (my cousin jeff ((who is 14 by the way)) has a crush on me...*shivers*). and Aj is awesome. hes only six. this kid is hilarious. i love him. well... im the onldest one and the only girl out of six grandchildren. and they try to make fun of me because i dont like the same things they like and i like anime and stuff. if they do that i just turn around and give them this look that gets them scared. then i just crack my nuckles and they run x]. Good news :: I just ate a cheese omlete (sp?)!! with pepper! i like pepper on almost everything x]. and i change meh theme (obviously) but this time it shall stay like this. well, at least until Halloween is over. (which is my favorite holiday) well ill get to sites later...i have to go now. bye! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

   Love?

__________________________________ i finished meh homework! i just found out that liz likes *enter persons name that i like here*...thats...cute...? dont get me wrong...*enter persons name that i like here* is really...really...REALLY...cool and good-looking (kinda smart too ^-^). and shes not bad looking herself...but *pokes fingers together* i think i have a better shot than she does. im friends with him, and hes really cool and he might like me to. (im hoping anyways) well, ive noticed that actions are his way of flirting and he's always flirting with me. (the reason i wont say his name is because people from my school might be reading this) he always invites me over his house with his other friend *enter name of his best friend here* and wants to call me and stuff... well...anyway...ill stop talking about it now, i cant keep going on, except...maybe i was wrong...she might have the bigger chance... --Hopeless fool-- _________________________________________________________________ Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Meh hair! Meh red, red hair! oh yeh...i changed meh theme too...

__________________________________ my hair!! i dyed my hair! after two weeks! its finally done! its dark red. kinda like kairi's but darker (kinda). i love it though. i really really love it! eh...anyway. more homework @.@ *is not thinking about school right now* i have tomarrow off from hell! Wh0oT!! professinal (is it professinal?) day is tomarrow. so i get to use the comp till sunday! whoo!! i have nothing to say cept i shall get to ze sites later! oh yeah...do you like meh new theme? i changed it...again :D of course its *still* pink heh...btw if anyone find the music code for dirty little secret by the all american rejects please please PLEASE let me know!! i must have it! thanks all! i can *not* wait for advent children to come out...cloud is teh smex... Rikku <3 _________________________________________________________________ Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

__________________________________ @.@ gah! i keep changing my theme...this may be the last post in a while (school). gah...im downloading the family guy movie (the stewie one) right now. it will be done in one hour and thirty minutes. so i cant wait for that. well, i dont have much to say accept i changed my theme to Rikku...(=^-^= Thats meh name... heheheh) i htink i might change my music if i can find out where to get feel good inc. ^-^ well thats all for now. I am sorry my posts are kind've short. well, later! Rikku <3 _________________________________________________________________ Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Saturday, October 8, 2005

I haven't been posting in a while because of school, so I apologize for that. Over the last few weeks, I've had a lot going on in my life-school as well in my personal life. I am jam packed with homework, which is sad so I would rather not talk about it. And I have projects all the time. I tend to get confused, and I panic over little things that wouldn't bother most people. I was depressed because my cousin has cancer and we had a benefit for him. I can't help but stress over if he's ok or not. A friend told me, "When you're depressed, everyone around you gets really worried." I felt I was alone. I though I was suffering so much, but in reality, I was only hurting my friends by ignoring them and wallowing in my own problems. I should know better. I'm such an idiot sometimes. I thought I was trying hard, but I wasn't really trying at all. So I made a point to act instead of wallow in self pity. I want to be able to say, "I tried hard, studied hard, and challenged myself in every possible way." I want to be able to yell, "I tried my best, damn it!" Now I am working hard in school, so I can believe in and be proud of myself when I say those things .It might sound easy, but it’s really difficult for me because I am very naive. But so far, so good! I also want to go to New ngland Tech. and take a hands-on course to become a nurse like my cousin Nicole. Oh yeah, and guess what? I'm dying my hair! It's probably going to look like Kairi's... Rikku <3

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

	eh well im still not done telling people about my new site. oh well. ill finish soon enough yeah? so im pretty bored. nothing interesting has been happining lately so lets leave it at that ^^

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

	eh...well this is it...my new site. i needed to make this one because no one can comment on the other one. well...im off to tell people about this site. later! Cloud is one sexy son of a bitch :D

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