Saturday, November 5, 2005

Current mood:: Bored... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Finished my book and now I'm writing one... Hoy! Well�E’m really bored right now. I’m at my dad’s house so it’s really boring. I found some website called Pimp web page [html help basically] so I finally learned how to flip my website around. Did everyone have a good Halloween [a little late right? XD]? I did. I got double candy because Walter gave me his. He has diabetes so he couldn’t eat it. Anyway�E went trick-or-treating with Jamie//Tiff//Paulina//Amber//Josh// and Water. I wanted to go play in a graveyard and so did everyone else but we didn’t have time to walk to one. So maybe next year we’ll go to a graveyard and I can jump on someone’s tombstone xD heheh�E’ll get to sites later�Eye!

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Friday, November 4, 2005

NICK MUST DIE!

Current mood:: Thoughtful... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Finished my book xD now I'm writing one... Hoy! ...I mean...I love Nick, he's one of my closest friends, but today i dislike him...I didn't want to be late for my bus today so as I was giving Walter a hug goodbye, Nick waled by with his girlfriend Kristin (which is also my friend) and he pulled me away from Walt...then later before I got on my bus he gave me a hug and i gave him the finger and told him to fuck off...I felt bad after that. so I wanted to call someone so I called Walter and apoliized for anything I did to make him pissed off. but then he told me he couldn't be mad at me and I felt better. but now I need to apologize to Nick...this should be a treat yeah? xD well...anyway...enough about me, I'll get to your sites later. bye! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Current mood:: Touched... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Born Blue Hoy well...my cousin feels better now (what a relief) so thats cool...but...i cant talk right now (in school) my teacher is haveing PMS so i gotta go but i'll be on this weekend so see ya later people!! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

This is Halloween. This is Halloween. Halloween! Halloween!

Current mood:: Depressed... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Born Blue Hoy Hey everyone. My cousin still feels pretty shanken up and who could blame him? I'm pretty depressed myself. but I'm not the one who should be scared. anyway... Halloween is Tomarrow (...it is tomarrow right? xD)! I can't wait. not sure what I'm gunna be yet. I can't wait! But I'm not so sure if I should stay out late like last year... Oh well. I will anyway =^-^= I'll get to sites later. but after that I'll e gone till next weekend. well later! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Saturday, October 29, 2005

   Eff word!!

Current mood:: Depressed... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Born Blue Yo... I'm sorry my last post was so long Dx I was so happy today becasue Walter called last night me from his friend's cell phone when he was camping...but something bad happened...my cousin lives in New York, and I just found out that...his great uncle...was murdered. Someone broke into his house, stabbed him to death, took his wife, made her empty out their bank account, then they killed her. He was only 80 and she was 73. They recently found her body in Troy. And he was killed in Albany. I was crying. I feel so bad for my cousin. He has to be scared out of his mind. He's 14 and if someone gets killed in the area where he lives he gets really scared. I hope everyone is ok. they must feel horrible. Well...I should go now. I'll get to sites later...bye... Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Friday, October 28, 2005

Current mood:: Touched... Currently Playing:: FF X-2 Currently reading:: Born Blue Hoy! This post might be a long one @.@ and its mostly about my boyfriend Walter xD well my week rocked. xD today at lunch was so funny, i was sitting with Walter and Brian and my friend Andrew (who is also my friend Graviluver2990's boyfriend)came over and gave me a hug. then he hugged Walter. Walt jumped up and said "Get the hell out of here!" and he pointed to the table where andrew was sitting. i almost fell off my chair. it was so funny. then Graviluver2990 came over and Walt was like: "your boyfriend is cheating on you with me." it took him a while before he actually realized what he said xD it was so funny. Walter Burned me five Ramstein CDs. if you dont know who Ramstein is it's a German band. Walt's favorite. there not that bad actually...i hope i dont start to act like Walter and go around screaming random German stuff at people e.e... that would be strange. I am in this anime club at school and we went for a walk in the woods on wedenesday. it was awesome until i slipped and fell in a puddle on rocks. xD it was really embarrassing. my ass still hurts a little bit xD. but Brian helped me up. i guess Walter didnt realize i slipped until he saw Brian was letting go of my hand after i got up xD. i was laughing the whole time though. there was a lake that had a tractor in it. i said i wanted to ride on it in the middle of the lake. when we had to walk back Walter carried me across the part where i fell. i was grateful. then him and sean walked me home. so it was a pretty cool week. oh yeah...i got to chapter 2 in FF-X-2 xD its not that much compared to what ive done before but oh well...ill get to sites later. buh bai Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Hoy! yup...changed it again. i've been playing FF X-2 lately. its really cool. im not even close to done yet. im still in the beginning of it @.@...anyway i cant get to sites...im in school. not i gotta go before my tacher comes back...im donw with my work but she said if she sees me on this site again shell write me up. gotta go. BYE!! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Hoy! That Halloween theme wasn’t working out for me. I got way to bored with it. x] so now im using a neko theme...the Kamineko from Azumanga Daioh. I like it. I think its really cool. I have nothing to say right now because nothing interesting happened to me over the week. Except that I walked into a few doors here and there. But that always happens to me... Random Quote of the day: "Ya know that really grinds my gears. Where exactly in the bible does it say that a man can’t fire off some knuckle children in the privacy of own neighbor’s living room when his neighbors at work because I don’t have a DVD player. Well I don’t know where it says that because the bible is way too long to read." -Peter Griffin (Family Guy) Rikku Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Hoy! I am so insanely happy right now!! I have a boyfriend! =^-^= isn’t that awesome! And hes the kid I was talking about last time. His names Walter. But enough about me. I bought the family guy movie a while ago and I have screen shots from it: "Ewwwwww! Its got spit all over it!" x] theres a lot more but I don’t wanna slow down any loading process. well that’s it for today. Tune in next week for more updates on my life! Ill get to sites later! Bye! Rikku Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   Life is but a...DrEaM...for the dead

Hoy! This might be my last post in a while people (t3h school place @.@). Anyway...shockingly my cousins didnt bother me that much. they just tried to kill me...they kept jupming on me and tried to make me fall on my face...and it worked x] i fell flat on my face. right on the ground. it was funny though. man...im already bored with this Halloween theme...gah! i wanna change it but then again i dont wanna change it...damn short attention span. well i only have an hour but ill get to sites...buh bai! Rikku <3 Deep underground, I kept digging a hole. Without knowing where it would lead. With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand, I search for your arm. Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sewing it. I was crushed by your strength. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings. See, I can flutter better than you thought. The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon. Where will it take seed and blossom? The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home. And steal my eyes away from me. Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you, I believed I could become your true hiding place. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony. See, I can flutter better than you thought. If you can’t hear me, even though I scream, I want you to destroy me with your own hands. While you can still hold me dear. Your arms that hold me back. Turn into a gentle dust. I simply stare at the sky, silently. Burned on, The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands. Sever a rift in the red stained clouds with my torn wings. Burned down, The place of our promise that will never return. See, I can flutter better than you though.

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