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Sunday, January 13, 2008


tonight was flippin awesome. my friend/cousin melanie wanted to go out and have fun, she just broke up with her boyfriend, and a dude she grew up with was in a bad car wreck where one dude died in it, not him though. and shes just had a horrible week. so we went ice skating. i did good, i didn't fall but once, and this hot dude that goes to school with me and works there helped me up, so it was pretty awesome. i think hes cool, but i don't like him in any special way. my cousin is head over heals in love with him. I love ice skating, but it makes me so sad to know i can't do it with my boyfriend. if you don't already know, he goes to school in a different state, so i don't get to see him much *sigh* but that doesn't stop me from loving him still so much and like ice skating is something i'd rather do with my boyfriend, and i kept thinking about him and geting sad. but anyways we waited for matt to get off, and he went and ate at the waffle house with us, that was awesome, we attacked his waffle and i tried to pour syrup in his coffee >_<

when we were going home, like we passed some feilds and there were deer, so i start waving at them and melanies like "Casey, your such a retard" then theres silence and shes say "I wave at them in the day time, at least then they can see me" and it was so funny too, i started singing the map song from dora the explorer REALLY LOUD because she wasn't finding my CD fast enough and i didn't have anything else to sing to. so its like 1 in the morning, i just got home and i am VERY hyper.

OHHH and i almost hit a skunk, i had to stop and let it pass in front of me, it was sooooo cute, i wanted to pet it, but i was soooooo scared it'd spray me or something. i want a pet skunk...

my feet hurt, theres a huge blister on my right one... >_<

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Saturday, January 12, 2008


BEWARE! you have angered the turtle gods!!!!

now avatar ^_^ i lurve turtles.

I'm sitting here playing with my chihuahua. i've had her since i as 8. shes now 9, and shes like my best friend. people always thing like omg, chihuahuas are evil and demon dogs, but they are mostly just protective, which makes them mean so much more. plus shes just a immature as i am, lol, shes old, and yet she still plays with me and stuff, and its just great fun, i love my doggy.

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ok so on pure urge, i decided to add another chapter to my fanfiction. if your too lazy to go back into the archives to look it up the rest, (as i would be) i'll have a link posted tomorrow where i'm going to post it on Fanfiction.com.

yeah btw, i don't spell check it, so yeah ignore those typos.

Chapter 8

Tenten didn't awaken for a while, and Neji sat frantically by her side for the next hours that passed. He couldn't imagine why Tenten would believe such things of him, had he done something to make her so distrustful? He didn't know what to say to her to make her believe him. Its not like he was going out his way to talk to Akemi, he just happened upon her when he was actually on his way to see Tenten.

He had talked to Sakura the night before, and she agreed to keep an eye on Tenten while he rested, then he'd come back to allow Sakura rest. He had awaken kind of early that morning and jumped up to get dressed. He didn't mind sitting with Tenten, he loved watching her sleep. He had been about to cross the street to come up to see her, when he spotted Akemi trying to carry a too heavy bag down the street. On instinct he offered his aid. As he was helping her carry it back to her room, he had joked with her about how puny girls were, and thats what Tenten saw, them laughing and joking.

Neji lowered his head into his heads in frustration. She'd never believe him, how could she think the worst of him so easily like that?

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Back at the INN, Hinata and Kiba was leaving, with Akamaru following behind, as always. Hinata was lost in her thoughts of the night before, oblivious to everything around her, but Kiba had his senses alert. After about an hour of them just walking around and looking, Kiba was sure that they were being fallowed. At first he had wanted to make sure he was correct, but after an hour, he was certain.

He didn't want to alarm Hinata, or ruin her good day just yet by letting her know, so he decided to ignore them a while longer, hoping that their would not be a confrontation. He wanted Shikamaru there to help him before anything took place.

Another hour passed, and still they were being fallowed. Hinata noticed half an hour ago that they were being fallowed. Mostly from the look on Kiba face told her.
She could tell he was preoccupied, and once she realized it, she began to search around for the real cause. She knew Kiba wanted her to have a good day, so she decided not to say anything just yet about it also, but not that half an hour had passed since she realized it, she didn't want to remain silent.

They soon came upon a little area, crowded with people going about their daily life. They found a bench and sat and watched the faceless people walk by. Akamaru lay at their feet watching, too.

"What do you think they want?" Hinata said softly, not bothering to look at Kiba.

Kiba glanced at her, not really shocked that she noticed, she was bound to sooner or later.

"You know that we are not welcome here."

"Yes, I know," Hinata replied, still not looking at him, but at her hands instead. "But you knew they were following, do you know what information they seek?"

"No," Kiba replied, not bothering to go into details.

Hinata glanced up at him, but he wasn't at her, but staring off at something in the distance, lost in thought.

"Is it because I am a girl that you choose not to tell me anything? Do you think I can't take care of myself?" As Hinata spoke, she became more and more angry. She couldn't believe she had spent the night with a guy who obviously had no respect for her gender. Hinata stood up in her rage and glared down at Kiba. Akamaru quickly jumped out of the way before Hinata's angry feet could accidently step on him.

Just as she was about to storm off, Kiba grabbed her around the waist and pulled her down into his lap, without saying a word he kissed her, forcefully and angrily. Hinata could do nothing but go along with it, but after a minute, she pushed Kiba away who tried to grab her hands, to subdue her, but it didn't work.

"How dare you do this to me!" Hinata
said, with fire in her eyes.

"I dare because I love you, Hinata." Kiba replied, trying to kiss her again, but when she wouldn't allow him to, he sighed, but held on to her. "Hinata, your the most wonderful girl I know. I am not trying to push you out of this because you are a girl, but in fact I know this battle will be rough, and I do not want you to get hurt."

All of Hinata's rage left her then, and shock took its place.

"I know you can take care of yourself, Hinata. You are the most determined person I know, you're so full of courage," Kiba said taking Hinata face in his hands and looking her in the eye, "but I also remember the , and I don't want to see that happen again."

Hinata tried to move her head in shame, but Kiba wouldn't allow her to. That day was so fresh in her mind, it almost seemed like yesterday, but she quickly pushed the memory back. She didn't know if she should become angry again or not, so she pushed her way out of Kiba's lap.

Kiba let her go, and sat to see what she would do. He hadn't meant to cut her so deep, but he didn't no how else to explain it to her. He watched her just stand there Her face turned down, but he could see the emotions running rapid across her face in a jumbled mixture.

Hinata decided to just get away from Kiba, she didn't want to talk to him, and didn't want to see him, so she ran. She began to run back towards the INN, bumping into to people, but not caring.

Still a few blocks away from the INN, Hinata stopped to catch her breath. She the noticed Akamaru standing right beside her, wagging his tail.

"Oh, Akamaru, you folllowed me?" Hinata said, bending down to pet him.

Hinata glanced up and around her, noticing there was no one around. That was strange, where are all the towns people. Then she spotted him. He came as calmly as can be walking towards her.

Hinata knew him as Kabuto Yakushi. Kabuto once lived in Konoha with them, but something happened, that couldn't be explained. Kabuto was now an enemy, and she knew she should probably run, but remembering her arguement with Kiba, she stood to battle.

"Hello, Hinata," Kabuto says, nearing Hinata.

Akamaru begins to growl a little, but remains at Hinata side.

"Well, I see you've taken off with Kiba's mutt. Where is he, by the way. I know you knew that I was following, and yet, he allows you to run, where you could easily be snatched up?" Kabuto glanced at Akamaru, "I guess, though, that is why he sent his mutt."

Hinata was about to comment, but then came a blur of everything around her, and then blackness.

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Friday, January 11, 2008


awww look at Hinata's little sister, Hanabi:
(shes only age 10)

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Ok i just wanted to make sure everyone knew that my boyfriend isn't some old man O_O hes only 21, i'm about to be 18. but anyways, here are the dresses i narrowed it down to kinda:

(ordered by how much i like them.)
Option 1
Option 2
Option 3
Option 4
Option 5

i could not find one dress that would cover up my back. i have 3 tattoos on my back, and i'm kinda unsure if i want them to show or not. i mean it is a school thing, and i dunno *shrugs* but i couldn't find any that would over it up, and my short hair won't do any good. i guess i'll deal with it.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008


ok so hi ^_^ many wonderful things have happened lately, or well ok none that are even really interesting to anyone but me.

today i went to the traffic court for my speeding ticket, and i got it reduced from 180 to 76(EDIT: i accidently put 46 O_O sorry) bucks and from 4 points to 2. which is good ^_^ and i finally told my mom about greg, my boyfriend. she almost freaked out when i told her his age, but i started freaking out on her and she calmed down and apologized. right now i am looking up prom dresses, not really sure if i am going or not, but at least picking one out won't hurt ^_^ i'm only going if greg will go, so yeah. i will probably post of links to dresses i picked out later.

so yeah, thats about it, hope everyone is great.

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008


lookie, i posted!

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Monday, January 7, 2008


i'm the map, i'm the map, i'm the one you wonna know when you got a place to go! I'M THE MAP!

this commericial has been brought you by Google Maps!

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Sunday, January 6, 2008


ok so i had to a annotated bibliography for class, 5 actually. And i thought one was interesting b/c i did one of the Bamboo Fun tablet, and i compared the Wacom Intuos (which i have) to it. heres my report: (by the way, i basically just copied the review already there, so you can read mine, or the one from the link *shrugs*)

Bamboo Fun Tablet
This tablet is challenging to master, but it makes drawing fun.
Original Review
Review by Christopher Null
November 29, 2007


Tablets are usually just for the serious graphic designers and digital illustrators, but Wacom is trying to changing that. They are providing more affordable tablets called Bamboo Fun Tablet.

The Bamboo Fun Tablet is about $199 for a 6 by 8 tablet, or $99 for a 4 by 6 tablet. It can sit on your desk, or even your lap. The package includes a pen, which can move your cursor around the screen, but if that is too hard for some users, it includes a wireless mouse, which you slide around on your tablet. The package also includes Adobe Photoshop Elements 5 and Corel Painter Essentials 3.

Compared to the Bamboo Fun Tablet, I own a Wacom Intuos, and that also came with Adobe and Corel Painter. The difference in the products is the resolution and pressure sensitivity. The Bamboo Fun Tablet has only half the resolution and half the pressure sensitivity that the Intuos has. The cursor becomes slightly jumpy when doing extreme detailed work unless you have a rock-steady hand. It does not detect the degree of tilt as you hold the pen, neither are the accessory pens available, so airbrushing and calligraphy won’t look as refined and natural. Though for the casual user, these limitations may not matter.

Things to remember about the Tablet are that it’s inexpensive and easy to install, but can be difficult to master and lacks sensitivity of more expensive models.

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Saturday, January 5, 2008


ok so on a different note, i may be getting a new phone next week ^_^ i hope it'll be an iphone, but it depends. i dropped my phone the other day, and the button popped off the side >_<. i just have to make do with it though until then.

anyways i really like this song:
seether - fake it

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, so follow me down

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lose your self-esteem along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite


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