Monday, November 12, 2007

if your reading this, and you know who you are, i am terribly sorry i haven't posted the request yet >_< its been two weeks after i said i would *sigh* i am just so busy and stressed so that when i do actually have spare time, i just want to be lazy. so i apologize! you just kinda gotta bear with me. so i finally chose an old hosting site that i didn't much like for my site. its also still in the contrustion stage, but your welcome to see what i have done! ^_^ --> http://composeafreak.cjb.net/ in fact there will be many more graphics and what not.

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

i need help O_O i just made a website, and i think its cool, i make it using fireworks and dreamweaver. but i don't have a hosting site, a FREE no banner hosting site! maybe someone can help me? maybe someone can give me an idea of what to site?? PLEASE!!!! i used to use the site www.pitas.com, but of course they've had sign ups turned off for like 5 years now, which sucks. oh and my slump is gone ^_^ i drew this pretty cool picture, i'll upload it later when i can actually scan it.

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so yesterday i went back to the book store and got issues 2 and 3 of After School Nightmare. and as i read the 2nd issue i kept thinking "wow, half female, half male kids and inbreeding, and just wow why am i reading this?" and then i realized the reason i was reading it is b/c i am a romantic at heart, and this is like one of the soups my mom watches. its got everything, but i think the main reason i keep is i want to see if Mashiro will really accept he's a girl and fall in love with Sou, and by the end of book 3 its looking very much like it. anyways i want to draw some pictures from it, but i am still in my slump, and it seems to be getting worse, b4 i could at least draw a head, not i can't even picture what a head should look like in my mind. >_<

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find Dear God the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again

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i am in a total artist slump, i can't draw anything, blah. all i seem to be able to think about is like my boyfriend, we are having alot of problems, or maybe i am having alot of problems, it seems he doesn't have time for a relationship >_< but both of us love each other too much to give up on it. i guess the only thing i can do is hope that things get better. but in good news i found a new anime lover fan! ^_^ its so hard to find those kinds of people around here, but she is so totally cool. though i've been friends with her for a while, i just now realized she liked anime too! which makes me happy. i read that new book, the After School Nightmare one, and its really strange, but interesting enough to make me keep wanting to read it! its about this...."person" whos upper body is male and lower body female. thats all i am giving away. and i want to read loveless 8 so bad now, it left me hanging and *sigh* i want it so bad! i am thinking about getting caught up on Her Majesty's Dog and Dazzle, but not sure yet. i just wish i wasn't in a slump with drawing. my brain just like back fired and died.

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Friday, November 9, 2007

so i decided to do something... spontaneous tonight. i kidnapped amanda! ^_^ lol well we had alot of fun, we went and saw two old friends are ours, and went to books a million. i got two manga, i got loveless 7 ^_^ and a new one that i haven't read called After School Nightmare. i haven't read them yet but i probably will tonight or in the morning. but like i'm a good girl. i do everything i am supposed to and i don't normally go out and party and stuff, i usually tell my mom like 2 weeks ahead of time b4 i go anywhere, and yet they make me feel like i am the worst daughter ever. i decided to wanted to forget everytihng, forget consequences, and just go out and have fun. we did have alot of fun, and didn't get shot! amanda made a comment on the way home that like we've all became closer (me, her, token and maybe stormy) and i think its because its our senior year, in our hearts we know everything is about to change in our lives and we just been hanging on to our last moments. its all sad growing up. getting jobs then quitting, knowing you will probably never see some of your friends from there ever again, and how like some friends at school will just drop off the face of the earth, b/c you won't talk to them again after school. i hate growing up, i just want to remain a kid *sniff* to john: i'll give amanda fables to give to you when she sees you again.

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

i'm maybe a little tired of people, i mean like during chanel one (its like after lunch) its basically a free class kinda of thing that lasts 30 minutes, but no one does anything but talk. i sit there with a kinda friend and we just listen to all these girls just talk about people. its kind of annoying, but whatever. my friend kristie made me and amanda watch theses videos on darfur (savedarfur.org) and it was so incredibily sad that it makes me want to do something for those poor people. i want to give them everything i have, but i feel so helpless, and i feel selfish. i plan on donating some money when i get my tax return checks. i am incredibily sad b/c myotaku won't post my picture, i've tried 2 times and it won't work so i am putting it into my featured quiz result. its down there *points down* hard to miss...

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

so hi, its still kinda early in the morning, i don't even have to be awake yet, don't you hate that? i mean waking uo before you even have to? anyways i wanted to tell about this weird thing that happened to me last night, i was dreaming about something, i don't remember what, and then the person in my dream started mooing. yes, mooing like a cow. it was so strange, but then i woke up and there was a cow outside my window doing it... yep thats right folks, i'm a country girl, but not for too much longer i hope, me and my friend are moving to columbia soon ^_^ WOOT! i know it doesn't sound like much, but i feel like i am finally growing up, i have my whole life planned out and its kinda frightening. >_< this is why i am dragging amanda with me, if she panics, i'll stay calm, and if i panic, hopefully she'll stay calm. this is my plan.

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

ok so today was very... uneventful. but anyways I WON SESSHOMARU22212'S CONTEST!!! ok well i won best coloring, but its all gravy. i was really shocked b/c i thought it was like one of the worst pictures i'd ever colored before. so i have a few fan manga pictures i want to submit, but i have to get them scanned. i actually have something i want to submit, i hope no one gets mad at me, i just have to run out to my car and get my camera. ^_^ so look for some pictures a little later!

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Monday, November 5, 2007

bleh, i ended up going to a friends house and we watched tenacious d, the pick of destiny then decided to walk... we are on a diet.... I WALKED 6 FRICKIN MILES!!! my legs and feet are killing me, if i didn't lose at least 10 pounds today i am going to give up on a diet and start a new one: "To see how fat i can get before i die"

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