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Wednesday, January 5, 2005


   Princess
The whole guy thing is just weird for me. I've just been chasing guys for way too long and now, my friend finally knocked some sense into me about it. My little lecture about being the princess and letting them come to me:

thats how you have to view it. until youre content enough to be only Abba's little princess, youll never be ready to be anyone elses. take it from someone who knows

Ah, Laura is such a wonderful gal. Anyway, so, I've got at least 13 or so people coming to this shin dig party of mine...it's gonna be sweet. I can't wait for Saturday to come around the corner!

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Tuesday, January 4, 2005


   Hi all...
Ok, I have absolutely nothing to talk about. It's the New Year and I have nada...zip...zilch to talk about! Ack...I'm going to pull my hair out. Ugh...ok, well, this Saturday I'm celebrating my half-birthday since I'm always gone whenever my real birthday comes around. I have this thing I do in the summer...so, yeah. Um, as far as the second half of the junior year is going, it's kinda boring...because I haven't had any real classes yet. I do science and math at home - being homeschooled and all - and I have a class on Thursday mornings which I'm gone at for any number of hours...4 usually, sometimes 6, and one time, almost 9.

It's annoying sometimes because we have art days and I can't do squat with art. I'd fail it in real school. At least my teacher is lenient.

I am not an artistic child unless it's modern or abstract...(lol). Anyway, and besides that, I'm going to plan a band meeting eventually. Yep, I finally got band members to do everything so...I'm very excited. Until later, everybody! Have a fun blasted week!!!

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Saturday, January 1, 2005


   So, I'm back now...
All right, now that that really long (only a week) trip is over and I have my DSL, I can start visiting people's sites again! Woooo! Thank you all so much for keeping up with my site and yeah...for supporting me. I really appreciate it and I hope to return the favor.

We got back last night, and all I wanted to do was go to bed, but noooo, the neighbors had to launch off firecrackers and fireworks. Stupid people...

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004


   Ok, I lied...
Sorry about that last post. I'm really gonna be here 'til tomorrow morning and then we're leaving. But I do solemnly swear to come by everyone's sites when I get home as long as you do the same for me. Happy Early New Year's! *hugs*

Yeah, I know I'm a loser.

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004


   Woooo...
This will be my last post before I get home. We're leaving tomorrow (I think that's right...hey, I'm in a different timezone and I have to remember what day it is...). So, don't think I've forgotten you guys...it's just that my grandma has dial-up and it takes forever to load the webpages and stuff...I do promise to go to all of your sites though when I get home!! ^_^ Thank you for being sooo loyal to me though and stopping by and commenting. I really appreciate it. *hugs to all*

~*HeartOfSword*~

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Sunday, December 26, 2004


   Christmas presents...and no, I'm not late.
Hah! Since I'm in North Dakota, the time that I am posting this says 11:43 pm, December 25th, so don't chew me out about missing the post what you got on Christmas Day thingy...I'm in a different timezone! Ha ha ha! Anyway, here's a rundown of what I got:

$60 (I think I added it up right - from aunty, other aunty, and uncle)
A certificate for a free CD to BMGMusic (from the aunty that I'm like...we're both brats)
3 pairs of socks (courtesy of mummy since I never ever wear them)
Pair of gloves (from Ethan)
Fluffy black scarf to go with the gloves (from Trevor)
Hair blow dryer...lol (from my two brothers - Trev and Ethan)
A handmade watch that has black swarovski crystals, big metal beads, and a dragon charm on it (from mum - her student's daughter makes 'em; btw, the student is in her 70's or 80's, so don't go thinking weird); it's a really cool watch too! it's like gothicy looking...*grins*
A candle holder that's got a butterfly spiral thingy on it (really pretty!!!)
A shirt (from my mummy and pa pa that's Calvin Klein and it's got a washed out print on the front and it's made out of really soft stuff)
Bath and Body Works stuff - skin cleanser, bath gel, and body spritz that's lime coconut scented (I think that's right - mummy again)
Some candy - what would Christmas be like without candy?
A radio drama series (from my aunty and her family - the one that's a brat like me ^_^)
And, a dragon calendar from my mummy and pa pa (it's soooo pretty!!!)
Back home, mom forgot to tell us that Gram got us season passes to King's Island and a year's membership to the Cincinnati Museum. Yeah, I'm from Cincy, OH and proud of it...

This cold up here is driving me nuts! And, Indiana needs to learn to take care of their roads better. We were on the highway driving through snow...it was soooo wrong.

Yeah, we went through Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, Wisconsin (stayed at a motel there - same one every time too!), Minnesota, and are now in North Dakota. It's so wonderful to be here.

And, I was walking around like a freak the whole time in 10 degree weather with just a short-sleeved shirt on and long khaki green pants. I'm such a loser.

I know...tee hee...so that's that. I'm getting closer to getting that electric guitar I've been wanting for so long. This has been a great Christmas. And yes, my mummy loved the gift I got her. Woooo...Blaise wins.

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004


   DO IT!
Join Beyblader in the 1st annual Christmas Present Shoutout! On Christmas day, list off your presents for your fellow Otakus to see. Please copy and paste this into your next post to help spread the word to every Otaku!

Fin...

If you don't, I'm personally gonna steal your sockies!

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   I found out you can cry with contacts.
Ok, so my friend had his birthday yesterday and his two really off the wall friends decided to buy him 62 2 liters of mountain dew (the new black stuff) at 79 cents a bottle and that's like...$48.98, but that was their birthday gift to him. The truck just hasn't come yet.

Yesterday, I was in such a bad mood. I got to feeling that my friend (the one mentioned above) was just using me and that we had a superficial relationship. I have this knack for investing too much of myself into every relationship I get in to. It's not a good thing, but sometimes it isn't bad. So, I was really peeved about that and I was crying most of the day. I took a shower rather early that night (like around 10:30) and went to bed...a sobbing mess.

But, on Tuesday, I managed to get to the optometrist and he gave me a trial pair of contacts that I get to "try out" for 2 weeks. So far so good, but my left eye's giving me a little bit of trouble. I think it's allergies though, because I have a bump under my left eye that hurts and yeah. I dunno. But, it is such a wonderful thing to have contacts and not have to worry about glasses because, if you wreck those, you're sunk. And, I went Christmas shopping for the rest of my family and now all of my shopping is complete.

Yeah, and we were at Wal-Mart and my mom thought it would be cool to buy my little brother a Gameboy Advance SP. Those things are $79.99. I can't believe she did that. And, then I asked her if she was getting me anything I had on my list for Christmas (since my lil' bro is getting everything he wants) and she was like...no, it was all too expensive. Ok, do CD's sound too expensive to you? What about a big pack of mac and chees? Or a 5 lb. bag of gummi bears? DOES THAT SOUND EXPENSIVE? Like, $80 expensive? Plus, she got him a $13 game (Tony Hawk 4). I was sooooo mad at her.

But, it is the season of giving, so at least Ethan will be happy with what he's got. I got him a Yu-Gi-Oh tin with the souped up Celtic Guardian because I wasn't sure which one he'd want, but that was one of his favorite cards back when the game first came out. Uh...all I can do is hope for the best this Christmas.

Anyway, my mom's been a little hypochondriac all this week. It's ok if she's in pain, but not if anyone else is because they're faking it. Bleah...she gets on my nerves sometimes.

But, she's going to love the Christmas gift you got her.

Yeah, right.

She will.

Mmmhmmm...

Oooh, and I started to wear makeup.

And, what's cool about it is that it's dark so I look borderline gothic punk. Very awesomely wicked.

Yeah...*grins* I may be leaving tomorrow, so I won't be around for about a week or maybe more. Please still come by my site and I will do my best to try to update while I am away. We're going to North Dakota to celebrate Christmas with my gram and cousins and aunts and uncles. It will be fun.

You wish.

Kataryu, you are such a wonderful person and thank you for listening to all my problems and giving me wonderful advice. *huggles* Happy Christmas to you and to everyone else around here.

Christmas is retarded.

Shut up you evil person.

Make me, you ditzball.

Meh. Oh well, *hugs evil personality Matt* can't say I don't try to love "him".

I'm not a he. I just have a guy's name.

Whatever. Happy Christmas, Chanukah, Kwanzaa, and whatever else you celebrate! God bless.

*chokes* You're strangling me.

Sorry. *lets go* Bye-bye!

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Saturday, December 18, 2004


   Oi!
Oi...so I got into this phone conversation with Kataryu one day and we were talking about whatever...I don't even remember, and she called me Matt, who would be her younger brother. Do you know how offensive that is? Although, I have been looking for an excuse to get this split personality thing going, and since I've always wanted to be a guy, this works out great. I guess you could call me Schizophrenic, but that wouldn't technically be correct since 1) I have soooo many different personalities and 2) I haven't been diagnosed...so what am I going on about? Gee, I dunno. But, I honestly do feel like there are two me's. It's kinda creepy and it all goes back to this one time in my life when all I wanted to do was hurt myself or die. Please don't ask, 'cuz I'll probably talk about it later. So, we now have two personalities, well, we always did, we just never talked about them in public before, did we? Hm...so, personality numero uno is Blaise - she's cute, friendly, sweet, ditzy, funny, positive, and loves life. And then there's drastically different personality numero dos who will be Matt as Kataryu so kindly named it - "he" is dark, anti-social, morbid, cunning, sarcastic, negative, and absolutely despises life to the millionth degree. Bet you didn't know I had two extremes living in my head? Isn't it great....

That was totally gay...my mom pissed me off so bad today. She was acting all pathetic about her foot and was complaining about how it hurts and blah blah blah, nobody cares about me and why doesn't someone take me to the hospital. Just totally being a victim. And then, she decided to take it out on us, and that just wrecked my day...entirely.

That would be the kind of post my other persona would say...wooo...this is going to be fun and confusing. But, nice thing is is that I don't let my bad side talk that often, which is a good thing because it'll keep me sane and make you all less confused as if I haven't confused you enough already.

Who likes the LP layout? I love it and Rob is the bomb. They play all this dark depressing junk that just really gets me in an aggressive mood and I just feel like running around smashing stuff, except then I'd have to pay for whatever I smashed.

Mmmmk....leaving now.

No, wait, I didn't talk about the living in cemeteries and playing with bones all day...

Oooh ooh, and today, I watched part of the Super Gals series...it is so hysterically funny.

Shut up. It's the dumbest thing ever.

No, it isn't. It's funny. Even my brothers were watching it.

As if that wasn't totally lame. Loser.

*cries*

*laughs evilly*

Awww...I made myself cry.

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Thursday, December 16, 2004


   Dang...
I am so sleepy. Today, I had to get up at 6:40, which is early for me, and I didn't get to bed until 2:40 because I was finishing up my history exam (we have take-homes) and I had had such a busy hectic week that I absolutely had no time whatsoever to get to the rest of my homework. *sigh* So, I was at class today for about 6 hours. Originally, it was going to be 9, but luckily teacher cut it short. And, I got gifts from my teacher and classmate's family. So nice of all of them! This includes a really really pretty glass ornament (made by Mikasa which is in JAPAN...lol), a stuffed lion, and socks because I have a habit of going to my teacher's barefoot and in the wintertime too. I'm such an odd child. Also, I got up this morning and it was so cold. I can't stand the month of December because it's the freezing month as well as January. Yuck yuck yuck. And, as I am typing this, I'm wrapped up all warm and comfy in a fleece blanket. Hm, so there's nothing much more I can say besides Happy Christmas (I will not say merry for it's not to my liking...lol). Anyway, I will be back later to add some more junk to this site. Next week we're going to North Dakota (driving too) and it's going to be a very long road trip. My teacher had this idea that we should all read a book over winter break, so I picked the longest one. It's called The Memoirs of Cleopatra and it's over 900 pages, so that should keep me occupied all of my trip and all of winter break. Yeah, and that's that.
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