Monday, August 14, 2006

Random Poetry
I can't sleep.. I feel rather sick.. I was reading some of my old poetry and I wanted to post them up so everyone can read them... They're pretty dark... I basically only write dark poetry but anyways... Here are a few from a month or two ago.
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Fading away into everlasting darkness...
It's more painful than you may think.

When I close my eyes,
I see the images I want to forget.
All of the pain I've endured
That's eating away at my soul.

When I open my eyes,
There is nothing but black.
The darkness is overtaking me.
I wish it all would end.

Maybe fading into the darkness
Won't be so bad
At least then I know
No one can hurt me anymore...
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Black
Shadow
Darkness.
It covers my eyes.
I cannot see
The truth
The light
Fading from me
How can I make the light return,
When my eyes are so clouded?
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As the thunder roars,
My tears slowly drop.

The lightning flashes,
I am out of breath.

I can't breathe anymore,
my eyes have stopped seeing.

Can't anyone see my sadness,
Or is my mask truely there?

No one tries to help,
So I have to help myself.

No one is going to save me,
So I have to save myself.

-Axel-
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

   Bored.....

A	Awesome
X	XtRemE
E	Edgy
L	Luscious

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Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

I like the "XxtReMe" part XD

I played the first Kingdom Hearts alllllllll day today. ^^ I haven't played in it forever. Like 3 monthes or something. It was intense.

I think I'm gonna play more now. XD

-Axel-
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Friday, July 21, 2006

   I'm home!
I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while. I was visiting my grandparents in California (Poway, close to San Diego) for the past few weeks. But now I'm home! And I can sleep in my own bed! Woot! XD

Anywho...I saw POTC 2. It was pure beauty. I loved it. But I think I liked the first one better. I dunno. I loved em both. XD

In concurence to my first post, not bummed about boyfriend. I was feeling down for... A day or so. So but I'm totally over it. I was stupid to have said yes to him in the first place. lol I know. Random acts of happiness. Nice change. XD

X-xAxelx-X
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

   Currently.... (First Post)
First Post.. Thought I'd fill people in...

My parents are in the middle of a burning divorce. Been that way for the last year. The only remaining squabbles are me, and the house. So now I have to move out of the house I practically grew up in just so my greedy father can get "the money in the house."

My boyfriend broke up with me last Friday.. Ya.. Sob story. haha. Pretty bummed over it, but he was a dirt bag anyways.

"I've been having these weird thoughts lately. Like is any of this for real? Or not?" Sora- Kingdom Hearts

I truely have been having weird thoughts lately. And very strange dreams. Dreams from the past are reborn and suddenly began to haunt me again..

Sometimes I wish I was never born.. Is that ok?


X-x'Axel'x-X
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