Saturday, April 21, 2007

I hope that things get better for you, Mellow.....
The Fading Star

You gave a sense of warmth to me and became my special friend, I would visit you every night under the dark, vast sky that contains other billion stars, but only you stood out to me.

[ You shined so bright ]

You gave me a sense of comfort, and assurance that there is always light in dark times. You would fade at times, again and again, but find a way to continue burning again.

[ You showed inner strength ]

But now, The dark times have come your way again, and you are letting the dark sky take over you. Please, don't give in to that darkness. Keep shining bright!

[ I know that it's hard ]

Everything is closing in on you, you can't see the bright side, you are probably tired of hearing it, and just want to shut out everyone....

[ Don't shut me out]

I care about your problems and I care about the person that you are. Your world may be different from mine, but I know that you are human and with love and support from people who care about you, you can get through anything.

[ So keep holding on ]

Even when times are hard, there are friends to help you get through those dark times...just trust what they tell you.

[ Even if it is hard to believe]

So don't fade, little star, you got alot to keep shining for. Just because you don't see the light now, doesn't mean it won't come when you least expect it.


*******My buddy Robert aka mellowthrasher, is going through alot, so please keep supporting him, you guys.*******


~Ashia aka gwinggirl100
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Friday, April 20, 2007

Something that I wrote.....
I am a girl who is not like everyone else. I am a girl who doesn't think for everyone else. I am a girl who does not judge like everyone else. But I am a girl who just human like everyone else.

[ I want to be optimistic]

We all get this idea that just because things go wrong, that it will always stay that way. People tend to be content in their darkness. But I want to change.

[ Change is good ]

I have my mood swings and my bad tempers and my gropes and whines. I have those days when I don't want to be bothered, and then I feel neglected and abandoned. But somehow, the bright side always tends to find me.

[ There is a silver-lining ]

The darkness plays tricks on your mind, and makes you become blind. You believe everything it tells you, and you let it control your actions. Your words.

[ Don't let it control you.]

Don't count yourself out. You can make it out of that darkness. All it takes is determination and acknowledgment of the power that you possess. The light is closer than you think.


[ Make that jump ]

If more darkness comes your way, stand your ground. Don't let your fear show. Know who you are and be what you know that you can be.

[ You got more in you than what you think ]

Enjoy life, and count your blessings. Stay near those who don't mean you any harm. Life is not always fair, and life is not always kind, but it is up to you how you handle yourself. It's not easy, and it's not hard...so don't fret. Be yourself and don't let anyone tell you that you are not strong enough.


****I wrote this because this has been on my heart, and I know that some of you all are going through so much. Love you all! ^_^v********

~Ashia aka gwinggirl100







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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Story is on YUFFIE FAN 10 today.
Hey, guys. I thought that I give my site a break from the story and let Yuffie Fan 10 share the load. LOL. It's part of Chapter 2 so enjoy it!

So how's everyone? Fine, I hope...Well I though that I just have a little chat with you guys. I don't just want to ask how your lives have been, because I can visit your sites and see that. So, i just wanted to ask you all, aren't there ever times when you're just not understood by people? Like, you are very different from the crowd, and just don't click with everyone? Well, I have friends in all sorts of areas. If you came to my school and saw the type of friends that I have, people would say, what's that beautiful black girl doing with friends who are nerds? Or friends who are emo, or the underclassmen who ages rank from 13-17, or the oddballs? You don't look right with them. This may not have ever been said in my face, but I could tell the way people would act whenever I greet my friends. I LOVE people. Simple as that. Doesn't matter who or what you are. I'm going to like you. I may not be the most popular girl, but I'm still going to teach my peers with respect. And that's it.

Well I guess that's enough from me today. LOL Well i hope that you guys enjoy part of the next chapter, just click on the link below.

YUFFIE FAN 10 SITE

here


Later! ^_^v

~Ashia aka gwinggirl100
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

He enters the house saying nothing to his parents. Then he exits to his bedroom. Duo and Hilde are not surprised by his attitude.
" Man, what is with him?" Duo says with frustration.
" It's always like this, Duo. What can we do?" Hilde asks.
" I have no idea, but maybe Lily can talk to him." Duo brainstorms.
" Will he even listen to her?" Hilde asks with concern.
" Let's hope so..." Duo says sitting on the couch. He turns on the television and flips through the channels. Hilde sighs and returns back to tidying up her house.

Lily and her three friends; Lena, Li-Mei, and Farrah, watch the circus troupe perform. Lily watches on, amazed, and Li-Mei eats cotton candy as though she was bored.
" Wow. Does the human being actually have the ability to tame a lion?" asks Lily.
" Well, apparently, so..." says Farrah.
" This is so boring..." says Lena.
" Oh come on.. lighten up Lena, at least you get to see on of your best friends perform." Says Lily. On that phrase, their fourth friend, Misha appears on stage.
" There she is!" Farrah says excitedly.
Mischa does a balancing trick on a tight rope her friends gasp with delight and fear on every sudden movement. She finally front flips off the tight rope, bounces off the safe net, and lands gracefully to a finishing pose. The crowd cheers as Misha exits.

After the show, her excited friends approach her.
“ Wow. Misha, you did great!” says lily.
“I could’ve done that without being at the circus,” says Li-mei. Misha suddenly frowns.
“ You look down. What’s the matter?” asks Farrah.
“ I don’t know.” Says Misha.
“ Why don’t we get some tea?” suggests Farrah.


The girls are sitting outside on some boxes drinking tea.
“ How’s your Dad and Your Aunt?” asked Li-Mei.
“ They’re the usual,” says Misha. “ My Dad is usually quiet.” Lily lets out a giggle.
“ You take up after him.” She says.
“ Whatever,” says Misha. The Girls laugh at her. Misha shrugs it off.
“ Well, Let’s talk about you, Lena.” Farrah suddenly suggests.
“ Let’s not…” says Lena.
“ Well,could we at least talk about your brother?” Farrah asks.
“ How’s he doing?” Lily asks with great curiosity.
“ Of course you of all people want to know, Lily. You’ve been pursuing him ever since last summer.” Says Li-Mei.
“ I have not!” Lily defends.
“ That’s not what it looked like yesterday.” Says Farrah.
“ C’mon, we’re not stupid Lily. We all know that you like him.” Says Misha.
“ Okay, maybe I do---but I have not been pursuing him!" says lily.
" Whatever." says Misha. At this comment Lily makes a guilty face.
" Okay. Maybe I have. Just a little." she says.

Maxwell comes from out of his room and sees his parents.
" Mom. Dad. Can we talk?" he asks.
" Sure we can," says Hilde.
" Okay. Here goes," says Max as if he were to make a monumental statement.
" Mom...Dad...I want you both to understand something...."

Irvine opens his window and climbs out of it. He pulls himself up onto the roof and looks at the stars. A female's voice suddenly appears in his head.
" I'm sorry but it just has to be this way," it says.
" Why Jetta? " Irvine's voice asks.
Suddenly, the images from his memories appears in his mind. They are both in the park.
" Jetta, what have I done to you?" he asks.
" Everything!" she says.
"I can't live like this!" she runs off and Irvine chases her.
He continues to look at the stars as his eyes well up with tears.


~end of Chapter one~


*********Author's Comments*********
I really appreciated all of the positive feedback yesterday! Thank you all so much! I got really great reviews. I don't want to post today, because you've probably read enough, already! *laughs*
So,What do you think of chapter one you guys? Later! ^_^v


~gwinggirl100


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Monday, April 16, 2007

Well guys here's the story. I've decided just to leave it as it is, but I would like to hear what you guys think of it so far. I'm basically asking you guys to give me your review of this chapter. I have to warn you it's long, so make sure that you are super comfy, and have a snack and drink in hand. ( Don't spill it on your keyboard! LOL) so please enjoy it, you guys.

" Gundam Lolita"


It’s a beautiful day with clears skies…on the L2 colony. 13-year old Maxwell Schbeiker rides his bike around the neighborhood.
" Oh hey there, Max! could you help me out with these boxes of sports equipment?"
" Um...well...I gotta get hom-"
" Thanks man! You're the best!"
[makes a weird frown]"You're welcome...Where do I start? [Starts assisting his gym coach by moving the heavy boxes]
{imediately cuts to him riding his bike again]
" MAX, sweetheart!" Mara calls to him.
[ screeches his bike to a halt. Mara is latin and needs to go to work at a Latin restaurant]
" Could you take me to my crib, hun?"
" Uh-"
" Oh thank you sweetheart!"
[suddenly jumps on the back of his bike]
"Um...Where to?"
[ rides off and drops Mara off to her house.]
" Thank you Max bye hun!"
"Max, Darling," yells Mrs. Willie. "Could you help me get my teeth out of my cup, they're stuck..." Max makes a slightly disgusted frown, and helps her out.
[ Max continues to ride around the neighborhood until he smells smoke. Suddenly a firefighter stops him]
" Hey Max! We need you're help! As you can see the library is on fire. The firehose is out of water! You gotta go hit another switch at the utility. There's one near your house! You gotta Hurry! Move it!"
Without trading a word, Max speeds off. He sees the utility near his house and rides up a ramp. He does a cool grind with his bike on the handle and releases the switch. The water immediately shoots out if the water hose and the firefighters extinguished the fire on the library.
" You're our neighborhood hero, Max." says a firefighter.
Max gives a smile of exhaustion. And rides to the the yard where his parents work. He arrives and parks his bike. He goes inside the little building and is greeted by his Mother and Father.
" Hey Max. How's your day been?" asks his Father.

Duo Maxwell is now 32 years old. You can tell by the tone of his voice that it is the same duo that we all know and love.

" Bad, Dad. Really Bad." says Max.
" Why's that?" duo asks.
" Because the entire town thinks that I'm their hero, Dad! I don't want to be a hero!"
" There's nothing wrong with that, Max," says his Mom hilde.
" MOM! I don't want to be the town hero, they ask way too much of me. Maybe I should go jump off a bridge while they're watching," suggests Max.
" If you do that, then they will have a nice cushion that's ready for you to land on." Duo says playfully.
" seriously, Dad, I can't stand being the big help around the neighborhood. Why can't Irvine do it instead?" Asks Max out of pure desperation.
" Because the last thing that your brother wants to do is help the neighborhood. Irvine would let half of the colony blow up before he even considers it. " says Duo slightly disappointed.
" Well Duo, Irvy just might be going through some tough times. I'm sure that there is a hero inside of him." affirms Hilde.
" Well, he hasn't showed me one so far..." Duo exits the room and goes outside.
" Max, don't worry about it, just go on home. Your father and I will be there soon." Smiles Hilde.
" C-ya Ma." Max Leaves and rides his bike home. He has not had any encounters. He parks his bike at the side of his home and goes inside.
" HI MAX!" yells his 5 year old sister, Demi, who is very hyper as well as her twin brother, Conrad.
" hey, Demi," says max sleepily.
" Where's Mommy and Daddy?" she asks in a high squeaky voice.
" They're still at work," Max yawns.
" Hey Max! I just saw a huge ferret at the park!." says Conrad running into the room. He jumps onto Max giving him an embrace any other hyper-active child would give their older brother.
" No you didn't! That was Misty's pet rabbit!" yells Demi suddenly. Conrad jumps off of Max.
" That was a ferret!"
" Oh my God, Conrad you're blind!" says Demi. They continue to argue with each other while Max goes into the living room.
" Wow, you look like you had a rough day," says his older sister Lily.
" What happened to you today?" Asked Phoebe, His other older sister who happens to be Lily's twin.
" I had to play the neighborhood hero today," Max says while he plops down on a couch.
" So that was you that helped put out the fire at the library?" asked Lily.
" Bummer." Says Phoebe.
" Finally! Somebody understands how I feel!" he suddenly sits up.
" What?" Asks Lily.
" Mom and Dad think that Being a Hero is great, and I shouldn't have to worry about it. They just wish that I was more like Irvine, but I'm not! I just want to be me!" Max goes to the table and picks up an apple.
" What you may not understand Max is that Irvine has not really made Mom and Dad happy for the past two years and they just don't want you to end up like him, that's all." Lily sympathizes.
" I won't, that's the thing that I want them to understand," Max plays with the apple.
" I'll be in my room," Max says leaving the room.
" Wow. I can imagine how he feels," says Lily.
"Mom and Dad both have to realize that Max is his own person. He doesn't have to live in Irvine's shadow."

Suddenly, Hilde and Duo enter the house.
" Hey Ma, Dad." says phoebe.
" How was work at the yard Mommy?" asked Demi.
" It was good. Did you two have fun at the park?"
" Yeah! Misty showed us her pet ferret!{Demi makes an aggravated face at this} it was huge!" said Conrad.
" No Conrad! It her rabbit!"
" Was not!"
"Was to!"
" Was not!"
" Was to!"
"Alright, Alright. Settle down you two." Duo says coming between the Children.
" Daddy, I think Conrad has a problem. He can't tell the difference between a ferret and a rabbit." Demi says walking away.
" Daddy, Demi's the one that has a problem! She's way too annoying for her own good." says Conrad as he goes outside.
" I think everybody has their fair share of problems." says Hilde.
" Where did Max go?" asked Duo.
" He's upstairs. He doesn't look to good." says Lily.
" Yeah, he's really depressed, can't really blame him.' says Phoebe.
She goes to her room and quietly shuts the door.
" I'll be back, I'm going to go visit the girls at the circus." says Lily.
She leaves and Hilde sits a grocery bag on the table and refills the bowl of apples.
" I'm worried about Max." says Hilde.
" So am I." says Duo.
" Do you think that we ask too much of him?" she asks.
" You know that I love every last one of my kids and I would never do anything to them to make them unhappy." he says.
" I know that, Duo. Something is definitely wrong with Irvine. He has changed in the past two years, and he still has never told us what was wrong with him." Hilde says rearranging the table.
" We all have our darks times, Hilde. Maybe he's learning. He could be fighting to get back to his normal life."

There is a knock at the front door and Duo opens it. A tall young man that looks about 19 years old with brown eyes and long reddish hair in a ponytail. He looks very exhausted and worn down. It is their first born son, Irvine.


*****Author's comments******/
I wanted to describe Lily's personal life with her family and friends so far and her relationship that she has with her friends. Please let me know how you liked some of the story. I will post up your comments about the story the next day. Just please...don't be CRUEL. LOL ^_^ Thanks!

~gwinggirl100


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Sunday, April 15, 2007

STILL tweaking.....
Yeah...I'm still working on the story. I know, I know. I need to hurry up and finish rewriting the first chapter already, but I just have alot of school work to do, and It gets in the way of my relaxation time. GRRRRRRR! >_<

But however, I'm doing fine. Just trying to find out what I should do about this site...I don't know if I should make my own wallpapers for my site, or just change the theme. I still love Gundam Seed, though...and Lacus. She's really pretty. She kind of reminds me of myself, and Haruko from FLCL reminds me of my crazy random self. But I'm not THAT over exaggerated. LOL.

Well, what character do you guys most relate too? Just wondering. Later. ^_^v

~gwinggirl100

p.s. I'll post up the first chapter of "GL" as soon as it's finished. Promise! ^_~
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Friday, April 13, 2007

Friday the 13th......
Well guys it's friday the 13th. Um...has anything weird happened to you guys yet? Well nothing weird nor lucky has happened with me yet, though. I thought that I would post up the story today, but I suddenly came up with the urge to make some changes to it, because what I originally wrote does not fit for the beginning of the story. But I will post up the story this weekend, however. I hope that you all have a wonderful weekend, and I'll talk to you all later! ^_^v

~gwinggirl100
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

If any of you were wondering what the title to my story means, it is "a very seductive young girl" But since the girls aren't sexually loose, I just concentrated on the concept of GIRLS being Gundam pilots, and the characters supporting them being older women. Cool, huh? And yes, I made up these characters all on my own. LOL. When I watched the Gundam Wing series, I really thought that there were alot of open doors at the end. So I decided to make my own Gundam Wing "spin-off Story. So let's get to the rest of the summary. If you didn't read the first bit. Just graze through my last post.


Lily, Mischa, Leena and, Li-Mei were in the colonies when they were exposed, and Farrah, visited colony from earth were Lily resides looking into a school to join. Their homes were approached and medical workers tested each family member to see who is infected with the virus. All 5 of the girls were infected and the officials demanded that each girl come with them to a facility under quarantine, away from their families, where they will stay for approximately 3 months. (yeah, it's sad. T-T) Over the course of those 3 months the girls meet each other and immediately connect and become friends. When they leave, they go their separate ways to high school, but however, they have no idea that they are all going to the same school. So later, after they reunite, they go on to hanging out with each other, then suddenly each of them were mysteriously abducted, then brought to a location, somewhere ungrounded beneath they city. They were told about the past of their Fathers, Lily;Duo, Mischa;Trowa, Leena;Heero, and Farrah;Quatre. They had no idea that their father used to be Gundam Pilots nor were they paying much attention to previous history classes. They were told that the leader of this unknown organization was going to use them as ransom, draw their fathers to the facility, and kill them. They immediately fought back with amazing fighting abilities that they ( or at least a few ) thought that they never had. They escaped from the underground, and somehow they were rescued by a group of women and brought to a research center from there. They told them that they were relatives of the old scientists that used to assist the girls' fathers. They also said that they want to take out the organization and the leader who's sole purpose is to gain control of all of the colonies, and get rid of all of the pilots, so that they won't have to face any threats to their success. So they all offered their services to them, and carry on the legacy of the scientists before them. under a secretive deal to the women, the girls happily accepted and the construction of their Gundams had gone into progress....

Well I hoped that you liked that. I felt so happy when I planned this out, because it's like my "baby" LOL. I will get to posting some of it at the end of this week. I can't wait 'till you guys read it! Later! ^_^v

~gwinggirl100
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

   SO MUCH WORK!!!!
I got so much to do today. I got a research paper to type, submitting quizzes, working on my AMV's and MORE research on my paper. UUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHH!

I HATE WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm. Now that I'm done yelling, I thought that I might tell you guys some more about the story that I'm writing. I took out time to plan this, but it could be long, so I'm warning you. LOL.


"GUNDAM LOLITA"

It takes place 16 years after the events in the Gundam Wing movie "The Endless Waltz". The story mainly focuses on the characters Lily Maxwell, and her friends Mischa Barton, ( No I did NOT get that from the O.C.) Farrah Winner, and Leena Yuy, Li-mei Chang. The girls first meet each other when when they are forced to go to a research center when a mysterious plaque suddenly comes into the colonies....

Okay. It wasn't long, but I'm running out of time. Sorry! I'll post up some more tomorrow, so that I'll be able to have more time to go into all of the details and post up the actual story from the beginning! See ya! ^_^v

~gwinggirl100
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   Private Messaging problems!!!! GRRR!!!!!! Oh...and other stuff, too.
Hey guys. If you have been trying to give me PMs to this site and it keeps saying that my box is full, IT'S NOT TRUE!!!!!!! My box is empty even though it says that I have 1 unread message! What the heck is wrong with it?!!! >_< So I'll tell you what, just send all of your PMs to my other site, Yuffie Fan 10, just for now, until I can get to the bottom of this mess. I don't know if it's a computer problem or what, but something is definitely wrong.

Well It's raining where I'm at, and it's been raining since yesterday, too. So much rain!!! But I don't like it when it's very humid! It feels very gross! That's what happens when you live in Florida. >_< Well I'm trying very hard to get back to finishing my AMVs, and some more of my G-wing spin-off story...I really do NOT like using the word "Fan-Fiction". I know that's what it is, but I'd rather be different and just call it, "My G-wing spin-off series". The title is, "Gundam Lolita" Heh heh.

Well I'm off to go eat something because I'm really hungry. LOL. And I will try to make it to everyone's sites, today. And don't forget, send your Pms for me to Yuffie Fan 10. Later! ^_^v

~gwinggirl100
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