Otaku since 10 million years ago.
Saturday, November 3, 2018
hello old friends
It's been 3 years since I've posted on this site
I was probably 14 when I first found myo
when I first made these friends.
somehow, 12 years later I still find myself coming back here every once in awhile and I'm not entirely sure why.
I feel like this website has watched me die, watched me bleed, watch me come back to life again.
I've discovered so much of life through this platform.
I discovered myself on this website. I met my first girlfriend here, (who is happily with her boyfriend of 10 years and I am SO happy for them.)
I had my heart broken on this platform too many times that I can count on this platform. Danielle. Stephy.
And my dad has been gone for 11 years.
I never thought I'd make it to 21.
im drunk and sitting across the table from my fiancee
I still live with my mom
I manage a convenience store
I . am. alive.
that's what gets me about all of this
and I'm happy.
I'm fucking happy.
I hate my job most of the time
but I'm happy.
I survive everyday.
I don't think about killing myself anymore.
my kindergarten buddy has attempted suicide
I don't know how to tell her that
even though it hurts
even though 26 years means scars
so much pain
but you can survive
my friends we have survived this life.
I know so many of you have thought we wouldn't survive
but here we are.
Belinda, I know you're most likely the only one who reads this
I love you all,
even if you never read this.