Otaku since 10 million years ago.
Saturday, November 16, 2013
I miss you.
Even though I know it's the lies that I miss
somehow I still miss you.
maybe you're still around.
maybe you're not.
either way I want you to know that I'm sorry.
I don't quite know what i'm sorry for.
but I am.
and if I we had to do it all over again,
I don't know if I'd change a thing.
maybe if we had an honest relationship things would have been different.
maybe if I hadn't known you were lying from the start...
maybe we could have been something.
we could have had something, but we both screwed it up.
and now I lost something that was built on a tower of lies
but still something that meant something to me.
I don't know why, but I fell for you even though I knew none of it was true.
If only I could have been a fool through it all, maybe things would have ended differently.
maybe if i were a fool, this life wouldn't be so hard.
but i'm not a fool.