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"But the beginning of things, of a world especially, is necessarily vague, tangled, chaotic, and exceedingly disturbing. How few of us ever emerge from such beginning! How many should perish in its tumult!

The voice of the sea is seductive; never ceasing, whispering, clamoring, murmuring, inviting the soul to wander for a spell in abysses of solitude; to lose itself in mazes of inward contemplation.

The voice of the sea speaks to the soul. The touch of the sea is sensuous, enfolding the body in its soft, close embrace."
~Kate Chopin


Sunday, January 31, 2010


The next best thing?

I try to be happy with where I am and what I have. Yet as life progresses and new things come out, I find myself wanting the next best thing. I'm pretty good at not being terrible when it comes to electronics; I don't get a new phone every time they come out with a new model or a new computer when they come out with a new version; but with some things that I do like, I simply can't help myself. Is this impulse for the next best thing selfish? I'll admit if they stopped making newer versions then the temptation would be gone. To what extent can we crave the next best thing without being selfish and greedy?

Meanwhile, I've been wanting a pet. Currently I live in a place that doesn't allow pets, so I was thinking of hiding a bunny. I like dogs and cats but I can't guarantee they won't bark or meow when I'm away, whereas a bunny would be quiet, and if I needed to take it outside it'd be an easier feat. I'll be living here for 4 more months then I'll be moving. But now would be a great time to have a pet because I'm around enough to look after it and spend time. (of course I'd take it with me when I move). ever since I got this idea I've been looking up articles on bunny care and behavior so I know what I need to do (exercise, diet, bunny-proofing the place) I should be reading Dostoevsky but instead I'm reading up on house bunnies, lol. Apparently they can be litter box trained and play fetch/
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have a great day everyone and thank you for stopping by!

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Sunday, January 24, 2010


Four-Leaf Clover Kit

I bought this kit at Barnes and Noble and am hoping to grow some good luck! I'll update every few days with a new picture of the seeds' progress.

Day 3.




Is it just me or do they look like little bean sprouts?

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Thursday, January 21, 2010


Popcorn, Seven, Luck, and Snow

I hate the unpopped kernels when you make popcorn. You could get 2x the quantity if they all just popped.

Thank you everyone for the comments yesterday. One thing I absolutely love about myO is it's a truly friendly place filled with caring people.

and I was thinking about it. Seven is an ironic number, because it's odd, yet contains the word "even"

While at Barnes and Noble the other day, they have these little boxes that you can buy right next to the cash register. I picked up a bunch called, "The Four Leaf Clover Kit." I gave two to my best friends whom I saw over break. We live in different regions so we get together maybe a couple times a year but we keep in touch online. Today I pulled mine out and planted the seeds. Hoping for a little luck on all our parts, and maybe a little direction with life.
-if no clovers grow, then I'm going to feel really unlucky, lol.

take care, we're supposed to get a really big snowstorm, when it gets towards 11pm I plan on taking a walk. There's something magical about fresh snow on a moonlit night

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010


Life is a Popularity Contest

Life is a popularity contest.

Media tells us that we need to think of ourselves as wonderful, and that the opinion of others doesn't matter. But everything, from your peers in high school, to the college application committees, to your teachers, to potential employers...
if they're all rejecting you, then maybe you're not so great as you thought. I've looked back at all of these judgments and decided that even though I see myself as a great person, maybe I'm not looking at myself critically enough. There must be a reason why others reject me, and maybe it's because I'm just not that great. I'm not as great as I want to believe myself to be. I look at the mirror and I see someone insignificant and unimportant. A jigsaw piece that stands outside of a puzzle already complete with no place.
Don't get me wrong, I never thought of myself as the best thing out there. But I've always had a sense of self respect. Now I feel pointless.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009


   Halloween

Ah this Halloween weekend has been fantastic.

Friday- Rocky Horror Picture Show followed by going out to a bar, getting very drunk, THEN playing pool. I wore the shortest skirt I've ever worn in my life with my first pair of high heels I've ever owned, and I'm bad at pool, and when I'm drunk I'm worse. Funny enough, I was aiming for this ball, I missed it straight 2 times in a row. (somehow when I'm drunk, no matter how perfectly I think I've lined up the balls, I always shoot one ball length to the left) and one of the guys I was playing with bent over and told me out of the three balls I was seeing to aim at the middle one that wasn't moving. Then fantastically enough not only did I hit it, but it went in! hehe, I ended up being carried home because my heels were hurting so bad. It was a great night.

Saturday- I got dressed up again. I wore the same outfit. Basically a black cat in a mini skirt, fish nets and heels. Went to a gay club and danced the night away. I thought we were going to hit 4 places so I didn't drink anything (wanted to wait until the 2nd place at least because alcohol hits me so fast) It was really cool. They had a flaming pumpkin behind the bar which I thought was the most awesome thing ever. Danced with a ton of people, one girl started biting me on the neck. I'm not gay so I wasn't sure exactly how to respond, but I nonchalantly made my way back towards the friends I came with.

...and today I'm pigging on candy I bought at the store today. So even though I didn't go trick-or-treating, I still got the tummy-ache of eating too much candy the morning after halloween :)

bwuahahaha!!! Love Halloween!!!

it ended too quickly T_T

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