Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife!!
im 15, 5'1..pppl lable me punk??im shy,um.i like to go to local concters,wear my chucks till their torn and have one to many holes,wear out my spikes and studds..and wear my ramones tee...^.^
Thursday, February 3, 2005
ive concluded: THIS IS THE END
lat post..wont be on here no longer..no one comments anymore.and this is taking my time trying to bother w/it..
So...Farewell and Goodnight you fuckers
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Bleeding To Grey
My hand reaches out of this grave I've built myself,
I want to escape out of this cold,black, cell;
Iv'e tried to scream my pain all away,
But only finding myself bleed to gray,
Calming paradise is but a strange dream,
While reality suffercates me it always seems
wow..holy crap all state orkstra tryouts are coming up again..i know im guna make it again...buh i really wana bring someone "friend" there to hang out w/while waiting and stuff...its not fun going all by yourself...i know i have friends..buh not really here ones..ahhh...
hmm...oh yeah i wrote that poem couple days ago..woo..eh..its ok..yes,yes,justin I do FUCKIN HAVE FRIENDS....woooo..just have to keep remindning self...
hahah..i think im going out of my mind ...i havent seen anyof my personal friends in a whole month,...golly this sucks...hey justin....hope it goes well w/you, and your love... >.<
oh my gosh..i slit my shoulders 7 times,...and thier scarey for me to look at..if mom saw them shed flipp out...buh ITS SO FUN SLICING YOUR SKIN AWAY DAMNIT.....
im losing my head w/out my best freind (who moved a month ago)ever weekend id see her..not anymore..AND DONT give ME and sypmathy..last weekend a ranomd guy killed me..killed my soul..killed FUCKIN ME...
Saturday, January 29, 2005
hellllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooo....is this dead?..or am i dead?..is this site dead?..should i posion it the rest,and jusst give in?should i just give it a bullet and gun,and let it commit suicide?....HELLO FREAKIN PPL....
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