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Ever since I was little, I have adored animation of all types and kinds. I didn't know what Japanese anime was until I was 13 and taught the difference between American style and Asian style. I have always been a fan, and I truly enjoy it. I also enjoy making new friends and learning about new cultures.
If you need a friend, feel free to call upon me. I will lend you a sympathetic ear and a shoulder to cry upon.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

   I've Got Witnesses
(laughs) That's a bit of an inside joke, unless you watch KUA (Keeping Up Apperances). If not, then disregard the title of my journal. I wasn't able to register for my fall prereq, but this is not so bad. I am registered for 08, and I will remind my supporters to write letters of recommendation for this coming spring. It will take me 2 years to become a medical librarian, but it will be *worth* all of the work I put into it. This is just a backup plan should my later plan to become a voice actress/animator/director fall through the cracks. Besides, being involved in the medical field is something I have always wanted to do, and researching will put me in the thick of *everything*. Everyone will need me. At the time, I am training my brain with Brain Age 1 and 2, as well as Math Doesn't Suck (by Danica McKeller) and Algebra for Dummies. I am also teaching myself how to chord and record songs. I have 3 I need to record in the future.


Illusions of Grandeur
Reunion of Heroes (Storm Hawks)
Heidi and Lolo (also will become a comic strip)
Rollin', Rollin', Rollin'
Songlian's Journey
Next of Kin
Xandra's Treasure
Recording "In My Dreams"
Recording "Road Trippin'" (from Rollin')
Recording "Prissy Miss" (from Rollin')

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Friday, August 17, 2007

   Positive Thinking
Well, it seems I won't be able to attend college this year. I will have to wait until spring. I didn't have everything set up correctly, and apparently being accepted was all in my mind, but at least I'm getting the ball rolling on getting started in 2008, so I have that to look forward to. So, in the time that I am waiting and gaining experience at work, I can learn how to solve middle school math problems. Not many of you know this but I am not very apt with numbers (although my logic skills and strategic manuevers are next to none in games) and many of my teachers weren't very helpful. I have a tendency to be stubborn so I suppose I was hard to deal with. I will treat this manner like the Little Red Hen did. If no one else can help me, I might as well do it myself. And I will conquer this numerical deamon once and for all. ^.^ \/

Also I will be learning how to chord (gain my musicality back). I do not want to lose this precious talent. I once had it when I was young but I loathed practicing. Practicing is pure torture, trust me. I will have to practice again, but I desperately wish to learn. While I am doing so, I can record my latest songs from "A Funny Piece of Herself" (which was actually inspired by a tagline I heard over the PA at Kmart, so working at Kmart isn't all bad).

My latest stories, one of which is complete...
Bedtime Memores (CL, complete, just needs approval and posting)
Go For the Gold (original)
Next of Kin ('')
Songlian's Journey ('')
Xandra's Treasure ('')
Rollin', Rollin', Rollin' (script, '')
Illusions of Grandeur ('')
Reunion of Heros (Storm Hawks, return of Alba, and introduction of a new OC whom I already love, Crow)

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

life sucks
look, I don't know what's going on in my life right now but I'm stressed out. I just got served a heavy dose of reality. I don't think my dream of becoming a producer/animator/voice actress is really going to work. I wouldn't last one second in a world of cutthroats. they would eat me alive. it's better i know this now and give up rather than persuing my dream any further. it doesn't mean i won't stop writing scripts and crap, i might even pick up a camera and film just to live in my fantasy a moment. but beyond that i don't have a snowball's chance in hell. i am hoping to return to school but i don't even have an acceptance letter. apparently it was all in my head. i was thinking i would return for my degree in medical librarianship. i THOUGHT that the road was becoming clear and matters were beginning to come together for me, but NOOO.
I hate my job. HATE it. it isn't challenging, i do work that a ROBOT could perform. plus there is one lady i simply don't like. I know she's suffering, but to be honest with you, I don't give a damn.
i know that sounds terrible but i just don't like her and she brings it upon herself. i showed her I had a backbone when she laughed at me, but it really isn't like me to dislike someone this harshly. i suppose i will overcome that but at this point, i just don't care for her and to be honest i wouldn't care if i never saw the little bitch ever again. Excuse my french.

i thought everything was coming together. but i was wrong.
right now i am in the mode of "why bother, it will just end badly" or
"do I even care ? NO". so if you wonder why i'm not here for a while, this is the reason. life sucks.

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