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• Elizabeth
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• 1993 when I was properly introduced to what Japanese animation was
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• To become a voice actress, direct my own films, become famous so I have the power to help those less fortunate
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
life sucks
look, I don't know what's going on in my life right now but I'm stressed out. I just got served a heavy dose of reality. I don't think my dream of becoming a producer/animator/voice actress is really going to work. I wouldn't last one second in a world of cutthroats. they would eat me alive. it's better i know this now and give up rather than persuing my dream any further. it doesn't mean i won't stop writing scripts and crap, i might even pick up a camera and film just to live in my fantasy a moment. but beyond that i don't have a snowball's chance in hell. i am hoping to return to school but i don't even have an acceptance letter. apparently it was all in my head. i was thinking i would return for my degree in medical librarianship. i THOUGHT that the road was becoming clear and matters were beginning to come together for me, but NOOO.
I hate my job. HATE it. it isn't challenging, i do work that a ROBOT could perform. plus there is one lady i simply don't like. I know she's suffering, but to be honest with you, I don't give a damn.
i know that sounds terrible but i just don't like her and she brings it upon herself. i showed her I had a backbone when she laughed at me, but it really isn't like me to dislike someone this harshly. i suppose i will overcome that but at this point, i just don't care for her and to be honest i wouldn't care if i never saw the little bitch ever again. Excuse my french.
i thought everything was coming together. but i was wrong.
right now i am in the mode of "why bother, it will just end badly" or
"do I even care ? NO". so if you wonder why i'm not here for a while, this is the reason. life sucks.
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