Wednesday, January 24, 2007

What happens when someone's your prince charming but your not their cinderalla?

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

[Time- 5.30pm]
Hey, sorry I haven't posted a blog in a while.
Um, haven't got much to say really unless I spill my heart out.
Well college...is ok. Apart from the fact I'm gonna get owned as my dad emailed the assistant who is gonna email my teachers to report back comments about me and then tell my dad.
Lovelife is non existent. *sighs* Oh, Joe asked me when valentines day was today and I was like oh don't rub it in but I didn't tell him I thought that.
Friends and family is like the only good thing in my life atm. Apart from the fact Jen and me have drifted apart.
Oh, i went shopping at the weekend though, picked up a few bargains, woo! How was everyone else's weekends?
Had a chinese lesson today, i felt bad as i couldn't remember like most that we've been learning, need to catch up with that.
*waves*



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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

You know your in love when the hardest thing to do is say goodbye.

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

[Time- 10pm]

Where to start..
Sian is quitting college and emmah is the most affected by it (as she should be) and it's just not the same without her. like at break when us three were hanging out, it was depressing.

I didn't go to any lessons today, coz i really couldn't be arsed XD

I spoke to dale today. i met him ages ago through one of my friends and i thought he was fit, haha. Then when i came out of the sixth form block at the end of college today, to meet friends he was stood with them and i was kinda like oh shite, what do i do, so i said hey and like stared at him *giggles*. he's so hot!! and nice too! he teased me aswell :p
He should be coming to sixth form next year. But i'm not getting my hopes up.

Oh and i looked at some managa books today. one was rather awesome but i can't remember the name of it now, hehe.

I'll hopefully do some more anime drawing this weekend after my exams have finished. :]





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Monday, January 15, 2007

If you leave me now, you take away the biggest part of me.

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

[Time- 10.25pm]

College sucked today, one of my friends sian is probably gonna leave as she hates it etc and she was upset today but I was in a lesson so didn't know till after she went that she wants to leave, I just thought she didn't feel well.
I haven't managed to do any work tonight.
Joe and me came up with the awesome idea of going to London for a weekend with his best friend Emma and my best friend Jen as a leaving thing for him.
Only problem is, I'm not allowed to go as it's overnight(stay at a travelodge hotel) and we won't have an adult with us.
I can't believe dad won't let me do my own thing for once. :[
It would actually be so awesome, just hanging out and having fun, shopping, seeing the sights. I really wanted to go to London anyhoo.
So I've decided to not speak to dad, which I know is childish but I dunno what else to do until he gives in. Don't have long though, as we were planning to go in Febuary half term which is like less than a month. Wish me luck!
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Never take things for granted.

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

[Time- 4.00pm]

Me and Jen(supposdly best friend) actually had a proper conversation on msn earlier. She finally realised I don't have a job anymore.(I finished a week before xmas)
I haven't updated her on anything else though, might tell her tomorrow.
If I can actually say the words. :[

I decided to stay at home rather than go to my nans house, as I still haven't finished my essay for tomorrow, I'm not even halfway through it! I need to revise for another exam, but I can do that in my frees.

I worked out that it's 128 days till Joe leaves school for exam leave in May.(I included weekends)Yes I'm sad.
It still hasn't sunk in that he's going.
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Last night.

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

Last night was actually mad.(the emotions I felt.)

Well, I really liked this guy and he told me (over msn) that he was probably going to move to France after he'd done his exams, for like forever.
Yeah, let's say I was upset.
I didn't know wtf to do. He went and I was speaking to other people and they were all saying I should talk to him soon and I was thinking off doing it next week. Then he came back and I just thought why not do it now? I have the whole weekend till i see him.
So I did...
He rejected me but I actually felt so happy (now I'm kinda sad)and I actually don't like him in that way now, just mates but it hurts.
We are still mates though, which is awesome as he's a great guy.
(That reminds me, need to change my background because it reminded me of him.)

Anyhoo, it kinda sucks but at least now I can move on. I just don't want everyone at college to find out coz it's embrassing enough.

I was actually going to post a blog on what a funny time we had at college yesterday, but I think this deserves it more, hehe.
I just wish I'd of told him earlier, that's what I think I should do next time I like a guy.

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Y'know what's weird...before September (when I became mates with Joe) I was actually waiting to meet a guy and then when I really started to like him, I wished I hadn't of meet him yet..if that makes sense.
Blooming Typical!

I'm not looking forward to monday when I'll see him.
If anyone has any advice, please share. :]



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