Thursday, May 10, 2007

Beating Hearts Baby
yeah so my new favorite band is Head Automatica,
And there freaking sweet, They make me feel better! :D
Love their singer, has a very autotone voice, I like it a lot :D

So, yeah i've been doing ok, I wish I could feel better about what has happend.
Still, hopfully Whitney and I will become closer and closer so that we can finally go out :D
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Beating Hearts Baby
yeah so my new favorite band is Head Automatica,
And there freaking sweet, They make me feel better! :D
Love their singer, has a very autotone voice, I like it a lot :D

So, yeah i've been doing ok, I wish I could feel better about what has happend.
Still, hopfully Whitney and I will become closer and closer so that we can finally go out :D
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Monday, May 7, 2007

   Just a misunderstanding
So it was all a misunderstanding, I feel bad now, because I was such a bitch O__o;
But I think I should talk to her about it, it would probably make things easier, since you know... We both agree'd to break up, I think we should still talk...

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Friday, May 4, 2007

Let's Get Fucked Up and Die.
So yeah me and Rachel broke up again, which I really don't care about. I'm done with her and I wanted to take someone to prom, so I am alright, spent money on her and she was gratful twards it, and I just don't care. I already like someone else and I hope that she will say yes, but I'm not gonna get my hopes up, so yeah. I wish fucking Kelsey would of told me the things she said EARLIER!!

But I have been extreamly depressed, I skipped 1st period knowing that Rachel has been telling people that I broke up with her, when I compleatly remember the conversation that I had with her, we both agree'd to break it off because we both wanted something compleatly different. BUT NO! Now she is pulling the same thing again! Rachel, if you are going to say that I broke up with you, you are going to have a friend leave you.

When I did skip 1st period I closed my eyes when I walked across the street hoping that I was going to get inplanted by a car.
But it didn't happen, maybe I'll try next year.
I sat down by the river that was down the street, I stopped there and smoked a joint to make me feel better, got more depressed then had a cigarette

Then me and Myke skipped 5th period, that made me feel a little better... I threw a rock at a duck, I felt bad, but I felt good. Because I feel nothing anymore...

"Let's get fucked up and die."

I'm fucking tired...
I feel used
I feel like I am nothing now
I feel like I made the worst mistake I've ever made.
She wanted me to be her friend, which I would gladly do, IF SHE COULD FUCKING TELL THE TRUTH SO THAT WE COULD BE FRIENDS.

FUCK!! >_<

Good bye.
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

   not doing so good today..
Yeah last night went well, her parents like me, which is good.
But I still can't help but think that her parents are going to kill me or something, but yeah... It went better than I thought. Had Carl's JR. So it was good, I like her parents there funny lol.

But today I just seem to be a bit down for some strange reason... I just think that something bad is going to happen, and o___o I don't really know, I just seem depressed or something and I don't know why I'm depressed.... .__. odd eh?

But yeah last night went very well, and I'm happy about it.
I just hope that prom won't be a disaster. I hope we can just have fun. :>

Yeaaah... so <_< I have to get a Tux, its gonna be black with a red tie, it should look good.
I want to get some more black hair dye so I match my clothes, it would look bad ass.
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   Woo?
Yeah, my first post! :D
So whats up? Lol, <_<; So yeah Im updating at schopol so I can be all cool like. So yeah, I get to make flashes in uh 3rd period! :D So I can make crack addict movies XD
Gotta love being a cartoonist.
Hopfully I can make a Dragon Force AMV:D
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