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Friday, May 4, 2007

Let's Get Fucked Up and Die.
So yeah me and Rachel broke up again, which I really don't care about. I'm done with her and I wanted to take someone to prom, so I am alright, spent money on her and she was gratful twards it, and I just don't care. I already like someone else and I hope that she will say yes, but I'm not gonna get my hopes up, so yeah. I wish fucking Kelsey would of told me the things she said EARLIER!!

But I have been extreamly depressed, I skipped 1st period knowing that Rachel has been telling people that I broke up with her, when I compleatly remember the conversation that I had with her, we both agree'd to break it off because we both wanted something compleatly different. BUT NO! Now she is pulling the same thing again! Rachel, if you are going to say that I broke up with you, you are going to have a friend leave you.

When I did skip 1st period I closed my eyes when I walked across the street hoping that I was going to get inplanted by a car.
But it didn't happen, maybe I'll try next year.
I sat down by the river that was down the street, I stopped there and smoked a joint to make me feel better, got more depressed then had a cigarette

Then me and Myke skipped 5th period, that made me feel a little better... I threw a rock at a duck, I felt bad, but I felt good. Because I feel nothing anymore...

"Let's get fucked up and die."

I'm fucking tired...
I feel used
I feel like I am nothing now
I feel like I made the worst mistake I've ever made.
She wanted me to be her friend, which I would gladly do, IF SHE COULD FUCKING TELL THE TRUTH SO THAT WE COULD BE FRIENDS.

FUCK!! >_<

Good bye.
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