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im 18
my name is chris i live in wintersprings fl
i hang out with friends, work at a pizzaria, go to college, watch a lot of anime, and i play video games all the time
i like a lot of diffrent bands
so i am not going to try and name them all
but i will tell you i like
Metal / Metalcore / Hardcore like "as i lay dying"
Rock / Alternative / Indie like "+44"
or Punk like "anti-flag"
i could even go further and name some ska bands but i think you get the idea lol

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Nightmare the level 99 Haunter!

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I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held a heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, "Is it good?"
"It is bitter-bitter," he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter
And because it is my heart."
- Stephen Crane

Saturday, March 8, 2008

last one
the new otaku is not bad but its confusing as hell!
i still an sort of lost on how this new system works
but ive been figureing it out by trial and error
well i am on officially on spring break and i have stuff to do for all my classes each will take a day at least whoop de do
and since a lot of my other friends go to diffrent colleges our spring breaks start on diffrent times
i notice i cant really get things done unless its like the day before its due, something i really wish wasnt true about me, its problematic most of the time

so apparently there has been this really long fight between which are better pirates or ninjas
i just found this out the other day (because im completley oblivious to what goings on in the outside world)
although ninjas are way more awesome, pirates do have one thing going for them
they really know how to party, if you havent partyed with a pirate you dont know what a party is lol
ummmm idk
im pretty sure this might be my last post on this site only because im going to see if i can shift over to the new otaku
my worlds url is
so visit me there and let me know all of your guys new worlds that you create
give me the urls so i can subscribe to all of you
see you later

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

i know its been a lifetime since i have posted but trust me im doing you guys a favor
if i were to post often it would be the same thing over and over
i woke up
went to school
did homework and went to work
or some varation of it
its has sucked trust me
i never have anything interesting to post about
BUT!!! today is diffrent, the begining was the same but when i went to work it was... interesting
well i first got there and it was busy no surprise there
but like 30 min later, randy, this guy who works in the morning comes into the resturant and walks into the back
we all say whats up but then we all notice that he has blooding coming out of the sides of his mouth!
i was like wtf!!!
so he tells bert the manager that he came over here because he didnt have a phone and he needed us to call 911 so he had to walk all the way to work because he doesnt have a car either
it was so freakin random
he had internal damage or something like that
then fernando spilled a bag full of pizza sauce
trust me it was a LOT which sucked
then right before we closed some french guy started yelling at bert because of some misunderstanding and it was getting intense i thought he was going to hit bert and i was going to have to get up and fight or something lol
but he just ended up leaving
it was the most interesting day ive had in a while
*SIGH* but it feels good to go home
oh i found a shit load of videos now so ill be able to put them with my posts
anyways this video is hilarious, i could not stop laughing when i first saw this vid

hopefully ill have more to post about soon!
well talk to you later

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Monday, February 11, 2008

Happy Endings by margaret atwood-Revised
john and mary meet.
what happens next?
if you want a happy ending, try A

John and Mary fall in love and get married. They both have worthwhile and remunerative jobs which they find stimulating and challenging. They buy a charming house. Real estate values go up. Eventually, when they can afford live-in help, they have two children, to whom they are devoted. The children turn out well. John and Mary have a stimulating and challenging sex life and worthwhile friends. They go on fun vacations together. They retire. They both have hobbies which they find stimulating and challenging. Eventually they die. This is the end of the story.


Mary falls in love with John but John doesn't fall in love with Mary. He merely uses her body for selfish pleasure and ego gratification of a tepid kind. He comes to her apartment twice a week and she cooks him dinner, you'll notice that he doesn't even consider her worth the price of a dinner out, and after he's eaten dinner he fucks her and after that he falls asleep, while she does the dishes so he won't think she's untidy, having all those dirty dishes lying around, and puts on fresh lipstick so she'll look good when he wakes up, but when he wakes up he doesn't even notice, he puts on his socks and his shorts and his pants and his shirt and his tie and his shoes, the reverse order from the one in which he took them off. He doesn't take off Mary's clothes, she takes them off herself, she acts as if she's dying for it every time, not because she likes sex exactly, she doesn't, but she wants John to think she does because if they do it often enough surely he'll get used to her, he'll come to depend on her and they will get married, but John goes out the door with hardly so much as a good-night and three days later he turns up at six o'clock and they do the whole thing over again.

Mary gets run-down. Crying is bad for your face, everyone knows that and so does Mary but she can't stop. People at work notice. Her friends tell her John is a rat, a pig, a dog, he isn't good enough for her, but she can't believe it. Inside John, she thinks, is another John, who is much nicer. This other John will emerge like a butterfly from a cocoon, a Jack from a box, a pit from a prune, if the first John is only squeezed enough.

One evening John complains about the food. He has never complained about her food before. Mary is hurt.

Her friends tell her they've seen him in a restaurant with another woman, whose name is Madge. It's not even Madge that finally gets to Mary: it's the restaurant. John has never taken Mary to a restaurant. Mary collects all the sleeping pills and aspirins she can find, and takes them and a half a bottle of sherry. You can see what kind of a woman she is by the fact that it's not even whiskey. She leaves a note for John. She hopes he'll discover her and get her to the hospital in time and repent and then they can get married, but this fails to happen and she dies.

John marries Madge and everything continues as in A.


John, who is an older man, falls in love with Mary, and Mary, who is only twenty-two, feels sorry for him because he's worried about his hair falling out. She sleeps with him even though she's not in love with him. She met him at work. She's in love with someone called James, who is twenty-two also and not yet ready to settle down.

John on the contrary settled down long ago: this is what is bothering him. John has a steady, respectable job and is getting ahead in his field, but Mary isn't impressed by him, she's impressed by James, who has a motorcycle and a fabulous record collection. But James is often away on his motorcycle, being free. Freedom isn't the same for girls, so in the meantime Mary spends Thursday evenings with John. Thursdays are the only days John can get away.

John is married to a woman called Madge and they have two children, a charming house which they bought just before the real estate values went up, and hobbies which they find stimulating and challenging, when they have the time. John tells Mary how important she is to him, but of course he can't leave his wife because a commitment is a commitment. He goes on about this more than is necessary and Mary finds it boring, but older men can keep it up longer so on the whole she has a fairly good time.

One day James breezes in on his motorcycle with some top-grade California shrooms and James and Mary get higher than you'd believe possible and they climb into bed. Everything becomes very underwater, but along comes John, who has a key to Mary's apartment. He finds them stoned and entwined. He's hardly in any position to be jealous, considering Madge, but nevertheless he's overcome with despair. Finally he's middle-aged, in two years he'll be as bald as an egg and he can't stand it. He purchases a handgun, saying he needs it for target practice and shoots the two of them and himself.

Madge, after a suitable period of mourning, marries an understanding man called Fred and everything continues as in A, but under different names.

You'll have to face it, the endings are the same however you slice it. Don't be deluded by any other endings, they're all fake, either deliberately fake, with malicious intent to deceive, or just motivated by excessive optimism if not by downright sentimentality.

The only authentic ending is the one provided here:
John and Mary die. John and Mary die. John and Mary die.

So much for endings. Beginnings are always more fun.

im running out of vids to place with my posts, hopefully ill find some good ones soon
talk to all of you guys later

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Monday, January 28, 2008

*worm hole opens up*
*i fall out of it*
aahhhh *thud*
that was really weird
i was just minding my own business and then i got sucked into this black hole thingy
it was horrible, i had to do homework for like 6 hrs a day along with studying
i was only able to play video games for like half and hour

wow, ive been gone a really long time!
aside from school and work nothing new...
i cant think of anything, that lets you know how boring my life is lol
yesterday i just had to do a lot of errands
i just had my computer recently cleaned out, but my music is still takeing up way to much space so i have to buy an external hard drive or something like that
devil may cry 4 is coming out in feb. im looking forward to that
and strange wilderness
oh yeah and harold and kumar too
hopefully i can find some time from school to go see them
i think thats it
*a black hole of work opens behind me*
whats that noise...
*i get sucked into another whirlwind of work and boriness*

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

i forgot to tell you guys what my tattoo meant lol
it is from the anime fullmetal alchemist
it is the humunculis symbol
but that is not the only reason i got it
when i was lookin up the symbols meanin i found out that a dragon eatin its own tail means eternity
so kind of like, even if every one in the world died, time itself would still continue
which would be weird because there would be no one around to witness it
idk when i think about stuff like that i always end up confusing myself
like when i try and picture absolute nothingness
oooo talkin about weird
this vid is kind of weird/creepy but i like it

my first week of school went well
nothin cool to talk about there
i guess thats it

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