Friday, October 1, 2004

It is but another day, a weeping day, an endless day

When do we know where we are if after a major tragedy we don’t even know who we are? The harshness of life is something that we should not have to go through life with. The pain of love is the strongest emotion. We devote ourselves to it completely just to be destroyed by it. The break of the first love, that is what I‘m talking about. When do we know that we’ve fallen in love? Is it infatuation where we ‘love’ them for a few weeks before passing onto other bodies? Or is it you can’t stop thinking about them even though it is now 2 years later? They are everything you are or want to be. But as they choose another in life you feel the pain of loss. Your first love, the most heart breaking thing ever in the world, the loss of strait thought, of being the person you once were. They change you to the one thing that you could never have become before. They mature you. Seto: -_-;;; Me: What you didn’t like it? Seto: What was it for? Me: Nothing really… just something at the top of my head ^-^ Seto: ok… Me: FINE!! If you don’t like it you can sleep on the couch! Seto: _-_;; Me: OUT!!! *kicks him out* Anyway… So how are you all doing to day? I don’t know why I wrote that, just kinda felt like writing something like it. I found out from one of my friends that the guy I like is now kissing that backstabber friend of mine. The whole thing sickens me >.< I don’t ever what to see him again but I have no choice because he flippin sits behind me at lunch and occasionally says hi to me in the hall and we go to the same school so there really is no choice but to suck it up v.v Today went rather well nothing of major interest happened. I have to work the next three days in a row so once again I will not be able to get to my story *sniffle* I AM GOING TO TRY SUNDAY!!! -_-;; I’ll get it up before the week ends if it kills me o_o;; well maybe not to where I kills me… Emotion is the river of stress It brings no end It brings no rest It is all there is It is all ever was Yet I need something more That can not be This is not me And never will be Forget me Meh ok I guess that’s all I have now. I’ll just be going to do something else whilst I’m in school and bored out of my mind >.< Cya all around!! Xoxoxo Kara p.s. If you try to go into my archives now there won't be any pictures with my old posts. I did a wipe of the drive. The words are still there but the pics are gone. I miht wipe my old posts as well soon I havn't decided if i will or not. ok that is all ^-^

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