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Wednesday, April 20, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com Well, something actually happened today!! Nothing big but it is something. We went out to Barns and Noble and I bought two mangas of Rave Master, and then we went to Kohls. I had to shop with my mom which was a drag but I got three pairs of shorts which were just about long enough for school and a cool tye dye bright orange shirt. Then we went to Dick's Sporting Goods and I got a pair of shorts for gym. FINALLY!! I don't have to wear my sister's clothes!! I always look like a boy in gym but now maybe I will look like a girl!! Well, that's all for now. Maybe I'll add something tonight. You never know what can happen in a single afternoon.

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Invisable Love

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Since there is nothing to put for today, except do Mrs. "I don't give homework over vacation"'s homework, I have decided to put up a poem that I wrote last night. I hope you guyes like it!!

Invisable Love

How do you feel
When the one you love doesn't love you back
How do you feel
When you look his way knowing that he never looks back

How do you feel
When he's always on your mind but you're never on his
How do you feel
When you try to get him to notice you, too shy to do anything

Dreaming of him embracing you
Waking up knowing it never happened
And only you want it....
Not him

You'll get over him, they tell you
It's his loss not yours
Well, deep down you'll never fully get over him
And it's your loss too, not only his

You can hide your feelings on the outside
Like a mask covering your face
But on the inside, you know that you will never fully heal
Like a severe illness, changing your life forever

He acts regularly around you when you are around him
But secretly locked deep down inside
In a hidden chamber in his heart, he has feelings for you
Never showing them until it's too late

You have finally moved on and there's no turning back
No matter how much you truly want to....

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com Finally!! I get to go back online!! Well, my friend just left and we had a pretty good time. We listened to some music and I got my mixed CD that she burned for me. We played catch and wiffleball outside and my sis crushed it into the yard behind us. It took us almost half an hour to get it because there were two huskies in the yard who were not on a leash. Other than that, we played Sonic Heroes and MVP Baseball on the Gamecube. At night when she was sleeping and my sister was watching tv, I was still online doing nothing, just working on my site 'till about midnight. April Vacation rules.

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Monday, April 18, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com Today, my guinea pig woke my up squealing and I rolled out of bed and went online. Then mom reminded me of breakfast and I ate and then went back online and have been here ever since. I've been talking on the phone for a while 2. My friend's comin' over for a sleep over tonight so that should be fun. My parents and lil sis just got home. Gotta go for now!!

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Sunday, April 17, 2005


Favor

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Ok, I have this really nice friend who has been through a lot and I was just wondering if you could go to her site and sign her guestbook. Her name is jennifer92. She is a really nice friend and you can trust her. She could always use more friends. Oh, and also visit Fallen Angel X. He's cool also. Thanks a bunch if you do this!!

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Saturday, April 16, 2005


Ray!
Ray



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April Vacation

Image hosted by Photobucket.com HAPPY APRIL VACATION!! =] =]

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Friday, April 15, 2005


Image hosted by TinyPic.com This is a poem that I recently wrote. I have never shared this poem with anyone else so only my otaku friends know about it. Not even my family knows that I write poetry. Please comment on this and tell me what you think about it!!

IT

Alone in the dark I'm ripped apart by it
I cannot protect myself from its wrath
It's just too much for me to take one hit
I must fight it, or find another path

In a room with you, the light on
It walks in and I feel so alone
You cannot protect me because it blinds you and then you're gone
I must fight this battle on my own

Taking Human Form
It cries because it just can't take it anymore
I cry alone while you drown in laughter
You go to her and silence me
Leaving me to die and for my soul to fade away

What can I do to rid it from my life?
Fight back at it with all my strife?
Somehow I feel as if there is a different path
And so I take out my knife and with one big slash....

I am released from this pain and into another world

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005


Image hosted by TinyPic.com Rave Master volume 14 comes out in Manga today!! Also Fruit Basket volume 8!!

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Monday, April 11, 2005


Image hosted by TinyPic.comSchool was ok. We have a ton of homework, which might keep me from this site, but I'm working on it. Nothing much else to say today except grounded from the phone and AIM for a week. Why, I have no clue. Private Message me to keep me company!! =] =]

Here's a survey

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Beth
Birthday:February 24, 1991
Birthplace:Rhode Island
Current Location:Massachusetts
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Height:5 feet 3 inches
Right Handed or Left Handed:right handed
Your Heritage:i don't remember!!
The Shoes You Wore Today:blue and white vans sneakers
Your Weakness:um..love?
Your Fears:spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:Pepperoni and Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:High Honor Role (again)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:I want to continue sleeping
Your Best Physical Feature:my lips?
Your Bedtime:9:30
Your Most Missed Memory:My 7th grade year
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:Burger King
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:uh..neither?
Do you Smoke:NO
Do you Swear:sometimes
Do you Sing:YEA when no one is listening
Do you Shower Daily:YES
Have you Been in Love:definently
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:heck yea
Do you think you are Attractive:not really
Are you a Health Freak:sorta
Do you get along with your Parents:sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:depends
Do you play an Instrument:used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:NO
In the past month have you Smoked:NO
In the past month have you been on Drugs:NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date:NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:no
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:idk, architect landscaper or something like that
What country would you most like to Visit:Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:short
Height:doesn't really matter
Weight:idk
Best Clothing Style:who cares?
Number of Drugs I have taken:zero
Number of CDs I own:lots
Number of Piercings:none
Number of Tattoos:zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret:WAY too many to count

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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