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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com Today went well actually. I'm always quiet at school except when I am with this one group of three people. Then I talk and goof off with them, but other than that, if you don't bother me, I won't bother you. lol Let's see. We made my skit funny and then we rehearsed in the hallway. I stood there and watched two of them crawl on the floor, and the other one squirting water from the bubbler. Sorry I didn't get to your sites yesterday, I only got to like 5, if that. Lots of homework. I won't be able to get to your sites because I have three quizzes in the next two days and then a skit and we just had a "test" and then I have a huge project. I might be able to go on at night and if I do, I will only get to the people who comment on this post. Sorry if I don't get to your sites again. I will really try. Oh, and one more thing, my room is being pained blue and green!! ^_^ Only one problem. Can't really move in there. Hope I can get all of the props that I need for tomorrow. Where am I going to do my homework?? -_-

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Monday, May 9, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com Today was ok. My two friends were talking about their sleep over a lot and me and my friend felt left out so jokingly I said, "We will have our own sleep over." Well that was misinterpreted!! God!! One person tells the next person who tells the next. It's their own little chain!! I like having fun at school because at home I don't talk that much and don't get along too great with my family, you know? But now my school life keeps getting worse. One said that the other two are mad at me and another one says that they think I am mad. ugh!! No more emotions!! Online is the only exception. I will be like Kai!! ^_^

In other news, I have my own little schedule when I get home, I have recently decided to comtinue with it. Well mom ruined it. She's trying to make my schedule for me, telling me when to do my homework. Darn this is never going to work. The one time I try to do something good she ruines it as usual. I thought that she would be happy if I did my schedule but now she won't know it was me because she's trying to force me to her schedule. Well, I best be going to do my homework (as planned by ME) and listening to some depressing music. ^_^

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Sunday, May 8, 2005


Happy Mother's Day!!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com It's Mother's Day today!! yay!! My mom just opened all of the presents that we bought her yesterday. She liked them a lot. Now, as my own present, I have to go and do my homework really really soon so I'm not doing it tonight and I have to be good and not blast Evanescence. We have to go visit my grandparents today. -_- *wine* I don't wanna!! Oh well. I will bring a book or my iPod or something. But then I have 2 or 3 hours worth of homework tonight. aahh!! I will get it done by 11 o'clock tonight like I always do. One last thing, sorry that I didn't get to any sites yesterday. I got to like five because I was kicked off of the computer. I think the same thing will happen to me today so I apologize in advance.

Last thing. I drew Solacido with Remi behind him last night. It looks pretty good. Her face looks a little distorted but it's good enough for the three hours I sat there. I'm workin' on the scanner thing. ^_^

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Saturday, May 7, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com I just got back from the mall buying gifts with my sis and dad for Mother's Day. We had to leave early in the morning, and I got to watch the first episode of Yu-gi-oh while I was crimping my hair, but I had to go for the second one. If anyone watched the second episode, please Private Message me with what happens. If you do, thanks a bunch!! ^_^ Oh, I finally drew Musica last night!! I'm going to draw Solacido soon!! ^_^ I wish I had a scanner to show you guyes but sadly I don't. I might be able to perswade my dad to get me one though. Let's hope.

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Friday, May 6, 2005



adopt your own virtual pet!

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Image hosted by Photobucket.com Just got home from school and haven't gotten in trouble yet!! yay!! Today, my sis and I beat everyone in badminton, and in english we watched a movie on the book we read and it was weird because the characters were switched around. I had a hard time keeping up with it. Anyways, I felt kinda lonely during parts of the day. It was really weird. Last thing, I have this song stuck in my head and I think that you guyes should read the lyrics. lol Here they are:

Taking Over Me by Evanescence

You don't remember me
But I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do....

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgoten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over


Well, that's it for now, except yay, it's Friday!! I might post later tonight if something happens.

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Image hosted by Photobucket.com This is an early post and will therefore be a short one. I now have to post mostly in the morning or late at night because I got in a lot of trouble last night. I was on AIM asking a question about homework and this kid IMed me and I had to talk to him because I felt bad but my sis told on me and now I can't go on the computer until my homework is all done. Every morning I will bascically write about what happened the night before, except the weekends might be an acception. This might not be for long but who knows. Gotta go to school now (the only safe and happy place I know of at the moment). Scary I know but very true for me right now.

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Thursday, May 5, 2005


Image hosted by Photobucket.com My day was really good!! We were in the media center for the whole day doing paperwork and such. Then we went to lunch and advanced art. When we got back 6th period, work was really slow, and by seventh period I REALLY wanted to go to my english class but my sis and our friend didn't want to go to their classes so I stayed and watched them play paper football and unbelievably not get in trouble. We arm wrestled and I won against my friend but when my sis and I were still tied, a teacher came so we couldn't finish. I bet she would have won anyways. We got back for SSR and went to get the work that we missed which was thankfully not much and I waited for my sis and our friend to copy down some packet thing and then we went home. Mom is not in a happy mood so I better get my homework done early. Besides, my hand hurts from writing all day and usually it hurts more for when I am typing all day also. I will try really really hard to get to all of your sites today and if I don't get to yours, I am REALLY REALLY sorry!! Please forgive me!!

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Image hosted by Photobucket.com Ok, well I am very excited to go to school today and I just thought that maybe I should post a poem this morning to keep you guyes busy.

Something Special

For all my life I've wanted something to call my own
Something that was mine and only mine
Not having to share it with anyone
Making myself unique and different
Separating myself from my birth clone

And now that I have found something to disconnect myself,
It's gone....
Lost forever
Sacraficed from my own world into this humdrum place of clones

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Wednesday, May 4, 2005


I feel so small

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Ok, well as you can see in the title, today I feel really small. (not small physically, just small mentally and spiritually). Tomorrow me and a other students from the other two teams are going to be in the Media Center organizing the heratige day packets. I went to go see my woodworking teacher, Mr. C and I asked him politely if he would sign the piece of paper to let me miss his class. He wouldn't even be in class that day because he's teaching my science class so I didn't think that it would really matter. Anyways, he wouldn't even as much as LOOK at me!! Since my gym teacher was right there, he signed Mr.C's name. I was so happy that he did that and so mad that Mr. C wouldn't even look at me or say anything to me. Then I went to get my sis so she could get her mod. tech teacher and then I was in homeroom for 30 seconds and then I had to go deliver papers to my algebra teacher and then we changed seats. Once I was in my seat I had time to think and I almost started crying because I felt like I did something wrong. I had a hard time listening in my algebra class and I don't remember a word that she said. I even got the highest grade on the quiz and I didn't even care!! Lastly, in spanish, i was too busy praying that she wouldn't call on me to think about it and in SSR I got lost in my book. When I got home I felt better because I listened to my Evanescence CD for about 40 minutes and now I am on the computer writing this post.

Now, so I don't have to end this on an unhappy note, when we went to pick our classes for Heratige Day, my class was the first class there. We were there right when the bell rang to start class. I got all of the classes that I wanted!! I get to see two of my old teachers also because they have classes!! And this guy was doing one of the sign-ups and I got to sat hi to him. Lastly, um..i think that's all. I don't want to bore you anymore with my "wonderful" life. C ya!!

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