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Heyo there xP! Don't poke the penguin~ he'll bite youu.
I looove my friends&&family, colours, badminton, holidays, choir, graphics, climbing trees, science&&English, surprises, fireworks, and iced coffee (= . I am pretty talentless, but I like making new friends. I suck at making resumes, and I own a birdie and 11 fishies. I would love to get a puppy one day. I think Winter and Summer are the best seasons xP! I think Gothloli clothing are cute and you could bribe me to do just about anything with a cookie =x!
Friday, June 19, 2009
I am not happy.
I got into the university of my dreams. Specifically, a place I have been pursuing since grade 10.
I even got a large sum of money to go with it.
What the shit is happiness anyway?
I feel so narrow minded and dumb.
I've been so shallow and preoccupied.
In the end..I've probably lost more than I have ever gained. What the hell.
so focused on one thing and just neglecting the rest.
neglecting one of the most important moments of my life.
probably something I can't take back.
Hell, not probably, I know I can't take it back.
those damned shallow and focused eyes,
it's so cloudy and swollen now- I've lost it.
I've totally lost it.
& I've got every right to bawl my eyes out.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
You know?
Friends are awesome.
I know my happiness doesn't reflect my friends' happiness, and I am proud to be able to understand that- regardless, my friends crowded around me, high fived me, clapped for me, screamed at me, hugged me, encouraged me, congratulated me, and all the while, maintained this warm sentiment that made me feel like my happiness was shared for that moment.
I got into McGill =).
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Good afternoon~
I read my previous posts and think, "What was I thinking?".
I've stopped blogging lately.
There's two months of school left.I am not sure whether I should be happy or sad. I want to graduate; I've been counting down the months since September. I am worried for my future though. Two years ago, I felt like I knew what I wanted to do. Now, I am stuck.
I found out I messed up my university application process, and I probably won't get in.
..& I am sitting here being stupid and sad.
Not that it matters to anyone, but it matters a whole lot to me.
I've been unsuccessful at everything I do lately.
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