Friday, February 10, 2006

AIMS..

NO! not "aim" as in the instant messenger I mean aims as in wat im "aiming for" .... Im gonna try and be here more frekin often.. maybe like twice a week.. well i really try.... :) ~Lets see life ... recently ... (omg.... i just noticed... that the way im typing seems really annoying.. i mean ... man.. id be bothered by one freakin word per line!) woah.. totally off subject... (ill stop this..) recently... my gsa club has been deciding to go to this youth advocacy thingy... where we go to the govenor ... and speeches and stuff.. regardless if he listens to us .. and stuff.. we say we're going on a "field trip" (ha!) then we have to get on a bus, at 5 freakin o'clok in the mornin' to sacramento .. and stuff... im gonna die! thats so early!! but its for our rights n stuff.... its like two weeks away ... omg! wat if i like get arrested for protests and stuff??? AWESOME! ive always wanted to do that! we're also gonna make a movie .. (is everyone familiar w/ those films that are made , like documentaries, that they brodcast throughout the country ??) well.. thats wat we r being asked to do... like how it is growing up being gay, bi, trans, hearing all these slurs like "thats gay" ... and nobody does n e thing about it ... stuff like that .. >_< but we have to have parental permission since not every1 is 18.. and its gonna be showed throughout the country!! ... not all parents approve of their children being involved in such things... :( But i plan on doing it!!! (i really hope..) today .. GSA also had 2 screening of the movie But I'm A Cheerleader its a lesbian movie ... but its really good, if u've seen it... did u noe that those camps really exist?? ("get straight" camps) i didn't noe until recently ... (2 mos. ago) ~tomorrow m 2 of my friends are having a study party ... and im going too ... i noe... heh ... i neber thought id be having one of those .. well its cuz i need to pass this one little stupid grading period of algebra I from my freakin freshmen yr to graduate!! GRR! oh! and does n e one noe any good inosaku doujin ... i have yet to c a good ones... -sigh- well i guess thats it my peeps! hope u guess have an AWEsome weekend!! XD omg... does it seem like i like yuri more than yaoi??? ha.. tha's funny.. ♥

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

OMG!! SORRY!

~well ... sorry for not being here for so long! I was busy.. hehe ok.. not really I just got a temperary obsession over naruto doujinshi hehe 90% of them were yaoi ones and of those yaoi ones 90% sasunaru ones!! XD XD but i think im all good now... yep ... until i find more XD ~also wat u think of my new theme.. i thought my page felt theme-less.. so i made one.. :D I chose sakura x ino cuz I LUV them as a shoujo-ai/yuri kinda thing ... hmmm.... wats happened lately... oh yea! i gots my grades and credit scores today.. and.. i did good! im on track w/ my credits.. and now.. its that time of the year to order the graduation stuff!! >_< and proms coming up! i still donts noe if im going or not.... i guess thats it ... but i cant shake this feeling that something big happened that i should say.. heh.... i hope ill remember later.. now.. im off to every ones site! ♥

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

awesome!

WELL! guess wat peeps? I finally saw the movie i've been dying to c!! Brokeback Mountain It was really good! But, its an intense emotinal experience. I saw it saturday w/ 2 of my friends since the rest of the world is closed-minded... (i invited ppl but wen i explained wat it was about they just made a "no" face ... -feh-) I totally didnt noe wat to make of the movie... i didnt get the end ... did n e one out there watch it? _if so can u tell me wat it meant?? Official website here: I recommend it to like life! >_< oh.. and how could i forget?? Happy new year!~hope u guys got awesome plans for it.... or had... the other day.. i was searching the web ... and i found these sasunaru comics and was like woah ... 0_o .... heres the addresses cuz i dont wanna post the actual images... just copy and paste the address 2 ur address bar ... and so on and so forth.... http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b386/_akuryou_/YaOI/004.jpg http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b386/_akuryou_/YaOI/003.jpg http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b386/_akuryou_/YaOI/006.jpg http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b386/_akuryou_/YaOI/005.jpg _the rest of my weekend is coming to an end but its been pretty hectic anyway... I didnt get decent amounts of sleep this entire weekend!! (im going to sleep after this ... (of course after going to ur sites..) *yawn* well tty guys later! <3 ♥

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

   'bout my posts..

i have noticed that i seem to update only once a week... im soory to ppl out there that i cant update more... but me being a senior in school and this being the last semester... i have to focus hard cuz if i fail one class im not gradualting... it totally stinks but its wat i get for cutting in earlier years-and now college! >_< ... so much to do!! I hope i get accepted to the ones i applied to and that i get my grants ... =_= but schools such a stinker! such mean ppl too! at least i wont be around here for college.. (i hope) ~well life has been OK ... im getting the feeling that after high school none of my friends are gonna keep in touch... we're each going so far away ... eh ....;my grades from the previous semester havent came yet! and I want to noe my credits!!! -ARGH!- ... so much stress i gotta learn how to control it... omg, that reminds me the other day my friend Danny wrote a letter to the guy he likes... and i was in shock cuz they dont even talk! well, as it turned out the letter was for him but not to be given to him. (1 of those sort of things where u write out ur feelings in a letter) And i thought wat a great idea! i should try that too! ... and i did, and it works! it just makes u feel soo ... umm.. relieved! though i didnt tell him directly, nor did i give it to him... i still let it out, truthfully ... Of course i also thought if the possibility of me losing the letter and someone finding it, so i put his nickname (me n danny call him "anime" or "his";long story) and my "other name" that danny thought of on the spot .... Dakota ... he thought we should have names that are nothing close to our real names... yea... he's really "random" ... back to the subject .. only 5 of my friends have read the letter they sed it was "truthful? yay! ~well thats it thats happened so far .. i think... i tend to remember anything else much later... hee ... ♥

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

omfg!;its tomorrow!

GUESS WATS TOMORROW'S PPL!!!! GAARA'S MOTHER-F'N B-DAY! YES! ~sigh, i juss' luv him so much!! I have sumn planned... if it all goes fine and doesnt rain .... like it did today.... then awesome it'll be tomorrow!! AND omg! i found out i passed all the hard finals!! yes!! & the class that was the hardest for me, the 1 i had hella missing work... i found out i got the 3rd highest score in the class! SWEET! so unexpected! I, like, dont do any work! but i guess the last minute cram session did the trick! I still need to find out wat i got in the classes... im pretty sure i got good scores though!!! :D i guess thats it and im off to pplz sites! ♥

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   4-day weekends are cool

~well finals are over! thank goodness... but then at the last minute .. (yesterday).. i realized that i forgot to turn in some really important work to one of my classes!!! omg! even if i passed the final for that class... i think this missing work is gonna set me back... :( ... so not fair!! ~now my for day weekend is about almost over... lets see.. saturday, sunday... nothing in particular.. though i think im forgetting sumn ... monday, i went shopping :D [YES!] i bought manga last week... so this week i thought id settle for anime's stuff!! why? .. because i recently found one of those shops that specialize in anime near my house! i was ecsatic because i usually have to take at least 2 types of transportation to get my manga/anime .... and now i just need a single ride! yay! (bus prices here are killer!!!); though it was hilarious trying to find the place cuz we only new the street and plaza it was located.. (ha!) we took sum random bus too... but we (my sis n friends..) found it! ~i guess thats all & i guess everyone here's at school .. haha ♥

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   finally updating....

well.. finals are almost over!! i have one more tomorrow an' tha's it! yea! i should be studying.. but i dont recken' it to be too hard... [hee ... reckens a funny word ..] well lately... a A LOT has been happening ... i had to start counsling, again(!) ... and got into sumn w/ the cops (it wasn't n-e thing criminal!!!) .. family type therapy... (ugh. the problems i have....) "specialists" say i might have deprssion ... *hmmf* and some other "dramatic" stuff... i dont want to get too into it.. unless u want to noe.. then feel free to ask.. but i cant believe so much happened in less than a week!!!! In other new skool.... is starting to get easier... a bit.. finals are just brushing over.. and it looks like it'll all be downhill form here... then there's graduation... -sigh- just down the road ... im trying my up-most to make-up for all the stupid stuff i'v done in the past ... & OMG .. i think im in luv (!) ok.. well maybe not luv but.. ok.. theres this cute azn guy in my 2 of my classes and he dont noe i exist!! ... well he noes my name .. ? i show the most obvious signs!! ~but u c... he's .. "slow" .. hee! .... and its already past half a skool year!! AHHH! i gots to do sumn' before its too late! ~~~ well i guess thats it for now =^_^= later! ♥

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Friday, January 6, 2006

oi! sad day..

WELL nottin new with me.. except soo terrified of finals!! oh! and yesterday i went to a club meeting of a club im a part of GSA (gay-straight-alliance), and we were disscussing matters and we fond out how the teachers at all skools weren't complying with a law recently passed in CAlifOrnia stating that wen they hear slurs like "retarded, gay" stuff like that, they're supposed to do sumn' about it.. but they dont!! its their freakin damn job! well the state found this out and now they are soon gonna start enforcing punishments.. like budget cuts to the skools for not enforcing it... but it could be worse we also recently found out that in Tracy,ca there's a problem w/ starting up a GSA there.. the parents wont allow it.. ppl from other states are coming all the way there to make sure it doesnt happen ... I noe more about this subject but i cant speack about it here :X .... u never noe.. *shifty eyes* I also saw yet again how mean ppl at skool are... they were throwing eggs , or trying to, at his 1 person, missed.. hit somebody's leg... & they just laughed it off ... how cruel! no hearts these non-otakus... ... i may try a lil later to go to pplz profiles.. my lil sis ... is screaming her head off 4 the comp.... ♥

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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

im back..

hey u guys good news ... im not dead.. yay! im bacc! well i proboly wont be on for a while .. its dead week.. and i got finals next week.. but after that ill definately be on!!! @_@ finals stink! i guess thats all to my boring exciting life! [wat an oxymoron!] oh yea the other day i read this yaoi manga and it was .. pretty awesome... its called "la esperanca" ... my friend danny said it should've had more "action"! *nervous laugh* I also noticed that my profile's pretty messy... ill try to neat-en out my site sometyme soon... ♥

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Sunday, January 1, 2006

hope u'll had a good 1..

happy new year ppl.... i hope u enjoyed new years.. i did mine was.. really quite different... ^^ so now.. its so windy and rainy outside.. woah.. and there was like clear skies last nite!!! neiboring counties had to be evacuted.. we're like next.. scary.. i dunno it seems to be dying down but.. u never noe... hee... dont poke haku! ja ne pplz! ♥

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