Monday, March 13, 2006

   *snow fallz*

::bored out of my damn mind:: NOTHING is going on! >_< (wat a great way to start my post, huh?) well stuff has happened but nothing that I like tend to remember ... ARGH!! Life has just been pretty shitty and stupid .... Proms coming up and everyones just worried about that ... I'm not going .. well at first I was exstatic out of my damn mind that senior prom was coming up and that I would actually be able to go ... But then it just didnt seem as much as important to me ... I dunno... I just dont feel like going ... Most of my friends are.. I only noe of like 3 that arent for sure and 1 a maybe... Lets see graduations almost here... and I need to do a stupid Algebra test from freshman year to graduate!! >_< STUPID! Ummmmmm... yesterday my family wanted to go to the mountains cuz of the snow... I DIDNT WANT TO!! and I was forced!! WAH! .. I got nausea .... didnt make it any funner... noone was in appropriate winter clothes .. (no, we didnt have on tanks or n-e thing like that ..) then the car started steaming .. but only for a lil while ... my dad didnt think anything of it!! i was like omg.. that isnt a good sign fyi ...... Well my new theme is gonna be Zakuro x Minto cuz more ppl seemed to like it.... that should be up sometime this week.... And for the ones who wanted anko x hinata ... srry.... but here's a pic of that pairing for u'z ..... This is a really short sasunaru doujin OK??? so it wont take all of ur time .... SYNOPSIS:Sasuke tries to take Naruto situation into account (that he can't "do it" cuz he has a mission ..)BUT just can't resist! [SMUT WARINING] TITLEWhite Line Ooh! >_< and I have to hurry so i can c ur guy'z sites!! ♥

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   .Calm and Ecstatic.

*weather is cold* Yesterday was pretty awesome! ^^ I had a major test in 2nd ... and didnt feel that I had studied enough. So ... there was a field trip the same day and me and my friends went. First, only me and my friend Danny, were already on the list to go. My other friends Laura and Toni, had yet to turn in their permission slips!! >_< The teacher in charge of the trip (who we later nick-named "psycho Bliss"; cuz we're weird like that ...:3), took role and got all the ppl on the list on the bus.... needless to say me n danny were watching laura and toni argue-ing to be able to go, or pleading ;) then she lets them come along ... yes! >_< We truely, and honestly wanted to go because of the all-u-can-eat buffet ... hehe. ... well while we were eating, a teacher, "crazy-chatman", said, hey u guys, its snowing! .... We were bewildered ... it does not snow here .... we saw and it looked like it was.... but it stopped shortly ... When we got out. ... we grabbed little globs of "snow" and were having a snowball fight! our 1st ever! yay! That was basically the highlight of the day .... when we got back to school, we asked if it snowed there, and they were like "yea... it hailed here ... " HA! we mean real snow ... >_< And that was basically it, since it was terribly-unexpectedly cold .... Today, I read ch 298 of naruto .... (t'was alright ..) and .... I have a study party ... (ha, im such a geek ...) w/ 2 of my friends .... we're getting pizza .. o.O i noe... gosh im so unhealthy and fat ... !!! that reminds me .. yesterday at the feild trip, i got my body fat measured ... I AM FAT ... from wat i believe ... I do have a small body type ... but i guess its all fat and no muscle ... hehe ... ..... wah! *cries* I need to workout.... Thats pretty much it... hah ... my boring life... This is a cute/hott sasunaru doujin .... its an alright length ... has enough plot as it has smut ^_^: Chased Angel (thats the title .... I included the covers of the doujin^^) ALSO! ... it's that time to change my theme again.... Im thinking Zakuro x Mint (both from Tokyo Mew Mew) shoujo-ai, yuri, w/e u want to consider it .... OR Anko x Hinata (from Naruto..) OR ur ideas .... (shoujo-ai/yuri, of course ..) :) !suggestions, please! if u can .... ♥

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Thursday, March 9, 2006

   I saved a life ...

hey .... ppl hehe ... im a little slow and not focused right now... cuz i just gave blood ... and I'm a first time donor. ^^ It really hurt cuz they said my veins were really small and stuff ... and my blood flow slow ... but still, a rewarding process. :) Right after I got home, I felt all dizzy and like I was about to faint. >_< I'm guessing it was cuz I was probobly walking pretty fast ... and they warned against heavy lifting and athletic activity. I'm guessing that was activity. I just needed some water is all... ^^ When I came home my sister was also like "code" is pissed ... ("code" is our code-word for our father ... long story) I was like, why? She said cuz he came home and was like where was I ... my sis answered that I was probobly still giving blood ... He was supposedly like Wat?! I didnt say she could give blood! She's too weak! ... and BLAH ..... w/e ... we didnt need parental consent ... we just needed to be seventeen for our school blood drive. Today, in 5th period, we watched more of "ghosts of rwanda" such sad graphic genocide... and we got to fill out postcards urging Pres. Bush to help put a stop to the current genocide proboblem in Sudan ... YAY! ^o^ I hope I helped. In 6th, we made posters for Anti-bullying week, since this week was Anti-bullying kick-off week. I tried .... ^-^ After sixth was Lunch, and during lunch, on thursdays, is GSA (gay-straight-alliance)['tis a club...] And today was a very special club meeting, there was pizza ... And documentary film-makers ... The kind that make those documentary vids w/ real high-schoolers, and they're shown through-out the country ... yay ... I'm gonna be in a film .... hope-fully ... *fingers-crossed* The film is gonna be gender-roleing ... Like girls have to do this, guys are better suited that .. and so on ... as well, as gay issues, sterio-types, and so-on ... And then the lastperiod of the day was seventh, I left right at the begining to go give my blood ... like the longest quetionare ever! with the most oddest questions ... but I understand it's stuff they have to know... Tomorrow in my fourth period, we have to give a debate ... and I was just reminded that I might not be there tomorrow cause of this field trip. And it was a good subject too! (the one me and my group got) The issue on abortion. I could've creamed the other team!!! >.< but... I think tomorrow might be a research day... but if it's not ... I'm screwed cause I might fail ... if I don't show up .... View-able doujin!!! Sasunaru: Strong Yaoi Inosaku: Strong Yuri .... You've been warned .... oooooooooooohh..... that's it .... *yawn* I'm so tired ... but I have to make sure I'm getting all my nutients back ... ^^ _____ja ne. ♥

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   Chillin. :)

I have the most weirdest weirdest of moods right now! >_< Like it's so obvious im not in a good mood nor happy ... yet i feel ecstatic .... omg, why?? Maybe I'm expecting something ... or something ... maybe just coming home to anime while being at a drama-filled school relieves me ... :D I wish my comp. wasn't so slow! I'm trying to upload a video ... which I haven't ever tried before ... and it's still uploading it ... since god knows when! I finished my h/w already! yay! (everytime im on here im the farthest thing from done ... Well ... school was pretty normal [by normal, I mean: boring] today with some added rain. :) [I feel like Im missing something ..] In fifth, We watched more on the genocide in Africa going on right now ... for information go here:Committee On Conscience It's a really serious proboblem that NEEDS to be taken care of, NOW. (yet America is turning the other cheek, just as they did in the genocide in Rwanda, and the Holocaust [correct spelling?] *sighs*} NO doujin today .. because frankly ... im running out of the "appropriate" material .. XD Ja ne! Im sooo proud of myself for updating more often! >_< ♥

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Monday, March 6, 2006

Dilemas...

OMG! LIFE SUCKS! >_< well, *sigh*, about 2 weeks ago i had this crush on this guy ..., but now.. obviously... i dont... i just lost interest in ... *cough*men*cough* ... so i like someone new.. ^_^ ... well sum 2 weeks ago .. this girl found out that i liked him and it was an okay friend of his... so ... i got over him like last week ... i told my friends i no longer like him ... and so on.. . today at lunch, my friends were like, r u gonna tell her ?; no! u tell her!; ok..... hey u noe how Candy found out that u liked him .. (the girl who kinda knew him ..) i was like yea..... well she told him" i noe sumone who likes u ..." [me (in my head): >_< wat?!] .. him: who is she? [(in my head):how does he noe it was a she ...?] ... Candy: its a girl whos in ur class .... Him: who? who?! *conversation ended* (from my understanding ..) My friends: this is good news! .. Me: NO! NO, ITS NOT!!!!!_____ i told u i donts like him no-mores .... My friends: ... so if he asked u out u would say no ..? (oh! srry i didnt mention this earlier .. but they dont noe 'bout the other person i like for personal reasons ...) .. Me: ... probobly- most-likely .. no.... ....................* Well thats just a summary pplz... my gawd am i in deep doo-doo .... i dont even like him n-e more!! and now it seems like i have a chance!! UGH! SCREW ALL THIS HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA!! my-gosh ... i just want school to end .... ..... and i have no idea why im posting sooooo late..... ALRIGHT! i need to take my mind off this subject ... heres a part of one of my doujinshi (yes, i noe .. again [!]) ... i thought it was hilarious and it like not very graphic .. but pretty suggestive .. so watch out .. he-he ... freakin hilarious.... _____ i wanna noe if everyone here would be okay with me posting like ... some very strong R yaoi here ... ^^ (okay... smut, basically..) oooooooooooooooooooh! I have to put some shoujo-ai here now.... its pretty much rated ALL .... this little scene im gonna post here .... it really VERY cute .... manga available here .... at least it should be .... EnJoy! L8r .... ♥

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Friday, March 3, 2006

   dammit...

MY GOODNESS! Yesterday was the last day to turn in financial aid forms and stuff and my procrastinating self had to do it in the last minute! >_< That's one of the reasons I wasn't able to update before.... Well ryte now i in class and today's the last day in the grading period and since i already have everything turned in in this class, I get to surf the net .... oh yea.... hee.... im so weird ryte now .... Yesterday was GSA (gay-straight Alliance) , and my friends and I were talking about yaoi, cuz in the previous pweriod, we were looking at some doujin XD ... then one of them said hella loud "anime porn" ... and the teacher in charge of GSA was like "anime porn?!, what?!" then like ten seconds later he was like, hey wats that gay anime porn called? ha.... fuckin hilarious.... this is why GSA is awesome! >_< ~Welll here is a big trasition ryte here.... the doujin here is yaoi .... (im still trying to find some siutible images for yuri doujin, because I really dont wanna soil everyones mind here .... XD) ITS WOLFS RAIN! whoo! pairing: tsume x toboe full doujin available here:aku-tenshi doujin RATING: R CLAsS iS alLmoSt OvEr! later! ♥

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Monday, February 27, 2006

   -GomeN-

OMG! please excuse me for being gone so loooooooooooooonng. Even if it wsan't really long for some of u.... to me it was REALLY LONG!!!!! so again .... gomen .... well the reason for my absecse is that I planned to update on wednesday ... heeeee .... as it turns out ... my dad was like "hurry up and get ready!!!" (in the MEANEST voice ever, might i add....) It was pertaining to going to my Mom's house!! (^^, he finally let me gooo.... ) Well, i had nothing to do with his sudden change in heart ..... It was my sister, she proved to me that my opinion doesn't matter to my dad ... and that hers does ... haa.... freakin sad.... well i got there wed. night ... (woooo .. long ass drive. ....) and .... alas.... no internet!!! >_< i was like .... i need to update!!!!! (haa...) well lemme sum up wats happened so far .. mon, tues, .... had Naruto manga cram sessions!! now im completely up to date!!! yay!!!!! and ino's and sakura's new outfits just make me luv the pairing even more!!!! thurs ... went shopping .. bought sum anime n manga stuff!!!! yes! >_< fri ..... "fat day" I freakin spent 5 HOURS at an all u can eat pizza buffet!!!!! UGH!!!!! i feel so fat... and then latter on .... like that wasn't enough for my fat ass ... my cuz took me to McDonalds & i ate a big mac.... OK..... so maybe i didnt gain the 5 thousand pounds i seem to exagerate to .... but still!!! ... i feel that way! other minor stuff happened like a fight between rockers and rappers .. (wat i call 'em) which is soooo weird cuz they get along great here!!!! .... and the McDonalds manager thought one of my cousins stole a cookie n ate it in like 20 seconds ...?!! i dunno .... and basically just went out... and "chillax-ed" for the rest of the time ... (oh yea... and trying to finish this book cuz i need to finish it by tomorrow and haa... NOT EVEN CLOSE!!) well.. im almost there ... alright .... again i apolagize ... i feel like i missed out on so much .... well i'll go c in a bit.. wen i go to ur sites... oh! i've also been hearing of this talk of ppl thinking of leaving MyO ... well.. if thats true and all .... im so kindly asking of u ppl who are leaving, or thinking of leaving, to tell me where else i'd be able to keep in touch with u .... cuz i'd miss u all terribly, if u just disapeared .... ^^ NOW! another yaoi doujin! (i was gonna have yuri today.... but uhh.. yea.. long story ....) the pairing is INCEST! (haaa.. just had to get that out there .. ) Itasasu (itachi x sasuke) content rating: R Reccomended for 17 and up ... but ... eh.. wat can i do if ur underage and u read it?? ..... not much .... u dont have to read it if u dont wont to ... since all are not accostomed to incest .... (its dangerous... is all i'll describe it as ...) [i dont support of incest!!!!; thought i'd get that out there too ...] Original doujin here; this is strictly for sharing w/ all of u .. and all that blah ... here u go! ^^ Later!!!! ♥

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Monday, February 20, 2006

What draws ppl to one another ... ?

Konnichiwa! my fellow otaku-ians! I am soooo angry 'cause .... my dad wont take me to go visit my mom! I keep asking n asking ... me: yea ... so ... i have a whole week off ... pa: ... me: can u take me to my mom's place?? pa: .... me: *still standing there n waiting for answer ...* pa: ... me: *finally leaves after an excessive amount of silence* ^ Imagine that but just twice a day!!! _but i noe wat hes eventually gonna say!! "... its too late now .... and im very busy ... dont have the time .... " ARGH! .... when all sunday all he did was sleep ... and watch TV!!!!! ....... I hate it ... it always turns out like this .... my break is sucking so far! >_< Well in the last post, I forgot sumn ... (if it was made on thurs ..... ) *nervous chuckle* I am a teachers aide in my seventh period class .... (we have an A-Day, B-Day schedule, ex. todays an A-day, tomorrow will be a B-day and the nest day, an A-day, and a so on rotation like that. Periods 2-4 are on a-days, and periods 5-7 are on b-days. [period 1 is everyday..]) During my T.A. class and there is nothing to do, my teacher lets me leave ... but last week thursday I had some papers to grade. I was never fond of that class, but I haven't stayed in there for such a long time, I forgot why. Well, I remembered why. They use the words :gay, fag, queer, dyke, and so on, in ways i dont approve of ... and also, a lot. After the bell had rung, I told the teacher that he should really watch the language of his class, and that he would be doing a better job of a teacher by doing so. I had no real way of finding out if my words actually did anything, but the next day ... (I have him both a-days and b-days) I found out it did. I have him for 3rd period and after that class was over, I was leaving the he called me back and gave me a letter! I was hesitant to take it cause I was like >_< ewww, a teacher giving me a letter!!! Well, right after I stepped out of the classroom, my friends were like, hurry and read so I can! So I did, and it was an apology letter. My friends read it and they said it sounded like he felt so bad, that now he wants to quit. hmmm.... to give u guys a better background on it, here it is: I wanted to apoligize for my &th period class yesterday. You were 100% correct that their behavior was inappropriate and I shoud have punished them more severely. I was exhausted yesterday and obviously did not put up the fight that was required. The offenders have been referred to the office and I plan to have a talk with the entire class when we return from break. Anyone who knows me, knows I respect everyone no matter who they are. Again I apologize to you and anyone else who was offended yesterday. I was shocked about it, but my friends made me feel bad with their comments .... hmmm..... what do u guyz think? I got this totally cute sasunaru doujin that I want to share with all of you! [CONTENT RATING: PG-13] (Under the usage policy, I am inclined to only strictly sharing w/ friends, which is why the whole story is not here, if you wish to get the whole story please visit the site where the doujin is being hosted : flatspace.org I hope u all enjoyed as I did, and I hope u guys had a great weekend. Kuz this is it, and im out! ^_^ ♥

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Friday, February 17, 2006

   let us seee......

Aight ... i just went to all the pplz who updated there sites ryte now ... and im also trying to write an essay the same tyme (on two movies:Cool Hand Luke and One Flew Over The Cukoos Nest; they're old, but good!) .... heee.... *sweatdrop* NOT a good idea .... well about that guy who got all drunk and stuff .. (last post) my friend was ryte ... that he was doing all that for attention ... he lives for attention ... WAT A JACKASS! he really scared sum ppl!! (everyones still asking if hes alright ..) *rolls eyes* well recently, my lil sis has been getting into a lot of trouble .... (see ... not having a mother figure around ruins u ..) she was talking about getting into fights n stuff, detention ... really bad in skool ... -sigh- they just dont listen do they?? (p.s. shes um.. xsasukexisxlife on my friends list ... or sumn like that ..) _off subject here_ Its been really cold here lately! It was like sunny then out of nowhere theres forcasts of actual snowflakes coming down... (i live in the bay area of CA, so its not too common....) _back on subject_ Today at skool, we finished the movie "Hotel Rwanda" (i thinks thats correct spelling) in my massmedia class ... and its HELLA SAD! its about the genocide in Africa ... :'( i reccomend it ... :) Next week, we have a whole week off!! yea!! ... and my dad might go take me to go visit my mom .. (her b-day was yesterday-wed-and my other 2 sis' are there) And tomorrows a minimum day! YES! ~I really need some away time ... and i think they have internet ... heh ... but ill be back to update soon, if they dont ... cuz my dad will, like, never let me (or my sis') stay there for more than 2-3 days!!! THAT BLOWS! >_< oh... and my friend who wrote that poem in the last post ... hes like really self-concious ... and i showed him all the good comments he got on that poem and he was so flattered >_< yay ... (he says thanx!) I guess thats it and i hope u all enjoy ur weekends ... and stuffs ... ^__^ P>S ... i wanna go c the movie "transAmerica" ... I found this thing and its pretty funny -CLICK- I CANNOT GET OVER THIS OBSESSION OF NARUSASU DOUJIN >_< (i have sooo much) ♥

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

VaLenTineS

Hello! well lemme start this off with a valentines poem.... "Anti-Valentine" Cupid Doesn't See All Of Us He Sees The Ones The Ones Who Live Up To Society The Ones With No Self Concept For Us He's Blind He Has No Will To Help Us He Showers The Popular With Keens And As For Us We Have Nothing He Turns His Back We'll Revolt We'll Lunge Daggers And Crystal Bullets We'll Kill What We Can't Have We'll End His Life With Reality And Pain We'll Make Him Suffer As He Made Us His Eyes Will Bleed And His Arrows Will Burn End With Cupid. (c)Danny That was made by my friend danny. Its so good! >_< Its meant to convey .. that some ppl dont c valentines for the gays, just for the straights. (not trying to say any thing about the heterosexuals, k??!!) well.. in other news.. I found this inosaku doujin .... BUT its not translated... urgh!!! why does all the good doujin have to be like this .... :'( well hopefully my friends *wink, wink* can help me find sum good ones or at least a translater! (ha) Oh! ok.... My skool has this thing called "tutorial" we get out of our regular classes at 2, and are free to go to any class of our choice until 3... well, yesterday, at 1:57, an anouncement came on.... "Teachers, we are asking that u hold ur students for 5 minutes after the bell; we have a medical situation. I repeat, hold ur students please ..." I was just like woah, and ok ... who can it be n stuff ... when it was finally 2:05 ... ppl were leaving their classes ... my teacher was mad with us and decided to keep us in longer .. (^_^) .... then the announcement came on with the same thing, donnot release ur students blah .. ppl were still out there ... so eventually we got let out.. My friends were already out there waiting for me ... and danny told me omg.. i think its henry* .... (a friend of ours) ... me: wah?! dan: ppl are saying its him!! me: wat?! why .... ? dan: well ... me: .... *time passed and ALOT of ppl coming up to danny cuz they noe henrys* a good friend of his- at this point we noe its him* We hear tons of crazy stuff, but we noe the one for sure thing thats happened: he passed out.... danny confirms it was because he was drinking and now he has guilt cuz he was there and didnt do n e thing... I wasn't that shocked cuz ... I was in a situation where i was w/ a person who did that too.... Thats wat would make me stop drinking ... from then on i was like w/e ... but then i had to think of these ppl who haven't been in a situation like that ... they're scared n confused ... blah all that junk .... but the craziest freakin crap ppl were saying!!! "he was foaming at the mouth ...." 0_o "he got strangled .." "he got shot !" :0 Then the rest of the day everyone was down ... ugh! i hate it when teenagers do these kind of things! (even though im one to.. heh ...) and today.. everyones giving henry* the attention ... hmm i wonder if that'll be good 4 'im .... danny told me that yesterday henry* called him and sed he just woke up in the hospital and didnt noe wat was going on and stuff .... why must ppl learn the hard way of things??!! i guess thats it ... i think... *names have been changed for confedentiality ♥

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